(Mobile). The past couple weeks have been insanely busy and anxiety filled, I can’t even express. My cat had surgery two+ weeks ago (17 days, to be exact) and ever since then I haven’t been online much, if at all. Everything went great for the first week, but then he ripped his stitches out and I had to take him to an emergency vet for a secondary operation and to get him sewn back up. That was exactly 10 days ago today, and not a day has gone by where I haven’t been on guard. I feel like every time he leaves my sight I drown in anxiety, because not only can I not AFFORD another surgery if he gets ahold of himself again, but I can’t handle watching blood gush from his tail for a second time. Not to mention the cleanup afterwards… let me tell you, it isn’t fun scrubbing blood out of carpets.

To make a long story relatively short, I miss roleplaying so much and I will be back soon. Very soon. Like, tomorrow maybe. Honestly, this entire time it feels like if I’m not at work, I’m sleeping. I feel like I’m wasting my days away! But I can’t keep up like this, I’ve got to get out of this pit. 😩 Don’t give up on me, guy! I miss you all sm! 😋

sisters that go through traumatizing shit together stay together

so in golion their names were metals and I kinda wish they would’ve kept them