... and the heart just keeps on breaking

anonymous asked:

You'll be totally breaking all our hearts if you don't sneak a date out of Blaine while you're in Austin. You're hella-cute and so is he - you can do it, girl! Just... Take a deep breath, "accidentally" bump into him (try not to focus on the arms when you do because dang are they a distraction and you've gotta keep your mind on the prize) and be like "so... Food, right?" or something like that. It's fool-proof! He'll fall harder than an apple from a tree; guaranteed!

Omg you guys all have so much faith he’ll like me back. I’m just so nervous!

discoveringlifeatgt asked:

Sooooo everyone keeps bringing up the posts talking about seeing love's sacrifices and Elise and Natasha having to take breaks in a very devastating scene and I just ughhhhh like it sounds like it's going to be some huge break up and I'm not ready for that devastation. Do you think it's going to rip our hearts to shreds? (I just needed to ask someone about it and rant about how I'm not okay with it cause grr plot)

I hate theorizing so I really don’t know at all.

I’ll just say, Buckle Up creampuffs. We’re in for an emotional 18 weeks.

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T H E    W H O L E    D A M N    T I M E;

A playlist for an engineer and a biochemist who will always have each others’ backs and who just really, really can’t catch a break. Like, at all. ( on 8tracks ♫)

——-

Fall for You; So breathe in so deep // Breathe me in // I’m yours to keep

Safe and Sound; The war outside our door keeps raging on // hold onto this lullaby // even when the music’s gone…

Ghostown; When the world gets cold // i’ll be your cover // lets just hold // onto eachother //when it all falls, when it all falls down// we’ll be two souls in a ghosttown

Breathless; Your precious heart // broken and scarred // somehow you made it through // ….// i will never judge you // i can only love you 

Atlas; Heaven we hope is just up the road // show me the way, lord // ‘cause I’m about to explode // Carry your world, I’ll carry your world // and all your hurt

Wicked Game; The world was on fire and no one could save me but you // it’s strange what desire will make foolish people do

Skinny Love; Come on skinny love // what happened here?

Just Give Me A Reason; It’s been written in the scars on our hearts // that we’re not broken just bent // and we can learn to love again

I’m A Mess; Now, now, for how long I love my lover // Feel it all over now, now, and I feel loved

Chasing Cars; All that I am // All that I ever was // Is here in your perfect eyes, they’re all I can see 

——-

I keep thinking about this river somewhere, with the water moving really fast. And these two people in the water, trying to hold onto each other, holding on as hard as they can, but in the end it’s just too much. The current’s too strong. They’ve got to let go, drift apart.
—  Kazuo Ishiguro, Never Let Me Go

Always find a way to keep yourself busy, even when relaxing, find something keep your mind working with, otherwise you’ll start thinking and out of those thoughts the most heart-wrenching and painful ideas, memories and assumptions can generate and you’ll just end up choking on your own breath and want to break into tears

anonymous asked:

PART 1 - Hi Emy, I finally finished 2x20 for the first time (I blame my brother) and my heart is broken into a million little pieces :( I just wanted to point out two scenes that really made me emotional. Scene 1 - Brian: See you tonight, Justin: uhhh, sure. BRIAN’S FACE says it all and all I see is a man who is afraid of losing Justin. Scene 2 - Justin starts taking his clothes off and Brian is just looking at him. While undressing Justin pauses for a moment before getting into bed [cont]

PART 2 - as if he’s asking for Brian’s permission. They don’t exchange a single word in the whole scene and they just cuddle. Brian is looking at Justin and Justin is looking into the distance at nothing. Ughh this scene is so painfully beautiful. Do you think they both knew it was over?

Ughhhh Nonny, why, WHY must you bring up those two scenes? Those are the two scenes most guaranteed to make me emit noises like a wounded animal and clutch a pillow so hard all the stuffing bursts out. Absolutely agonizing. But okay, fine. Let’s talk about them a bit more because who doesn’t love to rip their hearts out before they’ve even had their morning coffee?

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Aries: Sadness has slept in your ribcage since winter and although you like the cold I think it’s time to wake it up.

Taurus: I’ve seen wildfires more tame than your soul. It’s okay to take a break sometimes, just because you’re burning out doesn’t mean you’ll fade away.

