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anghraine asked:

That's it! I think I wrote another fic about Lyra Organa (back when I had no idea it'd ever be Jossed lol), too, but I don't know if I ever posted it at AO3 or how much ghost!Anakin was in there. There was some in the 50 sentences fics, though.

It was 50 things Luke Skywalker and 50 things Leia Organa, isn’t it? I also read them on AO3 once (if my memory is correct) and I remember a mention of Leia’s children (Bail, Lyra and Padmé), and mentions of Ghost!Anakin too (the sentence I remember the most about him is the one where Luke has a feverish dream that it feels like burning, which leads Anakin to tell him what happened in Mustafar).

I admit this is the main reason why I so want Ghost!Anakin in Episode VII, at least in one scene: to show that he is still checking over his family and making visits to them. My hopes are really low, but if they manage to put at least one scene of Anakin talking to Luke, I think I will die happy :’D

anonymous asked:

Kill Me, love.

He was standing out by Dean as they worked on a case together, they were actually doing things together, though they thought domestic life is a great thing, and it was, it was better than they imaged, but they couldn’t let this hunt up, it was in the blood, to hunt. 

Once they got to the location, they went in, not paying attention to anything, and while on the missing Dean cut got a cut on his hand. Now most times a cut wouldn’t matter, but since that cut would later bite Dean in the butt, it seems this one will. They went until they found a person and at first they didn’t realize it, but the place was being taken over by the Crotoan virus, and it just got into Dean’s blood. They saw the people but then they started charging after them and they quickly ran for cover, and once they found a place to hide they looked at Dean’s wound and cleaned it up. Dean had been a little dizzy so he let his lover rest and went out for a walk.

While out on the walk he found a telephone pole with Croatoan carved onto it. He pointed to it, and looked around for anyone, trying to see if anyone, that was still around, even knew about the pole.

That was when it hit him, Dean, his lover was infected by the virus, there was one thing he didn’t do and that was go back to where they were hiding out, he went over to the area he found all the people and pulled out two guns and started shooting them all down. Once he had killed everyone that he could find in that area, he went back to the hiding place and walked over to Dean.

He started to cry, his lover was going to die because of a fucking virus that he’s fought before, only then it didn’t involve him and his lover. He leaned down and kissed Dean on the lips, only Dean didn’t wake up, but Dean did still have a pulse, he felt the heat from Dean’s body. He whispered to Dean softly. “I love you.” And little did he know Dean was able to hear that and he heard “I love you too.” He kissed Dean again and then waited until Dean went back to sleep and closed his eyes and started to cry, he shook his head and pulled himself together. He needed to see to do this. He pointed the gun at Dean’s head and closed his eyes and shoot Dean. And like that he took his lover’s life. He leaned down and kissed Dean, and kissed Dean on the lips and closed his eyes, and shot himself in the head. He didn’t want to be without Dean, and before he died, he made sure to grab Dean’s hand and lace their fingers, so when they are found, whoever finds them, will know they loved each other, and the thought of going on without the other was to hard to handle. 

Just like that, a hunt took both of them, it infected Dean, his lover. And he couldn’t handle being without Dean, because he made a promise to Dean, and that was to always, be with Dean. And he made sure of that.

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Belakangan ini seolah aku bukan aku. Rasa takut yang kian menggerogoti pikiranku semakin menjadi-jadi. Takut. Ya, aku hanya takut dengan apa yang akan mengujiku nanti. Lembaran kertas yang disana, tercetak angka-angka maupun huruf yang akan menentukan kelulusan. Empat hari, sebagai penentu kesuksesan pembelajaranku selama tiga tahun. Dengan kata lain, empat hari untuk jerih payahku tiga tahun.

Aku? Memang cuma bisa mengeluh ini-itu, tanpa ada usaha yang signifikan. Aku hanya takut, tanpa ada usaha yang aku jalani. Malas. Hanya itu yang aku kembangbiakan. Mengeluh memang tidak ada guna, aku takut karena aku tidak bisa. Coba, bandingkan dengan orang yang bisa, mereka tidak akan memiliki ketakutan seperti aku.Tidak akan.

Aku sering mendengar kalimat; ‘apapun yang terjadi dalam hidup kamu, itulah yang terbaik’. Dulu aku sangat yakin dengan kalimat itu, tapi sekarang…aku agak ragu. Ragu karena aku takut kalau yang terbaik untuk aku itu ternyata sesuatu yang buruk dimata mayoritas orang. Ya, aku tahu, itu akhir-akhirnya akan berujung pada ‘kegengsian’ semata. 

Lucu, memang. Kalau aku hanya mengandalkan keberuntungan saja, pasalnya, aku jarang beruntung. Tapi bodohnya, aku malah tidak mau berubah. Terus saja berada pada posisi tersebut. Seringnya, mengalah sebelum berperang. Takut terus yang di dahulukan. Penyesalanlah yang sering menghampiri. Aku hanya takut. 

Takut.

2º Capitulo

(….) As coisas acontece ..
Você: Oi nanny
Empregada Nanny: O senhorita !
Você: Já falei pra vc parar com essas coisas neh aff.
Empregada Nanny: Tudo bem _Seu Nome_.
Você: Mããe
Sua mãe: Fala !
Você: então mãe já tudo pronto pra eu poder ir ao brasil neh !?
Sua mãe: Sim sim daqui a 3 dias você viaja.
Você: Mas mãe era só no mês que vem .
Sua mãe: Aconteceu uma coisas e foi adiada faça tudo oque você tem que fazer .
Você: Mãe não da tempo.
Sua mãe: Você que não me da tempo garota vai sobe .
Você: Neh da para conversa nessa casa !
Sua Mãe: Se você soubesse conversar,Ah não se esqueça amanhã temos um jantar muito importante com a família do amigo do seu pai.

—Você Narrando—

Ai meu deus neh da pra conversa nessa casa, A eu vou tomar banho coloquei a musica da minha diva Lana Del Rey e vou pro banho …
depois de tomar banho coloquei uma blusinha simples e um shorts e uma meia que vai até a canela, Troquei de musica coloquei uma musica antiga do John Travota e fui dançar apesar de tudo a unica coisa que eu ainda dou valor…Ensaiei até não poder mais minhas pernas estava doendo um pouquinho mais as vezes é necessário sacrificar umas coisas para conseguir outras, deitei em minha cama e mandei uma mensagem para minha mana Jully…

_-MENSAGENS-_
(Você e jully)

—Amiga não vou mais viajar mês que vem !
-Jully: Nossa porque amiga !
—Ahh porque vou viajar daqui a 3 dias ..
-Jully: Para você sabe que eu não gosto dessa brincadeira ..
—Não estou brincado amanhã vou ir lá de baixo da ponte e depois vou ir a um jantar ridículo , depois vou voltar e dormi no dia seguinte arrumar minhas coisas se despedir e depois vou ir viajar…
-Jully: Caramba quem mandou você vijar em três dias posha oque vai ser de mim sem vc agora mana …
—calma amiga depois de amanhã eu vou ir ai te ver ta ?!
—Jully: tá bom …eu vou ir dormi ta minha mãe acabou de bater na porta do quarto, tá bjs tchau miga te amo se cuida !
—Tá tá sem melação em mais em também te amo ..

____-Outro Dia-____

— Você Narrando —

Ai que dia lindo hoje nada o estraga, Vou tomar banho e me arrumar para a flayer coloquei essa roupa …


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