*lydia b

The way she smiles at his jersey and smells it with a tear rolling down her face because she misses him so much. Brb gonna go cry.

New Thoughts

Requested by @sabrinas-wolves​- you should write lydia x reader smut b y e
I watched Lydia’s hand as she flipped through the pages of her notebook, he hands occasionally playing with her strands of hair that were hanging around her collar bone. I don’t know what has gotten in to me, I’ve never been into girls, I mean I can look at a girl and think  she is pretty or beautiful but I don’t think of them as anything more, maybe it was an affect that Lydia had on people but, god I was I thinking about her. I know Lydia isn’t into girls, just like I never thought I was so I guess if I only play in my mind, its harmless, right? I continued to gaze over at Lydia, her lips red and plump, it was unbelievable to me that her lips were just so naturally perfect. I imagined her lips, curving up at jokes that I crack, her lips on mine, and everywhere else on me. Her hands, delicate and filled with fluid motions, graceful and yet I was having thoughts that were anything but graceful. The bell ringing, pulled me from my mind, causing me to gather my stuff up and stuff it in my bag. I turned back to where Lydia was sitting and saw that she was gone, I thought about it for a second before I shrugged, she probably just rushed out to get to her next class. I was one of the last students to walk out of the classroom, I walked down the hallway, on my way to my locker, to put my books away to enjoy my free period. Before I could reach my locker, I felt a hand grab my left shoulder and pull me in that direction.
“What the hell?!” I yelled as I got yanked into a small room, that I soon saw was Coach’s office. I turned back to the door to see who pulled me into the room, only to see Lydia standing there, the door now shut and one her eyebrows cocked up, like she was about to ask me something.
“What’s up, Lydia?” I asked causing my voice to shake a little as I said her name. These feelings were all brand new and I still wasn’t sure what to do with any of them. She just looked me up and down before she took a few slow steps towards me, her heels clicking on the ground, causing me to back up, my butt hitting the edge of Coach’s desk. I couldn’t go back anymore and that only made Lydia smile up at me before biting her lip.
“You are freaking me out Lyd, what’s going on?” I asked, using her nickname that I started calling her from the first day that I met her. She let out a small chuckle before standing in front of me and putting one hand on each side of me and leaning forward.
“I’m freaking you out?” She asked with another chuckle before she looked at me with innocent eyes, one of her hands running up and down my arm, slowly.
“My thoughts about you, are freaking me out, and you can’t tell me that you haven’t been thinking the same things, I see the way you look at me, well study me.” She whispered, sending chills down my spine. Okay, I guess it wasn’t all harmless, I guess I wasn’t covering it up as well as I thought. I opened my mouth to say something but Lydia just shook her head, her hand rising my arm and coming over my shoulder to play with some of my hair. My heart was racing, I didn’t know what she was doing, or that she even had thoughts of the same nature of the ones that I was having.
“You know, it’s not really nice to stare at me when I’m trying to focus in class.” She said, her hand now slowly making its way down my body. Her hand brushing over my breast, causing me to take a sharp intake of breath before her hand continued down.
“Especially when I know what you want, I wish you would have just told me.” She said her hand gliding down my stomach and stopping just above the top of my pants. Her eyes met mine, before she bit her bottom lip and slid her hand down my pants, making me gasp at the contact.
“Lydia!” I screeched and moaned out as her cold hand met my now hot core. I had never been so turned on in my entire life and the temperature difference with her cold hand and my warm middle, only made me hotter. She just chuckled softly before she ran her finger up and down my center, making my breathing getting heavier by the minute.
“You are so hot for me, god I knew you were having thoughts like this but I didn’t think they were making you so wet.” She said, gliding one finger into me, making one of my hands grasp onto her shoulder and my legs shake slightly, my head falling back a little as a small moan escaped my lips. That only made her pump her finger in and out of me faster, as her thumb began to circle my clit.
“My god, Lydia.” I said, causing her to smirk and nod, knowing that my every day thoughts were becoming a reality. She was just taking pleasure in knowing that she was the one doing this to me. Her cold, delicate hands, in my most intimate place, making me feel things that I never thought I would. I could start to feel a familiar feeling, pool up in my stomach and Lydia saw a change in my body language. My hand that was on her shoulder, my nails now digging in, wanting more, my lips circling softly and my panting getting louder.
“Come on (Y/N), give me what I think about every time I see you. Give me the one thing, I haven’t been able to stop thinking about for weeks. Cum for me.” She whispered in my ear, causing me to do exactly what she said, my legs shaking from my orgasm, moaning nothing but Lydia’s name in the entire time. After I began to come down from my high, I could feel how weak my legs were from standing and having an orgasm at the same time so I sat on Coach’s desk as Lydia took her hand out of my pants, and grabbing a tissue off of the desk and wiping her hand off.
“I hate you.” I said, causing her to smile as I panted, coming down from my orgasm. We both knew that I didn’t hate her, we just knew that I wanted more and that was my brain’s way of letting it be known.
“Don’t you get it? We are both having these feelings, so let’s do something about it. I just made you cum in Coach’s office. You better believe there will be more.” She said, causing me to groan, my hand now on the back of her head. I let out a slight chuckle and a nod before Lydia leaned even closer to me, leaving barely an inch between our lips.
“This is real. We are taking action based on our thoughts, I’m ready to face up to my feelings. Are you?” She asked causing me just to nod, still shocked that this was all still happening. Before I could do anything else, Lydia connected our lips in a passionate and deep kiss, causing my body to curve towards her and hum in her mouth, kissing her back. I knew Lydia Martin was hot, but I think I just reached another degree of hot.

“Forgive me for taking so long to say it. You see, I was terrified. Terrified to be vulnerable again, terrified by how fast it happened, terrified because nobody ever made me feel the way that you do. So forgive me. Forgive me and know that I love you too.”