*sab

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  • oh look who’s suddenly all keen to play chauffeur today. to someone he doesn’t even spend time thinking about. don’t even fucking get me started with you, shivaay singh oberoi.
  • you two, stop smug smiling. the wedding is in less than 24 hours.
  • rudra is growing on me more and more. he’s actually quite a sweet boy (y'know, if you can overlook the man-whoring and casual fat shaming. both of which he seems to be growing out of, so props to him.)
    • “ghar mein sab bolte hai, chocolate ice cream aur mann ki baat, agar share karni ho, toh sirf ek insaan ke saath share karna; rudra.” awwww. what a cupcake.
  • i am loving this pure and gentle jethaani-devar bonding. please also have a scene like this with anika and om, and make my dreams come true.
  • is robin… ok? like, is he a mannequin someone magicked to life, and he’s still learning to be human by observing others? 
  • omg. WHAT?!? robin is the concerned brother on THIS side. THIS IS HUGE. ROBIN EXPRESSED AN OPINION, YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE’S A REAL, LIVE BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • so basically, tia is also sorta, kinda pimping herself out for the sake of her family. 
  • but she’s also a sweet girl who seems to be genuinely concerned about shivaay? i’m so conflicted about her character, man. 
  • okay, prinku and om just apparated out of fucking nowhere. 
  • awwwwww. jhanvi’s kids are the best. why couldn’t shivaay be one of hers’ too?
  • “isi baaton ke liye maine is lambe baal waale praani ko is ghar mein rakh rakhaa hai!” *gets smacked in the head* *snort*
    • subha rajput and kunal jaisingh really look like brother and sister. A+ to casting team. 
  • this girl. she’s the light of my life. my moon and stars. she deserves such good things. like these nice people being nice and appreciative. :’) 
  • get lost, shivaay. this moment is for the sweet 3rd generation oberois. not you. you go back to the awful boys’ timeout corner AND THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU’VE DONE. 
    • no, don’t try to win me over with the puppy dog eyes and the painful, deep breaths. no, fuck you. damnit. 
  • anika’s been bitten by the “bas… pata chal jaata hai” spider too.
  • are rich people unable of reminiscing unless staring at an indoor pool?
    • he’s mostly thinking of very physical, lusty moments. point to be noted me’lord.
  • “what’s wrong with me?” how long you got, man? i have an itemized list with sub-bullets and dates and shit right here. sit the fuck down and i’ll tell you exactly what’s wrong with you. 
  • both the bride and groom seem super psyched to get married. about as psyched as i am for dental appointments. good stuff. 
  • loving jhanvi’s sari. 
  • really, pinky? you’d marry creepy, grabby shakti again? ick. 
  • pinky, please be this appreciative of anika once she’s your bahu too. please. i don’t want this relationship to be stereotypical and fucked up. i want it to be funny and supportive. 
  • that *is* truly one gorgeous mandap. shivaay’s only gonna look at it once anika leaves, though. no chance of his eyes being elsewhere rn. 
  • I HATE HOW MUCH THEY USE SOUND EFFECTS IN THIS SHOW. EVERY. SINGLE. MOMENT DOESN’T NEED TO BE FILLED WITH DIALOGUE/MUSIC, GODDAMNIT. 
  • nakuul’s srk is showing once per episode now. someone tell him to stop. 
  • careful shivaay, you’re even alerting your usually clueless mummy to your feelings. 
  • om and rudra looking like “tujhe bada pata hai uski ghar ke galliyon ke baare mein.” 
  • “right. main toh kho jaaonga. tu hi drop karle. *extreme sarcastic voice* main… kho jaaonga. you’re right.”
    “haan didi! jao, bhaiyya drop kar denge! bhaiyya, thoda take care karna, haan?”

    • tone it down a little maybe, you extraaaaaaaa idiots.
  • oh boy, male version of sad o jaana. stahppppp. i don’t want to feel thingsssssssss.
  • arre yaar, koi toh bolo.
  • *quietly desperate voice* “just say it.” 
    • what exactly are you hoping she’ll say, shivaay?
  • good, anika. make him burnnnnnnnn with your good wishes. 
    • yep, he seems kinda mad and disappointed that that’s all she had to say. i love it. 
  • MARK THE DATE DOWN, LADIES AND GENTS. SHIVAAY SINGH OBEROI GOT OUT A THANK YOU WITHOUT STUTTERING AND STAMMERING.
    • hey anika, you’ve already got that phone reminder about the first time he said “please”; add this to the calendar too, girl.
  • could it be more obvious the car isn’t moving??????
    • good thing too. coz taking your eyes off the road to stare at the PYT next to you for minutes at a time is super unsafe. remember to pull over when you want to make anguished heart eyes at the person you love, kids.
  • “kal ke baad se, meri life mein bohut khalipann aane waala hai.”
    “meri bhi.”
    • fuck. fuck. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. *can open, feelz everywhere*
  • “mera ghar aa gaya”; a miraculous feat indeed, since you two were sitting in a stationary car for this long.
  • “mujhe tumse kuch kehna hai.” these words, and their myriad variations, like “we need to talk”, “can i ask you something?”, etc. are the worst fucking words you can say to anyone. 
    • JUST SAY WHATEVER YOU HAVE TO WITHOUT PREFACING IT WITH THESE HELLISH, ANXIETY-INDUCING WORDS.
  • aw. pinky’s clued in too, that shivaay has michmichi towards the wedding.
  • is om going to have to solve the mystery in 30 minutes or under (lol like a rachael ray meal), to save shivaay from this marriage? no pressure, om. no pressure at alllllllllllllllll.  

anonymous asked:

Agh hi sab, you don't know me I know that but I admire you so much as person. Loads of times I was like connected to you, when you said you had anxiety issues, I'm struggling with them too lately. I just..i just want to forget that some awful things ever happened and get on with getting my life back. But it also helps me to think that there's actually people like you in the world. Much much love to you *virtual hug*

I love you so much. You’re such a strong person

This was actually my first commission from @johannathemad! I waited to post it though ‘cause I was using it for myself, but I’ll share it for everyone to see now :)

Aren’t they wonderful (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)