...or lack of them

The thing that scares me the most about men is that many of them - most of them, it seems - have such an utter lack of empathy for women and our suffering. They can’t seem to comprehend the threat, dread and existential trauma it means to most women that so many men question the importance of consent, or watch rape porn, or that “sex dolls” with a frigid setting to simulate being with an unwilling woman are created for men’s twisted pleasure. They just don’t understand this hurts us to our very beings, our souls - probably because they can’t comprehend we actually are human beings, just like them, and that we suffer and feel agony and sorrow. Of course, objects or dehumanized bodies don’t, and ultimately, that’s how these men see us.

Structuring Events in the Correct Sequence

Lately while editing, I’ve noticed several stories that are quite good, but are lacking in small areas here and there, one of them is slightly inaccurate structures of events that take place.

These most often manifest themselves in sentence structures. Grammatically, these sentences are fine, but they give the reader a slightly inaccurate experience of the story. For example, look at the following sentence.

Before I arrived at the grocery store, I brushed my teeth at the house.

Technically, this sentence is fine. It’s a complete sentence. It’s punctuated correctly. But do you see why it gives the reader a slightly inaccurate experience of the story?

It is asking the reader to imagine the character arriving at the grocery store and then to go back and imagine her brushing her teeth. The reader’s experience and perception of the story is not in the same sequence as the character’s, and so not only is it more work cognitively, but it also distances the reader from the story, very slightly.

Ideally, you structure the sentence in the order that the events happens:

I brushed by teeth and went to the grocery store.

But this sort of thing can also happen on more subtle levels. Look at this sentence.

Carrie screamed at the top of her lungs when Barry’s hunting knife sunk deep into her thigh.

Again, grammatically, this sentence is fine.

But again, the events are out of order.

Carrie doesn’t scream at the top of her lungs

before Barry’s knife sinks into her. On a micro-level, it’s probably more accurate that Barry’s hunting knife started hitting her first, causing her to scream.

So the sentence would render the experience more accurately if it was rearranged:

When Barry’s hunting knife sunk deep into her thigh, Carrie screamed at the top of her lungs.

If you read those two different arrangements again, paying very close attention to your reading experience, you will see that the second example carries more intensity and immediacy. Now, you could still take it further, if you wanted. Since this is a horrific event of action, you might actually want to slim down, split, and shorten the sentence, so it feels faster and stronger:

Barry’s knife sunk into her thigh.

Carrie screamed.

Sometimes inaccurate structures happen over a paragraph or over pages.

For example, if I’m reading a scene where a character wakes up, jolts upright in bed, and is now suddenly blind, but the writer doesn’t mention anything about blindness for paragraphs and instead opens describing the feeling of the bed and blankets, the sounds outside, and the latest dreams of the protagonist … something’s going to feel really off when I get halfway down a page to read that the character woke up inexplicably blind.

The blindness needs to be mentioned first, or nearly first.

The events and descriptions are out of sequence.

Most of the time, what your character notices first should be mentioned first, especially if it’s something as drastic as that.

There are, of course, situations where in might serve the story, style flow, or reading experience to structure events out of order. But 95% of the time, the best way to structure a sentence or paragraph is in the order the events happen. This creates the most accurate reading experience, and is more immersive and intense.

So I’ve just seen the new Alivia Monster High doll… Disappointed yet again. The quality and designs are just taking a nose dive no in my opinion. 

Just a few points I’d like to make.

She and the new Howleen doll both look like the knockoffs. You know which ones I mean. I suppose that is fine for children who won’t really notice but really irritating for customisers like me you loved the flexibility of the old dolls and also the collectors who like to pose them. Please stop with the lack of articulation and joints mattel!

Also they basically made a mini Frankie clone. Like my previous point she looks like a knock off. If you are going to create more characters you should stick the “be unique tag” line of the whole franchise… 

Well… anyway. I doodled my own version.

anonymous asked:

That was cute that you feel bad for the Nalu fandom, thank you, but I knew that except with a big timeskip they weren't going to be canon, they are too dorks now, but I didn't expect Mashima to trull us so much...I actually thought no one was going to be really canon without a big timeskip and the way he did was rushed, I agree with you on how he has handle Levy notice and Gruvia confession (I don't like them so I agree with you 100% about them) and the lack of development for Jerza at the end.

