(even tho it was made before)

So done with white people

really is this something to made this big. like when you wear it do people criticize you no.. so why are you doing this if you have no right to. I swear white people get offended so easily even when they have nothing to do with it. Like telling someone they can`t doing something when they have the right to? you should learn about the person themselves before you start yelling. or at least get a education yourself. like if you have a problem with solar wearing a bindi even tho shes Buddhist please unfollow me and get yourself a proper education. if you arent this type of person congrats you are a decent human and i hope you have a good day  

the signs as rpdr season 9 queens

Aries: Alexis Michelle
Taurus: Eureka
Gemini: Cynthia Lee Fontaine
Cancer: Farrah Moan
Leo: Aja
Virgo: Sasha Velour
Libra: Valentina
Scorpio: Charlie Hides
Sagittarius: Shea Couleé
Capricorn: Nina Bo’nina Brown
Aquarius: Trinity Taylor
Pisces: Peppermint

Genndy is a hetero married man who made HIS characters (that you’re not entitled to deciding what happens to them) who are grown-ass adults that can make their own decisions become romantically involved and half of the fandom is just crying about how The Straights™ get everything they want and/or that Ashi is ruined…

…even tho Genndy planned this for a long time and even talked before bout how he wanted his main character to have a girl to travel with cos it’s something he dreamed about as a young boy and isn’t that was a lot of people do, who have OCs? they project themselves on them? was he not allowed to do that with his own OCs?

and like damn, Genndy’s probably just happy to let his most iconic character have a passionate and wholesome moment after nearly dying for the billionth time, but no it’s somehow an agenda of being homo/acephobic or something about how Ashi is only there as a trophy for hetero romance despite having an entire character arc built up and learning to trust someone after having been brainwashed her entire life - like who better for her to fall in love with but a man so positive and full of goodness, the one she was told was nothing but evil and must destroy???? on her journey to find Jack and learning more about the people he helped, how could she not become infatuated learning not only that everything she knew about him was completely wrong, but that he’s an actual legit nice person to admire the strength and bravery of? what’s rushed or forced about that?

if Ashi was a man yall just wouldn’t say a damn thing about her agency or how quickly they got together, and I think it speaks bigger volumes about you as a person if you’re reducing her to merely a romantic device trope only and ignoring how amazing she is and has been as a character who doesn’t need to be rescued like a damsel or that she needs a Dad to teach her like she needs to be infantilized lol

if you stop seeing her as an incredibly great woman just cos she fell for an incredibly great man that’s all on you and your issues lol

and yeah you can criticize and hate the ship all you want, but so much of your reasoning and logic is flawed and I’m allowed to criticize it too


the olicity q: [16/?]

anonymous asked:

Bro. Bro. i want to take a sip on this krisgate. I only joined this fandom last year so I've only read the legal side of kris leaving -law suits, sm cover up- and ive never read details because most articles talk about all 3 vaguely. Omg. What is all of this? Is there a luhan-gate and tao-gate too? what. happened.

WAit??? do new baby exo-ls really not know exactly what went down during the breakup of 2014?? like is it really that vague did sm cover up that much??? this is wild i feel like im homer abt to bestow the odyssey on all of u xdbskznks if i don’t post that means sm’s sent someone to take me out

it was all really confusing tbh because qe were getting info left and right and some of it was just rumors to instill panic but like basically kris didnt tell exo he was leaving he just straight up rolled out a window or something and then filed a lawsuit and it was wild bc exo started unfollowing him on ig really suddenly (rumor has it they were forced to do it mostly bc baekhyun kept following kris despite everyone else unfollowing before he suddenly unfollowed and a really wild rumor flew around that said that they used violence to make bbh listen) exo m was back in korea and on lockdown and suho did have one interview where he talked about kris (i dont really remember but i think he was telling kris to come to his senses or something this might be made up tho but i think sm was attempting to get kris to not file the lawsuit first) exo had their first concert tour in a couple days and it was honestly v sad i bet they were exhausted :( lawsuit stuff were coming out and exo didnt even talk about kris again until their second happy camp (even tho they didnt even use his name anyway) and like 2014 was a mess bc when a new lawsuit news development came out suddenly baekyeon was found out (conspiracy theorists say their relationship was used to distract the public from sm’s lawsuit and their human rights violations)

anyway luhangate was relatively less dramatic mostly bc luhan told exo about it. he was basically hospitalized from being overworked the months before but sm kept making him work and his last stage was the concert in beijing and im pretty sure the rest of the band knew he was leaving because they all looked sad and kept clinging to him (specifically yixing and minseok) and luhan looked so teary eyed and so so so tired and sick it was heartbreaking. luhan left and suho said something about supporting luhan even tho luhan filed the same lawsuit as kris

taogate was just….woah….because he sprained his ankle and he was made to get medicine by himself and at the beginning of 2015 he was apparently “sent” to LA for rehab for his leg but i think exo already knew at that point (there were no bday wishes for him on ig at least not publicly….im emo…..my baektao hort cried) then a statement came out that taos father wanted him to leave for health reasons and tao just never came back he started making new music but technically speaking he hasnt filed a law suit and is technically under contract (unless they negotiated by now idk) so he wasnt allowed to sell albums, he still made mvs tho and rumor has it he still talks to exo members when he goes back to korea and he said he still talks to luhan but probably not to kris tbh….

