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Who’s She part 10:The final chapter
You woke up this morning cuddled up in
white sheets that felt warm and comfortable on your naked body.
Like you were in a trance you looked at
the man laying next to you.
His pale skin with all those black
tattoos seemed like it would shine fainting and his bright green hair
greeted you as soon as you were full awake.
The memories of last night were stuck
in your head, it felt like a part of you was finally complete again.
You’ve missed your clown and you
couldn’t deny it anymore.
You wouldn’t leave him a second time,
it was like he said, you belonged to him, to nobody else.
He was your one and only, no matter
what he had done in the past.
He had done it for you and as you saw
last night, you weren’t much better than him.
You’ve killed one of your best friends
and instead of regretting it you slept with your crazy clown lover in
her former bed, after his henchman was told to get rid of her corpse.
Thinking about it again, was strange
but the feeling to have Mr J back was way better than to worry about
a dead friend.
Admit it (Y/N), you’re crazy, no one
would think about such things like that.
You shrugged in
mind at the voice inside your head.
Whatever, the only
thing that counts was that you and Mr J were unified again, after he
had destroyed half of the city, to find you.
„ … find her
Your eyes moved
back to Mr J, who was still laying next to you, but he suddenly
seemed to be unsettled and he was talking in his sleep, something
you’ve never seen or heared from him before.
„I said … find
Was he talking about you?
„Where are you …?
Where are you … doll? Why aren’t you with daddy anymore …? Where
are you hiding …“
„Come home …“
„I’m home again,
I’m here, J“, you whispered carefully and wrapped his arms around
your body to cuddle yourself against his bare chest.
J’s voice died
down, after you placed a soft kiss on his pale chest.
You didn’t look up,
you knew he was awake now.
For a few moments
everything was silent and you already thought he was mad, ‘cause you
had seen him more or less weak, even if it was just a dream of him,
but then his arms you had wrapped around your upper body pressed you
into him with an unbelievable tight grasp.
He was a little
rough, but you didn’t care about it, you were speechless what a big
kind of affection he suddenly was capable of, to show you.
You knew you meant
something to him, but you always thought it was only this crazy
obsession, his own way to show you his- you weren’t sure if you could
call it love, you didn’t even know if he actually could feel real
Or if his kind of
feeling love was obsession.
But now … Could
it be …?
That you made the
Clown Prince of crime weak?
That you made him
And that this was
the reason he executed all those people in your life, because he was
obsessed and at that point also confused about this new feelings,
that drove him crazy.
Even crazier as he
So was this the
He fell in love
with you, unexpected?
And he was scared
to lose you?
You really wanted
to know if this was true, but you knew he wouldn’t admit it, even if
you were right.
He wasn’t a man for
saying things like: I love you, or I need you, he was the kind of man
that showed this feelings with saying things like: You’re mine. You
belong to me, you’re my property and nobody has to touch you like I
do. Otherwise I will kill those people, without mercy.
But was this love
now, or still obsession?
imagine the Joker really loving someone, even if the thought of him
loving you, like you did, was beautiful.
Maybe you should
take a shower to become a clear mind, it was spinning in circles
already again, like ever when you were with him.
Besides his strong
grasp around your body starts to feel a tad uncomfortable now and you
were sure a few hours later you would have some bruises, where his
grip was especially tight.
You looked up at
him, after you heared no response.
„I need to take a
shower“, you said carefully.
He was looking at
you now, still not letting go off you.
Something seemed to
be wrong with him, he never was that silent in front of you, only if
he was planning to murder someone who had looked at you, but this
couldn’t be the case this time, you were completely alone with him.
just said with an even more gravelly voice than usual.
His cold blue eyes
met yours for a second and there was the answer you were searching
for, a few minutes ago and it made your heart jump higher, as if it
wanted to burst out of your chest.
It wasn’t just an
crazy obsession anymore.
You could see the
need in his eyes, the need to have you around, after you’d left him.
must have done something to him, it must made him acknowledging that
he needs you, even if he would never admit it.
You wanted to say
something but right in that moment J’s phone rang somewhere in
Laura’s former bedroom.
He let out an
annoyed growl, while watching the phone vibrating on the floor in his
jacket pocket from the bed.
