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Photographer: @jrbdirector Model: @jhoseriva

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  • What she says:I'm fine
  • What she means:the musical Parade is so beautiful but no one knows about it. The orchestrations and harmonic arrangements and the music in general is absolutely gorgeous and the plot is based on a very important trial that not a lot of people know about that brought attention to anti-Semitism in the U.S. and shines a light on how corrupt the justice system can be based on religious faith and ethnic backgrounds. The trial ended up causing the revival of the KKK. And yet no one knows about it. And the characters go through such a heartwarming and honest development and Carolee Carmello is such a goddess who deserves a tony and all the attention in the world, it's some of Jason Robert Brown's finest work and yet no one knows about it. All theatre geeks should listen to Parade and yet they never do. Why. WHY.

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12 am thoughts

When I say I’m okay

I want someone to hug me and ask what happened today.

I want someone to stay when i say “go away.”

I want someone to understand me when I push people away.

I want someone to be there for me cause I don’t mean it.

I want someone to look at me and say “I know you’re not, don’t sugarcoat it”.

I want to be alone but I want to be with somebody too.

I don’t want someone to fix me, I want someone to stick with me when I am fixing myself.