Gemini: You keep insisting that you’re fine but you fumble over your words like a fawn walking for the first time. It’s not your fault that despair haunts you like a ghost. It never will be your fault.

Cancer: Love is blind and your heart as always had a bad habit of leading you to dark hallways with chained doors. If they don’t love you by now they never will. Guard your heart.

Leo: You are the wolf crying at the moon for something unattainable. Sometimes loving yourself is far greater than loving anyone else. The beauty in something else doesn’t mean the lack of beauty in you.

Virgo: Everything you’ve ever felt gathers like dust inside your chest; why do you hold onto things you can dwell on? It’s time to clean them out and let your resentment go.

Libra: You always seem to be walking through other people’s problems like a maze that has no exit; it’s time to climb over the hedges and take care of yourself.

Scorpio: When it rains I always think of you. Like a storm consistency will never be your forte. It’s okay to be lonely; the Earth will still cry for you even when no one else will.

Sagittarius: You are a masterpiece and the ones who hurt you are just rough sketches. Please don’t let them tarnish your beauty with their words.

Capricorn: Harboring a sea of anger is never healthy, just don’t get so caught up in the waves of pride that you drown. Apologizing for wrongdoings does not make you weak.

Aquarius: Sadness has always been a syrupy thing for you, but I promise it will never be as sweet as the voices in your head make it seem.

Pisces: With a heart as soft as yours I think angels could fall asleep in your chest, but sometimes wolves find it amusing to dress like sheep and pray on lambs like you. Keep your eyes open for these people.

—  Horoscopes; 5.23.15

things I am still learning:


if someone misses you, they’ll find excuses to call you; not excuses as to why they couldn’t.

do not check up on people who are toxic to you. it doesn’t matter how they’re doing. don’t let their flames burn you long after you’ve put them out.

not everything lasts forever. don’t expect things to stay the same. change is good, even if at first it doesn’t seem like it.

let yourself love him. try to forget that he could break your heart with just a few short breaths. it’s okay if he does. act like he could never hurt you. if he doesn’t, keep him around. you deserve someone to talk to.

spending a night alone won’t kill you. spending a weekend alone won’t kill you. you’ll be okay, relax.

if something means enough to you, do it and accept the consequence later. if you still don’t do it, you really didn’t want it that badly anyways.

you will get over it. even if it seems like you’ll never stop crying at night, eventually you won’t remember how it felt to feel so empty. you’ll know a different sadness, but it will be new. you’ll survive each and every one of your sadnesses.

—  a.m

anything that is beautiful
people want to break
and you are beautiful
i’m afraid

// I love you. I’ve never stopped loving you and it breaks my heart to know that you don’t care, and I’m just here, missing you more than anything. I have to pretend that your silence doesn’t hurt me, but fuck, it breaks every bone in my body and every hope in my heart. I should hate you, but instead I just keep realizing that I’m never going to stop loving you. //

Supernatural Parody Lyrics

(Intro)

I stay up too late,
I’ve got the Mark of Cain,
That’s what Sam would say,
Yeah
That’s what Cas would say,
Yeah

I’ve had way too many drinks,
And I can’t even sing,
At least that’s what people say,
Yeah
That’s what people say,
Yeah

But I keep cruising,
Black Impala moving,
It’s like I got this brother,
By my side,
Saying it’s gonna be alright.

‘Cause the angels gonna play play play play play,
And the Demons gonna hate hate hate hate hate,
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake
I shake it off, I shake it off
(Ooh ooh ooh)

Sam’s heart is gonna break break break break break,
And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain,
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake,
I shake it off, I shake it off

I want the blade all the time, (Yep)
I keep telling them I’m fine, (Nope)
And that’s what they don’t see, (Nooo)
That’s what they don’t see (Nooo)

I’m killing on my own, (Killing on my own)
I make the moves up as I go, (Moves up as I go)
And that’s what they don’t know, (Know)
That’s what they don’t know (Know)

But I keep cruising,
Black Impala grooving,
It’s like I got this angel,
By my side,
Saying it’s gonna be alright

‘Cause the angels gonna play play play play play,
And the Demons gonna hate hate hate hate hate,
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake
I shake it off, I shake it off
(Ooh ooh ooh)

Sam’s heart is gonna break break break break break,
And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain,
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake,
I shake it off, I shake it off.
(Oooh ooh oooh)

I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off
(Oooh ooh oooh)

Hey, hey, hey,
Just think what you and Moose
Been hunting down the monsters
And the dirty ghosts of the word,
You could’ve been getting down,
To this,
Dean-mon

My ex-man, find a new best friend,
He’s like “what the f***”,
Well, I’m just gonna shake

Till the lady over there,
With the hella good hair,
Won’t you come on over baby,
We can shake shake shake…

Yeah, yeah!

