*sobh

anonymous asked:

Heya! Love your blog to bits <3 you have quite a talent! I was just wondering if you had the time or inclination, if you could write a HC for RFA + V + Saeran finding out MC has an incurable disease. Whether it's terminal or not, up to you- but should it be I'd love to see how they'd spend their last months together. If you don't want to write it, it's cool- many thanks for taking the time to read this!!! And many thanks for your work on this blog too!!! <3

~Of course I will make it terminal because I am morbid and also you guys love the angst lololol so here goes!

{Requests Are Closed}


◉ Yoosung

    • “There’s nothing more we can do, I’m sorry. It’s only a matter of time…”
  • Yoosung had been so hopeful before he heard those words
  • And now he looked into his wife’s eyes
  • Your eyes
  • And he didn’t know what to say
  • He relied on being the happy one
  • The cheerful one
  • The ‘glass half-full’ husband who kept you going
  • And now he was broken
    • “It’s okay, Yoosung…” you brushed your hand on his face
  • He held it to his cheek before breaking down into a sob
  • He wished he could have been stronger for you in that moment
  • He took you home and laid you in bed
  • You were so tired…
  • And after you fell asleep he moved to the living room and called his mom in tears
    • “Mom…” he clenched his fist, “I don’t know what to do,” he sobbed quietly as to not wake you
    • “Yes, you do, honey…”
  • It was such a small thing to say
  •  But it had a huge impact on his heart
  • Yoosung sniffled and nodded, if only to himself
  • He just had to love you…
  • And be there for you
  • While he still could…
  • Then, he could deal with his emotions
  • He could be angry
  • You woke to Yoosung at your bedside
  • A smile on his face and a large plate of breakfast
    • “You don’t have to eat if you’re not hungry,” he hurried to say
    • “It looks delicious,” you really didn’t have an appetite. But you’d never let him know
  • You picked at the food
    • “We have a big day today,” Yoosung smiled
    • “What do you mean?”
  • He had been planning it all night
  • And making phone calls
  • He knew how much you had always wanted a pet
  • But you never asked, because it wasn’t really his thing
    • “Let me show you, hold on,” he got up from the bed and left for a moment
  • When he returned
  • He had a small corgi puppy in his hands
    • “YOOSUNG!” you flung up from the bed
    • “Don’t scare her!” he laughed
  • She was so tiny
    • “She was found on the streets. I’ve been nursing her back to health at the clinic and she finally has some strength back. What do you want to name her?” Yoosung held her out for you to grab
  • You held her next to your chest
    • “She’s shaking…I think I’ll call her Jello…”
    • “It’s perfect”
  • He kissed the top of your head
    • “Now get back into bed with her and rest”
  • You actually ate your food after that
  • Which Yoosung noticed
  • Your last 2 months held a lot of smiles
  • You couldn’t leave the bed much…
  • And day by day, you had grown weaker
  • But Jello lay by your side
  • Or on your chest
  • Her favorite spot
  • And Yoosung took care of you with a smile
  • Most days, all you could manage to do was walk Jello with Yoosung
  • And then
  • Even that was too much
  • When you passed away, Yoosung shrunk into himself
  • The first night alone was the hardest
  • He sobbed on the bed, clutching one of your shirts
  • Jello crept up and licked his tears
  • Yoosung laughed and stroked her fur
    • “Oh, Jello…what are we…going to do without her…” he cried

