but like, , the way lena says like “snapper hasnt sent u here to shake me down” its like,, so u kno ha boss like tha??? u kno his NAME??? does kara complain abt snapper 2 lena??? wha tha mean sis… so many questions…
<b>me:</b> yeah i have a chronic illness, it causes constant exhaustion and pain<p/><b>someone:</b> well you know<p/><b>me:</b> oh boy<p/><b>someone:</b> maybe if<p/><b>me:</b> dont say it dont you fucking say it<p/><b>someone:</b> you just<p/><b>me:</b> no no no dont say it<p/><b>someone:</b> got out more,<p/><b>me:</b> shut up please just shut up<p/><b>someone:</b> youd feel better.<p/><b>me:</b> ..no, no thats not going to work, holy shit are you stupid?.<p/></p>
<b>fp:</b> u okay?<p/><b>me internally:</b> im scared ur gonna leave me even though you promised but im just so scared what if you do and i probably sound dumb and ur probably gonna get mad that i thought this it's like i dont trust you but i cant help thinking what if<p/><b>me:</b> yeah<p/></p>
y/o me: asks this girl i find pretty n interesting and funny to hang
out, we do and the whole time i’m smiling and laughing with her and i
would stay there forever if i could, gets jealous when i ask her to hang
again and she says she has plans with someone else, gets jealous when
she goes to prom with a guy i “like” (but actually want nothing to do
with), proceeds to blame it on that but keeps thinking about her
y/o me: gets extremely excited when another pretty girl asks me to hang
out, tells myself it’s just because she’s popular haha nothing else at
all whatsoever nope nah
11 y/o me: has a friend in marching band
who’s really pretty, way more excited with her than i am with friends,
really disappointed whenever she can’t come to practice, sits really
close to her whenever i can
11 y/o me: with friends, they start
making jokes about how my (then) best friend could be a lesbian as far
as they know, she gets defensive, i start thinking what if i was a
lesbian, but i brush it off cus nah i like this guy i mean i want
literally nothing romantic w him whatsoever but i’m not a lesbian. but
hi everyone! the year has finally come to an end and I’ve decided to do my first follow forever to celebrate the beginning of the new year! ♡
all those in bold are my fave blogs and senpais~ there is something i admire about each and everyone of you >.< so thank you for making my dash entertaining with each and every post. you’re all amazing! ♡
as for my followers, i wish i could list every single one of you but regardless, i want you guys to know that you’re all the best! thank you for following my blogs, especially those who have been there for a long time. thank you for reblogging and liking my stuff, especially on momoneki (prev. oncextwice/ doraemomo), since I only make edits/gifs on there even though they’re bad. I’ll hopefully be able to improve this year though!
i love you all and hope you have a wonderful new year filled with love and happiness! hope you all achieve great things in 2016! ♡
without further ado, below are the list of my fave blogs ♡
A few weeks ago I diagnosed with an “incurable” disease- doctors basically told me that I have to live with this for the rest of my life but it can be controlled/treated. They proceeded to prescribe me with ***expensive*** drugs meant to fight cancer (but also used to treat my condition), and have absolutely horrible side effects (i was throwing up for like a week straight).
Long story short, I (and my parents mainly- thank god for them) started doing our own research and a TON of people have actually CURED this condition using homeopathy, naturopathy, and functional medicine (ifm.org - highly recommend this).
These methods basically focus on getting to the root cause for diseases and built treatments based on individual genetic, biochemical, and lifestyle factors (which traditional medicine doesn’t always take into account- in my case my meds are just masking my symptoms and building my dependency on them). My normal doctors have made no effort to figure out what caused my disease to come on so suddenly.
I have a long road ahead and haven’t yet switched over to alternative medicine– still taking my demon drugs, but I’m feeling so relieved that people have had success in curing themselves so I am hopeful!!1!!1!
But these methods are also expensive as fuck and not covered by insurance so either way medical care is inaccessible to most people in this God forsaken country.
Western medicine is trash and u should definitely seek alternative medicine (if you have the resources) bc the pharmaceutical industry and ur insurance plans are in cahoots to make sure ur dependent on a life time of drugs so fuck the pharma industry