„Don’t you want
to take the call?“, you asked.
„No, I’m busy“,
he snarled and suddenly placed harsh kisses all over your body, as he
came above you.
The phone turned
off after another minute and J had slid his hands under the sheets
you were cuddled in, to touch your body.
You felt needy for
him again, as soon as his coarse hands came into contact with your
„Already wet for
me again, hm? That’s daddy’s good girl“, he said after touching
your pussy with his signature grin.
But before J
could’ve done more pleasure to your body, his phone was ringing
His eyes darkened
in anger after hearing it for the second time.
Whoever has to call
him while he was busy with giving some lovin’ to you must be a very
brave or stupid guy.
snapped after getting his phone from the ground, while he came back
to you within half a second, teasing and kissing you again.
You heared a few
words spoken from Frost but you couldn’t tell what was the reason he
„Get the car,
we’re going for a drive“, J just growled, before he hung up, now
looking you in the eyes.
„We have to go,
baby“, he said kissing you rough and stroking your right cheek with
„Nothing. Just a
little hide and seek game with Bats and Gordon“, he grinned.
„Have they found
you?“, you asked worried.
„Not me, doll.
Us, but don’t worry they won’t catch us.“
„What do you
mean? Are they after us already?“, you asked slightly panicking.
„Sh. Don’t panic,
everything will be alright. Trust me“, he whispered kissing you
again, before he pulled you out of the bed with him.
There were gunshots
so many gunshots that you couldn’t even tell which were the one’s
from the police and which were the one’s from J.
Besides you were
too busy with clawing your fingers into the leather of the
passenger’s seat, while J was driving the car through the city with
so much speed that you already prayed to god: Please don’t let us
die in a car crash, please.
„You look sick,
doll. Are you alright?“, J asked a bit more sirious between all the
laugther he gave to Comissioner Gordon and Bats while they were
following both of you in Mr J’s car.
too fast“, you said trying not to sound as scared as you really
„I’m sorry, baby,
but it’s necessary“, he said whilst firing off new bullets out of
the window to get rid of at least on of your followers.
there, baby. Hold on. They won’t take you away from me.“
Something in his
voice sounded different than before, like he had already planned
something for you and him.
„What do you
mean?“, you asked before falling on your boyfriends lap, while he
had taken the next sharp bend.
He laughed looking
down at you, as if you were the most adorable thing he had ever seen
in his whole life.
„Bad girl, not in
public“, he chuckled with a dirty grin on his face.
You were still
worried about his driving skills and his new plan, but him making
filthy sex jokes always got you smiling.
„Okay, baby. Here
we go. It’s you and me now“, J suddenly said and you finally took a
look back at the street, before your eyes widened in shock and fear.
screamed before his car passed some kind of a barrier and you two
were falling into the deep water of the Gotham River.
It was the only
solution to get away from Batsy and the police.
J had driven his
shiny purple Lamborghini into the dark blue water, of the Gotham
He could still hear
(Y/N) screaming his name, while he tried to break her out of the car.
unconscious, stuck between the passengers seat and the dashboard, her
(h/c) hair was like hovering in the water, she looked like she had
just fallen asleep.
And even now, half
on the edge of death, she was beautiful.
Stupid bastard why haven’t you
warned her earlier, one of the
many angry voices in his head said.
J freed her out of
the car as fast as he could, every new minute he would stay with her
under the water, could be her doom.
Finally the cold
air of Gotham City hits Joker’s face as he brought (Y/N) to the next
jetty, that led to Gotham’s port.
She was cold and
not even breathing anymore.
He laid her down on
the wooden ground, opened her mouth and breathed air into her lungs.
Don’t you dare, dying now doll.
(Y/N) be a good girl for daddy and wake up“,J
said rough still trying to reinvigorate her.
„Come on, wake
up! Wake up! DIDN’T YOU HEARED ME?“, he yelled losing all of his
She couldn’t be dead, she’s his
girl, she’s strong, strong enough to be with the Clown Prince of
Crime, it couldn’t be that easy to take her away from him …
„You’re not dying here, you heared
me, doll? Death can’t have you, you’re mine, mine alone and you will
be nowhere else than besides me, when I brought you back …“,
Joker said, his voice full of obsession, his eyes gazing maniacally
at her half dead body, before he carried her into his arms and starts
walking to the only place that can give rebirth to his doll, the only
place that could save her, that could make her his own forever.
