mR. GREG WAS SO SO BE AUT I FU L AND THIS SONG HAS MY WHOLE HEA RT FOREV ER anD EVERYTHING WAS JUST SO SO SO PERFECT AND HEART B REAK ING I’VE BEEN siNGING THIS FOR THE PAST LIKE TH RE E HOURS I LOVE IT SO SO SO M UC H AA AA A 😂😂😂😂💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
A/N:You aren’t physically present in this chapter, but it really is all about you.
Genji knew he had no right to be upset with you. You hadn’t done anything wrong, but why did he feel so betrayed when you had refused to meet him? He just—he needed someone he actually cared about and trusted to be by his side. The elders and his own brother had started to put more pressure on him to align with Shimada traditions, but it just wasn’t who he was. He didn’t agree with any of the major family businesses and duties; he couldn’t possibly have been the only one, right?
Imagine Sam Drake reaction when S/O has a miscarriage or still born.
oh god no no no that’s so heartbreaking because he’d be all over you during your pregnancy, he’d be that father who is like “do you need more pillows? lets get more pillows” “is that normal? …are you sure?” and be at your beck and call 24/7 and hold your hair when you have morning sickness and get you everything you need because one of his biggest fears would be being the kind of man his father was and he would do anything for his kid, he’d be up until 3am reading parenting books because he has no idea what it’s like to have a parent much less be one and he loves you to absolute pieces and is so excited and just plain giddy to be raising a child with the love of his life
and i mean he was always trying to be a parent to nate but let’s be real, he was so young when that responsibility was placed on him and he had so much to figure out for himself bc he was on the cusp of his teenage years and had to process all that shit with both his parents all on his own so i mean how cOULD he have been? and it’s not like he had a father figure/anyone in prison that we know of either
he’s so so thrilled and so so scared to be a father and then it’s a miscarrage/still born and he feels like he’s completely failed his child even if it was totally and completely out of his control, he feels like there must’ve been something he missed and it’s his fault and he’s failed at the one thing he promised himself his entire life he would never, ever fail at (in fact he’d avoided it entirely for a long time bc he figured that was a pretty foolproof way to avoid failing at it but he hears nate and elena talking about having one of their own eventually and he looks over at you one day and he knows he’s so, so inescapably in love and it just clicks in him)
and when he discovers his child is dead, gone just like that - the two of you are sobbing and absolute messes and suddenly all of the goal posts the two of you have had for the past couple years (considering having a child, deciding, + 9 months) have shifted and he just feels like he’s always falling and always failing and i’m so sad about this ugh