hi there friend! Sorry for the late reply but like I said, I am in a little summer break, hope you can find something to enjoy there!
Scars At first he wondered how he could’ve possibly missed it. How he never even had an inkling. All those crappy hotel rooms and run down abandoned houses, fumbling in the darkness, in the back seat of the impala, wherever they could find a quiet corner and go at it undisturbed.
The Oak and the Dragon After everything, Sam and Dean decided to stay in the bunker. And then Sam discovered an artifact in a secret room that would show each of them something about themselves they’d never known.
With Spit and a PrayerThe real tragedy is not the act itself, but the mess it leaves behind. (Sequel to Passenger, read first please)
Riot GearShortly before they ganked Dick Roman Sam became pregnant. He either knew and didn’t tell Dean because he didn’t want to give Dean any more pressure or he had no idea at all. The stress and trauma of seeing Dean and Cas disappear along with Crowley taking off with Kevin sends Sam into a downward spiral. The added stress from hitting Riot causes Sam to have a miscarriage. Sam spends time recovering physically, but not emotionally, with Amelia who knows not to ask about the baby.
When Dean gets back and reams Sam out for not looking for him, Sam can’t bring himself to tell Dean what happened. He thinks Dean will blame him for losing their kid and that it’ll be the final straw. Maybe Sam sneaks out to visit the grave and Dean follows, but up to the author how Dean finds out. Cue guilty!Dean and hurt!Sam who has to relive the painful memories from the last year.
The Whole Truth And Nothing But After being hit with a truth spell Sam’s forced to reveal some shattering things about himself, including that he was raped and that he loves Dean like no brother should love his sibling, he runs away. Dean manages to find him almost a year later and now his younger brother is addicted to heroin and is into self-harm. Sam can’t believe that Dean feels the same about him and feels like Dean only pities him. Dean has to use a spell on Sam before Sam realizes Dean feels the same and with time and love Dean convinces Sam that they share a special bond.
Recall Sam’s having a hard time telling what’s real and what isn’t, especially when it comes to some voicemails from Dean.
Skin Like Fear It’s not that Dean doesn’t get that Sam doesn’t want to talk about whatever Hell did to him; Dean practically wrote the book on that particular brand of avoidance. Except that Sam doesn’t do this. Dean is supposed to clam up and Sam is supposed to pry and bleat about how “communication is good for the soul” or some shit. Sam is supposed to cry on his shoulder and Dean is supposed to stoically hold him and let him get it out, maybe shedding a manful tear or two in solidarity.
Staying Strong Sam feels responsible for John’s death. It should have been him…
Askew Dean and Sam end up back “home” again – they never imagined the trip would change everything.
In The Dark, In The Pain, On The Run After Sam’s wall breaks, Dean decides they need some time out of the life. They rent a rundown house in a small town, and during the renovations, everything changes between them.
Appreciation Demon’s lie. It’s what they do. So why can’t Sam stop thinking about what the shapeshifter said?
Only One He Wants Sam sees how close Dean and Cas are growing, and he wonders how long it will be before Cas usurps his place. Dean just wants Sam to know that will never, ever happen.
Say It’s Possible Sam thought screwing around with Dean would be easy - he was finally getting what he wanted, and if Dean didn’t feel the same way? Well, that didn’t matter. He’d play his part and everything would be fine. Except Dean seems dead set on messing with his head, and Sam isn’t so sure this was worth all the trouble, after all.
Second Chances and New Beginnings Cas has disappeared, an ancient form of being called Leviathan are freed from Purgatory, Sam’s wall is down, sending him into horrific flashbacks of what he suffered for over a century. With no idea how to evade or fight the latest Apocalypse, Dean concentrates on what’s most important to him. Putting his brother back together. But a shocking turn of events put the Winchesters on another journey. What does their father and an archangel have in common with stopping the end of the world?
Every Inch In which Sam is really insecure and Dean’s oblivious until he really has to pee.
What better way to show Sam what to love than Dean, cause who knows how to love Sam better than Dean?
honestly tho the evolution of the way cas looks at dean touches my heart deeply and is also a little hilarious
he starts off like “haha what up you shiny tiny creature i’m an angel and i just yanked your perky butt outta hell”
and then like a week later we get into this pursed lips, questioning stare of “who is this man and why the heck am i feeling feels”
honestly do not even get me STARTED on this expression!!! all of a sudden we’re in the territory of furrowed brows, empathy and outright pain coming from this being who is supposed to be completely void of emotion!!!!