◉ Jumin

    • “There’s nothing more we can do, I’m sorry. It’s only a matter of time…”
  • Jumin wouldn’t hear it
  • He squeezed tighter on your hand
    • “No. There’s always something you can do. Get to work, damn it, or I’ll find someone more competent,” Jumin seethed
    • “Jumin, please…don’t do this,” you pleaded
    • “I’m not giving up on you. And neither are they.”
  • He ordered a bunch of new tests to be ran
  • Despite all of the protests from both you and the doctors
  • Until his father showed up and pulled him away to the side
    • “You’ve got to stop this, son.”
    • “I appreciate your concern, but I won’t sit back and watch her die. There has to be something they can-”
    • “Stop,” Jumin’s father cut him off and grabbed his shoulders, “Stop this. I know you’re scared and upset…But there’s nothing more that can be done. Please, take my daughter-in-law home. Make her comfortable. Don’t ruin her last days with tests and needles.”
  • Jumin’s face grew soft and he teared up
  • He cried
    • “It seems I’ve been selfish,” Jumin sighed.
  • He took you home
  • And of course took a leave of absence from work
    to be by your side at all times
  • You had round-the-clock care
  • Jumin made sure you had everything you could want
  • At night he read to you
  • He forced you to eat
  • Some days when you were really sick, he had the chefs make 10 meals if they had to, until there was something you could stomach
    • “She’s not…she can’t eat the salmon today…perhaps a nice soup would be better…”
  • He fed you when you didn’t have the strength
  • And had fresh flowers brought in every day
  • When you passed away
  • He and his father had the most elaborate funeral planned
  • Every year on the day you died, Jumin Han stays in his penthouse instead of going into work
  • He still has two plates set out for dinner
  • And he never sleeps on your side of the bed

◉ Zen

    • “There’s nothing more we can do, I’m sorry. It’s only a matter of time…”
  • Zen’s mind was a whirl of questions
  • You were just a little sick…?
  • How did you get here?
  • Why was this happening?
  • He broke down when he saw you crying
  • Kissed you
  • He didn’t know what to say
  • The words were caught in his throat
  • It was quiet between the two of you until you got home
  • The shock was too much
  • And as Zen cooked dinner he found himself looking through his phone at photos of you both
    • “Let’s get out of here,” he brought your plate to the table for you
    • “What do you mean?”
  • Zen sat down across from you
    • “Let’s go. Let’s experience things. I can’t…I don’t want to sit around  and…a-and…”
  • He broke down crying
  • You held his hand
    • “Okay, let’s go,” you said through your own tears
  • The next day you packed
  • He told the director what was going on and no one protested his leave
  • You clung behind him on the bike and got going
  • Riding everywhere and anywhere
  • Each stop was a new photo posted
  • Both of you smiling
  • At a park
  • Or a new restaurant
  • You sleeping in a hotel bed
  • Until you were too weak to ride anymore
  • He felt a furious tapping on his chest and pulled to the side of the road
  • You dismounted and threw off your helmet
  • Vomiting and falling to your knees
    • “Babe!” Zen ran to your side
    • “I’m sorry…I’m just not feeling so great right now…”
  • He held your hair while you puked
  • Took you to the nearest hospital
  • Where you stayed until you passed
  • Zen held your hand the whole time
  • He returned home to a living room full of gifts and flowers and chocolates
  • Sympathy balloons
    • “The landlord must have brought these in for me,” he said as he flicked on the light
  • He sifted through some of the gifts before it was too much to handle
  • It seemed so empty and small in the apartment now
  • It wasn’t until he walked by a photo of you
  • His favorite one that hung in the hallway
  • He felt a knot in his chest
  • He pulled it from the hook and ran his fingers over your face
  • And sobbed

◉ Jaehee

    • “There’s nothing more we can do, I’m sorry. It’s only a matter of time…”
  • Jaehee pushed her emotions to the side
  • And held you as you cried
    • “It’s going to be okay,” she whispered to you
  • She wiped your tears
  • From then on she slept in the hospital with you
  • The nurses love her
  • She wrote down everything you were feeling
  • Every day
  • All of the medicines you took and when you were scheduled to take them
  • What you ate
  • They let her bring in food and baked goods for you
  • Of course
  • She brought in treats for the nursing staff and doctors
  • The staff was sick knowing that they couldn’t do anything further to help you two
  • So they tried to make it as comfortable as possible for you and Jaehee
  • She would lay in the hospital bed with you and cuddle while watching a Zen DVD on the hospital TV
  • She loved the way you hummed along with the musical numbers
  • And she would hear it with each one, even after you passed away
  • She wore your apron when cooking
  • Left your toothbrush by the sink
  • And although you had been a closet hog with all of your clothes, she wouldn’t dare removing anything from it

