8929) The only time I'm able to be the gender I truly want is in Pokemon, Animal Crossing, and The Sims.

People have asked why I like those games so much and while I find them entertaining in general that’s a lot of the reason.

8931) I'm so tired of not being comfortable having sex.

I WANT to have sex. I am a sexual person. But I honestly feel like I will have to wait until after I get surgery. My cis female friend is like “oh no we can get you laid!!” But it’s not even just that I’m not comfortable with my femininity and body, but also that it would be treated as gay sex or as some specific “fetish.” I don’t want to be a fetish. I want this curse to be gone.