It’s cool, anon! I actually kind of expected a timeskip and canonisation so I was pretty surprised… the ending he gave you just seems cruel tbh :/

Part 5

@gomakeawaffle @raginggeekpower @doctorboo82 @emilys-arty-farty-stuff @brimbrimbrimbrim @kittenstorm

For some reason I’m finding the Waffle character most intriguing, but don’t worry - all you others will get your turn, I promise!

Brim had been given a room in the old house where she could go to be alone, and she was there now, sorting her collection of stolen dicks to the background of dripping water and the buzzy hum of insect wings.
She had sorted them into a neat row of oldest to newest, but now she felt the arrangement lacked a certain elegance so was attempting to order them based on how much fun she’d had when she’d stolen them.
The mold stopped them from rotting, but alas they didn’t retain their stiffness, and they flopped around like understuffed sausages as she rearranged them.
This one had been the first - the surprise and elation she’d felt at securing her prize put it in the top ten at least, so she put that near the start. It had been clumsy, true, the base ragged, but it had served to help her polish her technique, and these days she had it down to a fine art. Grab, twist, pull. Minimum damage.
Now this one - not so good. She’d angered the others by ripping it off too soon, before they’d had their fill of Lucas, and Witch had sent her howling to her retreat in terror. It went near the end
What about this one? Brim picked it up, tapping the head thoughtfully against her chin as she regarded the spread out phalluses before her. Hmm. She’d snatched it straight from Boo’s mouth, and the achievement gave her some pride, so it deserved a place near the beginning. She laid it reverently down, straightening it out fussily.
It was dull work, but gave her an almost zen-like focus that helped her keep her anxiety at bay. In the old days, she’d had yoga and meditation. Now she had limp dicks to grade.
Ah, this one! This one had stayed hard for hours by some random chance, and she’d been able to use it as a dildo. Right at the front for this one!
There was a noise - unfamiliar in these surroundings where the bugs lived and the water rose.
Brim flew into a reflexive crouch, hunched protectively over her trophies. Was Waffle in her walls, spying on her? It was true Waffle sometimes left her little gifts in the main house - torn off scraps of magazines with kittens on them, sometimes little shreds of food - but the woman had to be covetous of her dick collection! Was she going to steal them?
Brim extended her arms and swept her penises into an untidy pile, wincing at the jumble. She had to move them, put them somewhere else where they wouldn’t be found. Scowling at the walls, she scooped up her tubes of flesh and scurried off…..

Eveline watched Brim’s retreating back, shaking her head sadly.
“You have to help her, Geek. You have to help all of them. They spend too much time fighting. We need to be a family!”
Geek nodded in agreement, her broken sunglasses slipping down her face. Lucas had fixed one arm for her with wire, but he hadn’t been able to replace the missing lense. She’d done that herself with an old candy wrapper. The sunglasses were annoying, but she had to wear them. Image was everything.
She fully intended to help out her sisters - there needed to be unity after all - but not now. Now, she needed to fuck.
Lucas had been her intended target, but Brim had put paid to that little plan. So it would have to be Mia or Zoe.
Geek grinned in the gloom. She hadn’t visited Zoe in her trailer for a while, and could imagine the other woman’s face when she smashed the door in. Sure, she always pretended to be reluctant, but Geek knew that was just an act. Nobody could lick that good if they didn’t have their heart in it.
She turned and strode off, ready to surprise the Baker daughter, rebounding off the corner of an old dresser as the candy-wrapper lense screwed up her depth perception. Cursing like a sailor, she managed to get out of the house and made her way to the trailer.