◉ Saeyoung 

    • “There’s nothing more we can do, I’m sorry. It’s only a matter of time…”
  • He couldn’t stop the stream of tears down his face
  • Sure, he had watched you become weaker over the last few weeks…
  • But he thought you’d make a comeback
  • That it would pass
  • He pressed his forehead onto you as you both cried and held each other
  • And he treated you like a piece of fragile glass from then on
  • He drove so slowly on the way home
  • And carried you inside before putting you in bed
  • Silently he sobbed while preparing dinner
  • But he made sure to compose himself before bringing you the food
  • He was wearing your apron
    • “The chef’s special for my extra special lady,” he placed the bowl on the bed tray for you, “be careful, it’s hot! I can blow on it for you.”
    • “Saeyoung…aren’t you going to eat?”
    • “I already ate some in the kitchen,” he lied, “okay now, open up.”
  • He stopped caring for himself
  • He was only focused on you
  • And making you smile and laugh
  • Your room was now full of small toys and robots
  • Each one doing something different
  • Saeyoung stayed up late at night while you slept and made them for you
  • It was an obsession that kept him from thinking about reality
  • And the fact that he was going to lose you
  • And although he was nothing but goofy and cheerful with you
  • One night you heard him praying at his desk when he thought you were asleep
    • “Please don’t take her from me, God…you can’t…s-she’s all that I have…I can’t do this without her,” he spoke through quick breaths and tears
  • You laid there in silence while your tears soaked your pillow
  • When you passed he closed himself off from the world again for a while
  • He found himself talking to you as much as God
  • Maybe even more
  • It comfort him to tell you about his day
  • With the thought that maybe you could hear him
  • He imagined your smiling face when he closed his eyes

◉ V

    • “There’s nothing more we can do, I’m sorry. It’s only a matter of time…”
  • He held you close
  • And stroked your hair
  • He was shaking a little as he was crying
    • “I love you so much…we can get through this,” he whispered.
  • He hated that he couldn’t be the only one to take care of you
  • Since his sight was almost non-existent
  • He hired a caregiver to come to the apartment every day and help you both
  • Jumin often stopped by to check on you both as well
  • He was worried, he could tell his friend was broken
  • When you slept, V stay up late pacing and smoking to try and calm himself
  • But not for long
  • He’d crawl into bed and hold you close
  • Smell your hair
  • And feel your warm skin
  • He never wanted to forget it
  • When you were near the end
  • V never left your side for a second
  • He placed cool rags on your head
  • And held your hand in his own as you cried in pain
    • “I’m right here…don’t worry…it’s going to be okay, my love…I’m here…”
  • He broke down at the bed side when your hand went limp and there was silence
  • The caregiver pat him on the back
    • “She knows how much you loved her. You did good…”

◉ Saeran

    • “There’s nothing more we can do, I’m sorry. It’s only a matter of time…”
  • Saeran clenched his fists
  • This couldn’t be happening…
  • You were the one person who understood him
  • And now…
  • He struggled to understand it all
  • But he pulled himself together when he saw how afraid you were
  • He held you crying face in his hands
    • “Hey, stop that,” he almost cried, himself, “I love you…” he kissed you
  • Inside he was broken
  • But he would pull it together just for you
  • He called his brother to help
    • “Let’s get all of this…hospital-type shit out of here…I want it to be more like home for her…” he told Saeyoung
  • So you lay in bed while they rearranged and brought stuff back from your apartment
  • Your favorite blanket
  • And books
  • Saeran read to you often
  • And pestered you when you stopped eating
  • He knew it was a bad sign
  • He took a lot of photos with you
  • The first time it happened you were shocked
  • He lay up on the bed and held the phone above you both
    • “Smile,” he said.
    • “What are you doing? You hate pictures,” you laughed.
    • “Well I changed my mind, alright? Now will you please smile?”
  • He took some goofy face ones, ones where he was kissing your cheek, he was always snapping pictures of you two
  • Even when you said you looked and felt terrible
  • He always told you that you were being dumb, you looked gorgeous
  • He was out shopping for some snacks for you two when he got the call on his cell phone
  • He dropped his basket and ran
  • He was panting when he got to your hospital room
    • “You made it just in time…I think she was hanging on for you,” the nurse said to him.
  • He started to cry and ran to your side
  • Your eyes were closed
    • “I’m…so sorry,” you managed to speak
    • Shhh, don’t say that,” he kissed your lips, “you’re the love of my life…I don’t think I can make it without you,” he cried.
  • His hands were shaking and he pressed the back of your hand to his cheek
    • “I will always love you, Saeran,” you whispered.
  • He wouldn’t let them take you away for a long while
  • He laid there in silence with you
  • And after you passed, Saeyoung moved in with him for a while
  • Despite his protests, he was glad
  • And every night he flipped through the photos of you two, until he couldn’t stay awake any longer

anonymous asked:

