8931) I'm so tired of not being comfortable having sex.
I WANT to have sex. I am a sexual person. But I honestly feel like I will have to wait until after I get surgery. My cis female friend is like “oh no we can get you laid!!” But it’s not even just that I’m not comfortable with my femininity and body, but also that it would be treated as gay sex or as some specific “fetish.” I don’t want to be a fetish. I want this curse to be gone.
True story: when Geri Halliwell left the Spice Girls my dad told me that they broke up, which meant i had to give back all my posters and cds, so i started crying and taking all my posters down until my mom told me he was lying.