(12 misses Rose. Beautiful video that I had to make some gifs from. Not seen it? Go now. Go! 12 and Rose though, never knew this was something I’d like to see. How appropriate is it that today was 12 years ago that the episode Rose aired and the new era of Doctor Who began.)
When you’re so obsessed with something like a book or TV show and you love and ship the characters and you love the cast and you know so much about them. Then that feeling when you realise you’re slipping away from the fandom, when you loose interest even though you don’t want to, that feeling after a few months or years looking back in the fandom and missing it because the cast/characters were like your friends and the fandom was amazing and everything about it was great and just wow, you miss it so much.