Waffle squinted at the wall. There was a new hole - one she hadn’t made. It was lower down and much wider than the ones she bored.
Stooping down, she peered through it. Lucas was on the other side, putting explosives into crates.
“Know yer there, Waffle,” he remarked, still working, and she flinched.
“It’s ok! Don’t get all skittish. Been meanin’ to talk to ya anyways…..”
It had been a couple of days since the other women had had their way with him, and Waffle realised that even though his dick must have grown back by now, he hadn’t come out of his rooms for another round yet. He hadn’t masturbated either - she could smell it when he did, the tang of spunk and sweat drawing her wherever she was in the house. Surely he’d venture out soon…..? She hoped so. Last time had been good….
“I was the one drilled that new hole,” Lucas was saying. “Hope ya don’t mind. But I been thinkin’ it’s a real shame you don’t never come out to join in the fun. Know yer shy an’ all. So I was wonderin’ if maybe we could use this hole to, uh, interact….”
He finished his task and turned towards the wall she was behind. Waffle gasped and threw herself away from the hole, cringing against the dusty boards at her back.
“It’s alright! It’s fine! Don’t be scared….”
His voice was soothing as he approached, but there was an element of excitement to his tone as well.
Waffle watched apprehensively as the light was blotted out from the other side, blocked by Lucas’s body.
“I know you won’t tell the others about this, so this’ll be our little secret….” Lucas said, and Waffle heard the rattle of his belt buckle.
Curious, she leaned forward. The sound of a zip was next, followed by the rustle of cloth, hissing as it slid down his legs. Whatever was in his pockets jingled as his jeans hit the floor.
Seconds later there was a grunt, and something was pushed through the hole.
Waffle’s eyes widened at the sight of 9 inches of excited gristle poking through the wall.
“See, I do love gettin’ together with the other ladies, but then I keep losin’ ma dick, an’ it takes time for it to grow back, so…..I thought maybe you could help me out…..?”
His dick twitched, the head bobbing up and down.
Waffle swallowed and crouched down in front of it. She couldn’t see anything other than dick - Lucas had gotten his measurements just right, the hole the perfect height and width - but she could imagine him stood on the other side, hands braced against the wall, patiently waiting….
Cautiously, Waffle reached out and touched it with her finger, pressing it down and letting it boing! back up. There was a hollow moan from the other side.
“Uhhhh…..yeah, that’s okay….get used to it….touch it all you want…”
Pre-cum was already dribbling from the eye and Waffle licked it up, rewarded by a sharp gasp.
“That’s real good, Waffle! You can keep doin’ that if ya want…..”
Waffle considered her options. There were many things she wanted to do just then, but she wasn’t sure which she preferred. Slowly, she wrapped her hand round the heated flesh, feeling it throb beneath her fingers, gripping it near the base.
“Oohhh….Waffle, that’s grand….”
She’d found the knife blade recently, discarded in Jack’s workshop. It was missing the handle and was blunt, but she’d fashioned a makeshift hilt by wrapping cloth around it, and sharpened it on a stone. She didn’t know if it was keen enough for the job she had in mind, but she was about to find out….
Waffle cut into the base of Lucas’s dick, sawing back and forth frantically, struggling to keep a firm hold as Lucas tried to pull away. It was slippery with blood, but she worked swiftly, and within a few seconds it was off.
“What the actual fuck?” screamed Lucas as the skin parted, and Waffle crowed with victory as she held her prize aloft.
“Waffle, why?” he sobbed, but she was already scuttling away, brandishing her dick happily.
She was going to go to the basement and show her molded friends. Kenneth was sure to be interested.
The new hole was going to be fun!

The Great Rescue (5)

Here is a small update for you to enjoy this Sunday afternoon :)  Also, although it seems that way, there will be no relationships in this story, just strong bonds built between the characters.

Part 1  Part 2  Part 3  Part 4


As you sat on the bed waiting for Jungkook to get there, your mind was all over the place.

As selfish as it seems, it hadn’t even crossed your mind how the even had affected anyone other than yourself.  You were honest with Jungkook when you said you can understand how it’s traumatic for him.  It’s something you’d only ever seen on TV shows and you were certain it was much worse to see in person.

The nurse was reluctant to let him in the room since it was so far past visiting hours, but after you explained your lack of family, she sympathetically agreed to let them in any time.

You were worried about Jungkook and his inability to talk to anyone about what he is feeling.  From what you knew about him (from interviews and youtube videos) he was an emotional person and was shy in regards to his feelings.

You were starting to get sleepy when you heard your room door open.  You looked over as Jungkook shyly looked in, before pushing it open and coming fully into the room.