What would the RFA members be like when MC has to have a leg surgery? How long would they spend with MC beforehand, and how much would they spoil her afterwards? ;)

Author’s note: this has been in my asks 5ever too 

Yoosung

  • he will SOB
  • he doesn’t want you to go into surgery he just wants to make you better himself!!!!!!!
  • but then 
  • when you wake up after surgery
  • and he’s asleep right next you on your bed
  • you are so happy

Zen

  • many words of comfort as they roll you through the door 
  • and then yup he just shouted in front of the whole hospital
  • “I LOVE YOU, MC!!” 
  • when you wake up your room is surround with balloons and flowers
  • and zen is holding your favorite food and oh my you love him

Jaehee

  • she literally asks the doctors if she can watch your surgery bc she doesn’t want to leave you
  • and SHE WAITS ALLLLL night for you to get out 
  • but afterwards
  • you get everything you need 
  • she also keeps you forever high on pain meds LOL

Jumin

  • 9/10 times you go to the doctor with jumin, he argues about the best treatment for you
  • this time is no different
  • “I think you should approach the leg laterally to give her minimal scar tissues.”
  • “Jumin, please just let the doctor’s do their jobs.”
  • “I will, I’m just making sure they know they are working on someone very precious to me.”
  • when you wake up he’s just staring at you
  • “Jumin don’t watch people sleep it’s creepy.”
  • “I brought you a book to read. I know how annoying you get when you don’t have something to distract you.”
  • “Love you too, Juju!”
  • he glares but that doesn’t cover the blush forming on his cheeks

707

  • he keeps messing with his glasses so you KNOW he’s worried aout you
  • he tries to make jokes but he just can’t think of anything but you
  • when you wake up you are in so much pain
  • and then a nurse comes in anD SHIT WAIT
  • IS THAT SEVEN IN A NURSES COSTUME
  • “Is there anything I can do for you, Mrs. MC?”
  • hIS VOICE IS HIGH PITCH AND YOU ARE LAUGHING SO HARD
  • he knows just how to cheer you up
  • you love him

mrimmortal  asked:

I've noticed in a lot of headcannons y'all write seven is pretty emotionally (and sometimes physically) abusive? Honestly it's an interesting take on his character, his angstyness in his route when he first stays with MC really hurt ;^; so it's interesting seeing that come back... if it's okay, can I request the RFA comforting MC after she leaves an abusive partner (doesn't have to be 707) and blames herself? I also love your sad Jumin headcanons... why do you guys do this to me :c

Just a fair warning to you guys, if you’ve been in an abusive relationship of sorts before, this might bring up bad memories, so read at your own caution. I’m going to mainly be writing mental/emotional abuse in this post, since I have some experience to write about it from. These are pretty long too, and they were hard to write, so I imagine they may be hard to read too

