A story, and a decision :
Hello lovely friends and followers,
I’ve been thinking a lot over the past few weeks about what I want this blog to be and what I want to be known for.
When I first started writing on here, I was strictly a PG rated blog. I had no intentions of writing anything smutty or extremely explicit because I wasn’t comfortable with that. But, over time, I got more and more requests for stories of that nature and I eventually caved in, because I knew those ones would be the most popular and gain me more followers.
In short, I put my greed over my morals.
I would never condemn anyone on here who writes or reads smut. If that is something you are comfortable with and feel is appropriate for you, then that is totally fine with me. I, however, am not fine with it and it’s something that I’ve struggled with for a long time.
I may have brought this up a long time ago, but it’s not something I usually expand upon. I am a Christian; My relationship with Jesus is extremely important to me and it’s one that I’ve held since childhood. At this point in my life, I feel as though that relationship is being hindered by the fact that I struggle with sexual temptation and pornography addiction. It’s a problem I’ve had since I was a teenager and it doesn’t help when I spend my days writing very explicit sex scenes. You may think that I sound absolutely ridiculous and that I shouldn’t be letting some religious fear keep me from writing, but it goes much deeper than that. At the moment, I am not in control; I’m losing this fight and I feel it necessary to put a full stop to all smut in my writing. I know that those stories are popular and I won’t delete the ones I’ve already written. But, for the time being, I won’t be writing any more smut and am putting a hold on Frisky Friday.
I apologize if this upsets anyone or if you think it’s a stupid idea, but please know that this is something I need to do for me and my spiritual walk. You don’t have to understand it, but I ask that you please respect it.
I will still be writing! Fluff and daddy!harry stories and concepts are always welcome, and I’m not above doing some PG scenes the way I used to, but they won’t be explicit. We can still have fun and love Harry and talk about him, and I can recommend a lot of lovely writers who are comfortable writing smut, if that’s really what you fancy. They’re wonderful, talented people who are doing their thing and doing it well. I’m still going to be me, and I’m still going to talk about how much I love Harry’s bum, but I’m going to be toning it down a lot.
Again, I hope you all understand where I’m coming from. If you have any questions, please feel free to ask, as I’m very open to talking about this because I know I’m not the only person who struggles with these things.
I love you all. Thank you for being you.