tbh the whole 2014 mess was why exo cried so hard when they won the daesang at the end of the year because they thought they’d lost it all after everything and they worked so hard to get it back….my babies….tbh also krisgate was the reason why let them rest culture began among international kpop fans….we’re all still hurt….and thats what you missed on glee

Originally posted by spypartygifs-blog

Imagine Lance going to school and pretend to be happy and make jokes all the time then when he gos home he would get yelled at or something like that to clean up the house even tho it was his little brothers and sisters who made the mess. Then he would take a long af shower where he would just sit in the shower and contimplate life and just cry and then spend like five more minutes in the shower washing up and shit like that and then go to bed. Then the entire cycle repeats again untill one day he just breaks down at school and decides he hates his life so much so he decides to off himself in the guys locker room shower that people barely use and Shiro and Kieth catch him right before he decides to hang himself.

You know what? I’m gonna say it.

Y'all fucking yelled and cried about power rangers before it came out but now y'all don’t give a fuck, I doubt those of you who hyped it up didn’t even see it, so go fucking see it, it’s a great movie with great characters and plot, y'all fucking screech about forced hetero relationships and guess what? This movie has NONE, this movies main cast is mostly made up of people of color, one of whom is autistic and they even bring it up in the movie, and another is a confirmed lesbian by the director, tho it’s not brought up well in the movie, it’s still confirmed, and guess what? I wanna watch the rest of the 5 films that they have planned, so PLEASE go watch Power Rangers

before seeing Logan: it’ll be kinda sad for the franchise to end, but I’m tired of Wolverine being the poster-boy of all the X Men films and they’ve made too much crap material with him even tho I love Jackman’s portrayal and I love the character but I am glad they’ve finally decided to stop, it’s a good decision, this is the right time, I’m ready

after seeing Logan: everything about me is grieving

Joker Imagine - Self harm

Anonymous said:

Hi! Can you write one where joker finds out the reader is selfharming? Like when he catches he doing it?

!!!! WARNING !!!! 


Side note: I’m not trying to romanticise self harming in any way. It was requested and (warning, an opinion is coming!) I think that people should write anything really. I mean, for some murder can be an awful topic. If no one wrote about crime, there would be no detective stories, comics etc. Just saying! 

Originally posted by won-der-land89

Your P.O.V.

The pain was one feeling that made me feel alive. I didn’t feel completely empty, numb and dead inside when I made myself feel something. When the blood tickled down my skin or the electricity pinched me, I felt alive. Funny how a few weeks ago I was scared to do this, so terrified that my boyfriend the Joker would find it. I still was, but I reached a point where I couldn’t stop.

I cut myself, not so it was super obvious, but sometimes here and there. What I mostly did was something different. I used a few wires and a battery to give myself shocks. It hurt like fuck and rarely left marks. Of course my skin was bruising but J wouldn’t suspect a thing. It was better so. He wouldn’t understand anyway.

I was a disgrace, a stupid girl who couldn’t do anything right. I felt like J would kill me off sooner or later because no one would want someone like me around for too long. Right? Who the fuck would put up with me for longer than a couple months? I was surprised J hadn’t realized what kind of a fool I was by now.

It was Monday evening in Gotham city. J was out somewhere with his goons so I was all alone in the penthouse. The day had been okay so far, but then things turned upside down when I was alone. My thoughts were clogged with bad memories, all the negative things people had told me, my super awful years and simply depressing thoughts. Like Joker hated me, he only used me, the entire world hated me. Stuff like that.

A couple hours passed and then I found myself in our purple bedroom, sitting on the floor close to the bathroom just in case I had to hurry there. I stared at the electricity gadget in front of me. My vision was a little blurry because I had been crying earlier. Tonight seemed worse. I needed something worse than some shocks. ‘’Fuck it’’ I spat out and got up, walking hazily to the bathroom. I opened a white drawer and grabbed a razor. The small cold metal could do a lot of bad things.

I looked at my almost clean wrist. It was very tempting since I used to cut my legs. J would see if I had a lot of scars on my wrist. One couldn’t be too obvious. So I took a deep breath and placed the sharp metal on my wrist, pressing it gently to add pressure.Then I just stared at it with my heart beating harder than normally. I just had to drag it, down, then it would be done.

‘’Come on now’’ I growled at myself, getting angry because I couldn’t find the guts to do it. Then I leaned against the bathroom wall and I tried again. I just couldn’t. My gut twisted because I was a little pissed off with myself. ‘’Do it you sick idiot! It’s not like anyone cares’’ I spoke out loud once I saw my reflection in the mirror. I saw an ugly worthless girl. I gritted my teeth and then let the anger take the best of me. I made a deep cut and then I dropped the razor on the white tile floor. It took me a couple seconds to realize what I had done.

