so not super important but a post i’ve been meaning to make for a while and continuously forgetting about, p much just me briefly explaining I don’t Hate Anyone™
I am used to talking to a grand total of two people per day, this is what it has been for months, with the occasional third conversation that lasts a few hours max and is typically single-subject oriented. As of late I’ve had anywhere from 6 to 10 people attempting to talk with me at any one moment and while I !! am very flattered and genuinely DO want to be friends w/ all of you, I get extremely overwhelmed and wind up dropping the majority of my conversations/not replying at all and then being too anxious to jump back into them. I don’t want anyone to take this as a ‘yeah so don’t talk to me lol’ sort of thing because I mean it when I say that I like you guys and I like that you want to talk to me and I want to talk to you as well !! I mean it, sincerely !! But I felt a need to express that the reason I don’t reply is never because I’m bored of you or don’t like you or anything like that, it’s an entirely me problem and while I understand that problem is annoying as fuck it’s still something I’m working on, and in the meantime I… appreciate the patience lol?? Shout out to people who message me more than once during the day and don’t get angry when I reply super late lmao I’m sorry and I appreciate u a lot,,
ANYWAY YEAH I’M JUST SUPER SORRY LOL?? I feel bad b/c i’ve added a lot of you to skype and rarely say anything and it’s just my anxiety and avpd acting up and I know it can be rly annoying and anxiety inducing for you guys and I’m sorry again orz
YO MY PGC QUEUE IS GONNA RUN OUT IN A FEW DAYS. I’ve fallen well behind and don’t have time to edit and upload everything super fast like so it’ll be going on break for a bit.
Usually when work is slow I won’t be called in, but despite there not being a lot going on I’m still working everyday and I don’t have time for anything. My day is literally wake up, work, come home, eat, shower and sleep. Adulting sucks. I’m still working on poses and junk as well. I might post some more Red stuff while I get my shit together.
Sure! I’ll take this weekend to figure out how things work first, hopefully we can get things up and running next week.
Btw, are y’all interested to participate in a CD stream? It’s slightly more difficult to work things out though, because we all live in different timezones and it’s hard to find a common time where everyone can visit the stream conveniently. Plus, not everyone have fast internet so it might be a problem, too.
Edit: anyone familiar with discord? I’ve signed up, so how do i make a private server? lmao
i fell asleep before i could watch ftwd but i’m gonna watch it later!! also i’m so glad 90% of the tag is people complaining :) i love it :) edit: mMMmmMM so i hear … nick eats some FUCKING DOGS …. maybe not
okay i start my senior year of college tomorrow i can’t even believe it like i’m dreading it cause i will have less time to make edits and stuff and to blog constantly and will have a ton of homework but i’m also happy because this is my last year and then i will be done with school forever