I want to thank everyone who has liked, reblogged, commented in the tags, left kudos or reviewed my fanfics for the past 7 weeks. I love you all <3
Now that I’m done posting my one-shots for Royai Week 2014, I’m not sure if I should continue with the ones for RW 2015 (I only wrote 4 of those, and I still feel like I need to complete the prompt list), or start posting one of my multi-chapter ones (either the complete one or my wip).
I’m working on First Lady of Amestris, I swear I am. I have the first half of next chapter written. I’m just 99% of the time not alone at home, and I need to be alone to feel at peace enough to concentrate on my writing. I would love to finish it this year because dear god, I started it in 2014 x.x I’m sure I lost a lot of my initial readers, but hopefully I’m getting new ones with future updates. I would really appreciate it if you sent me messages throughout the entire year reminding/asking me to sit down and write because I tend to get distracted a lot too. And well, I believe I’ll probably be updating now in about two weeks or so.
Let me know what you think I should start posting next week :)
And I realize the dangers of falling in love with the idea of someone instead of the actual person, but I can’t help but to entertain the thought of you.
I think of your smile when you finally figure out the calculus problem you’ve been working on for hours. I think of the way you hold the door open for strangers and nod to say hello. I think of your quirky jokes and your positive attitude.
And so, yes, I realize that it’s dangerous to fall in love with the idea of someone. But, one day, maybe I’ll be able to actually fall in love with you. And, if I’m lucky — maybe you’ll love back, too.
I hope that one day, many years from now, someone mentions my name in front of you. I hope that once you hear it, you feel it deep within your gut. That it takes a hold of your heart and squeezes it as if it was a bug. That it makes your blood rush, and your ears buzz with only one thing crossing through your mind. Me