So, I unexpectedly went to a convetion to which I thought I wasn´t going to go, and a dear friend of mine, once she heard the news, she told me to be her MC as she was going to cosplay as Jumin. I was going to tell her no as I´m way to insecure about this kind of stuff, but I couldn´t. She´s very dear to me and I just couldn´t dissapoint her.
So after having her see all my clothes all day by pictures, she order me to go with a dress and to arrange some knee socks- luck that I already had them ^^” My anxiety started to get out of control. I never use dresses infront of friends and knowing that in the convetion many of my friends were going to be there frightened me alot as they were going to see me in a dress.
I was all day anxious about people somehow laugh about my figure or from wearing a dress and think how ugly I looked on it, but in a way I thank my dear friend to order me to use it as everyone who was around me were kind and made me see that perhaps it´s fine for me to use a dress, shorts or skirts around my friends, tho this is still a long fight with my inner demons…
Still, I think this actually opened my eyes :´)
Note: I do not posses any similar clothes to MC´s so this was a tough thing to do ^^”
PS: Isn´tmy friend soooo hot as Jumin? She killed me many times, really <3
By the way if you´re interested about her cosplays, She has a cosplay page on facebook called Rucky Art and Cosplay! <3