‘Cause the angels gonna play play play play play,
And the Demons gonna hate hate hate hate hate, (Demons gonna hate)
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake
I shake it off, I shake it off
(Ooh ooh ooh)

Sam’s heart is gonna break break break break break, (Yeah it’s gonna break)
And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain, (Cain, Cain Cain
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake,
I shake it off, I shake it off.
(Oooh ooh oooh)

I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off
(Oooh ooh oooh)

I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off
(Oooh ooh oooh)

I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off
(Oooh ooh oooh)

'Cause the angels gonna play play play play play,
And the Demons gonna hate hate hate hate hate,
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake
I shake it off, I shake it off
(Ooh ooh ooh)

Sam’s heart is gonna break break break break break,
And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain,
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake,
I shake it off, I shake it off.
(Oooh ooh oooh)

I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off
(Oooh ooh oooh)

I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off
(Oooh ooh oooh)

I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off
(Oooh ooh oooh)

'Cause the angels gonna play play play play play,
And the Demons gonna hate hate hate hate hate, (Demons gonna hate)
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake
I shake it off, I shake it off
(Ooh ooh ooh)

Sam’s heart is gonna break break break break break, (Yeah it’s gonna break)
And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain, (Cain, Cain Cain
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake,
I shake it off, I shake it off.
(Oooh ooh oooh)

I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off, I,
I, I shake it off, I shake it off
(Oooh ooh oooh)

(Outro) ((Is that even a word???))

I love her… These aren’t just words. They’re a promise to her from my heart. A promise that I intend on keeping. You see because she loves me back but she doesn’t know just how much I love her, how much more I mean it when I say those words… So I’m spending the rest of our forever trying to explain to her just how much I love her. Nothing and no one is going to make me break that promise.
—  Oko ninjah
this love lyrics (maroon 5) for the signs
  • Aries:The chaos that controlled my mind whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
  • Taurus:Never to return again, but always in my heart
  • Gemini:Kept playing love like it was just a game
  • Cancer:This love has taken its toll on me she said goodbye too many times before
  • Leo:I tried my best to feed her appetite, keep her coming every night, so hard to keep her satisfied
  • Virgo:I'll fix these broken things, repair your broken wings
  • Libra:And my heart is breaking in front of me
  • Scorpio:I was so high I did not recognize the fire burning in her eyes
  • Sagittarius:Sinking my fingertips into every inch of you cause I know that's what you want me to do
  • Capricorn:And make sure everything's alright, my pressure on your hips
  • Aquarius:Pretending to feel the same then turn around and leave again
  • Pisces:And her heart is breaking in front of me I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
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Supernatural Parody by The Hillywood Show Lyrics

I stay up too late

I’ve got the Mark of Cain

That’s what Sam would say (Yeah)

That’s what Cas would say (Yeah)

*

I’ve had way too many drinks

Hell I can’t even sing

At least that’s what people say (Yeah)

That’s what people say (Yeah)

*

But I keep cruising

Black Impala moving

It’s like I got this brother

By my side saying ‘It’s gonna’ be alright’

*

‘Cause the angels gonna’ play play play play play

And the demons gonna’ hate hate hate hate hate

Baby I’m just gonna’ shake shake shake shake shake

Shake it off. Shake it off

*

Sam’s heart is gonna’ break break break break break

And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain

Baby I’m just gonna’ shake shake shake shake shake

Shake it off. Shake it off

*

I want the blade all the time (Yep)

I keep telling them I’m fine (Nope)

And that’s what they don’t see (No)

That’s what they don’t see (No)

*

I’m killing on my own (Killing on my own)

I make the moves up as I go (Moves up as I go)

