...my heart

I'm Not A Sobbing Mess, You Are. JK, We Both Are :')

DO YOU KNOW HOW EMOTIONAL IT MAKES ME WHEN THE LAST LINE IN DEAR EVAN HANSEN IS “ALL I SEE IS SKY FOR FOREVER”????? BECAUSE THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MUSICAL, EVAN IS CARRYING CONNOR WITH HIM THROUGH A LIE, STARTING AT FOR FOREVER, WHEN HE SAYS “ALL WE SEE IS SKY FOR FOREVER” BUT WHEN HE SAYS THE LAST LINE, HE’S LETTING GO OF CONNOR AND ALL HIS LIES. THE ONLY THING LEFT IS EVAN. HENCE THE BEGINNING PART OF THE SONG “TODAY IS GOING TO BE A GOOD DAY, AND HERE’S WHY, BECAUSE TODAY, AT LEAST YOU’RE YOU, AND THAT’S ENOUGH,” AND I AM NOT SOBBING. NOPE. TOTALLY NOT.

Soooo…. Touka gets pregnant on 12 May? And she’s now in her 9 weeks? And then she wrote 36-40 weeks until the baby is born. And then Kaneki knows something from Nishiki-senpai so he rushed to Touka to talk about it because he was worried about her and she said she had a foot cramps​ because of lack exercising? And then she kicked him out and finally Kaneki realized something……

What? I need to reread the spoilers again…. Like please. Imma proud GRANDMAAA!!!

“When a heart breaks, what sound does it make?”

Nothing. Absolutely nothing. There is a silence, because when a heart breaks, the person becomes the definition of emptiness. Even when their world crumbles and falls apart in their hands, it is silent. There’s a cruel realization in heartbreak, and it’s that you know you’re about to live where the sun no longer shines; where you can’t even see that your clouds have gone to grey.

—  excerpt from a book I’ll never write #41 // @loveactivist