...and don't forget to breathe

Never forget Kreed.

He took his last breath on May 12, 2016. He was 18, far too young. He died from complications of a rare genetic condition unrelated to his autism.

Kreed was nonverbal, needed lots of daily help and communicated via AAC. He was okay with his mom writing about, posting videos and sharing photos of his hard moments. He had a lot of hard moments and he wanted people to know what he went through.

But he had good moments to share. His smile was beautiful. His dimples are still gorgeous. He never faked a smile. Not once.

Kreed was amazing. Kreed loved to eat at Five Guys. Kreed was really, really cool. He wanted to be understood, and I think he made that dream come true. 

You are missed, Kreed!

Here is a video of Kreed getting excited about Christmas. The repeated bowing motions and slapping his hands together were some of his happy stims. 


Remember Kreed. Remember him.


Hanagumi - Canon ~My Melody~ (2012, Grand Theater version (if the grand stairs didn’t hint it for you already))

I fell in love with the difference in Maa-kun’s expression from the DVD version to the Last Day version.


So bittersweet.
So wrong.

The Magic Kaito fandom is just constant screaming literally any time Gosho decides to throw us a bone.

I want so badly to believe that I don’t have these feelings for you.
—  2.26.15
angst sentence starters yay
  • i have used my satan powers to make another one of these, angst list 2.0
  • "You're not welcome here anymore."
  • "Could you tell the truth for once?"
  • "Don't touch me!"
  • "I've always hated you."
  • "Don't go where I can't follow."
  • "N-no... anything b-but that... p-please..."
  • "You sicken me."
  • "Why should I believe you?"
  • "You're a monster!"
  • "If you beg I might have mercy on you."
  • "I will kill you slowly and laugh as I watch the light leave your eyes."
  • "I thought you loved me."
  • "Why should I care about you?"
  • "Get away from me!"
  • "I have three months to live."
  • "I don't need your pity."
  • "No... No! NO! STOP!"
  • "I will cut you to pieces bit by bit until there's nothing left."
  • "Go ahead and cry, see if I care."
  • "I'm dying."
  • "You have two months to live."
  • "You don't love me."
  • "Don't think you can escape me."
  • "The buyers will go crazy over you."
  • "I will kill your family and make you watch."
  • "How could anyone love a monster like me?"
  • "Are you drunk again?"
  • "Don't shoot!"
  • "What am I living for anymore?"
  • "I can't... not anymore..."
  • "Pick a god and pray."
  • "Don't bother screaming, no one can hear you."
  • "I will do anything for you."
  • "You killed my family."
  • "It's all your fault."
  • "Disgusting."
  • "Don't forget that I own you."
  • "I can't breathe."
  • "You've been crying haven't you?"
  • "Who could ever love a monster like you?"
  • "I will bring you unimaginable pain until death comes as a blessing."
  • "Let's see... boiling water or red hot iron next..."
  • "Why didn't you tell me about this?"