And that’s what they don’t know (Know)

That’s what they don’t know (Know)

*

But I keep cruising

Black Impala moving

It’s like I got this angel

By my side saying ‘It’s gonna’ be alright’

*

‘Cause the angels gonna’ play play play play play

And the demons gonna’ hate hate hate hate hate

Baby I’m just gonna’ shake shake shake shake shake

Shake it off. Shake it off

*

Sam’s heart is gonna’ break break break break break

And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain

Baby I’m just gonna’ shake shake shake shake shake

Shake it off. Shake it off

*

Shake it off. Shake it off

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

*

Hey, hey, hey

Just think, while you and Moose have been hunting down all the monsters and the dirty ghosts of the world

You could’ve been getting down

To this

Dean-mon

*

Bye ex-man find a new best friend

He’s like ‘What the fuck?’

Well I’m just gonna’ shake

And to the lady over there with the hella good

Won’t you come on over baby? We can shake, shake, shake

*

[Pause for Cain’s fabulousness]

*

Yeah, yeah!

*

‘Cause the angels gonna’ play play play play play

And the demons gonna’ hate hate hate hate hate (Demons gonna’ hate)

Baby I’m just gonna’ shake shake shake shake shake

Shake it off. Shake it off

*

Sam’s heart is gonna’ break break break break break (Yeah it’s gonna’ break)

And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain (Cain, Cain, Cain)

Baby I’m just gonna’ shake shake shake shake shake

Shake it off. Shake it off

*

Shake it off. Shake it off

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

*

Shake it off. Shake it off

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

*

Shake it off. Shake it off (Yeah, Yeah, Yeah)

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off (You got to)

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

*

‘Cause the angels gonna’ play play play play play

And the demons gonna’ hate hate hate hate hate

Baby I’m just gonna’ shake shake shake shake shake

Shake it off. Shake it off

*

Sam’s heart is gonna’ break break break break break

And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain

Baby I’m just gonna’ shake shake shake shake shake

Shake it off. Shake it off

*

Shake it off. Shake it off (You got to)

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off (Yeah)

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off (Shake it off, Shake it off)

*

Shake it off. Shake it off (Shake it off)

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off (Shake, Shake, Shake)

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off (Woo)

*

Shake it off. Shake it off (Shake, Shake, Shake)

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off (You got to)

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

*

‘Cause the angels gonna’ play play play play play (Play)

And the demons gonna’ hate hate hate hate hate (Yeah they’re gonna’ hate)

Baby I’m just gonna’ shake shake shake shake shake (Shake, Shake)

Shake it off. Shake it off (Shake it off, Shake it off)

*

Sam’s heart is gonna’ break break break break break (Sam’s heart is gonna’ break)

And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain (Cain, Cain)

Baby I’m just gonna’ shake shake shake shake shake

Shake it off. Shake it off (Shake it off)

*

Shake it off. Shake it off (Shake it off, Shake it off)

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off (You got to)

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off (Shake it off)

I, I, I shake it off, shake it off

I stay up too late,
I’ve got the Mark of Cain,
That’s what Sam would say, Yeah
That’s what Cas would say,Yeah

I’ve had way too many drinks,
Hell, I can’t even sing,
At least that’s what people say, Yeah
That’s what people say, Yeah

But I keep cruising,
Black Impala moving,
It’s like I got this brother,
By my side, saying “It’s gonna be alright.”

‘Cause the angels gonna play play play play play,
And the Demons gonna hate hate hate hate hate,
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake
Shake it off, Shake it off

Sam’s heart is gonna break break break break break,
And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain,
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake,
Shake it off, Shake it off

I want The Blade all the time (Yep)
I keep telling them I’m fine, (Nope)
And that’s what they don’t see, (No)
That’s what they don’t see (No)

I’m killing on my own, (Killing on my own)
I make the moves up as I go, (Moves up as I go)
And that’s what they don’t know, (Know)
That’s what they don’t know (Know)

But I keep cruising,
Black Impala grooving,
It’s like I got this angel,
By my side, saying “It’s gonna be alright.”

