((wow that got away from me! er... how about both in one

I’ve wanted to talk for So Long about the portrayal of anxiety in YOI but I’ve been having so much trouble putting together what I want to say in the most effective manner. I kept trying to come at this in a more analytical fashion, but considering that this is such a personally important topic to me, I’m going to try a more emotional approach. Something I don’t normally do.

So really, to start off, I wanna say that I’m so damn thankful for the way Yuuri is written. Really, seriously. I don’t think I’ve ever had the ability to relate more to character; Yuuri is close to a mirror of my own experiences with anxiety and it’s so fantastic to have a model of development and growth for me and people like me. I found the portrayal to be frighteningly accurate, from types of thoughts, behaviors, mannerisms… I think the episode that stood out to me the most in terms of Yuuri’s anxiety was ep7, aka Yuuri’s on-screen panic attack episode. 

The first thing I noticed was this: 

I can’t tell you how many times I’ve found myself in that exact position. I bounce my legs when I panic, just like Yuuri is doing here. Head in his hands, breathing heavily, bouncing and jostling limbs. This isn’t the Mary-Sue cutesy portrayal of anxiety–this is a real anxiety disorder. It’s not pretty. It’s not easy. It can’t be fixed with a single word or a touch or a person. Quite frankly, it’s ugly and you lose control of your body. 

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Pack Mother - Derek Hale

Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Scott McCall, Liam Dunbar, Isaac Lahey, PackMom!Y/N.

This is going to be a full series but I thought I’d give a disclaimer to prevent any confusion. This is kind of an AU where characters that left the show are still in the pack, just for more of a family vibe.

You walk into your home, your arms full of groceries. “Y/N! You’re here! Stiles got hurt and-” Scott looked up at you desperately.

You dropped the bags on the floor, your instincts kicking in. You kneel in front of Stiles and he smiles at you weakly.

“There you are. I told Scott you’d get here before I died.”

You stroke his hair. “Hush. You’ll be fine.” You kiss his forehead. “You feel warm. Scott get me the thermometer.”

The boy nods and heads to the bathroom.

You examine the gunshot wound in his chest, you put pressure around it but he flinches. “Hey, hey it’s okay. Trust me?” You caress his cheek and he nods. You yell at Scott to grab you some gloves and alcohol while he’s in the bathroom. He returns with everything and you put the gloves on before taking Stiles’ temperature. “It’s 102. You may have an infection.” You sigh as you flip the lid of the alcohol open. “This is going to hurt…and I’m sorry.” You wince as you begin pouring some of the liquid on his wound. Stiles screams in pain and you look at him sympathetically. “It’ll feel better when I’m done. You won’t die, Stiles.” You feel in the hole in his chest for the bullet. “Scott, help me flip him.” Scott nods and you push Stiles over. You take his jacket off and cut his shirt open. “It’s a clean shot. You’ll be fine.” You breathe out in relief.

You send Scott to find you a needle and thread while you tend to Stiles. You’re alerted when a man walks into your house. He looks vaguely familiar but you’re at a loss. “Can I…help you?” You stand up and look at the man in your doorway.

He smiles as you approach him. “Hi..I’m Derek Hale. Scott called me.”

So that’s Derek Hale. You knew you knew him. “I’m Y/N Y/L/N. Nice to meet you.” You smile before returning to Stiles. Scott walks in and hands you the supplies before going to talk to Derek. You begin stitching Stiles up, trying to comfort him.

You weren’t exactly sure when it had happened, it just sort of did. You’d become the pack mother. Every pack has either a mother or a father figure aside from the alpha that everyone imprints on. In this case even Stiles had grown close to you. You were a couple years older but you loved them. They practically lived with you and even though you’d gone to school with some of them, you were like a second mother.

You finished the stitches and went to the kitchen to get Stiles a drink. You returned and propped him up on a pillow. “Drink.” You hand him the bottle.

He tries to give it back. “I’m not thirsty.”

“You’re going to drink the water or I will open your mouth and pour it down. Now drink.” You push the water back to him and cross your arms. He sighs and takes a sip. “More, Stiles.” You warn and he rolls his eyes. He drinks more and you turn to Scott. “He should be fine, as long as he does what I tell him to.”