Joker stared deep
down to the chemical vats underneath him, then back to the inanimate
girl in his arms.
baby. Daddy will fix you“, he whispered before he finally jumped
into the chemicals again.
The acid greeted
him like an old friend, he felt free, feeling the familiar burning on
his skin again, after all those years and he watched in amazement how
the chemicals warmed up the ice cold body of his girl within a few
Her skin returned
to it’s natural color but a few moments later, the color began to
fade away, it faded and faded until she was as pale as the man who
held her in his strong arms, while her (h/c) hair turned into an even
more intense and darker (h/c).
J’s watchful facial
expression turned into a big grin as he finally felt her body moving
up and down in a steady rhythm and she finally opened her now
crystall (e/c) eyes again.
She looked even
more beautiful than before and Joker couldn’t be more proud of what
he just created.
Daddy’s little doll.
„Come on, baby …“
„Oooo, I can see you want that,
that’s my girl.“
„Yes, daddy …“
„Where are you …? Where are you
… doll? Why aren’t you with daddy anymore …? Where are you hiding
„Come home …“
„You need me.“
„You’re mine now, forever.“
You looked up to
the man that held you in his strong arms.
You knew who he was
and joy hits you with a big smile after looking him into this
beautiful cold blue eyes.
He was your daddy.
You were his girl.
daddy“, you whispered with a girlishly shy smile.
baby“, J grinned and gave you a big and passionate welcome back
„Are we going
home now?“, you asked wrapping your arms around his neck like the
good little girl you were now.
want, doll“, J purred kissing along your neck, before he helped you
get out of the acid vat.
now. Game’s over, Joker.“
You turned around
in fear as you saw Batman and the police, together with Comissioner
Gordon standing right behind you and you couldn’t even look how fast
the Bat put you into handcuffs.
„Batsy, don’t be
stupid“, Joker growled dangerously.
He had pulled out
his gun and pointed it straight at Comissioner Gordon.
The other police
men in the hall pointed their guns directly at Joker in one quick
„Give her to me!“
„No. This girl is
better off without you“, Batman said.
tried to free yourself from the handcuffs, as soon as you realized
what Batman just said.
They checkmated Mr
J, what also meant that they would seperate you from him.
„Stop it. It’s
only for your best, (Y/N)“, Batman said and held you back before
you could ran to your daddy again.
screamed crying as the Comissioner ordered to bring you out of her.
In the distance you
could hear Joker yelling for you after he started the gunfire, but it
was already too late.
They got you and
not even Mr J could do something about it anymore.
One month later
They’ve found out about everything,
so they decided you were not sane.
You have been at
the Arkham Asylum since one month now, one month full of agonies and
You never thought
you would ever see the world through Mr J’s angle, through the bars
of an old rotten cell, at the old work place of your mother.
After they arrested
you they just wanted to plead homicide, what would’ve brought you to
Belle Reve for ten years, because of Laura’s death, but whilst
keeping you in police custody they sent a doctor to you because of a
few mental breakdowns.
And here you go
They said something
was messed up in your brain, after Joker saved your life with bathing
you into the chemicals that made him who he was.
They said you
weren’t accountable anymore and probably very dangerous, that’s how
you came back to Arkham.
The place where
your mother had been working before she died, the place where you met
your lover for the very first time, the place Mr J became obsessed
with you, the place where you became addicted to him and the place
where you finally got a cell all by youself, directly in front of Mr
J’s old one.
Except that this
time the cell was empty, as empty as your heart.
You didn’t know
what happened to your daddy after they took you away from him, but
everytime you heared the gunshots inside of your head you were just
crying, 'cause you knew how small the chances were that he was still
alive, after all those guns had been pointed at him, as he pointed
his one at Comissioner Gordon and demanded for you.