“Hey, um, I didn’t know what you’d want so I just got a few different kinds.” he said, laying the bag down on your lap.

You laughed in shock by the “few different” things he bought you.  There had to be at least 15 kinds of candy bars in there.

“You have no idea how happy this makes me.  How much do I owe you?” you asked.

“Don’t worry about it.  Take it as a token of our new friendship.  After all, I am here bothering you in the middle of the night.” he said, sitting in the chair next to your bed.

“It’s really not a bother.  Talk to me.” you said, inviting him to open up.

“It’s just…I laid down to sleep and just as I was falling into a deep sleep, all I could picture was the bloody water and pulling you out of the water.  It was the same thing last night…I only slept an hour or two last night.”

“Oh, Jungkook. I’m sorry.  That’s got to be rough for you.” You said, instinctively reaching for his hand.

Jungkook looked down shyly, but didn’t pull his hand away.

“So, how long are you guys going to be here for?” you asked, after a long silence.

“This is actually only our third day here. But we’ll leave next week sometime.  Not sure exact date.” Jungkook said.

“Well, I want to treat you guys somehow while you’re here.  Even if it’s just a meal from my place, just a thank you.  I’m probably still going to be here when you guys leave so I can’t really take you guys anywhere.  Plus I’m sure you’re busy while you’re here.” you said, rambling.

“Yeah, we have some stuff that we’re doing.  But I wouldn’t object to being treated to a meal.” he said, smiling.

You guys sat in companionable silence, still with hands clasped together.

You were growing increasingly uncomfortable as time went on.  You tried to shift as best as you could, but you just couldn’t move.  You removed your hand from Jungkook as slowly as possible, noticing that he had fallen asleep.  You planted both hands on the bed and tried scooting your whole body up.  But as soon as you moved, your leg rubbed roughly on the bed causing you to cry out in pain.

Jungkook jumped up in surprise, not even realizing he had fallen asleep.

“Are you okay?!” he asked.

You tried to control your breathing, but the pain in your leg was intense.

“What’s wrong?! Do you need a doctor?!” He asked, frantically.

“No, I just… I need to move. I’m so uncomfortable. I’m sorry I woke you up.” you said, biting back a cry of pain.

He came over to you and invited you to put your arm around him.  He then lifted you up with what seemed like no effort at all and helped you move into a more comfortable position.

“Thank you.” you said, smiling happily.

“No problem. Um…I’m sorry I fell asleep, but it seems like I’m more comfortable knowing that you’re okay and I can see it for myself.” he said, scratching the back of his neck.

“It’s okay.  You needed to sleep.  Sorry we didn’t talk about anything important, but you seemed content in just sitting here.” 

“I was.  Thank you again.  I should probably head back now, I kind of snuck out.” he said.

“Well, that’s not good.  You should definitely head back.  And thanks again, for the chocolate.”

He gave you one last shy smile and slipped silently out the door.

Jhope’s Mission is to have one BTS member say “Let’s get married.”

SG: Is this a mission?
JH: No.. Hyung, if I clean up, cook for you and give you massage. Is there something you want to do with me?
SG: ?????????????? take a trip?
JH: *says same thing to Taehyung*
V: Hyung, I love you.
RM: (who overheard all these) HOSEOK-AH! HOSEOK-AH!!! Let’s get married!!



Higher quality calendar scans from


on twitter! The event featured in the calendar image is actually listed.  I’ve also listed the illustrator of each image. 

  • Cover: Barcelona Gala (Itou Noriko) 
  • Image #1- World Team Trophy (Itou Noriko) 
  • Image #2- Onsen on Ice Hasetsu Exhibition (Tadashi Hiramatsu) 
  • Image #4- Training Camp (Itou Noriko) 
  • Image #3- Start of the Grand Prix Series  (Tadashi Hiramatsu)
  • Image #5- Yuuri & Victor at the GPF in Nagoya  (Itou Noriko)
  • Image #6-  Worlds Gala Finale (Kubo Mitsurou) 

You are the future of humans and monsters!

Next part is here! In which Chara settles in with the Dreemurr family and things might actually be okay…at least at first. 