“Thank God. I couldn’t take him to the ER because of my mom. Thank you so much.” He hugged you and you smiled.

“Of course, Scott. That’s what I’m here for. Is everyone coming for dinner?” You both pull away and Scott nods. “Derek, do you want to stay?” You smile at him and he nods.


“Wow. Sourwolf has had a change of heart.” You hear Stiles say quietly.

“Stiles lay down and be quiet” You say as you look over your shoulder. He does as you say and you look back to Derek.

“How do you get them to listen so well?” He chuckles.

“She’s the pack mother. This is the Y/N I was telling you about.”

Derek nods. “You are great with them, Scott tells me a lot.” He smiles.

“I’ve always been a motherly person so I guess it’s just natural.” You hear Isaac enter with Jackson and Lydia.

“Take your shoes off.”

“How do you know they aren’t already off?” Isaac asks.

“Are they?” You smirk at Derek as he watches you interact.

“Maybe. What do you think?” You can practically see the goofy grin on his face.

“Judging by the way the three of you are walking I’d say no. Heavy-footed geniuses.” You turn to look at them, all of them with their shoes intact. “What did I tell you?”

Isaac laughs and you glance back at Stiles. He gives you a thumbs up and you smile.

Everyone else arrived and you were cleaning the kitchen after dinner. Derek was helping while the others watched TV.

“So, how does it feel to be a beta to an alpha in high school?“ You teased Derek.

“I don’t know, you tell me.” He smiles.

You laugh. “Touché. I am the pack mother though, that has to count for something.” You turn your attention the Liam and Issac play wrestling. You hear everyone making bets. “Boys!” You cross your arms and everyone turns to look to you.

“Sorry, Y/N.” Liam and Isaac say in unison.

You turn back to Derek. “So why haven’t we ever met?” You hop onto the counter and face him.

“I’m not sure? It’s kind of strange considering we’re in the same pack.” You both laugh. “I’ll tell you what, let me take you out to dinner and we’ll get to know each other better.” Derek smiles.

“Hmm. I might just have to take you up on that.”

“Tomorrow at eight?”

You grin. “It’s a date.”

Scott turns his head. “You guys are going on a date? I didn’t think you’d get along.”

“And I didn’t think you were nosey.” You give him a look and he quickly turns back around.

You’d given Derek your number and he had texted you the next morning to tell you to dress up. You figured you’d go with your slinky blue dress and black heels. You sat on the couch, scrolling through your phone when you heard a knock at the door. You opened the door and you were greeted by Derek.

“Hey.” He breathed out, taking in the sight of you. “You look gorgeous.”

You smiled. “Thanks.”

“You ready to go?” He asks, holding his hand out to you. You nod and take his hand, following him to his car. He opens your door and helps you in.

When you arrived at the restaurant he lead you inside. You sat down and he smiled at you.

“I just find it so weird that we didn’t meet until yesterday.” Derek says.

“I know. I’ve been apart of the pack for a few months and I’d only heard your name.”

“Well, I hope you heard good things about my name.” He smiles.

“Mostly..aside from a few comments from Stiles.” You laugh.

“That makes sense.” He grins. “When did they all imprint on you?”

You take a sip of your drink. “About…a month and a half ago. It happened when Scott got hurt. He’d gotten bit pretty badly and he wasn’t healing.”

“Yeah, I remember that. Nobody would let me see him.” Derek nods.

“That’s because I wouldn’t let anyone in.” You smile. “He was under my constant care. I didn’t sleep for weeks while I was watching him. Scott imprinted and everyone else followed suit.”

Derek smiles. “I’ve never met a pack mother so…”

“Young?” You smile and he nods.

“Not that there’s anything wrong with it…to be honest with you I think it’s very attractive.” He smirks.

“Really? That’s good to know. I’ll have to be extra motherly when you’re around.” You laugh.

When your date’s finished Derek drops you off at home. He walks you to your door.

“I had a really great time tonight.” He smiles at you.

“Me too. We will definitely have to do this again.” You nod as you unlock your door. “I’m doing pack dinner again tomorrow if you want to come.”