Come back, please come back, daddy …
been out on that open road. You can be my full time daddy, white
and gold. Singing blues has been getting old. You can be my full time
baby, hot or cold“
Everyday since they
arrested you, you started to sing this song, it kept you away from
crying sometimes, not always, but it was something that kept you
alive, you couldn’t explain why, but you also couldn’t explain half
of the things you were feeling or you had been going through the last
„Ah, our little
voice wonder. Look how beautiful she still is, even after one month
in this hell hole.“
As soon as you
heared his voice you let go off the bars you had clasped with your
fingers and stepped back into your cell, until you could feel the
stone cold wall in your back.
Your body was
shaking and trembling in fear.
He always came at
He hadn’t forgot
about you, since your mother had been working here.
Since the day you
saw his men torturing J in his cell.
„Fuck off“, you
hissed through gritted teeth, pressing your still shaking body harder
against the cold wall.
„Oh, no. Where
have you learned those filthy words, hunny?“, Griggs asked feigned
„Good girls don’t
„Don’t touch me,
don’t even dare to touch me again“, you whispered in anger and
fear, as Griggs had unlocked your cell and came towards you with a
disgusting grin onto his face.
„I said leave me
You kicked him in
the crotch after he tried to touch you like the last time.
„AH, you little
slut!“, he grunted.
You wanted to grab
the keys he had left in the keyhole at your cell, but before you
could reach them, Griggs got up from the ground and tugged you onto
„No! Let me go!“,
you screamed and tried to push him away, but he was already on top of
you and kept you away from screaming, because he had pressed his
right hand onto your mouth.
„Shut up!“, he
„Now let me tell
you, that wasn’t very nice of you, hunny. What would your mother
think about this behaviour?“, he mocked you.
You were still
fighting back but nothing helped, he was too strong.
„You’re always so
feisty I like that“, he said smiling but in the next second he had
back slapped you multiple times to make you shut your mouth.
It worked, you were
half unconscious, a little blood stream came out of the left corner
of your mouth as Griggs ripped the Arkham clothes from your body.
You could only see
blurry but it was enough to be more disgusted than ever.
He was about to
rape you again and the best idea to never make you forget this was
„Come on, sweetie
smile for the camera“, he said amused, before climbing on top of
His wait was too
much, you couldn’t even breath right.
„Please, let me
go …“, you whispered choking.
Tears were forming
into your eyes.
When will this hell ever end?
good baby, enjoy it. What would your daddy say if he could see this?“
He would skin you, asshole.
You cried out in
pain as Griggs finally had made his way into you.
„Holy fuck, how’s
Mr J supposed to fit in you, you’re so tight“, he laughed.
The tears had made
their way down your cheeks and all you wanted was to kill Griggs,
seeing him suffer like he made you.
Please daddy, where are you? Please,
help me. Your doll needs you …
„Boss, we got
something“, Frost said.
Joker turned around
to face his right hand.
After (Y/N) had
been arrested he had managed to escape Gordon and his men, but he
didn’t rest since then, he was searching for his girl again, but this
time it was harder to find her.
The police made
sure that Joker wouldn’t be able to find out where they brought her
and it made him even crazier than feared.
His condition was
more alarming than the last time when she had left him for six weeks.
He was more
dangerous this time, even more fearless and more than willing to
distroy the whole city if they won’t gave her back to him.
„What is it?“,
Joker growled, making sure Frost and the others would be dead men if
they brought him some junk again.
recording. One of our contact men at Arkham had given this to me. He
said this is what you were searching for“, Frost said calm, but
behind this he was as scared as everyone else to lose his life, if
this recording wouldn’t turn out as something useful.
„Then what you’re
waiting for, put it in“, Joker snarled unpatient and pointed at the
Frost hurried with
putting the disc into the player but what was shown there wouldn’t
finally calm his boss down.
Quite the contrary.
„Sh, everything’s good baby, enjoy
it. What would your daddy say if he could see this?“
„Holy fuck, how’s Mr J supposed to
fit in you, you’re so tight.“
„Come on, hunny. Don’t you wanna
say hello to your daddy? Let him know how good you get fucked in
Frost stepped a few
inches away from his boss after he saw how red his face got in anger
and how heavy his chest was moving up and down, while he had to see
how his girl got abused in front of this asshole’s camera.