Blood started oozing out of the fresh cut and it hurt more than I expected. ‘’Oh no’’ I whispered and quickly pressed the wound with my clean hand. I made a huge mess! J would get so mad if he saw a ll this blood! ‘’Shit shit shit’’ I hissed under my breath and hurried to another drawer, pulling out a towel. Then I fell down on my knees and I tried to clean the blood. It just soaked the green towel and my bleeding wound kept making a mess. Before I could do anything else, I was stopped.

‘’What the hell is going on?’’ I heard a very familiar voice by the bathroom door. My entire body froze on the floor, every single muscle and cell just tensed up once Joker’s voice rang through my ears. How long had he been here?

‘’Accident..it was an accident’’ I lied with fear in my voice. Then I started getting lightheaded. I felt like I could just go to sleep for years. But I was also scared shitless now that J caught me. ‘’Don’t..lie’’ He tried to say as calmly as he could, but Joker wasn’t the best anger controller. I could tell that he was fucking disappointed in me. The way he spoke sent a shiver down my spine.

I fucked up.

‘’I’m not lying’’ I whispered with tears in my throat. Suddenly I felt like I could sit on the floor all night. I ignored eye contact and I focused on breathing. In and out.. in and out..

Joker growled something under his breath and I could tell that he struggled to keep as calm as he was. Then he kneeled down in front of me, roughly grabbing the towel and then my arm. I had to bite my lips so I wouldn’t start whimpering when he pressed the towel on my cut, pressing it so the bleeding would stop. He faced down so I couldn’t see if he was super angry or sad. It honestly scared me a little bit.

‘’I swear I-I’ll clean up’’ I broke the silence, because it was killing me. Suddenly J raised his head so he could face me. His red lips were pulled into a thin line and there was a dark, perhaps dull twist in his icy eyes. I tried my best to look into his eyes without crying, but it didn’t take long to fail. His silence was just awful because I knew what he was thinking, what he was doing. 

Tears blurred my vision and before I knew it they were rolling down my face. My body started trembling and then I sobbed quietly. Why wasn’t he speaking to me? ‘’Why?’’ I finally heard his voice. Now he sounded both angry and somber. I covered my  eyes with my other hand and I tried to wipe away my tears, but I couldn’t stop crying. It’s like all my feelings I had kept inside wanted to burst out. I opened my mouth to speak, but I couldn’t. I didn’t know how to explain it to someone who could react in ways I couldn’t imagine. Even tho he was my boyfriend..

Joker did the unexpected. He scooted right next to me and pulled me closer to him by wrapping his strong arms around me. I leaned against his chest. Soon after he started comforting me the best he could, which was a lot coming from him. J ran his fingers up and down my back, slowly, but so I felt his presence. Then he let me cry. I felt like a kid, crying wildly before it could speak. That was exactly my situation.

‘’What made you do this?’’ He asked me with a raspy voice when I calmed down a little bit. I grabbed the towel hard and I tried to take a deep breath. I had nothing to lose anyway so I could tell him anything. ‘’My thoughts’’ I started with a small voice. I had to tell him, because knowing J he wouldn’t let me off the hook until I told him the truth and if there was a person behind something. Once a guy yelled at me in the club because I apparently bumped into him, ruining his outfit with a drink. J shot the guy in the head, just like that.

‘’My thoughts are so mean to me, it’s like I have a bully in my head’’ I tried to explain something. Then I sniffled and blinked a couple tears away. J played with my hair and let me continue. So I simply told him anything that came to my mind. I told him about my past, my bad childhood, stupid exes and how the voices in my head seemed to get louder and more cruel. Everything.

‘’I just feel so worthless, like you’ll dump me soon and then I’ll have nothing’’ I whispered, partly hoping that he couldn’t hear that part. Suddenly he stopped playing with my hair, making me nervous. I hadn’t looked up to him while talking so I didn’t know his mood. I turned a little so I could look at his face. He seemed surprisingly sad. His red lips were parted a little bit and his eyes were very tedious. First he looked into my eyes, then my tearstained cheeks and my wrist where his eyes stayed. 

A wave of guilt slapped my face. I made him look so sad. It’s all my fault..

‘’Why haven’t you told me anything before?’’ He wanted to know, this time being the one avoiding eye contact. My heart skipped a beat. I expected him to pull out his gun and put a bullet through me. ‘’Because I didn’t want to bother you J. I-I didn’t want to seem weak’’ I explained myself carefully. J shut his mouth and looked at me again. Then he put his big hand on my cheek, gently. ‘’You’re not weak baby. Damn..’’ He growled and tilted his head from side to side. He was probably debating inside his head whether he should sound harsh or try to stay calm.

‘’You took down a group of armed men by yourself, you managed to get a cold man like me to feel things. Remember when we met?’’ He questioned me with a deep and raspy voice. I nodded, wondering why he brought that up. ‘’You weren’t scared. While everyone else were down on the floor, scared for their lives, you stood out. You walked up to me and I could have shot you, but no. You were so brave. So you’re not weak. If you were weak, you’d be dead by now’’ He told me very honestly without sugarcoats.

