Writing projects (or I have so many ideas, yet so little discipline):
Finish bookshop AU
Write next chapter of Persuasion AU
Finish arranged marriage AU while writing missing scenes full of kissy faces etc.
Work on first rebelcaptain smutfic
Write a Bodhi and Galen meet on Eadu and talk missing scene vignette to go with my Cassian and Jyn vignettes
Create outline for the childhood friends meet again AU
Probably write 600 more celebrity fake relationship AU head canons but never actually write the fic
Map out idea for the rebelcaptain reincarnation AU to see if that’s ever going to happen
Mara Jade and Jyn Erso bar brawl fic, part 2–get back on that at some point sigh
Get distracted again by something or other
Jyn and Saw Partisans fic with lots of foster father-daughter bonding and weapons training.
Jyn, if you’re listening, my beloved…so much of my life has been wasted.I try to think of you only
in the moments when I’m strong…because the pain of
not having you with me…your mother, our family.
The pain of that loss
is so overwhelming…
I risk failing even now.
It’s just so hard not to think of you.
Think of where you are…my Stardust.