The next and final part will be here in a week!

EDIT: Fixed a spelling error.

Dogs of Future Past Masterpost

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Black moon Lilith

What is Black moon Lilith? Black moon Lilith is the nothingness, the empty space that’s fills the void between the earth and the moon. Knowing your BML will help determine your subconscious side, secretive behavior patterns, sexual wants and needs, seductive traits, repressed anger and possible reason for death. It’s the energy who makes us feel empowered and vulnerable at once.

Who is Black moon Lilith? To sum it up, BML is a bad ass angel who took a stand for her sexual desires, and because of this, she was cast out of Eden for upsetting the dynamics between male and female power. Black moon Lilith is the feminine sexual energy that we are told to hide, uncontrollable lust, dirty thoughts, obsessions, kinks, anger and impulses.

Black moon Lilith in…

Aries Lilith in Aries feels the need to look powerful. They attain this by working out and eating clean. They need to burn their excess energy out in order to relax, by internalizing their abundance of energy this can cause suppressed anger, anxiety, depression, and lack of will power/motivation. They don’t listen to rules and regulations. They come up with the rules. BML in Aries people are usually talented and fast learners, but they can also be fickle. Instead of changing their mind they should learn to focus on one thing at a time and conquer it before moving on. Sexual energy is high, with a need for control and domination, they prefer BDSM, rough sex, adventurous and impulsive sex. Too much of this can lead them too dangerous situations, lack of this can cause unsatisfaction. Find a balance and you’ll be a bedroom god, oh and mind your head as there’s a chance of severe injury in that area.

Taurus A strong attachment to possessions, money, power to attain security. There’s seductive way about BML in Taurus, they have lustful eyes, soft skin, soothing voices and cupids bow lips, because of their pretty features there’s a connection between this sign and sexual/physical abuse, unwanted pregnancies, stuck in bad relationships especially in their youth years. This placement indicates a need for raw, natural connections, they can immerse themselves in music as they’re very in touch with their bodies and rhythm. A few bats of their lashes could leave anyone melting. Sex can involve domination, abuse, drugs, alcohol and money.  They shine in bed with someone who they feel comfortable with, and have a love for kitchen counter top intimacy. They have a tendency to have people obsess over them, perhaps even break a few hearts in their younger years. Remember, familiarity isn’t always right… jump into the unknown once in a while.

Gemini A difficult connection between mind, body and soul. Split personalities. Problems with communicating and expressing their true feelings, emotional blockages and dissociate personalities. There’s a strong sexual urge in this sign, when controlled can lead to satisfying sex, when uncontrolled can lead to suppression, anxiety about sex and relationships/intimacy; resulting in prostitution and drug use later on in life. When mind, body and soul are in balance, expression, verbal communication and tech skills are at an all time high. Their words are powerful weapons, and they possess and sharp tongue in conjunct a restless mind. Tendency to combine communication and intimacy… dirty talk, phone and cyber sex. Promiscuity and lies can happen when the mind and heart aren’t working together. LGBTQ’s are higher in this placement. 

Cancer Intuitive nature. Seems trust-worthy and kind, gets you to expose your secrets to them and stores them away for later use such as blackmail and emotional manipulation. Can indicate problems at home or feeling like an outcast in their own family, a difficult/distant relationship with either parents and siblings. These people have outstanding memories, able to easily access their past life and reincarnation through meditation, day/night dreaming or intuition. They fear loneliness but find it hard to become emotionally available out of fear of being betrayed. When this placement is channeled at a lower frequency, someone who strives for a peaceful trusting home life might choose to be with someone that won’t make that’s happen by choosing a partner who’s distrusting, abusive, loud, they may have a problematic child, or they themselves cause the chaos at home. Nevertheless, they protect and love their family with their entire life. They love in abundance, and this shows under the sheets. Sex with a Cancer in Lilith will probably leave you falling in love.