‘’But you must promise me something, and I’m not letting you break that promise’’ He warned me seriously. I knew what he would say, but I still waited. ‘’Don’t ever, I mean never ever do this to yourself again’’ He tried to make a deal. The tone in his voice was harsh and I knew why. He wasn’t playing around. ‘’I promise’’ I sighed and faced down, feeling ashamed. I couldn’t do anything right.

J touched my jaw and made me look at him. ‘’I trust you kitten, I really hope you can keep it. The next time you feel this way, speak to me. We can either talk and be like normal people, or go and find a toy to torture. You don’t have to hurt yourself when there’s plenty of people around’’ He suggested  seriously with a small smile. The suggestion sure sounded more thrilling.

‘’I’m sorry J’’ I apologized and sighed. I knew I’d have a scar on my wrist to remind me of this whenever I saw it. ‘’Mmh’’ J breathed out and shut his eyes.I didn’t even want to picture what it would be like to find him in my shoes and me in his. If I ever saw J so broken, I’d break too. Did he feel the same way about me? Or was I in deeper than he was? I had no idea and I didn’t want to find out.

‘’Let’s clean you up’’ He declared after a while. Then he got up and helped me on my feet as well. After sitting down and bleeding for a while, standing made me lightheaded. J put his hands on my shoulders so I could let my blood flow and clear my head. ‘’Thanks’’ I murmured silently. Damn this crying made my head hurt.

‘’And just so you know, after a bath and sleep we’re going to find your old bullies and torture them’’ J let me know and then he started filling the tub. I looked at him, first without an expression but then the corners of my mouth carved into a wicked smile. He truly cared about me. ‘’I can’t wait’’ I replied and then the flame of revenge burnt down my misery, at least for the moment.

I’d make them suffer for ruining me..

Late Night - Jughead Jones

Pairing : Jughead Jones x Reader

Word Count : 694

Warnings : None

Requests are open

This is my first imagine and english isn’t my first language so I’m sorry if this is shit.

You had now been in a relationship with Jughead Jones for almost a year. Altough you guys had your ups and downs, you we’re still madly in love with eachother.

Jughead loved you for your sweet personnality and positive thinking. Everything he saw in you was perfect. Your kindness, compassion, realness, the list goes on. He loved how everytime someone felt uneasy, you would get out of your way to make them feel comfortable. You would never be mean or rude to anyone. Hell, you would'nt hurt a fly.

What you saw in Jughead was different. Everyone knew him as this freak, introverted maniac, who stayed until late hours of the night at Pop’s dinner. You saw something different in him. An amazing boy with an intelligence that rised to the roof.

Of course, trying to have a conversation with him was hard at first since he had a hard time opening up to people. But you continued trying to speak with him anytime you saw him in the school’s corridors. Eventually, he started trusting you and he was the one coming up to you asking how your day had been.

One day, Jughead asked you on a date. You said yes and felt butterflies in your stomach. The time you had was wonderful and you couldn’t wait for your next night out. Jug eventually became your boyfriend and you his girlfriend. After a couple months of dating, you we’re now laying in his bed trying to find sleep.

You had been tossing and turning for what seemed like hours now. Your raven haired boyfriend who had been laying by your side, was fast asleep. The atmosphere of Jughead’s room was warm and soothing. You could feel his warm breath against your neck and small snores we’re escaping his mouth. You sighed, annoyed that you couldn’t be in a deep slumber like him.

Your boyfriend’s arms we’re protectivly holding you when you heard a sharp and quick noise coming from the window who suprised you to death. You gasped and slid the covers up to under your eyes.

The noise continued and you soonly realized it was only rain. You began feeling calmer but only for a few seconds when a loud noise struck outside. You shrieked and covered your whole head with the blanket you shared.

“Are you okay?” A husky voice came from beside which made you flinch. You turned your gaze and met your boyfriend’s. His eyes were squinted and his hair was all over the place. Even tho the room was dark, you could tell he had a worried expression on his face.

“There’s a storm outside.” You quietly answered. He sighed and rubbed his eyes. You did feel bad for waking him up. It was'nt at all your intentions. He studied your face for a few seconds before saying,

“Come here.” He opened his arms and you moved closer to him. His arms heated up your body in a matter of seconds. You nuzzeld your head in the crook of his neck as he held you firmly. Jughead’s lips met your forhead and you automaticly relaxed. You moved your head and looked at him in the eyes. He did the same and you guys stayed like that for what seemed like eternity. Jug then smiled to himself and shook his

“What?” You asked, still in a small voice.

“I’m realizing how lucky I am to have you. You’re so beautiful (y/n), I don’t know what I did to deserve you. You felt your cheeks getting red while you smiled back at him. He continued,

“And I love you very much.” You leaned in and kissed him. Your hands on his torso, he deepened the kiss by leaning more into you. Your lips moved in sync together before you backed away. He gave you a small smile before saying,

“Now come on, go to sleep.” You snuggled back into his chest and wispered back barely audible for him to hear,

“I love you too Jughead Jones, from the bottom of my heart.” And altough you thought he didn’t hear you, you felt a smile appear on his face.

