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Tak: w tych ścianach, za którymi piękna
błyskawica jak głóg ostra miota znaki smutnym,
noc trwa ciągła: to jej usta uporczywe zostały na sękach,
to jej palce widzę w deskach czarne jak na płótnie.

Świat odrębny, ach, poznaję: ludzkie
śpiewy śmieszne i zawiłe, lot ptaków, skrzyp studzien,
klaskają bicze nad drogą, którą już nigdy nie pójdę,
drzewa przystają, a kształt ich jakże mi jest znajomy.

Woda opada stromo i znowu barwy jej uczę
oczy me w noc wpatrzone.

Tu roślinność z milczenia wzory rysuje płaskie:
księżyc pośrodku drobny, wokół zielony puch,
stół mój i lustro sine porosło pyłem jak lasem,
dywan kosmaty i ufny jak trawa leży u nóg.

Lecz nad gontem, lecz nad głową krąży niewidzialny
głaz kosmiczny w bieg rzucony wolą ręki mściwej.
Wiem, że warczy – lecz w tym domu, gdzie puszyste palmy
jak na strunach drżą na cieniu – głos pęka wśród ścian
i opada na me ręce omszałe jak grzyby.

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Nie powiedziane dziś wszystko, co było albo co będzie.
Papier zostanie czysty i ćmę samotną i cichą
zapomnę, pewnie zapomnę – drzewa zaświecą jak z miedzi,
chmury polecą splątane, deszcze otworzą muzykę,
niżej – konie na grzbietach mokrych pyski położą drżące
i wóz przetoczy się mały, horyzont mając po osie;
biały się księżyc rozwinie i będzie cisza spełniona.

Już nigdy kwiat ani owoc tych nut nie zdoła wywołać
pożegnanych zbyt łatwo i wcześnie.
Jest sen. Oczy zachodzą błoną,
ciało przechyla się puste, chwieją się linie roślin
gwałtowniej coraz, bo światło szersze o wieczność miota
błyskawica ostra jak głóg.

Zapomnę, pewnie zapomnę – i sen mój tym samym grozi,
nie czeka w nim złotowłosa,
a dom mój krąży nade mną bez głosu, senny jak puch.

Tadeusz Gajcy
Zbiór “Grom powszedni”, 1944

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Would love to see a Reylo amv using this song from The Great Gatsby. It suits both Kylo and Rey.

as a disabled person, i dont wanna come across as someone whos like “you arent disabled ‘enough’” here because i deal with it daily in my own life, but aint it fucking funny how everyone kin with a disabled character suddenly develops 'chronic pain’ once they know the character is disabled? im just saying

abolkonsky  asked:

Victoria :) (surprise surprise hehe) or if you've already done it before, my back-up aks is The Man In The High Castle

thank you!! <3 but now the question is: should i do the back-up as well?? the answer is yes, i think i will. because any chance to talk about tmithc is a chance i will take.

victoria:

  • my all-time ultimate fave character: WILLIAM LAMB 2ND VISCOUNT MELBOURNE ALL DAY EVERY DAY 24/7 365 LOVE HIM SO MUCH so much that i spent £40 on a second-hand david cecil biography of him hahhaha
  • a character I didn’t used to like but now do: robert peel. at first, i hated him but then he stole my heart in that train scene and when he does the whole “i’ve never heard a monarch say a wiser thing” bit, i die. i love robert peel so much. also, i hated leopold until that marron glacés scene.
  • a character I used to like but now don’t: this isn’t actually a character in the series but i liked lord byron until he hurt my love william lamb and now i’ll never forgive him.
  • a character I’m indifferent about: lehzen.
  • a character who deserved better: lord melbourne deserved so much better from his life. he had a glimmer of happiness which was destined to end. it hurts.
  • a ship I’ve never been able to get into: vicbert. i mean real vicbert is absolute goals and i love them but victoria!vicbert just never really got me. probably because i was so hung up on vicbourne, to be honest, because obviously tom and jenna have great chemistry. i don’t hate vicbert - it’s just not vicbourne.
  • a ship I’ve never been able to get over: hmm tough question. oh wait. it’s not. it’s vicbourne. forever and always. the ship i will go down with. onLY A FOOL WOULD TURN YOU AWAY, MA’AM.
  • a cute, low-key ship: skerretelli!! <3
  • an unpopular ship but I still enjoyed it: okay so i have no idea where this ship is going but that one woman who met penge on the stairs and then they were looking at each other at the wedding?? who is she? what is that? will it go anywhere?
  • a ship that was totally wrong and never should have happened: the duchess and john conroy.
  • my favourite storyline/moment: every. damn. vicbourne. scene.
  • a storyline that never should have been written: writing off lord melbourne even though he is still the prime minister and then not even mentioning him. i mean, we could have at least had a letter from him. he is still the prime minister. i understand that he had to film tmithc but come ON.
  • my first thoughts on the show: i hated it when i first watched it and turned it off 30 minutes in (i’m an idiot) and then only picked it up again after a friend’s suggestion a few weeks later. i binge-watched the first three episodes in one morning and was completely obsessed. i remember messaging her about vicbourne in all caps. it also led to my boarding of the full-on rufus train choo choo.
  • my thoughts now: HALLELUJAHHHH GLOOORIAANAAAAA VICTOOORIAAA

the man in the high castle:

  • my all-time ultimate fave character: john smith. morally, no, but he’s so interesting.
  • a character I didn’t used to like but now do: kido. i really like kido.
  • a character I used to like but now don’t: now see i love frank so much but he really tests me sometimes. i want to love him but he makes it so HARD.
  • a character I’m indifferent about: all the resistance people. like that one with the hat.
  • a character who deserved better: thomas needs to be swept up and un-indoctrinated and put somewhere nice and happy because he’s too good for this. OH and childan.
  • a ship I’ve never been able to get into: joe x juliana because i’m still holding out for frank to redeem himself and get back with juliana. but i’m still tempted by joe x juliana.
  • a ship I’ve never been able to get over: again, juliana and frank. i’m clinging on to it.
  • a cute, low-key ship: juliana x frank. when he calls her ‘jules’, it’s so cute. but they have a lot of issues to sort out.
  • an unpopular ship but I still enjoyed it: juliana and frank is pretty unpopular i think.
  • a ship that was totally wrong and never should have happened: okay so juliana and john is wrong but, at the same time, i completely understand it because what a GOOD LOOKING COUPLE.
  • my favourite storyline/moment: john’s storylines are RIVETING. and rufus is inc.red.ible.
  • a storyline that never should have been written: frank making bad decisions.
  • my first thoughts on the show: i really liked it from the beginning, but it’s definitely better now than it was.
  • my thoughts now: i absolutely love it. it’s such an incredible show. it’s one of my favourites. i’m so happy about series 3.

send me a tv series

catchingpassion-xx replied to your post: Hello! I’ve recently set up my 5 gallon to cycle…

Okay, thank you!! I think I’ll get some IAL just because I’ve seen that most betta enjoy them :) Do you have a particular brand/distributor that you recommend? And I’ll just have to test the pH levels of the water that the betta comes in to make sure to acclimate properly. c:

No problem!

I’ve gotten mine from random sellers. It’d depend on where you are? I got it from Bettawan in Canada and AquaEssentials in the UK.

With new bettas, I always take an average of an hour and a half to acclimate for the very first time–even with bettas obtained locally. I’ve done two hours for imports. It never hurts to be extra cautious.