Leo Strong need to feel admired, looked up to, frothed over. Will unconsciously run away or close off when they sense rejection. Obsession with creating “meaningful moments” by travelling, communicating, giving, having countless friends.. this obsession can be ego driven to make it seem like they’e living an exciting  life; even if the friendships are fake and the travels rip a hole in their wallet. However living life on the edge is what makes them happy. empowered, charismatic, eccentric, magnetic. These people make great artists, actors, musicians or something along the lines of channeling their creativity to an audience. Their love of a good thing can be self destructive if not controlled, tendency to become sex and money addicts, homewreckers, chronic drug users, Most Leo Lilith’s discover their sexuality at a young age and stay sexually active their entire life. They have no problem jumping from one partner to the next… many have multiple partners. There’s a chance they’ll cheat if they aren’t receiving enough attention from their other half.

Virgo A good placement to have Lilith in. These people possess sharp analytical minds… when used at their fullest potential they’ll go far in terms of career and finance. Prone to using work as a source of escapism. Tends to think and analyse their emotions rather then “feel” them. Excels in psychology, medicine, law, teaching and cooking. Fear of vulnerability and letting themselves go. They can appear “up tight” or very prim and proper, when really they’re free spirited and open minded individuals, able to see between the lines of everything, recognize patterns and reasons most people can’t. This leaves them feeling like an outsider or loner. trichotillomania, OCD and eating disorders are common in this placement; there’s a need for systematic control otherwise they become extremely anxious and fidgety. In bed is where a Virgo Lilith really relaxes and goes wild, sex is a way to release tension and they aim too please.. by taking into account of what turns you on and what you enjoy, they’ll make sure to incorporate it into sex. Advice would be too let feelings happen without creating a reason for them, take some risks, and don’t suppress your emotions.

Libra They mirror the actions of those surrounding them, they can be the sweetest person or the coldest person you’ll ever meet… depending on you. They are proud of their fluent  allure and charm, they’ve mastered the techniques of seduction and use this to their advantage, possible using it to get something out of someone. These people are often geniuses in many areas… arts, music, law, criminology, and language to name a few. Co-dependency and a need for the perfect lover is strong… leading to abusive/problematic relationships especially in their younger years, as they grow they’re more choosy with whom they give attention too, but their flirty nature and need for attention can cause love affairs in their relationship. Their father tends to be detached or overly protective. As mothers, these people can be verbally abusive, particularly pointing out their children’s flaws.. they have an aloof way of showing their love. In bed, they love BDSM, role play, wine, whipped cream, pretty lingerie and love bites.. spank their ass too lol. If this is your placement, remember not to let anyone else’s thought’s or words affect how you feel. You’re all that you need.

Scorpio REBIRTH is frequent in this placement.. strong, intense relationships with their parents, friends and lovers. They feel the need to completely deteriorate themselves and their SO, mostly driven by passion and emotion. When channeled at a lower frequency their personality can become self destructive, they’ll have their perfect job, partner, and finance one second, then find themselves bankrupt, single and depressed the next.. they need to fall into the depths of rock bottom in order to rise up even higher then before. Sex is their favorite weapon.. they usually posses some fire genitals too ;) Don’t be surprised if they’re throwing you against a wall right before they’re in your pants. Most are fascinated by the occult, black magik, astrology, hypnosis, metaphysical subjects and psychology. They possess the best bullshit detectors, and can sense a good idea of a person within 2 seconds of meeting them. Not by analyzing what they say.. but how they say it and what they don’t say. To them, love isn’t love without jealousy, truth, lies, passion, and extremely kinky sex. All the time (sometimes even involving blood)  Chances of anxiety, paranoia, psychotic depression are high. Their ex partner will constantly compare their new spouses to them, because no one will make you feel passion, love, lust, and hate all at once like a Scorpio Lilith

Sagittarius Relies on “luck” to make it in life… and these people are usually quite lucky surprisingly. Rash, gossipy, fickle. Due to their “wanderlust” mindset, there’s a fear of being held down, these people unconsciously try too escape from anything they fear will confine them. This becomes a big problem when the thing they’re trying to escape from is themselves. Escapism outlets include… drugs (especially weed/acid) alcohol, fighting, video games, drawing, fashion, social media. This becomes apparent in relationships. Go travelling with a Sag Lilith. They’ll make the experience the most mystical and eye opening adventure you’ll  have. They prefer raw experiences and travels instead of fancy resorts and restaurants. They’ll be the one’s eating what the locals eat, with the locals. They often feel a little different from everyone else,this can lead to depression and/or anxiety. It takes a while for them to realize the rare gifts they have. How connected they are with the universe as a whole… I bet a Sag Lilith has the most philosophical dreams.  Prone to being boastful , full of themselves, know-it-all’s though. They need to understand that they’re not always right, and not everyone is out to sabotage them. Sexual partners are usually a different race to them, with a completely different background too. Sex while travelling and meeting their soul mate in another country is high.