170402 Jikook/Kookmin

Okay so this is about the Hollywire interview, which I’m positive (and 100% sure) that it happened on the 2nd day of the concert in Anaheim.

Ah before starting, I need to make myself clear as well. This is basically guess, assumption, opinion etc. which is made by a Jikook/Kookmin shipper (me xD). So it can be very biased, of course, even tho I try my best not to be biased, since I’m the type of shipper who only believes in what she sees. But yeah, you can disagree and dislike it, but I hope no one will be rude to Jikook/Kookmin shippers in general because of this. Please don’t judge other shippers just because of me is what I mean :-)

So let’s review what happened that day 1st.

I’m not sure if this happened before or after the soundcheck, but I guess it happened after, since they were fully clothed and wore makeup. 

On that day (you can refer to this fanaccount for more detail), I basically summed it up as Jimin rejected a backhug from Jungkook. We didn’t know what happened in detail, but I assumed they had a small quarrel, and perhaps, perhaps Jungkook was the cause, so I observed some unnatural things below.


Somehow I notice Jungkook is pretty cautious towards Jimin, like his wary eyes looking to Jimin’s direction here:

Like he looks pretty uneasy:


And when they are asked to do the Bangtan bangtan bangbangtan cheer, 1st Monie gives the sign to Jimin by touching him:

Notice how quickly Jungkook reacts while Jin is still holding his hands together:

As Jungkook’s fingers lands on Monie’s hand, Jimin’s are supposed to be next:

Like normally your hand should go down, but Jimin’s hand suddenly goes up (he changes its direction very clear, please refer to the original video to see):

and then literally lands in the air before some other members put their fingers there and he places his on

Okay, I totally mean that he avoids skinship with Jungkook.


Moving on, I’m pretty sure most of you noticed international playboy Jungkook is back, he keeps placing his hand on the wall behind the interviewer’s back, but another coincidence happens right after Hobi places his hand on Jimin’s shoulder:

It’d be a coincidence for me if Jungkook didn’t see it, and his expressions weren’t like that… You know, one thing adds to another… So he’s getting close to the interviewer again with that hand on the wall.


Next, when the interviewer asks “who’s the most intense on stage?”, even tho she said all were indicating Monie, my shipper’s eyes can’t help but notice Jungkook is actually pointing at Jimin (the camera didn’t film Jungkook’s face so I couldn’t verify if he was looking at Jimin, so I could be wrong here).

And Jimin is clearly not very amused even tho he was smiling just secs before…


When they are asked who takes the longest time to prepare…

He has this kinda look when he looks at Jimin, I dunno how to explain it, like kinda sulky(?) :

but he mumbles “Jimin” anw xD

While everyone is smiling Jungkook is “…”

I’m like 80% sure that I notice that tongue-in-the-cheek-thing here after Jimin being complimented and everyone having fun (except for our baby), but I could be wrong because of the lighting…

Maybe someone who can gif can try to gif this moment and somehow tries to make the lighting differently so that it’s easier to see? I dunno, I’m dumb when it comes to technology, sorry, I tried TT_TT

If this is really true then at this point I’m pretty convinced he just does that thing unconsciously whenever it comes to Jimin. It’s nothing bad tbh, please don’t make a big deal out of it…


You can watch this interview which happened on the same day as well. I mean it’s so rare for them to stand next to each other and have no interaction at all, esp. there’s this heavy air surrounding them. Look how when the interview just starts, Jimin distances himself from Jungkook this much:

All in all, I make this not to cause any controversy/worry about their relationship. They’re humans, they have feelings. They can be mad, they can quarrel sometimes. That doesn’t mean their relationship will break or collapse or anything of the sort. I just find it interesting to observe their interaction with each other, in good or bad times.

And I’m pretty sure they solved it not too long after that. I mean, hello, 21st century girls’s moments (maybe Jimin hit Jungkook’s chest because of that haha * joke joke *)

So yeah, thank you so much for bearing with my horrible screen caps and writing. I mean, I tried my best, so… 

Also, if anyone has anything about Jikook/Kookmin that you wanna discuss with me, please feel free to do so (pretty please, I’ve been using this for a while but I have no one to talk with TT_TT)

Again, thank you for spending time reading this~~~ and have a nice day or good night wherever you are~, be happy with Jikook and Bangtan ♥


When You’re Stressed (iKON)

“How do you think Ikon would cheer you up when your stressed or how would they react to you being stressed? Thank youuuuuuuuuu ☺️”

(gif credit to the original owners)

He would be concerned. Over time, he would start to notice that you looked a little paler and that the circles under your eyes had darkened. One day, he would shyly come over with some snacks. He would awkwardly stutter out that you hadn’t seemed yourself lately and knew cuddles and food would definitely give you a chance to relax for a bit. Would then get all blushy and sweet when you pulled him in for a massive hug bc it’s just what you needed.