“Yeah, I’ll be here. Alright, well I’ll see you tomorrow.” He smiles. “Bye, Y/N.” He heads for his car and you go inside.

He didn’t kiss you. Did you do something wrong? That was probably the best date you’ve ever had. You go to bed that night with Derek clouding your thoughts.

Imagine Jared and Misha teasing Jensen because you, his favorite actress and celebrity crush, got a part in Supernatural and he acts like a fanboy.

“So how’s it going guys? It’s been quite some time since I last saw you and so much has changed!” the interviewer said with a smile as the three men nodded their heads.

“Oh yeah definitely! I mean I- I died, so there’s that.” Misha said with a shrug and Jared and Jensen snickered “You know-” he spoke up again, raising a finger “I think the only sad thing about it is that it wasn’t Jared that did it, it’s sad for him at least.” he looked at the taller man you nodded his head with a grin.

“Agree, absolutely agree! So I am just here and apologizing to you Misha, I will try harder next time to convince the writers to let me do that!” he said and Misha laughed himself.

“Well, glad to know you guys are taking well to that!” she laughed.

“Oh yeah, he’s a Winchester. He’ll be back, we don’t worry about that.” Jensen shook his head and Misha grinned.

“I love just how normal this sounds in the fandom to be honest!” she chuckled “Speaking of which: there has been a new addition to it, right?”

“Uh the Nephilim, right?” Jared spoke up with a smile “Yeah, I am sure this will be so much fun, we have already filmed a couple scenes and I’ve read some of the future scenes too and it’s all so much I honestly didn’t know they could take it this far! I really think he’s one of the most interesting characters we’ve ever had.”

“That’s amazing, try not to kill him to fast boys.” she chuckled an they laughed.

“Well, I’ll- I’ll try to hold Jared back since he wants to turn this into Friday the 13th all of a sudden!” Jensen said with a grin, pointing at his friend.

“Me or you? Dude, we need to avenge our friend’s death even if he is not directly responsible!” Jared shook hs head with a laugh.

“You said you’d like to kill me yourself just a second ago!” Misha exclaimed and Jared shrugged.

“That’s exactly what I mean. Took away the perfect opportunity!” he said so simply that it actually made everybody laugh.

“Glad to see you still love each other just as much as the first day, even after all these years.” she said with a giggle.

“Oh trust me!” Jensen piped in “I still want to off both of them just as much as the first day of meeting them!”

“Seriously?” Misha laughed at him as Jensen grinned “What am I supposed to say then you assholes?” he said in disbelief and Jensen shook his head, laughing wholeheartedly.

“Yes, yes we really are a family here as you can see!” Jared said with a big smile.

“That is great to see then.” she chuckled, flipping through her card for the next question “Other than this one addition to the show, one we’ve really been waiting for actually there was one that has been announced this summer and it really surprised everybody! I’m talking about a new ally that we may not know the actual name of but know is going to be one hell of an appearance since she’s portrayed by an amazing actress as (Y/n)!” she said with a grin and Misha and Jared smiled widely as the glanced at Jensen, whose head hang low.

“Oh there we go.” he mumbled and she raised an eyebrow.

“And that would mean?” she asked as she too a look at the snickering Jared and Misha.

“You know I actually thought I was going to avoid the embarrassment but nope, here comes possibly the worst moments of my life.” Jensen rested his chin on his palm and sighed, a little too dramatically.

“Why so?”

“You’ll see. Oh you’ll see.” Jensen mumbled, glancing at his friends from the corner of his eyes.

“Oh relax, we’re not gonna embarrass you… a lot.” Misha said with a shrug as Jensen scoffed.

“Well, let me explain everything cause you seem confused.” Jared got on a serious face and Jared just hid his face behind his hands at what was coming “Jensen is a fan of (Y/n)’s. Like not the normal kind, if there is that, no. Not the ‘Oh I love your movies, can I have an autograph?’ absolutely not. He’s more like- Do you remember Becky from the show?” he asked and she nodded her head.

“Yeah, yeah I do. That kind of fan?”