„Come sweetie, smile for your
But she wasn’t
smiling at all.
were running down her cheeks, while this fucker was abusing her, she
looked like she got beaten up a few minutes earlier before this video
was recorded, there was a little blood stream comming out of the left
corner of her mouth and it seemed like this bastard was nearly
choking her with his weight.
Frost wondered how
many more seconds of this video it would take to make Mr J totaly
„Oh, baby you’re the best fuck in
my whole life.“
Even Frost cringed
a little bit after Mr J shot the TV down.
„The car, now!“,
Joker barked at Frost, who nearly jumped out of the door after this
order, while Mr J was searching for his most precious collection of
knifes and guns.
You haven’t spoken
to anyone, after you got raped for the fourth time now.
All you wanted was
everyone in this entire asylum to die.
They deserved it.
No one helped you,
they knew what Griggs had done to you and they didn’t give a shit
about it, not even the doctors which had known you since your mother
had been working here.
And now you knew,
she was one of them.
them who didn’t know anything.
Mr J was right, it
was better to kill her, they were all the same, everyone of them,
You looked at the
outside of your cell in fear.
What was that?
After a few seconds
of silence you heared some people screaming, then gunshots.
They came nearer
and nearer until you had to put your hands onto your ears, because
the sound of machine guns felt like your eardrums would burst every
You closed your
eyes, hoping it would stop soon, so you didn’t recognised the tall
green haired person that came into your cell, until the Joker cupped
your face into his strong hands.
about it you opened your eyes, just to look in this beautiful pale
face that you had been missing a whole month.
He pressed your
head against his chest, were you cuddled yourself into his silver
jacket, to feel the warmth and safety of his body.
„I’m here, baby.
Everything’s going to be fine now“, he said.
Oh how you’ve
missed this low and gravelly voice of him.
„By the way, I
have a surprise for you“, he smiled and kissed you rough.
You didn’t waste
time to respond his kiss, before he led you out of this hell hole of
a cell once for all.
„Now, now, now.
Frost where is our beloved Captain Griggs?“, J shouted into the
boss“, Frost said and nodded at the chair were some of Mr J’s
henchman had tied Griggs up and put a gag into his mouth.
His eyes got wide
as he saw you coming in with Mr J.
He was sweating
like hell, that means Mr J knew what Griggs had done to you.
Captain, Captain“, Joker said coming towards the asshole.
He sounded like a
father who was scolding his son for misbehaviour.
„Still only a
filthy little son of a bitch, aren’t you?“, Mr J asked, circling
Griggs like he was his new fresh prey.
Griggs wanted to
give some lame excuses, but the gag in his mouth made it impossible
J said and bashed his hands against Griggs shoulders.
„All of that chit
chats gonna get you hurt.“
Mr J growled at
him, while he reached his hand out for Frost, who should give him the
crowbar that J had brought here as a special gift for Griggs.
J snarled with his most eerie voice as he circled Griggs for the
„Do you really
thought you could fuck my girl against her own will without me
noticing and punishing you for it, hm?“
Griggs shook his
head in panic and fear.
He knew that he was
going to die now, but he still was in the hope that it would happen
Oh little did he know that Mr J
would make him suffer, until he wished he was allowed to die.
„THEN WHY THE
FUCK HAVE YOU DONE IT?!“
Mr J’s next
reaction was like a thunderclap.
The crowbar hits
Griggs face for the first time and Mr J had no mercy on him.
The gag that was
supposed to be in Griggs mouth landed on the floor with a few of his
now broken teeth.
He was crying out
in pain and that’s where you began to enjoy every second of what J
was doing to him.
You came nearer a
smile growing on your face as you saw Griggs whining.
„Oh you think
this hurts? Then you don’t even know what real pain feels like“, Mr
J growled a sadistic grin on his face as he stepped in front of his
„I can’t wait to
show you my toys!“, he said as excited as a little child on
Christmas Eve and slapped him a few times against the cheek.
I’m sorry“, Griggs suddenly said and looked at you with pleading
believe what a big rat he just was.
„Did someone said
you are allowed to talk to her?“, Mr J yelled and the next hit with
the crowbar followed into Griggs stomache.
He was gasping for
air, before spitting blood out of his mouth.