(Chorus)

Shake it off, Shake it off,
Shake it off, Shake it off,
Shake it off, Shake it off,
Shake it off, Shake it off

Hey, hey, hey,
Just think, while you and Moose have been
hunting down the monsters and the dirty ghosts of the world,
You could’ve been getting down,
To this, Dean-mon

Bye ex-man, find a new best friend,
He’s like “what the f***”
Well, I’m just gonna shake it

To the lady over there,
With the hella good hair,
Won’t don’t you come on over baby,
We can shake shake shake…

Yeah, yeah!

'Cause the angels gonna play play play play play,
And the Demons gonna hate hate hate hate hate, (Demons gonna hate)
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake
Shake it off, Shake it off

Sam’s heart is gonna break break break break break, (Yeah it’s gonna break)
And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain, (Cain, Cain Cain)
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake,
Shake it off, Shake it off

—  The Hillywood Show, Supernatural Parody

OH. Oh my god. I just realized. 

The saddest thing (to me) about Rose and the Doctor’s final scene in Doomsday is that, when Rose first met the Doctor, he was travelling alone and had been for some time. And, before he met Rose, he hadn’t really been looking for a new companion. He was sad and alone and he had stopped trying to fix those things and had instead just resigned himself to them and to that darkness. And that was all Rose knew. It wasn’t like Eleven or Twelve who would look back and miss old companions and talk about them to their new companions. It was just Rose.

And so I think about that scene at the end of Doomsday, where she asks him (for the second time), if he’s going to be on his own, and where he nods and says yes, and it just breaks my entire heart.

Because we as the audience knew. We knew that the Doctor would find someone else and keep on traveling (even if that other person could never be a replacement), because that’s what he does and that’s how the show has always worked. We knew that he’d be alright. 

But Rose. Rose had no idea.

Rose had no idea that the man she loved would be okay. NO YOU GUYS YOU AREN”T GETTING THIS.

The Doctor had fought in the Time War. He had killed billions. His home and everyone he loved had been destroyed. When Rose first met him, he hadn’t had a single friend. When Rose first met him, he had been depressed.

She had no guarantee, no way to know - standing there on that bloody beach on the absolute worst day of her life - that the man she had met all those years ago, that man she had drawn out from the darkness with heart-wrenching compassion, that man with a brokenness and a weight so unbearable until she came along, the one she had cared for and had the best days of her life with and the one she had loved… she had no guarantee whatsoever that he wouldn’t relapse. That he wouldn’t go back to the way he was before he met her. That after everything - after all of the joy and the lights and the laughter and the slow happiness that she finally, finally saw come creeping back into his bones - that after all that, he wouldn’t just disappear back into the darkness.

She had no guarantee that even if she used the dimension canon and finally found him, he wouldn’t be lying in the dark somewhere waiting to die. Everything she’d try to do to help him - pointless.

And when she asks him if he’s going to be alone, if he’s going to go back to being alone again, HER LITTLE HEAD SHAKE LIKE NO FOR GOD’S SAKE DON”T BE A LONE I PROMISED YOU FOREVER AND THIS IS SO FUCKING UNFAIR BECAUSE YOU DESERVE THE WHOLE WORLD NO YOU DESERVE THE WHOLE UNIVERSE AND I TRIED SO HARD TO FIND A WAY TO GIVE IT TO YOU AND AFTER ALL THIS YOU CAN’T - IT’S NOT FAIR THAT YOU HAVE TO GO BACK TO SQUARE ONE AND BE ALONE OUT THERE IN TIME AND SPACE AGAIN AND I LOVE YOU GOD I LOVE YOU PLEASE LET THAT BE ENOUGH WHY CAN’T THAT BE ENOUGH

“On your own?” she asked him. And he said yes.

And that’s the other thing. The Doctor wasn’t planning on having another companion either. He really was going to go back to the TARDIS, on his own. Same old life. Last of the Time Lords. And if I were Rose, I would have been so discouraged by that. That after all the ways he’d changed - all the good I thought I’d done him - he would just go back to how he was before. And then he disappeared. And that’s what Rose thought he had done.

Only he hadn’t. With a little push from a surprising stranger, he had remembered the good that Rose had brought into his life, and why it was so worth living for - not being sad over (weeell, not all the time at least) - and he hadn’t. 