“No, no.” he shook his head “Worse! Actually much much worse!” he exclaimed and Misha snickered “He’s seen all of her movies at least ten times each, and his favorites- oh those I can’t even count. He knows the dialogs better than the actors that have actually been in them. And he’s seen every interview she’s ever had, like every one of them I am not kidding you! And- and Chuck forbid if she uploads a photo or video on any of her social media oh dear! The first like will always be his! Always I swear!”

“And he sure as hell won’t stop talking or at least thinking about it all day!” Misha spoke up, looking at Jensen who was shaking his head with a small whine leaving his lips “He hasn’t commented on any of them, not yet but oh Castiel help anyone that dares say they are her biggest fan! Nope, they don’t live to see the next day come!” he shook his head “Absolutely not! And let’s not get started when someone mentions her, he will pop in worse than Castiel himself! He almost gave one of the make up artists a heart attack!”

“So as you expect-” Jared wet on from then “When we found out that she had actually audition for a role in Supernatural, we did our best to avoid him at all costs!”

“Why that?”

“Because he was a mess of nerves and stuttering and awkwardness. Dean around a woman has nothing in common with what he was just at the mere thought she’d be on set with us! He’d ask questions about himself, and what she’d think and then thing of everything that could go wrong and all the ways he could embarrass himself in front of her!” Jared said with a chuckle as the only thing Jensen could do was mumble 'I hate you’s.

“Wow I really think that filming this season is going to be interesting then huh?”

“Oh I’m already sure we’ll have the best gag reel ever!” Misha said proudly and Jared nodded his head.

“We can’t wait for the teasing- er I mean shooting to begin!” he said and Misha snickered.

“I- I don’t really know why I hang out with these guys anymore.” Jensen huffed, shifting in his seat.

“Well, although Jared and Misha made it pretty clear I’d like to ask you Jensen if you have anything to say about (Y/n) being in Supernatural?”

“Well, uhm I’m sorry for a moment I was too caught up planning their deaths.” Jensen cleared his throat, blinking.

“Pff as if. He’s too caught up thinking about her. Cough – celebrity crush for life – cough some more.” Jared said with a smirk and Jensen only rolled his eyes.

“I’m gonna try to ignore the moose and uhm say that, honestly and all jokes aside I was really excited that we were going to have such an amazing actress on the show. It’s not every day an oscars’ winner wants to be part of this. I know she declined several movies to be able to be here with us, at least for this season and if that’s not honoring enough I don’t know what is.” he shrugged “I think- honestly, know she is going to do an amazing job in bringing this character to life and give her the depth and feelings she really needs and yeah maybe it’s the fan in me talking but I really think this is going to be my favorite season so far!”

“Alright, it’s great to hear that from you guys now.” she flipped through her cards, her eyebrows shot up once she read the question.

“Oh wow, alright- so I have a you could say question here that has been sent by the actual authors of the show to me. They told me they wanted the reactions captured on camera and I couldn’t understand then but now I really do understand.” she chuckled, catching their attention.

“They said they wanted to tell it to you when giving out the script for the next episode you have to film but found this as a great opportunity to let you, especially Jensen, know.” she looked at them.

“I’m… kinda scared now.” he mumbled.

“They’re killing you off dude!” Jared said with a snicker “Shame you won’t have a scene with your princess.” he said and only got a hit on the head from him.

“Uh actually quite the opposite.” she spoke up “To Jensen: How does it feel being told that (Y/n)’s character is going to be Dean’s most serious love interest along with everything that comes with that?


request: “Hey! I’m just writing to see if I can request something along the lines of number 28 on your prompt list. I’m not gonna lie, I started laughing when I read that particular one. Oh! And is it also ok if I request it to be Marauder Era based? Thanks for your time!” + “Um, Sirius or James please!” — by @je-ss-i-ca

a/n: i was so excited to write this because it was my first imagine for sirius! hehehe. thanks for requesting and i do hope you like this! 😊 (this imagine may or may not leave you hanging. sorry wahahahah)

28. “If you say something, I won’t hesitate and slap you.”

Masterlist + Request here! 