Yoosung

  • You hadn’t talked much with Yoosung in a while, not since you got together with your boyfriend
  • But the breakup was hard on you and you needed someone, and Yoosung was the first to come to mind. he had been there with you before, maybe he still would be there…
  • On the first ring when you called him he picked up
  • “MC? Hey, I haven’t heard from you in forever, are you doing okay Have you been doing well?”
  • You tried to speak but it only came out as a sob
  • He was silent for a moment, “Where are you? I’m coming to pick you up”
  • It didn’t take him long at all to get there. A part of him broke seeing you standing there on the sidewalk, shaking and tear-streaked
  • You got in the car and at first he just drove. You didn’t speak, and he didn’t want to prod at you
  • He took you back to his house, a small place, where he made up a warm meal with some cocoa for you.
  • “What’s wrong, MC?”
  • “He.. we… it’s over, between me and him” you managed between sobs.
  • He hugged you, “It’s okay…”
  • “But.. it isn’t, it isn’t okay, because he… he needs me there, but… I just.. I left him, oh gosh I shouldn’t have left, he… he needs me, he’s going to do something bad and I won’t be there to help him, it’s… it’ll be my fault”
  • “What’re you talking about.. MC? MC he’ll be fine, you’re.. you’re not fine though, what’s been happening? I haven’t heard from you in months..”
  • “He.. he isn’t going to be okay, he’s going to do something bad, it’s going to be bad, it’ll be my fault, I’m supposed to be there for him gosh I’m so horrible”
  • “Shh, it’s okay, it isn’t your fault” what has this guy done to her? he wondered for a moment “You can’t control him, whatever he does he’ll do either way, and it won’t be your fault.”
  • “But..”
  • “It isn’t your fault. Okay? You can’t let him control you like that, he’s using you.”
  • “N…n… I…”
  • “It’s not your fault. You breaking up with him? It’s for the better, okay? I haven’t even seen you in months because of him.. that’s not supposed to happen when you’re in a relationship, you’re supposed to be able to stay with your friends. It’ll be better, okay? It’s gonna hurt now, but it’ll be better without him”
  • Your phone buzzes at that moment and Yoosung notices it’s a text from him. He snatches your phone before you can grab it
  • “You can’t run back to him, he’s just going to make you feel worse”
  • “But..” you sob
  • Yoosung shakes his head, “No. MC, you’ve been gone for months, none of us have heard from you since you started dating this guy and we’ve been worried sick about you since. You gotta let go of him, he’s not good for you. I’ve never seen you so hurt before, you used to be so happy”
  • Tears running down your face you start crying more
  • Because he is right
  • “I’m sorry Yoosung”
  • He hugs you again, letting you cry into his shoulder
  • “You have nothing to be sorry for MC. If anything, I’m sorry I couldn’t have stopped this from happening.”

Jaehee

  • You hadn’t seen her in a while
  • You still talked to her sometimes
  • You were worried she wouldn’t even answer the phone
  • his words echoed in your mind your friends don’t care about you, not like I do
  • But she did answer
  • How many times had he ignored your calls…?
  • Jaehee never ignored them
  • “MC? Hey, how’re you doing?”
  • “I.. I’m okay” no I’m not. don’t bother her though, you’re always a bother, he always said you are
  • “Are you free? Maybe we could get coffee together.”
  • “I.. I think that sounds good.”
  • You met her at the coffee shop. She found you sitting in a corner
  • “Hey…” She started before noticing your face flushed red and your puffy eyes “MC, are you okay?”
  • With a sniffle, you shook your head. You couldn’t hide it anymore, “I.. we broke up. It’s.. it’s all my fault”
  • The tears came back, no matter how hard you tried to hide them. She seated herself next to you and took your hand gently.
  • “MC, if you broke up, it’s not anyone’s fault.. some things just don’t work out.”
  • “No.. it… it’s all my fault. I’m just such a bother, I was too annoying, I was… I was asking for it”
  • “What.. what are you talking about?”
  • She noticed the bruises on your wrists as she spoke, “MC, has he been hurting you?”
  • You tried shaking your head, but you couldn’t even deny it, “it was my fault, I.. I deserved it, I shouldn’t have spoken up about that.. then he wouldn’t have..”
  • “No one should ever hurt you, not like that, not ever, how long has he been doing that? Is that why you haven’t been out with us?”
  • You can’t manage an answer between sobs
  • “You didn’t deserve it, you didn’t deserve any of it. It’s not your fault at all. But MC, that was abuse. Did you realize that?”
  • You shook your head
  • You didn’t want it to be
  • But Jaehee is right
  • “You’re not annnoying, or a bother, not at all. And if he made you believe that.. he’s not worth it. You should move in with me for a little bit, get away from him and get yourself situated again. We’re all here for you MC, me and the rest of the RFA. We’ve been worried about you since you started dating him.. but we’ve always been and will always be here.”

