(and it took ages)

you can’t even be upfront if you’re flirting with me because when the last partner i had asked me out i took pictures to send to my friend and went “what do they mean???” so like don’t try to be subtle because legit being asked out flew over my head so your small smiles and stuff won’t cut it

yo yo yo itsa tag game

rules: answer 20 questions and tag 20 people you wanna get to know better

tagged by: @bleeding–teabags

Name: Mars

nickname: Marmon, Mat Damon, Marms

zodiac sign: gemini

height: 5'5″ (at most)

nationality: Canadian

fav fruit: raspberries

fav season: summer

fav book: The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern

fav flower: spotted touch me nots 

fav scent: warm rain

fav color: vibrant blue or bright pink

fav animal: good big ol dogs

coffee, tea, or hot coco: a nice herbal tea

average hours of sleep: 8-9 hours is about average for me

cat or dog person: both but dogs just slightly more

fav fictional character: lance from vld or taako from taz

how many blankets do you sleep with: one big warm heavy one and a small blanky from when i was a bab

dream trip: just like,,,, anywhere in europe ive never been outside of north or central america

blog created: gonna be 4 years this october

im tagging: @scum-dog @cipheral @balentay @intrepidescapist @livefromacardboardbox @boulevard-of-broken-reeds @justanotherjakeenglish @speciallybakedgoods @underscorephoenix @l3monsaresweet @halfways-to-hell @placebohorse @sir-salmon and anyone else who wants to do it

I think one curious little thing is that we, at first sight, never get shown Viktor’s expression in this moment when Yuuri suddenly pushes him way, leaving many wondering how he actually responded to it

HOWEVER

they did add his reflection in Yuuri’s eyes and it makes me cry because he’s SO CONFUSED AND HURT BY THE SUDDEN REJECTION

it just ties in so well with Viktor’s fear of rejection (I wrote about it here) where he desires emotional and physical closeness but fears being pushed away at the same time AND I JUST

PROTECT THIS MAN AND HIS SOFT HEART AT ALL COST

HE DESERVES ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD HE’S SO PURE

I’m so in love with the thought of Viktor guarding the depth of his heart and at the same time he wants nothing else but to have someone take care of it for him with all the love and care they can muster so he can give them all his love in return 

it just makes me remember this line 

I think Viktor’s heart is just as fragile as Yuuri’s but in a completely different way, instead fueled by Viktor’s loneliness and longing for someone to stay close to that would never leave him

I’M SO GLAD YUURI WAS ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF VIKTOR JUST AS MUCH AS VIKTOR CARED FOR YUURI AND THAT THEY BOTH FOUND LOVE AND HAPPINESS WITH EACH OTHER IN THE END