Capricorn Someone with Lilith in Capricorn has the mindset of a CEO. They get shit done without help from anyone. And they know it. They can appear extremely intimidating, cold and they pretty much invented the resting bitch face. Many have high positions in terms of career, or they’re self employed. Like the other Earth Lilith’s, there’s a need for financial security, control and empowerment. Infact, they’ll do almost anything to get to the top, even if this includes sleeping with their married bosses. They’ll barely ever let their guard down, and if they do… they’ll beat themselves up for it later on. Their mysterious secretive nature can allure many kinds of people in, it doesn’t take long for you to be trapped under their spell. They like to control or be controlled during love making, and they prefer sex after a few glasses of champagne in a big beautiful bed with expensive bedding, some scented candles and erotic music… then their “other side” (think Christian Grey from 50 Shades) comes out to conquer you. Capricorn Lilith’s are notorious Power trippers… they’ll humiliate their best friend in a crowded room to make themselves feel better and wont give a shit. Prone to acting out in cold ways when they don’t get what they want; the one’s they love the most usually take the brunt of their bad moods.. when their frustration is suppressed it can cause sickness, depression, OCD and paranoia. They might have a few run in’s with mean bosses, jealous friends who use their superiority and success to help them. As children they may have been neglected and abused. As parent’s they’re surprisingly warm, cuddly and protective.. they want their children to have the childhood they never got.

Aquarius These people need freedom. They discover their independent streak from a young age and usually worked for their own money and assets from a young age too. They’re drawn to humanitarian subjects, astrology, numerology and tarot. Tendency to have odd behavioral patterns.. they might have a quirky laugh, a potty mouth, they mutter things under their breath to “make a mental note” something about them is different and it’s this why people are so fascinated by them. Aquarius Lilith’s are extremely charismatic. They’re the masters of influencing, convincing, spreading a message to a large crowd.. most Aquarius Lilith’s had the opportunity to travel from a young age; enlightening them to the world and differences in humanity, this makes them more wiser and brainier then most, but they keep that a secret. They have very active minds, this makes them prone to insomnia and depending on the other placements in their birth chart; Schizophrenia is more common here. They fear losing their independence and self identity, so they need someone who’ll let them roam and explore without being clingy or emotional.  Emotions aren’t a huge deal here, they’ll come up with a logical reason for almost every emotion they feel. And if they can’t, they’ll let it go. Among the more sexually open, these individuals value every kind of sexual kink, desire and fantasy’s, they prefer exciting sex to mundane. Most are chronic masterbators because they’re capable of having multiple orgasms. Dark side includes detachment, disassociation, suppression, alienation, and escapism. 

Pisces Among the more higher frequency’s of BML, Pisces is an intuitive Lilith, capable of interacting with the other side, as they’re easy channels for the spirit realm. They receive messages in dreams, they’ll determine whether someone had a bad childhood just by feeling their energy. Being around negative people and situations heavily drains a BML in Pisces, they’ll need a while to come back from a traumatic experience.. counselling is also preferred. The problems of other people affect them more then anyone else, sometimes using drugs, alcohol and sleep as a way to escape the realities of this harsh world, if they channel this energy into a creative outlet they’ll create magic. Very naive, some in this placement got bullied or taken advantage of as children, and they usually had a bad relationship with one or two siblings because of their innocent kind nature, this progresses as they get older and learn to stick up for themselves. They seduce by sub-missing themselves, appearing innocent and cute , like a little school girl (every dom daddys dream lol) sex is slow, passionate, with gentle touches and lots of foreplay/teasing. They play the victim card a lot though, and emotionally manipulate to get what they want. They’re not as innocent or caring as they may seem. There’s an inability to take charge and confront others here, and will often end up in abusive partnerships most likely with a possessive or controlling partner. Meditation, walking in nature, deep breathing, positive people, cuddles, crystal healing, lucid dreaming, writing, drawing, creating music helps a Pisces Lilith out of their depressive episodes. In their darkest state, they can be psychotic and completely out of touch with reality.. leading to a downward spiral of self destruction. In their superior level, they can heal anyone with their calming energy.