Originally posted by sugutie

I think he would pretty much notice it straight away. It saddened him, you were just acting differently and he couldn’t figure out why. So, he would go out of his way to talk to you about it. He’d call you or go and see you to talk everything out. He’d want you to just vent, let everything go and some stress with it. In a mum-like fashion, he’d tell you to rest and take a breather. He’d ensure you got the break you deserve bc he probably wouldn’t rest if you didn’t.

Originally posted by porkdo-bi

(he’s so cute he doesn’t look real wow)

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I promise -  Zach/ Justin (??)

Originally posted by gabstatoes

Songs to listen while reading: Boys like you by Anne Clendening and save myself by Ed Sheeran.

word count: 1569

Enjoy! xxx

It’s been  5 weeks since Zach broke up with you. You didn’t really remember the reason anymore, the moment he spoke the words ‘I’m done’ you zoned out completely. You loved Zach like you never loved anyone before. He made you a better person, he made you smile again, he healed you but as long as the healing took breaking you again was easily done in less than a minute. You remembered him saying things like ‘focus on school’ and ‘it’s not your fault it’s mine’. To summarize his speech: clichés and bullshit. Even tho the two of you broke up you still hung around with Zach’s friends since they kept texting you to ask how you were. They were all there for you and you really appreciated that about them. You appreciated that they didn’t just forgot about you from the moment you weren’t Zach’s girlfriend anymore. Justin tried to be there for you the most, you didn’t understand why but you just went with it. But then one of the worst things that could happen happened. It was a Thursday evening and Justin came over since you couldn’t focus on your homework. He entered you room and sat next to you on your bed.

“y/n I have to tell you something.” He said on a quiet tone. You looked up at him and frowned not moving and waiting until Justin spilt  what was on his mind.

“It’s about Zach. He has a new girlfriend..”

“What? What the actual fuck Justin, how is that even possible. He can text me every two days saying he’s sorry and asking if I’m alright but he goes fucking another girl behind my back? What a dick!”

“What he kept texting you?” Justin asked, he seemed shocked.

“Well yes! I only answered once or twice but still.. did he always played me like that?” you asked starting to feel disappointed, mostly disappointed in yourself. Why didn’t you see through his façade, why did you fell for all the pretty little lies.

“What a fucking idiot!” Justin shouted on a frustrated tone. You didn’t say much the rest of the night the two of you just watched some movies. Justin held you the whole time letting you cry just a little longer, just like you needed. You just couldn’t understand how Zach just went on like that, the two of you’ve been together for 1 year and 8 months and he moves on in 5 weeks? Seems like you weren’t that important. Justin stayed the night and you went to school together. When you entered Liberty High the first two people you saw were Zach and his bright and shiny new girlfriend. She was laughing with one of his jokes, playing with her hair looking all pretty. Maybe that was the thing, you weren’t bright and shiny you were dark and twisted. You were nothing like she was, at all. You were drowned in thoughts when Justin pulled you by your wrist.

“Don’t show him you care! I will hold you as long as you want every night but please don’t show him you care.” You smiled. Justin really cared about you, he made you feel safe. Justin walked with you to your locker and the two of you kept talking about basic things, taking your mind of the biggest douchebag on the planet when suddenly your phone buzzed. You froze when you saw who it was.

“You look beautiful today. – Z “

You looked at the text with wide eyes. Justin picked your phone out of your hands and reads the text.

“You got to be kidding me! I never knew he was like that.” Justin said

“I have an idea, there I a party at Jess’s place tonight. I didn’t think you would want to go but you really need to get outside and have some fun, take your mind of things.”

“How can I take my mind of it if he will be there.”

“Good point. I’ll make you avoid him! Just come pleaaasee.”

“Okay, it’s not like it could get any worse right?” The day past by very slowly. It seemed like everywhere you looked or went Zach was with his new girlfriend. They seemed happy.. he seemed happy, maybe even happier. When you came home you started to dress yourself up for the party. You took the bottle of tequila that you hided in your closet and took a good sip. You’ve been doing this for a couple weeks now. It made you calmer, it made things bearable. You fixed your last peace of hair and went outside where Justin was waiting in front of his car. You got in his car and of you went. The party was great, you drank enough so you didn’t feel stressed out anymore and you were dancing on a table with a couple girls. You felt like you needed to thank Justin for this, he made you come. You really felt like you had a new best friend who unconditional cared about you. You stumbled of the table and made your way outside. When you walked out you collided against something that felt like a brick wall, well a brick wall would have been better because it was Zach. You didn’t feel like seeing him so you just went with a: “Well this is awkward.” and walked away.  You found Justin at the beerpong table so you decided to join. You swung your arm around his neck and laid your head on his shoulder.

“I really want to thank you Justin. This party was a good idea expect of me colliding into Zach but I just walked away like it was nothing! I’m so proud of myself!” you mumbled out. You were obviously drunk. Justin laughed with your drunk talk. He thought you were cute like that.