NOW WHAT THE DIDDLIY DOODLY IS THIS? you know what i see? i see the internal monologue of “i’m totally screwed but i don’t care because you know what? i think i love you”
it blows my mind that all of this happened in ONE season. one. cas has changed so much and in so many ways that if i tried to document all those changes through the seasons, the way they reflect in cas’s eyes, in the way he looks at not just dean but at everything, this post would be damn near infinite.
but u know what i can’t end this without talking about? yeah. i think it’s pretty obvious dean came to the same conclusion cas did.
Warnings: Dean being an asshole, clueless!dean, smut, slight angst (maybe), kind of angry sex, cursing, unprotected sex (in my head the reader is on the pill, but play safe, kids)
A/N: It’s been a while since I’ve posted fics. Sorry about that, but I’ve been really busy. Hope this makes up for it.
Winchester had done a lot stupid, thoughtless and inconsiderate things in the time you had known him. So far you had forgiven him every single one of them.
All it took was one of those heart melting smiles of his, and a wink sent your way, and you would
crumble. Since you had fallen in love with him, not even that had been
necessary. You forgave him right away. Not once had he had to apologise for
whatever he had done. Dean was your weak spot and he took advantage of that,
whether he knew it or not.
This was the very first time in all the years you
had known him that you weren’t sure if you could forgive him, if you could put
it all behind you.
You hadn’t expected to be asked out on a date, but here you were, sitting in the kitchen with Sam Winchester, while Dean Winchester interrogates the kid in the other room. You’ve never been more nervous before, because what if he doesn’t like you? What if he’s an asshole? What if-
“You look nervous,” Sam commented.
You glance up from where you’ve been counting the small tiles on the floor. 908. “I am,” you admit quietly. “What if he’s a jerk? What if he doesn’t like me? What if-"
Sam cuts you off with a raise of his hand before saying casually, almost as if he were talking about the weather, "If it doesn’t work out…” Sam pauses to make an annoyed and exasperated face, as if he was tired of answering this question. “We’ll kill him."
You can only blink in slight surprise; it wasn't that surprising. The Winchesters, the freaking Winchesters, had basically adopted you as their sister, and ever since you have never really had to worry about sleazy men ruining your evenings. All you had to do was dial Dean Winchester and the boys would come running.
Hearing Sam’s words, while they should have been alarming, were oddly comforting instead. If the date didn’t work out, and this guy was actually an asshole, Sam and Dean would take care of it. You wouldn’t have to worry about it ever again. The idea was possibly psychotic, and maybe the Winchesters should have been psychoanalyzed, but you were their family now and everything was going to be just fine.
"Thanks Sam,” you say quietly.
Sam nods and gives you an encouraging smile. “You’re gonna knock him dead, you look beautiful."
A blush begins to bloom across your cheeks, but your embarrassment fades when you hear what sounds like a shotgun being loaded. Oh no. "Dean,” you call, jumping up to rush into the living room where Dean had been interrogating your date for the last twenty minutes.
“He ain’t good enough for you,” Dean says immediately, but he had said that about the last three men you had brought home. Dates were few and far between, which was one of the downsides for having the Winchesters as your surrogate family.
Your date looks terrified and Dean looks annoyed. You walk over and lay a hand on Dean’s arm, giving him a slight squeeze of your palm. “It’s okay Dean…but I’d like to take my date out now."
Dean looks annoyed…was Dean…pouting?
You roll your eyes. "Dean, you are a grown ass man, stop pouting like a fourteen year old boy.” You take your date’s hand and usher him away. “Sorry about them,” you say once you’re out int he man’s car, which was also not Dean Winchester approved.
“You live with crazy people,” he says.
You smile and nod a little. “Yeah,” you admit as you turn an affectionate gaze on the boys, who are standing on the porch now, looking miffed. “But they're my crazy people."
It’s that time of the week again, Lovelies! I would normally post this later but I’ve got some plans with a friend of mine and I wanted to make sure I actually got it out on a Sunday this week! You’re all beautiful and amazing and I’m sorry my blog has been so dead these past few weeks! When I get home, I’ll be working on fixing that! Back to the point of this post: Enjoy all of these amazing pieces of work!! Be sure to REBLOG THE FICS THEMSELVES and add comments or tags so your authors can know how appreciated they are if you enjoy them! Likes are beautiful but reading comments on our fics? That’s every author’s favorite part! :)
1.) I Love You, Assholeby @balthazars-museSam hears something interesting between Dean and the reader. He wants to know what really happened. DeanxReader (Not gonna lie, this one was pretty funny. I really enjoyed it and, of course, couldn’t pass up putting it on my list! It’s a great read!!)
2.) Everything’s Gonna Be Okayby @fingersinsamshair
“I promise you, everything’s gonna be okay.” Dean comforts an upset reader. DeanxReader (This one was sad but very cute and I loved every second of it. Fingers, take all the time you need to but just so you know, I’m glad you’re back and that you’re doing better!!)