    James Potter was proving once again how he was one of the most annoying people you have come to know as he made it a point to interrogate you while you tried to go to your next class which was History of Magic. And although an unpopular opinion, you actually liked that subject that you couldn’t afford to be late — but because of his constant questions, it was impossible to walk as fast as you can to the classroom.

    With a stomp of your foot, you stopped walking that made him sigh in what seemed like relief.

    “James, I need to get to class. So please pester someone else.” you pleaded.

     He shook his head. “But Y/N! You haven’t even answered my question. I’ve been repeating it the whole way and you keep avoiding it.”

    “How many times do I have to tell you? I don’t like Sirius that way!” you exclaimed louder than planned, gaining a lot of attention. “Look, I know what you’re trying to do. You’re playing matchmaker because you and Lily just got together but come on.” you threw your hands up in expiration.

    At the mention of his girlfriend’s name, you saw his cheeks turn a light shade of red.

    “Er — it’s not like that, it’s just — oi! Moony!” he looked right behind you to point at another boy who was also included in your circle of friends. “You got to help me, mate. Y/N needs to realize that she and Sirius are meant to be.” he held onto Remus’ shoulder once he walked over.

    Judging from Remus’ expression, it was obvious that he was trying hard not to laugh at how determined and desperate James sounded.

    “Remus, please tell me you’re actually siding with me this time and not with Prongs.” you turned to him.

    He finally let out the laugh he was trying to supress. “Sorry, Y/N, but I’m just glad I wasn’t the only one seeing it.”

    “Oh, you got to be kidding me!” you groaned. “But okay, fine, think what you want to think. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I am really running late for —”

    “History of Magic?” Remus guessed. “You might be forgetting but you have that class with James, me, and —”

    “Sirius.” James finished while wiggling his eyebrows.

    You wore a horrified expression on your face at the realization and you abruptly slapped them both on the chest quite hardly.

    “Blimey, Y/N. What was that for?” James complained as he dramatically rubs his chest.

    You narrowed your eyes on the both of them. “If you say something, I won’t hesitate and slap you. On the faces.”

    Both of them mockingly raised their hands up in surrender before laughing, making you roll your eyes and finally head to the direction where the History of Magic classes where held.

    You couldn’t help but be preoccupied all of the sudden because of the possibility of falling in love with Sirius Black. Well, yes, you indeed found him attractive, but who didn’t? He was funny, charming, not to mentiom very handsome in your opinion, and he made you happy which seemed to be the thing that you liked most about him …

    “Y/N, over here!” Sirius waved his hand maniacally to make you look at him. When you did, he gestured to the empty seat beside him which undoubtedly was yours.

     You blushed involuntarily and marched towards him slowly, placing your books on the desk while James and Remus sat down behind the both of you, now whispering to each other which made you glare at them momentarily.

    “What’s going on with those two?” Sirius nodded at yours and his best friends, noticing how they were now snickering.

    You shrugged. “Probably something to piss Snape or whatever.” you murmured.

    It was a good thing that Professor Binns didn’t mind that the three of you were late because since it was only the second week since classes began, he urged that the students would get on with some reading first before discussing. You could see that he was scribbling some notes on the parchment in front of him with a book wide open beside it. You started wondering if you should prepare for a test in case he was planning it but in the same time —

    “Why is your face so red?” Sirius whispered and when you turned to look at him, your faces were only centimeters apart.

    The small distance between the both of you also made Sirius surprised that he moved away a little bit.

    You felt your heart rate quicken.

    “I-I don’t know what you’re talking about.” you flipped your hair over your shoulder, fanning yourself abruptly with your free hand. “Wow. It’s quite humid today, isn’t it?”

    Sirius chuckled, “Humid or you’re just really nervous?”

    Remus and James snickered again.

    “Why would I get nervous?” you demanded at the boy beside you.

    “I don’t know but something tells me it’s got something to do with Moony and Prongs.” he shrugged.

    “Hmm?” James popped his head at the space between your shoulders. “I heard my name.” he whispered just as Professor Binns lifted his head momentarily to scan the room.

    You stared him down. “You don’t have business here so can you just —”

    James ignored what you were saying and started to talk to Sirius. “You know, Padfoot, I have a theory that I think you might agree to.”

