...but probably never will

i’m just gonna say this now because who knows when i’ll feel confident enough to say this again, but recently i’ve learnt… not how to love myself, but how to like myself. i think i’ve still probably got a long way to go to start loving myself. but i’ve never felt so confidently about my ability to be happy. i genuinely think i could have a real proper happy life. it’s a lot of effort, and it’s gonna be difficult and it will require me pushing myself, probably even harder than i already am. but it’s possible, and that’s what’s important. for so long i was sure i’d ruin anything good that came my way. but i’m starting to learn how to stop myself from doing that, how to grow and change. maybe i’ll never become the person i always wanted to be, but that’s okay. the person i am is okay. i can be whoever i want. i shouldn’t worry about disappointing myself, because that’s silly. i could never disappoint myself if i was happy. because that’s what life is really about, being happy. and whatever decisions i make, whatever person i become, if they make me happy then that’s what’s right. hopefully i can stay like this, because it’s been a while since i felt like smiling just because, since i sat in the sunlight and just enjoyed the beauty of life. because life is so beautiful, and i would hate to miss out on it anymore.

anonymous asked:

I’m laughing so hard I commented on a allurance fan art that included Keith being supportive with “aw Keith is so supportive even though he totally wants lance for himself” and this anti replies “can you not” “not what” “it’s an ALLURANCE fan art and you just HAD to bring klance here that’s what tags are for” and then blocked me and op didn’t even ship allurance? They ship klance but thought it was a good art idea? I’m just dead

Personal opinions here so please don’t start drama over them!!

I hate to agree with them but they are actually kind of right? :’D If someone makes a post for one ship it was made for that ship, so I don’t blame others when they get annoyed with people that try to make it into something it is not. Whether OP ships the ship they created art for or not doesn’t really matter.

But at the same time… tags and adding stuff to reblogs isn’t that much of a difference… if they could have ignored you when you wrote that stuff in the tags they could have ignored you when you added it to a reblog. Starting drama when someone does something you don’t like on the internet won’t get you far except in making people uncomfortable >.< Just ignore or block them and move on, don’t waste your energy on stuff like that.

But honestly, I just wanna go home.
I miss rain, and splashing in puddles
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So once upon a time, @cookiecreation opened up commissions and I sprinted out of the bar, very drunk, to request a slot. I sent an email saying that I wanted “Lance splashing in a puddle” because 1) I couldn’t type much else, honestly, and 2) The above quotes had been stuck in my head since watching Voltron. I received the final piece and I’ve been staring at it ever since, so I thought I’d share it with you all. Enjoy this beautiful piece of art.

OK people keep pointing this out and honestly it’s so true?

When Keith is leaving this is Pidge’s reaction, she’s visibly sad and you can tell she’s obviously going to miss him

And Allura is sad too, but she seems more proud of Keith because he’s going off to do what he wants to do

But then there’s Lance?? 

I don’t even know what he’s really feeling tbh, he just looks like he’s trying so hard to hold something back, like he’s pretending to be OK when he really isn’t. And I don’t think they focused in on his reaction for no reason (especially when they could have showed Hunk, Coran, or even Shiro again) this obviously means something. 

Considering his “Yeah, who am I going to make fun of?” Came after Pidge’s “We’re really going to miss you.” It’s pretty obvious he’s going to miss Keith…But just for making fun of him? That seems a bit empty and he’s most likely not saying everything he feels, because you know, this is Lance. He hides his true emotions underneath his confidence and charm, even though he has more insecurities/problems than anyone else out there. Every once in a while though they do slip out, and I think it almost did here but he was doing his best to hold it back for the sake of the team. 

So honestly…I wonder how he was really feeling in this moment to see Keith go… 

          If there were bloopers for the Destiel sex scene:


                                                         Take 1

Misha as Castiel: *Staring heatedly at Dean*

Jensen: *Sings* It’s getting hot in here, so take off all your clothes.

Misha: *Starts pretending to strip seductively*

Director: *Chuckles* Cut!


                                                          Take 2


Jensen as Dean: *Roughly pushes Castiel against the wall*

Jensen & Misha as their characters: *Share an intense look*

Jensen as Dean: *Smirks then starts to lean in*

Misha: *Turns his head at the last minute and starts giggling*

Jensen: Lock it up, Mish!

Director: Cut!


                                                          Take 3

Jensen & Misha as their characters: *Making out heatedly against the wall*

Misha: *Suddenly jumps and pulls away from Jensen, covering his mouth with his hand*

Jensen: *Wide eyed staring at Misha with a mixture of disbelief and controlled horror*Did I just bite your lip?

Misha: I think you did. *Moves his hand away and licks his lips* Am I bleeding?

Jensen: “Oh fuck-”

Members of the crew: *Awkwardly chuckling*

Misha: Slow your roll cowboy. We haven’t even made it to the bed yet.

Jensen: *Blushes with a sheepish grin then turns away*



                                                          Take 4

Jensen & Misha as their characters: *In the middle of groping and thrusting on the bed, both unclothed from the waist up*

Director: Okay, guys, we better cut.

Jensen: Why? What’s wrong? I thought that was good.

Jared: *Walks on to the set.*

Misha: *Smirks* Good call.

Jensen: *Rolls eyes*


                                                          Take 5

Misha as Castiel: *Finishes frantically unbuttoning Dean’s shirt and pushes it off his shoulders*

Jensen as Dean: *Reaches out to grab Cas’ tie and then roughly yanks it down.*

Misha: *Stumbles forward into Jensen’s arms and makes an over exaggerated choking noise*

Director: Cut!

Jensen: *Looks down at Misha and sees him laughing hysterically before slowly looking into the camera wearing his own grin* Wasn’t that supposed to come off?


                                                          Take 6

Jensen: *Lying on top of Misha with a disappointed frown as he shifts around awkwardly* Anything?

Misha: *Shakes head* Not even a wiggle down there.

The whole crew: *Laughing and smirking*

Director: *Drops his head* Okay, guys. That’s a cut.


                                                          Take 7

Misha: Where do I put my hands?

Jensen: Wherever you want to, baby. *Winks flirtatiously*

Director: We’re still rolling!

Misha: *Says in complete monotone* I’ll just stick them down your pants. No one will notice.

Jensen: *Turns away from the camera and covers his mouth to keep himself from laughing*

Director: *Sighs dramatically* Cut!


                                                          Take 8

Misha as Castiel: *Looks anxiously up at Dean’s face, hesitant and unsure of his next move*

Jensen as Dean: *Whispers* It’s okay, Cas. I’ve got you. I got you… *Gently covering Cas’ neck with comforting kisses*

Misha: *Desperately clings to Jensen’s back* Never let go, Jack.

Jared: *Practically falls over laughing*

Director: Maybe this was a mistake.

5

well i was scrolling through tumblr and found a random set of ffxv headcanons that were too ridiculous and adorable to pass up on drawing

as much as i regret drawing the last panel ,, it had to be done

Credit to @joioliviapolaroid for the headcanons!