*friendswithbenefits

So i had a fwb for a while and

we fucked about 10 times but he wouldn’t give me his number cause he was closeted so he’d message me on grindr.  I only knew his 1st name cause he was so paranoid about me telling me about him and I found out his last name recently and I’m learning so much about him but it was kind of douchey of him. He knew where I lived, my name, my fucking bed sheets and comforter, he put his cum in my mouth but i couldnt even know his last name?  Kinda douchey of him.

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I hate trying to be social

I was trying to make new friends recently. One such adventure led me to craigslist. When someone posts that they’re looking for a friend, that doesn’t mean they are looking for just friends.. sigh. Okay part 2, I was also looking for friends with a little benefits on the side ya know? I get no replies from the guy I messaged. I’m sad. Lonely. Awkward. I can’t make friends or get cuddles. On top of it all, I have a crush on someone and a messed up friends with benefits type relationship already but it’s somehow leaving my big heart empty. I want to love more, to many, and share my happiness with others. I need a new friend. I need a new lover. I need everything my mom would say was wrong but I feel my heart and soul can only grow through experiencing love and intimacy with multiple people. For years I was stuck in 1 relationship at a time for way too long and felt unfulfilled. Empty. Sad. Idk. I need love and friendship is my point.