“So you’re doing my sloppy seconds now Foley?” you suddenly heard from behind you. Justin and you turned around seeing Zach walking over, he handed you a bottle of water. As much as you needed it you didn’t want it, from him.

“You can keep your water Zach, you don’t have to take care of me.”

“I see, Justin takes care of you now hunh.” You scoffed, was he really slutshaming you when he was the one having someone else while he kept texting you. You felt anger boiling up. You’ve been so hurt and he knew it all, it seemed like the only thing he wanted was to hurt you even more and you hated him for that.

“Says the boy banging another chick 5 weeks after he dumped me like I was trash. Oh and the best joke? You kept texting me ever since while you’re with her? You must be so proud of yourself Zach. Big Z having two girls at his feet. Idiot.” You never talked like this to him, it was probably the alcohol but it felt good speaking your mind. You were done being played, a guy like that didn’t deserve another tear. You just walked away, you needed another drink after all that. You fixed your drink and walked out the front door and set down at the front porch. Of course It didn’t take long before someone sat down next to you.

“I didn’t mean to be so rude y/n.. I’m sorry.” There he was again the one and only big Z.

“I don’t need your sorry, you should say it to Justin. He’s your friend you humiliated him.” It went quiet for a couple minutes.

“Just come home with me y/n, you’re drunk. You need to sleep.”

“Your girlfriend will love that story, don’t you think?”

“y/n.. I never really wanted her. I wanted to make you jealous. I miss you and I really want you back. I made a mistake, please give me second chance.” You turned your head looking him straight in the eye.

“Oooh Zach.. you’re so sweet. You know you’re really a good liar?” his face turned from a smile to a confused look.


“You heard me, I don’t believe your pretty little lies anymore. I see it now you needed a little toy to kill the time and I was there vulnerable and damaged. I was an easy target, but I won’t let that happen again.  I may be dark and twisted but I’m not stupid. So right now I’m going back inside getting Justin to drive me home and when I come back out you’re gone and I don’t want to see you ever again. Bye Zach.” You stood up and did what you said. You felt stronger than ever before. You felt like from today it would be different. You would be strong and independent, and that was a promise to yourself. Justin drove you home and stayed the night so you weren’t alone in your house. He knew you hated that.

“I’m so proud of you y/n, from no one things will only get better.”

Justin whispered in your ear and honestly you felt the same. It felt like you could conquer the world from now on. Just you and your best friend and nothing else mattered.

“You’re the best Foley. Never leave my side.”

“I promise.” He whispered before placing a kiss on your forehead.

Let me know what you think and thanks for reading! xx

+ did you found my Grey’s anatomy and paramore references???

anonymous asked:

I was wondering about how open the characters are about their sexualities and gender identities and such. I mean, p much everyone isn't a straight cis person, but is everyone aware of that? In this universe, is that chill, or is the friendgroup just a bubble of being awesome even tho the school doesn't know, or what? Also- have you ever made a post with all the character's identities/disabilities before??? Ok, sorry to bother you, and I LOVE this comic!!! The art and story is gorg and engaging ❤

 hello  ❤

ngl,  I didn’t initially want to discuss their MIs, sexualities and gender, because I didn’t want people thinking it’s being romanticized, or that the characters would be reduced to naught but.. their gender/mental illness. But. Still. Representation is important and I am. So tired of mentally ill characters being demonized dude.  

I kinda thought their school would be, all liberal? It’s a big fancy schmancy school where nobody.. Really cares what you do with your life, so long as you don’t bother ‘em. But that’s just most of the students. (not all.) 

So. let’s start with Dallas. He’s trans, but he’s passing. He doesn’t struggle with being misgendered a lot, since he A. Doesn’t really talk much in the first place, and he talks in a really, tired, Jane-Lane-season-1 mumble.But y’know, the more observant people Talk, since middleschool, he’s changed A Lot. Tl;dr, Dallas is not out to anyone he’s not close to, just the rest of the baseball team, Mr. Beaumont (Tyler’s dad, and their geometry teacher), Coach Williams, and, maybe, Wendy. 

Dallas is bisexual, he has psychotic depression and dyscalculia. Established that his therapist is a massive douchewad, there’s probably something else that’s gone undiagnosed. (something along the lines of dependent personality disorder, and etc)

Malek, there’s always names for People Like Malek. He’s unabashedly pansexual. He’d really date anyone who can make him smile. He’s out to everyone, (that includes his aunt’s live-in boyfriend.)

Malek has anxiety that often gets dismissed because he doesn’t show signs of being mentally ill. 

Poppy is not out to her parents. She’s out do Dev, and the rest of the school knows she’s bisexual. She doesn’t have a filter, and she says what she wants, and then afterwards she feels terrible to have acted like a jerk. She’s a real soft, good kid inside. She has BPD, and ngl, I wrote her to have struggled with ED when she was a bit younger. 

Jonas/Parker is autistic. I’ve talked about him and Dallas’ disabilities here. He’s bisexual, but he is not out to anyone but Phoebus and Tyler. I think he could be interpreted as someone who has PTSD from abusive parents, but I need to do much more research on this.