3.) I Need Youby @rizlowwritessortof(aka @rizlow1)
You screwed up, Sam got hurt, Dean’s pissed and you aren’t handling it very well. DeanxReader (Yet another AMAZING piece by Riz. Seriously, if you’re not following her or her writing blog then you’re totally missing out! This one, as usual, is freaking awesome and you should go read it!)
4.) Lord of the Liesby @twowaywardorphansjournal(aka @beakaleak32) The reader and Dean sit down to watch Lord of the Rings. Reader figures out something about Dean while they do so. DeanxReader (This one was so god damned cute I almost had to go to the dentist to get my teeth sorted out from all the sweetness. I love it! Go read it! Beaks doing wonderful, as always!)
5.) You Deserve to Be Lovedby @theychosefamily67(aka @sammit-janet)
Imagine telling Sam that he is strong and he is worthy of love when he confesses to you that he thinks he’s a screw up and feels worthless. SamxReader (Another great one from my fic rec’s resident Sam!girl! This is exactly what everyone, even us Dean!girls, wish we could tell Sam. He deserves to be loved no matter what he thinks of himself! Go read it!)
6.) Playing in the Rainby @winchestersandwordprocessorsA stranger named Dean stumbles into the motel where you work one afternoon during a rainstorm. DeanxReader (Okay so this one is the one that was REALLY supposed to be on last week’s but for some reason, I doubled up and put Strip Poker on there again??? I think my subconscious was just telling me that I enjoyed Strip Poker that much! Either way, both of them are AMAZING so go read them!)
7.) Love Lettersby @coltsandquills(aka @skidaddle-o3o)
A love story, told from the point of view of your mailbox. DeanxReader (Okay this one is freaking adorable and absolutely amazing. I know I sound like a broken record but really….Krissa has yet again written something great!)
8.) Teach me to Playby @mrs-squirrel-chester(aka @mamapeterson)
During a rare, relaxing night out with Sam and Dean, imagine Dean teaching you to play darts. DeanxReader (Who doesn’t love the thought of Dean teaching them to play darts? I don’t know anyone who doesn’t. This one is awesome and I loved every second of it! Go read it! Go go go!)
9.) The King’s Throneby @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog
Demon!Dean wants to have sex on Crowley’s throne just to screw with him. Demon!DeanxReader (Okay seriously, this list would NEVER be complete without Mimi so let’s put the best of both worlds together: Mimi’s amazing writing AND a demon!Dean fic. It can’t get much better than this! It’s AMAZING and if you haven’t read it, you’ve missed everything that’s good in this world.)
10.) The Lady of Khaneyaby @inkandheart(aka @femmedplume)
Prince Jaeger Tochfyr at sea, on his way to be sold as a slave. Original work. (Okay, I was one of the friends that she sent this to and it’s freaking absolutely 100000000% without a shadow of a doubt professional quality and a MUST READ. Do NOT pass this up just because it isn’t fanfiction. GO READ IT! If you love fantasy, then you’ll love this. If you love Piers Anthony or Mercedes Lackey (Yes, Stitch, I KNOW I keep referencing those two when I talk about this but they’re my FAVORITE AUTHORS EVER tied only with Stephen King) or Garth Nix then you DEFINITELY will love this. If you don’t read this, it’s completely your loss but a devastating loss it is!)
That’s all for this week! Go read! Have fun! Enjoy! Don’t forget to show your appreciation to the authors by liking and reblogging the fics themselves!!!
Request: “You’re besties with cas and you make him mad by saying a mean comment about dean. So to make up for it you take him to a dinner and buy him burgers. But he doesn’t respond so you end up crying and dean intervenes telling cas to get over it and make up with you”
A/N: This one really flowed, so I hope you enjoy it! Sorry for the late post, I had to work yesterday and I’ve been working on a history paper and then I made brownies with my mom so i’ve been sort of busy…but I hope this makes up for it! Feedback is always welcome. :)
Pairings: Castiel x Reader
Warnings: Fluff at the end
Summary: You call Dean an asshole and give him an elbow to the chest for being an annoying dick (on purpose) and Cas takes it literally. You try to make up for it with burgers, but Cas ignores you.
Dean was being generally annoying this evening, and you know that he’s doing it on purpose just to get to you, but man, you could hardly take any more of it.
It was movie night in the bunker and you guys picked something action-y, so Sam decided to skip out on it because his pick of Wizard of Oz was voted out by you and Dean. So you ended up watching Transformers, and your best (ex-angel) friend, Castiel, sat beside of you looking sort of confused and frightened by the large, robotic monsters fighting each other on the screen, and then morphing back into cars.
You were wedged between he and Dean, and Dean kept throwing popcorn in the air and missing it on purpose so it’d land in your hair and greasing it up.