    “Potter, I’m warning you.” you spoke through gritted teeth, making sure thay it was only James who would hear.

    Sirius seemed interested in what James had to say because he smirked. “Oh, really? Does it involve our precious Y/N over here?”

    You swore something sparkled in James’ eyes (mischief, probably) at the mention of your name. “Definitely. Want to hear the theory?”

    “No, he doesn’t.” you quickly said.

    Sirius glanced at you. “Yes, I do.” he copied your tone.

    “James,” you warningly stated, “remember what I told you earlier.”

    He gave you a nasty grin. “Why so tense, Y/N? If it’s not true then you’re totally okay with me saying — wait, I know that look, you finally realized it too, didn’t you?”

    You blushed yet again, recalling the thoughts you just had before entering the classroom.

     "Yes, okay, fine, I did. So don’t do it.“ you pleaded.

     Sirius sighed dramatically. "Can you two stop being so vague?”

     You and James shared a look and you still asked him not to do it with your eyes. He was biting his lower lip, obviously deciding whether not to tell Sirius or not. Sirius, on the other hand, was impatiently gazing at the both of you waiting for an answer.

    Before you could process everything, Remus suddenly joined the conversation and clasped Sirius’ shoulder, telling him the words you were dreading to hear.

     "Sirius, we think that you and Y/N are meant to be. And judging by her reaction, she thinks so too.“ he said solemnly.

     You widened your eyes, furiously blushing at that moment. Your hand was clutched on your book, contemplating on throwing the book on Remus’ face, but it was Sirius’ calm voice that made you decide against it.

    "Is that so, Moony? Well, in that case, I couldn’t agree more.”

     And with that, the book that you were holding dropped on the floor with a loud thud, everyone’s eyes on your table while Sirius gave you a wink before turning away like nothing happened.

