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happy (late) birthday zen 

Look at these darling schipperkes at @old-friends-senior-dog-sanctuary

The white road

I am 24 when my doctor tells me that I was abused. She doesn’t tell me what happened to me, or plant any memories that weren’t already there. She takes what I have told her and she puts it all inside those six letters, that one word.

Before she takes my memories and gives me that word, I tell her that I have made the appointment because I want to know why I can’t stand being touched. I tell her that I’m 24 and I’m sick of flinching when shop assistants hand me my change, just in case their fingers brush against my palm and there is that fire again, the one that rushes up from my bone to the membrane of my skin any time it comes into contact that I wasn’t expecting. I tell her that I have been trying to do this properly, from dating to everything else, and it’s like I’m blocked. It’s like I’m missing a piece of myself that makes me an adult, or perhaps even a human, and I don’t know where it’s gone.

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I’m vegetarian and my ex-boyfriend was always against it so when we broke up he’d always send me pictures of animals dying and being slaughtered.In revenge I used his email address to sign up to lots of vegan newsletters now he gets 23 weekly newsletters that he can’t stop because he can’t log in and cancel them. Also I created a Facebook and used his mobile number. With the account I followed loads of vegan pages and turned on notifications so that  he gets a text every time somebody posts on the page. Don’t mess with me


all the boys // panic! at the disco

Someone wanted process on FB (there’s not much unfortunately plus there’s that whole weird skip where there was a lot of layering/overlaying/curve using).

international zen


For an art project in school I got an old book from my teacher, and I’m reading and painting stuff on the pages :p I’m gonna try to fill the whole book, it’s 280 pages! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ 

KILLING STRANGERS: music for a malec gunmen au | { listen on spotify }
— requested by @f-f-f-fight
— also thnx to @affictitious, @abloodneed, & @highwarlockkareena for all the insp.

  1. Killing Strangers - Marilyn Manson
  2. Can’t Kill Us - The Glitch Mob
  3. Glitter & Gold - Barns Courtney
  4. A Violent Noise - The xx
  5. If I had A Heart - Fever Ray
  6. Red Sex - Vessel
  7. Night Section - Data Romance
  8. To Them We Are Only Shadows - Worm is Green
  9. Bad Blood - Tumbleweed Wanderers