Zen

  • “Zen..?”
  • You called him from out of the blue. You were sure he would be busy, that was the only reason you called
  • But he picked up
  • “MC? Oh God, I haven’t heard your voice in forever”
  • “I.. I’m sorry, I should go”
  • “Please, don’t go”
  • You stifled a sob, but Zen still caught it
  • “MC, are you okay?”
  • You shook your head, even though you knew he couldn’t see that over a phone call
  • “Where are you?”
  • “M-my boyfriend’s place. I just.. I really needed to hear a familiar voice”
  • “I’ll be there in ten minutes”
  • “Zen, please–” He hung up before you could say any more
  • But crap crap crap, your boyfriend would be fumed
  • He just stormed off after yelling at you. You had gotten into an argument, but this time he slapped you. He never did that before. You fled to the bedroom and locked the door before you had called Zen
  • Now, there was a knock on the door, then it opened. “MC?” Zen made it.
  • You shakily opened the bedroom door. You couldn’t lift your eyes up to Zen, you felt too horrible. “I.. I shouldn’t have called, I’m sorry, I just.. I’m sorry”
  • You expected him to leave, but he rushed forward and wrapped you in a hug. “God, I missed you, please don’t ever just.. disappear like that”
  • “I.. I didn’t.. I couldn’t come back, I was just a bother and I didn’t help anything and..”
  • “Shh, where did you ever get that from? You aren’t a bother at all. You are so important, and special to me and the rest of the RFA. We’ve been so so worried about you.”
  • “M– my boyfriend will be back soon…”
  • He withdrew from the hug and looked at you before gently caressing your cheek. You cringed cause it stung, because that’s where he slapped you
  • “Did he… Did he do that?”
  • “He… he…” tears welled in your eyes, “I must’ve done something wrong, it was my fault, I always pick the arguments, I… I had it coming.”
  • “No one ever gets to hit you. You hear me? Not ever does anyone have that right. God, why are you still dating him? Does he even let you leave the house? He hasn’t even let you talk to me for weeks.”
  • “I…”
  • The door opened again, and there was your boyfriend. You cowered back into the bedroom “Oh, no, no no no…”
  • “What’s your nerve? Who the hell do you think you are hitting her?” Zen snapped
  • “Excuse me?” your boyfriend was drunk, you could hear the alcohol in his slurred speech. “I do whatever the hell I want”
  • Zen took your hand. “So does she. And she’s leaving with me.”
  • “Wh-what? You stammered as he lead you to the door
  • “She ain’t leaving” your boyfriend said as he attempted a punch at Zen. Zen caught it and pushed him back
  • “She is. And she isn’t coming back. Maybe you should learn to treat your girlfriends better”
  • And he lead you out to the car and drove you away without a second thought

Jumin

  • You were sure he would be busy, but you didn’t have anywhere else to go. you didn’t know who to turn to, and you thought at this point, he probably hated you…
  • But you somehow found yourself sitting outside of C&R International
  • You couldn’t get the nerve to go in, so it was late when he finally came out and saw you sitting by the front doors, fiddling with something
  • “M..MC?”
  • Your head zipped up and then you started regretting even coming here, “I.. I…”
  • He cleared his throat. “How have you been?”
  • Standing up, you start to leave, “I should– I’m sorry, I never should’ve come–”
  • He grabs your hand however. It’s not tight, but you can’t get the nerve to pull away. You sniffle back some tears
  • Jumin hears it, and he pulls you towards him into a hug. “What’s wrong?”
  • “He… I broke up with him,” you whisper, and it turns into a sob as you start to cry again
  • Thank God he thinks, before saying, “Come home with me. I’m sure you need a place to stay?”
  • “I.. I’ll just be a bother. I really.. shouldn’t… I can find a place…”
  • “You aren’t a bother. I’ll take care of everything. You don’t need to worry.”
  • Between tears you manage to say, “I.. I’m sorry Jumin”
  • “You don’t need to be sorry, MC. There’s nothing to be sorry for, nothing to forgive.” He’s silent before he asks, “have you been okay?”
  • You shake your head
  • It’s been a long few months of dating your boyfriend, constant worrying that he would break up with you or do something rash or drastic, and then bouts of happiness and feeling safe with him where he would tell you how amazing you are and how he doesn’t deserve you
  • “Do you want to talk?” Jumin asks, and you can’t help yourself– you pour yourself out to him, bare and raw and ugly, about how painful those months have been and how much you missed the RFA but how much of a bother you are and how they all must hate you by now
  • By the end you’re trembling and crying, your arms wrapped tightly around you
  • Jumin pulls you closer to him and wraps his jacket around you. It was a chilly night, but all you had was a light jacket. You had no time to grab anything more
  • “Don’t ever let anyone degrade you like this. You mean so much to me, to all of us. And are worth so much more. That man is not nearly the man you deserve. Not after how he treated you. We’re all here for you though, MC. Me, and the rest of the RFA. You don’t have to go back to him. You shouldn’t. It’ll be so much better for you to get away from him.”
  • You know he’s right
  • So you let him help you