„Now be a good
boy and apologize to her as the filthy little rat you are“,J
growled cutting the ropes with whom his men had tied Griggs to the
old wooden chair, before he trashed him to the ground.
„Crawl to her
feet and let her know what you are“, J snarled walking up to you
and placing his hands on your shoulders so he could rub them gently.
this, baby?“, J asked smiling against your right cheek, before
placing a soft kiss on it.
you smiled back.
Griggs was covered
in his own blood, looking damaged as hell already, as he kneeled in
front of you, doing whatever Joker wanted him to do.
„And what do we
say now?“, J asked like a father scolding it’s child.
He put the crowbar
under Griggs chin, letting him know that even if he would say the
right words, no one could save him from a very painful death.
„I’m so, so sorry
(Y/N). I’m nothing than a disgusting little rat and I’m not even
worth looking you in the eyes to tell you what a filthy bastard I
„What do you
think, baby? I couldn’t have said it any better“, J whispered into
your ear, enjoying every second of the torture he gave to Griggs.
„Do you want me
to shoot him, now? Releasing him from the pain, already?“
Oh, what a wonderful feeling, to
have the life of this asshole in your hands now …
Griggs was looking
up at you, as if he was begging for death to take him.
„No, not now“,
you said without a smile.
The pictures how he
abused you several times were hitting your mind again after looking
down at him.
„Tell me what you
want me to do to him, doll. I’ll do everything you want“, Mr J
whispered, kissing and comforting your neck.
„Make him suffer,
until you can see how life runs out of his body“, you said with
such a cold voice, that even Frost in his corner found scary.
„Oooh, you heared
that, ashhole? We will have so much fun together“, Mr J growled.
„Frost would you
please be so kind and tie him to the table, I’m right there.“
Of course Frost did
what his boss said, while J was talking to you again.
„You wanna join
me, baby?“, he asked.
You shook your head
and smiled at him.
„He’s all yours.“
„Then let me
offer you a seat in the first row“, J grinned and turned the chair
-on which Griggs was sitting a few moments earlier- so you could
perfectly see how J would torture him on the table where all the
Arkham patients normaly became their shock therapy.
suitcase“, J ordered as if he was a doctor, who was ready to
Frost handled him a
medium-sized suitcase in which were placed several of J’s favorite
Knifes in every
form and execution and also a few guns.
Griggsy, Griggsy … do you know what happened to the last man that
even dared to stare at my girl?“, Joker asked taking one of the
knifes into his hand.
even speak anymore, he was scared as hell and he wished death would
take over him before the clown could lay one of his sadistic hands on
„He’s hanging in
some butchery near the city now“, Joker chuckled.
Tears of fear were
now running down Griggs cheeks.
If this guy just
stared at Mr J’s girl, what would only happen to him?
„Oh come on, I
thought you were a big tough guy. Why the fuck are you crying?“,
Joker laughed, while he was now ripping off Griggs upper clothes,
until Joker placed his knife on Griggs chest.
„You know what? I
only skin people who really deserved it, so we can say you’re a very
honored man“, Joker cackled, his silver teeth gleaming into the
light that was shining near the table, before he finally began his
screaming a perceived eternity, before Joker got finally annoyed by
it and executed the man with a gunshot between his eyes.
After work was done
Mr J looked at you, you seemed to be drowned in thoughts.
doll?“, he asked after packing his things together and handling
them to Frost.
You were standing
in front of him and couldn’t resist but fell into his arms and kissed
your way up to his neck.
He was purring and
growling at you in response, holding you even tighter after he
wrapped his arms around you too.
You were so glad he
was finally here.
„Let’s go home,
Patient File no. 145
People who knew (Y/N) (L/N),
would’ve been shocked how the encounter with one crazy clown had
They would never have thought about
her ever going crazy like that.
She was a good girl.
A lovely daughter, a great student.
But in all our sessions with her we
maybe found out that she was missing something all the time.
Her life was like a picture book
straight from the beginning, every line was drawn out for her
already, so she decided to draw a new one all by herself.
Painting it green and purple.
Or at least this was, what she told
Concluding we can just say, we don’t
know anything about her now.
The girl she used to be was gone
from the day on she met the Joker for the first time.