{Special} College!AU Yugyeom
  • major: applied mathematics 
  • minor: dance 
  • sports: on-campus dance team along w/ jimin + jungkook, mens volleyball 
  • clubs: math club is boring so he dropped it for tango club and is trying to make everyone else come and try it. jackson agreed, jb was dragged there against his will
  • where do i even BEGIN,,,,,,,he’s the most adorable person and laughs sO loud at his one professor’s math puns that everyone else thinks is just straight up Corny but no yugyeom is c a c k l i n g with his hand on his stomach and smacking his hand down against his desk
  • and the professor even is like sheesh it wasn’t THAT funny but yugyeom is close to tears
  • so why math??? well yugyeom had initially planned on doing like finance for businesses when graduating or something and he’s always had a good knack for problem solving
  • even though sometimes the way he does it is kinda????? weird
  • like there might be a formula for something, but yugyeom will find a short-cut around it or come up with a whole new way of finding the answer
  • and a lot of his fellow majors are like ?????? how,,,,is it magic??? math is a solid concept????? but like,,,,,is it,,,,,yugyeom is always like “you guys need to think more like newton,,,,,,,like would he have found out all this stuff if he thought we already knew everything????? nO!!!!!!!”
  • and you look at him and see this tall, silly boy with a shining smile and kind of a childish nativity about him
  • but then he’s telling you about his combinatorial analysis homework and how fun enumeration problems are
  • and you’re just like???? what language is he speaking in????
  • he actually really likes doing his homework before dance practice because solving problems gets his adrenaline going and tbh people might not see it this way but dance has a lot of math in it too
  • you have to know the sequence of moves, what angle to bend toward to make it look pretty, how much time you have and what moves should fit in at what intervals
  • but when yugyeom was like “our routine is like a reaaaaalllllly cool equation guys!!!!!!” everyone on the team was like what in the world
  • is a good student, but if you open his notes up you’ll see doodles in the corners of pages of like jinyoung frowning with furrowed eyebrows and yugyeom is like “look, even on paper jinyoung is mad at me!!!!”
  • part of what people affectionately call the F4 of the math department,,,,,the other members are well,,,,,,,the most important thing is yugyeom is the youngest one of this group and people are always shocked because they’re like whAT he’s so tall,,,,,,,,tho,,,,,is he really that young????
  • his dance minor is purely for his own enjoyment,,,,even though the majors who take classes with him all agree that he’s really rEALLY good
  • “jinyoung can you get me that book over there.” “the one at the top?” “oh you know what nevermind ill get it since you’re too short!!! wait don’t hit me im sorry im sOR-”
  • jb: “don’t egg him on like that yugyeom, you know what’s coming if you do.”
  • yugyeom rubbing the bruise on his head: “buT,,,,,,”
  • joined volleyball team because the coach really wanted him on the rooster (plus it fulfills one the credits for his dancing minor so double win)
  • spiked a ball really hard by accident and it hit the floor and literally. deflated.
  • yugyeom with his cute face,,,,,,but hellish strength like honestly jinyoung should start being scared jkjkjk
  • and you’re actually,,,,,,well you’re dating yugyeom
  • it all started with you being at the dance team competition since you’re covering it for the uni journal and yugyeom,,,,,,,,whose usually one of the stars of all of the teams choreographs,,,,isn’t there????
  • like when the team comes out to perform you can hear the hushed whispers behind you and everyone’s like “where’s yugyeom??” “where’s the really pretty tall one??”
  • and you see how stressed the team captain looks and you’re like,,,,,something must have happened
  • and you know you should stay there and cover the competition,,,,but your curiosity gets the better of you
  • and you slip out of the dance hall and make way down the hallway that is packed with different college dance crews, bags of makeup and uniforms and props lay everywhere and you find the door that has your uni’s team on it and you knock on it,,,,,,,waiting until you hear a reply
  • and you’re like “can i come in?” and the person says sure and when you open the door,,,,,,,,there’s yugyeom
  • and he’s wearing the outfit, pretty makeup and everything but he’s sitting with his hand is on his ankle and he has this look between pain and confusion
  • and you’re like “i,,,,,im from the uni journal but i saw you weren’t going to be performing and i got worried?? i ,,,,,, know this is weird we’ve never spoken before but -”
  • and yugyeom’s confusion fades but he still has a bit of a grimace before he smiles and says that he’s fine, just a twisted ankle
  • but you’re like “does it hurt? maybe you should see a doctor?”
  • and he’s like “it should go away, im massaging it,,,,,,,,,,,”
  • and you kind of frown and are like “how long have you been massaging it?” and yugyeom kind of nervously laughs and shrugs and he’s like,,it’s been about 40 minutes since practice ended-
  • and you’re like bOY that’s not a twisted ankle that’s a sprain 
  • and you’re like “you need to go to the doctor. ill call an ambulance.”
  • but yugyeom suddenly tries to get up to stop you but wobbles forward and you’re like o h nO and you run forward so he can lean onto you before he topples over and you’re like “sit.”
  • and yugyeom opens his mouth but you’re like “no no. sit. stay. im calling an ambulance and im telling the captain.”