Ari is nonbinary. They’re not out to anyone except the baseball team. They use any pronouns. He/She/They, it don’t matter for a nihilist like Ari. They have AVPD, and it’s pretty hard for them to open up to.. Anyone at all. It’s Just Hard. They tend to lash out on people. 

Phoebus is an amputee. He’s had a rough tumble with osteosarcoma, but he’s alive, and it’s all that matters. Sometimes he gets tired, he uses a wheelchair. He has depression, but, like Malek, it tends to get forgotten because he doesn’t show signs of being mentally ill. He’s pansexual, and he’s out to everyone.

Blake is gay and a cocktail of undiagnosed cluster B personality disorders. He’s too afraid of seeing a therapist, He is not out to anyone outside of the baseball team, but People Talk. 

Ben is HoH. Dallas is his bi awakening. I think he has ADHD and PTSD, but I’m still reading into it.  For Spoiler-y Reasons, I Can’t Disclose Too Much.

Sara is lesbian. She doesn’t care about people knowing, but she only tells people when boys hit on her. Again, I can’t disclose too much about her personality without it being too spoiler-y!

Tyler has OCD. At the moment, he’s assumed he was straight up until he let himself get close to Blake. Blake makes him feel all sorts of wiggly and angry things in his stomach. He wants to kiss Blake but he also wants to punch Blake in the head sometimes. His Feelings Need a lot of work. What’s it to have a crush on anyone anyway. He’s too young to be in love, and his greatest fear is to end up like his dad, divorced, always sitting late at night in a boring old office, disgruntled and malcontent, cursing while grading some dumbass’ paper. He’s not out to anyone, and everyone, including himself, assumes he’s straight.


Kinda trying out designs before I start to draw more of this au, how do clothes work on mermaids?? Like are clothes even necessary? They’d certainly give a better variety for the girls tho. Plus I like to think they wear clothes only for special occasions such as formal events, battles and etc. But we’ll see if I scrap that. 
Also kinda made a sort of difference between “human” and “seraph” characters by making seraphs more fish like in a way. Sorey being a dolphin, thought of making Alisha one too and Rose like an orca? Mammals of the water world basically. Or such… I’m not too knowledgeable on underwater creatures and no time to really research so… (btw Mikleo was kinda inspired by the angel fish, it’s a freshwater fish, but you know, I’ve got a lot to work out hahaha) (also drawing Sorey as a dolphin was tots like drawing Sora from KH in his mermaid thing lol).
But all in all my sketch game got better. 

Ideas are totally welcome, I might not answer but I do read your comments and I’m thankful for them!


Make me choose between…
Anonymous asked: Humankind or The Universe?

“Stars die and are born in places like this one […] They condense like raindrops from giant clouds of gas and dust. They get so hot that the nuclei of the atoms fuse together deep within them to make the oxygen we breathe, the carbon in our muscles, the calcium in our bones, the iron in our blood, all of it was cooked in the fiery hearts of long-vanished stars. You, me, everyone…we are made of star stuff.” - Neil deGrasse Tyson

NCT U reaction to seeing their S/O sleep next to them


It was your first night together and he woke up before you did. Your sleeping face was the first thing he saw when he opened his eyes, and immediately started smiling. He thought you were so damn cute while sleeping he couldn’t look away, he didn’t want to look away. He would give you a peck on your nose which woke you up. ‘’I’m sorry I didn’t want to wake you up’’ You just came closer to him wrapped your arms around him and continued sleeping on his chest.


He’d adore you so much. He would stare at you and just keep thinking how beautiful you are and how he even deserved you. He would carefully stroke your cheek, he didn’t want to wake you up so that’s why he was being really gentle (he always was tho). When you woke up he would smile at you ‘’good morning angel are you hungry? i’ll make you something’’


You were so adorable to him when you were sleeping, he also kept laughing at those little noises you made. Gently kissing your forehead because he couldn’t resist (imagine your the mic lol). Even though you were asleep he would still show you affection by holding you close to him.


Usually you were the first to be awake, but every time it happened that he woke up before you he’d be so quite and careful because he didn’t want to wake you up. Everytime you rolled over to hold him (it is your sleeping habit so he was used to it + he finds it absolutely adorable) he would wrap his arms around you just to pull you closer to him.


Jaehyun and you had a deep talk at night since both of you couldn’t sleep. After a while you suddenly fell asleep, when jaehyun noticed he stopped talking and started smiling he wasn’t even mad you just fell asleep during his story, he understood since it was really late already. just like Taeyong he couldn’t stop staring at you, you were too damn beautiful for him. After a while of staring at you he would also fall asleep. The next morning you woke up in his arms which made both if you blush a little.


You decided to watch a movie at home as a date night, but in the middle of the movie you suddenly fell asleep. At first Mark didn’t notice because he was so into that movie but your breathing and soft sleeping noises made him look at you. He thought you were too damn adorable to just wake you up so he decided to turn off the TV and sleep on the couch next to you. He would hold you close and give you small pecks on your head. Also he made sure you were comfortable the whole night.