(Sidebar: That’s why I think Donna’s entrance - even though it made me so mad at first - is so brilliant. Because the Doctor didn’t have to go looking for her. She just showed up. And he needed that so badly. Because he wouldn’t have gone looking for anyone, not for a while at least. He would have been alone, for ages, wanting to find the love of his life and wanting to do the things still that would make her proud but being so unable to because he was so broken, except for that an outspoken red-head told him not to be alone. So yeah. Go Donna!)

So it’s even more beautiful to me now that Rose tried so hard to get back to the Doctor. She had been taking care of him. She, in a strange sort of way, had been his Doctor. And she wasn’t sure that her patient would be alright after she left. She wasn’t sure anyone else would take care of him. We knew, as viewers, but she didn’t. 

And it’s even more beautiful, I think, when the Doctor finally says, “You made me better.” 

Because maybe it wasn’t ‘I love you’. Maybe it wasn’t ‘I love you’ in exactly the way she wanted to hear. But the sentiment was there, in-between the words. It was ‘thank you’ and it was ‘you were more than enough’ - it was ‘you were everything’ - and it was a confirmation to Rose that after all the time they spent together, yes he had been broken by her loss, but he hadn’t simply relapsed back into his old self. He couldn’t have. Because she had changed him, and she had loved him, and she had made him better.

And that, I think, is definitely something.

This life is what you make it. No matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends – they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything – they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them – actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soulmate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.
—  Marilyn Monroe 

I keep pretty quiet about the things that make me sad.. the things that are taking their toll on me because in comparison to other’s problems they seem/are so petty and trivial.


But they still weigh heavy on my heart.

They still keep me up at night and tear me apart.

So I keep them to myself.

I couldn’t tell anyone about them and have them understand just how rough it is for me.

I can hear the scoffs and imagine all the things that run through their minds as I share what hurts me.

There’s no doubt that I’m blessed.. 

But my heart is soft.. 

And I am sensitive..

And somethings I feel so deeply they break my heart.

Supernatural Parody Lyrics

As requested!  Here’s the lyrics to #SupernaturalParody!

I stay up too late,
I’ve got the Mark of Cain,
That’s what Sam would say, Yeah
That’s what Cas would say,Yeah

I’ve had way too many drinks,
Hell, I can’t even sing,
At least that’s what people say, Yeah
That’s what people say, Yeah

But I keep cruising,
Black Impala moving,
It’s like I got this brother,
By my side, saying “It’s gonna be alright.”

‘Cause the angels gonna play play play play play,
And the Demons gonna hate hate hate hate hate,
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake
Shake it off, Shake it off

Sam’s heart is gonna break break break break break,
And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain,
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake,
Shake it off, Shake it off

I want The Blade all the time (Yep)
I keep telling them I’m fine, (Nope)
And that’s what they don’t see, (No)
That’s what they don’t see (No)

I’m killing on my own, (Killing on my own)
I make the moves up as I go, (Moves up as I go)
And that’s what they don’t know, (Know)
That’s what they don’t know (Know)

But I keep cruising,
Black Impala grooving,
It’s like I got this angel,
By my side, saying “It’s gonna be alright.”

'Cause the angels gonna play play play play play,
And the Demons gonna hate hate hate hate hate,
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake
Shake it off, Shake it off

Sam’s heart is gonna break break break break break,
And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain,
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake,
Shake it off, Shake it off,

Shake it off, Shake it off,
Shake it off, Shake it off,
Shake it off, Shake it off,
Shake it off, Shake it off

Hey, hey, hey,
Just think, while you and Moose have been
hunting down the monsters and the dirty ghosts of the world,
You could’ve been getting down,
To this, Dean-mon

Bye ex-man, find a new best friend,
He’s like “what the f***”
Well, I’m just gonna shake it

To the lady over there,
With the hella good hair,
Won’t don’t you come on over baby,
We can shake shake shake…

Yeah, yeah!

'Cause the angels gonna play play play play play,
And the Demons gonna hate hate hate hate hate, (Demons gonna hate)
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake
Shake it off, Shake it off

Sam’s heart is gonna break break break break break, (Yeah it’s gonna break)
And I’ve got the Mark of Cain Cain Cain Cain Cain, (Cain, Cain Cain)
Baby I’m just gonna shake shake shake shake shake,
Shake it off, Shake it off