Been in Reyes mood today.

And in case you are wondering what’s going on with wind turbines, find that I don’t know either, because people here at work make me question the exact same, as clueless as a person who isn’t part of the conversation would be.

So my message to some special snowflakes at work is..

Venus in the signs

Aries Venus; Turned on by humor, wit, intelligence, fast thinking and physical movement. Love’s head massages and oral. Requires mental and physical stimulation in order to remain interested. Unpredictable in love yet loyal. If you manage to blow their mind in bed multiple times you’re in for good.

Taurus Venus; Prefers sensual romance (erotic touch, bedroom eyes, beautiful music, wine and a cooked dinner) Needs someone financially secure. Enjoys spontaneous bush walks and hikes, loves being in nature with their SO but also enjoys lazing with them watching trash TV.

Gemini Venus; Must enlighten them mentally and intellectually to make your way into their heart. They should feel free to communicate with their partner honestly without fear of judgement. Will respect you if you give them space, and in return will make your time with them worth the wait. Also enjoys cooking for you.

Cancer Venus; Treasure’s cute random texts, love letters, coming home from work to a hot meal and warm bed. Low key wants to be mothered but usually does the mothering themselves, intuitive in love. Can be emotionally manipulative. Basically wants someone who’ll help make their life easier, and they’ll do the same in return of course.

Leo Venus; Loud and proud when they’re in love, put’s effort into their appearance to impress you, passionate, unleashes their weird side, screams and acts a bit childlike in their relationships. An ideal date would be something energetic and creative such as a dance lesson, shopping for food and cooking a meal together.

Virgo Venus; Needs reassuring that they can trust you for them to let themselves go, logically immerses into the relationship rather then emotionally, but they fall deep when in love. Shows they care by cleaning and organizing for  you. Actions not words mean everything to them, lack of communication and the silent treatment can provoke anxiety, quite sexual.

Libra Venus; Suckers for old fashioned romance, red roses, kissing in the rain etc. They go crazy over finger/hand kisses and back scratches. You need to be  intelligent and/or unique to hold their attention, compliment them on qualities other then their looks. Love’s going on coffee dates with their SO, can be insecure in love.

Scorpio Venus; Needs to know you’re serious about them, hates being played around. Will blow your mind in and out on bed. Fighting can sometimes turn them on, love is extreme in this placement, nothing is halfhearted, they’re committed and protective. Tell them some of your secrets to make them think about you when yous aren’t together, but don’t be an open book. They love a good mystery.

Sagittarius Venus; Free spirited in love, they’ll love going on tramps, camping and rock climbing with you. Talk about different topics such as psychology, metaphysics and philosophy with them, they’ll be impressed with your knowledge. Turned off by clingyness and immaturity. Humor is a huge turn on, loves doggy.

Capricorn Venus; Values independent and hardworking partners, valuable assets and financial stability impresses them. They either totally love you or are completely not interested; thing is they’re secretive about their feelings, sometimes leaving the other person confused. Loves to travel the world with their partners and will wine and dine those they adore. Fall’s in love with someone who relaxes them mentally.

Aquarius Venus; treats their lovers like their best friend, aren’t overly emotionally but still capable of falling deeply in love. Attracted to the quirky and strange. random emotional outbursts scare them off. however being a little unavailable attracts them( Not too much though) . Aquarius Venus values their SO very highly, they express this is oddly cute ways.

Pisces Venus; go crazy over long cuddles, kisses, sappy romantic shit. Even though they won’t admit it. Needs to feel wanted and useful in the relationship. Can become too dependent  so they need time for themselves as they can detach from their own identity when they’re in love. Shy at first, super crazy and loud once they’re comfortable.