Seven

  • Seven had been watching over you since you lost contact with the rest of the RFA
  • But there was starting to be less and less ways to keep track of you the longer you were dating your boyfriend
  • He was just about ready to drive over and see you when you called him. He picked up immediately. “MC?”
  • “S-Seven?”
  • “I’m here, what do you need?”
  • “I.. I don’t know what to do. He.. He keeps saying he might kill himself, and I.. I can’t help him, I kept helping him before now, but he… he always tells me that I’m too emotional, that I’m the only who cares about him, so he should just leave, and.. I just.. I feel so worthless, and useless, and I don’t know what to do. please… help..” You managed to say between sobs
  • “He says he’ll kill himself?”
  • “If.. If I don’t stay”
  • What a bitch” he mutters under his breath.
  • “It’ll be all my fault, I’ll be the reason he kills himself, but.. but I can’t help him, I do nothing, I’m… I’m useless”
  • “You aren’t useless. You’re at his house right?”
  • “Y-yeah…”
  • He gets to his car and starts driving. “Just hold on for me, okay? I’m here MC. You aren’t worthless. Crap, you are worth so much. If he’s saying he’ll kill himself if you leave, he’s just tying you down, he’s keeping you there. That’s wrong. He’s making you feel bad so you’ll stay, and that is just wrong. It would never be your fault if he killed himself. Never.”
  • He makes it to the house and just walks in, finding you in the living room crying. “S-Seven? What are you doing here?”
  • “Where’s your boyfriend?”
  • “He.. he’s in the bedroom”
  • “Come with me”
  • “But.. but he’ll… if I leave, he’ll…”
  • “If you don’t leave, you’ll want to kill yourself. If you leave, maybe he’ll start picking up his act and stop tormenting your mind.”
  • You let out a sob
  • Seven loosens up for a moment, and he walks over to you. He takes your shoulders in his hands gently and stares you dead in the eyes “MC, you look so broken. When you’re dating someone, you should be happy. You shouldn’t feel like you’re climbing a mountain each day just to be tossed back down it. You shouldn’t feel like your worth is based on how alive your boyfriend is. That is abuse. And it’s wrong. And you, of all people, don’t deserve it at all”
  • A sob shakes you, and Seven pulls you closer to him, into a hug, and in that moment, you feel safe again. “L… let’s go” you say
  • And you leave, leaving your boyfriend and all your belonging behind, and start moving forward again

~Sunflower 

good morning~sobh bekheir.

Reminder that I’ll be (attempting to) blog in Farsi Fenglish today, for Tumblr’s Use Your Language Day 2017. Hope I know more than I think I do :P

Mikhastam yadavari konam ke emrooz in blog be zabane Farsi neveshte ast, baraye #UYLD2017. Eshtebahamo lotfan bebakhshid ;)

starswirlblitz  asked:

Hello again cutie patootie, can you draw fem!cas with dean pleasee? ❤️❤️

the only way they’d be canon…
cannot colour it, sobh. Sai isn’t working apparently, i hope you understand!

guys my pc is lagging so bad…WHY ALL THOSE PROBLEMS WHEN I DO HAVE A LOT OF REQUESTS TO DO HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA sobh.

i beg your pardon.

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[ENG Subtitles] The Morning of Hope - Sobhe Omid