(never!

i was a girl 
who lost herself 
because i battled too hard
trying not to lose someone else
—  you over me - a.m

It’s scary to find someone that makes you happy. You start giving them all of your attention because they’re what makes you forget about everything bad that’s going on in your life. They’re the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep just so you can start and end your day with a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone but it’s scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away when they go.

Learn to love your darkness.
—  love yourself (flaws and all) // Hina Syeda @abillionlittlethoughts

Other ways to say “I love you”:

i. My hands gravitate towards yours, fingers intertwine without trying, and lips touching without thinking.

ii. Whatever “soulmates” are, you are more than that to me.

iii. It’s as if I knew you from my past life, and how grateful I am to get the chance to meet you again in this one.

iv. Your heart is a black hole, the kind that pulls you into darkness with no way out, but the gravitational force is so great there is no escape for me, and even if scientists discovered a way out, I would never want to leave.

v. My heart was a barren field and you planted a bulb. You let me blossom and in time, I became a garden.

vi. All I see in your eyes are particles of eternity.

vii. Making peanut butter and jelly sandwiches becomes special when it’s with you.

viii. I was never afraid of death, but I’ve found myself more careful when crossing the street and walking home at late nights because I don’t want to miss anything.

my problem is that
i expect to be saved
by the same people  
who allowed me to drown
—  stupidity - a.m

“I never knew missing someone could hurt this much.”

- Day 331

anonymous asked:

Bonnie, I HATE to ask this because I don't want to sound ignorant and I don't know if this is the specific Chinese dialect you speak, but is there any way you can accurately translate this? Supposedly its Daisy talking about r//eylo 很多粉丝支持蕾伊和凯洛·伦凑CP,黛茜你觉得他俩这对靠谱吗 黛茜·雷德利:不靠谱,就这么简单,《最后的绝地武士》给我感觉很不一样,观众对凯洛·伦的看法会产生巨大转变,蕾伊觉得凯洛是想赎罪,她也能理解他,我很高兴他们达成了某种理解,但归根结底,凯洛是个人渣,所以我觉得…… 马克·哈米尔:哈哈哈哈,他只是被误解了,想念爸爸 黛茜·雷德利:(学马克说话)他只是好孤独。所以我觉得,我能理解粉丝会什么会这么想,但我不支持他们凑

first of all all written chinese is all the same so dw about it, second of all:

q: a lot of fans support rey and kylo becoming a couple - daisy, do you think it’s likely?

daisy ridley: not at all, it’s that simple. ‘the last jedi’ gave me a different feeling. the audience’s view of kylo ren will change. rey thinks he can be redeemed, and she understands him, i’m glad they can come to this kind of understanding, but in the end kylo is scum, so i think…

mark hamill: [laughs] “he’s misunderstood, he misses his father”

daisy ridley: (copying mark’s tone) “he’s just lonely”. so i think i can understand why fans would think this way, but i don’t support it

“Writing is actually such a lonely thing to do. Sometimes you spend hours and days just within your own head, without even realizing that you haven’t spoken to a living soul in ages. And from time to time it scares me how much I enjoy to do just that: Get away from everything by spending time with these people in my mind, in worlds I created, with ever purple skies and never fading summer nights.”

- // someone once asked me if people would get addicted to dreaming if it wasn’t a natural mechanism and I have found exactly that kind of drug in writing

j.d.m.

And if your heart

never breaks

even just a bit,

have you really know

what life is?

Hi // ma.c.a