Finally, you elbowed Dean in the chest and shoved the popcorn out of his lap. “Okay, seriously, stop being such a fucking asshole and putting popcorn in my hair! I’ll shove it where the sun doesn’t shine, you understand?!” You snap at him, and silently, he doubles over in laughter which could have easily been mistaken as him doubling over in pain, which he did on purpose to make you feel guilty. You didn’t. “Shove it up yours, asshole.” You mutter, but you still love him, because he’s basically your brother and you can’t hate a brother.
So what I want is demon dean to be an asshole and try to goad Cas into giving up on him and spend a good five minutes taunting him, teasing, sniping and biting
And then Cas just looks at him. He stares at him, so suddenly, with this tiny cracked smile on his mouth and then he says, “I still want you. Cursed or not.” AND EVERYBODY STOPS BREATHING AND WE ALL CRY TOGETHER THE END
Sorry for the long post, but my latest masterpiece wasn’t working for some when put under the keep reading cut. Here it is! Also, ICYMI, enjoy. (this was written in like 20 minutes, so cut me some slack)
Dean swaggered into the locker room. He was pretty happy with himself. If he couldn’t get the title back from the asshole yet, at least he could make AJ’s life hell. It was kinda fun to watch Mr. Soccer Mom hair blubber and rage. Plus that Ellsworth guy was actually pretty damn cool. Weird looking, but fearless as all hell; Dean figured they had both been categorized as such and therefore felt a weird kind of kinship with the other man. He quickly made a detour around Orton, who was bitchin to Kane about their loss. Dean figured Kane was pretty done with the conversation as he darted the ginger-blond a desperate “save me” look. Dean calmly recalled all the times both men had beaten him silly while they were in the Authority and gave Kane a sardonic two fingered salute before scanning the room.
Aha! Sitting by his lonesome was the subject of his search. Poor guy still looked a little dazed and Dean figured taking it gentle was the way to go. Sami would probably be surprised that some of his social skills lessons were finally paying off a little. He walked up to the bench and gave James a friendly nod.
“Hell of a match, dude.”
James looked up, startled. “Dean! Uh, thanks. And thanks for your help out there.”
“Wasn’t anything, man. You went out there to kick some ass and you did.” Dean shrugged.
“I’m just honored to be here. AJ did me a great honor in bringing me out to the ring.”
Dean snorted. “He brought you out there to make fun of you and to parade you around like a clown. Shit like that ain’t my thing unless the person has made it damn clear they deserve it. But you seem like a cool dude.”
“Thanks..I guess.” He let out a nervous laugh. “This is really surreal, to be honest. I mean, in the ring with AJ and you and actually having a match? Really wild.”
Dean shrugged again. “I mean, I work my ass off and like to think I’m pretty damn good, but surreal? Only thing surreal around here is how much of a prick AJ is.”
James laughed. “He is kind of a jerk, isn’t he? You seemed to enjoy pissing him off.”
“It’s…it’s kinda my thing. Pissing people off.” Dean smirked, brushing an unruly curl out of his eyes. “Hey, you wanna catch a beer or something?
“Yeah, man! We can shoot the shit, make a game plan maybe. ‘Specially if they’ll make tonights win mean something. I mean, it should, and it seems like Bryan wants to keep you around…” Dean trailed off sheepishly, rubbing the back of his neck.
Ellsworth nodded enthusiastically. “Yeah! I mean it would be great to have a chance to really carve a little niche for myself here. Really been a lifelong dream.”
“So, beer…maybe something to eat?”
“Heck yes. I’ve been craving cheeseburger bites all night.”
Dean paused, a look of quiet awe spreading on his face. “7-11 cheeseburger bites?” He asked quietly.
“I love those things! I mean, they’re super bad for you, but I think tonight deserves a bit of celebration, don’t you?
A blindingly bright smile crossed Dean’s face. “Yeah, I think so too.”
James stood up, shouldering a small duffle bag. “Cool! Let’s get going then.”
Dean hesitated, then decided to go for it. “W-what do you think about Bigfoot?”
“Bigfoot?” James scratched his head. “Well, I’m of the opinion that there is most likely a small colony of them living in the forests of Oregon.”
Dean sucked in a breath. “Chupacabra?” he whispered, daring to hope.
“Oh my god! One of my friends who lives in Arizona SWEARS he saw one once!”
Dean slung a friendly arm across James’ shoulder.
“James, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.”
“What? Oh! Yeah! Totally!” James nodded vigorously as they walked out of the locker room.
The angels’ society is one where they systematically used lies and torture to keep their own ranks obedient. They bred humans to serve as living tanks, without caring what the meatsuits wanted as long as they got their yes, regardless of whether it took manipulation or torture.