  • and you do all that, and the captain says he’ll drop out too to go with yugyeom but you tell him you’ll handle it
  • and you basically ride with yugyeom to the ER where the doctor confirms that it is in fact a sprain and yugyeom needs pain meds + a break from practice
  • and after he’s discharged, you have his arm around your shoulders as you’re helping him so you two can catch a cab back to campus
  • and he’s kinda getting red in the face and you’re like ????? are you ok and he’s like “im still,,,,,,,,in the dance costume and makeup so it’s,,,,,,,weird”
  • and you do notice people are looking at you two but you just roll your eyes and you’re like “you look good, they’re just staring because you’re handsome.”
  • and yugyeom gets even redder when you call him handsome and you kind of bite back your lip because WHAT are you saying,,,all of a sudden,,,,,,
  • but it doesn’t end there no way buddy you both are getting all shy in the cab and the driver thinks you’re a couple and this is litERALLY your first day ever having a conversation with him
  • but yugyeom,,,,,,,,,,,,,,is,,,,,,,,,,woah like his visuals,,,,,,,,wow,,,,,,and you can’t help but deny being attracted to him on a physically level
  • but then you see how he innocently plays with his earring in the car, smiles when you guys are at a red light and there’s a group of kindergartners crossing the road, and how he keeps leaning his long legs (obviously cramped in the back of the cab) as close as he can to the side so you have enough space to sit comfortably
  • and when you pay for the cab since yugyeom’s wallet is back in his bag at the performance hall he gives you the most upset, puppy dog look and is apologizing and bowing 10000 times because he shouldn’t make you pay like this for him!!!!!
  • and you’re just like “yugyeom,,,,it was fifteen bucks it wasn’t that bad now promise me you’ll go straight to your dorm and rest.”
  • and you pull the pain meds from your pocket and hand them to him and you’re like “you remember, two every 8 hours!!” and yugyeom nods and you see suddenly
  • the cute mole right beneath his eye,,,,,,the way his bangs fall straight over his eyes,,,,,,,cute bowlcut,,,,,,,,,,,pretty long limbs,,,,,,,,and you’re like ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh he’s cute. i think he’s cute. oh no
  • and yugyeom, you can’t tell, but he’s thinking the sAME DAMN THING about how cute you are like oh NO he’s getting mushy for you because out of everything you could have done today, you helped out a stranger you didn’t even know well and put so much genuine care into making sure he was ok
  • and you’re both standing there,,,,,,and yugyeom is like “iF ITs,,,,,,,,,ok,,,,,,,can i ,,,,,,,,,,,have your,,,,,,,,,number,,,,,youcansayno!!!!!!!” and you’re like djfkldsfl of course you can !!!!!!! 
  • and by the end of the week, with many texts, majority you being like: no yugyeom don’t go to dance practice taKE YOUR MEDS PLEASE AND REST
  • you both decide to meet at the library you know,,,,,,to study together,,,,hangout as friends
  • half an hour in though you’re like “yugyeom, if i can be very straightforward,,,,,” and yugyeom is already getting flustered but he’s like “yes?”
  • and you look at your book than up at him and you’re like “do you wanna maybe not study and,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,makeout?”
  • and yugyeom’s eyes widen at the word and you’re like ,,,,,,,,,,,,was i reading the signs wrong? but he shuts his math textbook and giggles into his palm before extending it to you and he’s like “im glad you asked, i was too nervous to.”
  • and yes. you makeout with yugyeom in that corner of the library no one ever bothers to go to and it’s,,,,,,,,,,so cute every time you break away yugyeom is like “what if we get caught???” and you’re like “it’s kind,,,,,,of thrilling though??” and he giggles and it’s sO FREAKING ADORABLE
  • you just lean back in and kiss him and he’s literally always smiling when you first start because he’s so giddy,,,,,, and he tastes kinda minty,,,,,,,like he chewed on gum before this,,,,,,,which he totally did because guess what kim yugyeom was daydreaming about kissing you before you guys met up so he prepared. Just in case
  • and when you’re done,,,,,walking out of the library and you’re jumping up to get yugyeom’s hair fixed and he’s leaning down to ask you to give him just one more peck
  • you run straight into,,,,,,,,,,,,jinyoung and jb
  • who both ask yugyeom where he’s been before looking at you in confusion because,,,,,,,,,they’ve never seen you before
  • and jb is like “is this your significant other yugyeom?” and you and yugyeom freeze up because,,,,,,,what,,,,,,um,,,,,,,,,,
  • but you come to first and you’re like “no,,,,,im his,,,,,,,,,,,tutor!!!!! for advanced linear algebra!!!!! well yugyeom - we’ll see each other next week for more studying!! bye!!!!”
  • and you zoom the heck out of there and yugyeom is left grinning at his friends who both shake it off and ask if he’s going to eat with them and mark
  • and as you’re walking back to your own dorm you let out a sigh and you’re like,,,,,,,,,i hope yugyeom isn’t feeling too awkward,,,,,,
  • and thankfully you get a text from him that’s like: they didn’t suspect anything ~~~ we’re in the clear
  • and that’s the story of how you end up,,,,,,,,secretly dating yugyeom
  • because you both agree when you meet up again, this time off campus and at a bookstore, that you totally wanna be a thing but,,,,,,,telling people right away might be hard?????
  • because people are noisy (cough literally the rest of got7 like damn mind ya business bambam) and you and yugyeom ,,,,,, want to just be together and get to know each other
  • which you do and it’s so much fun, yugyeom is an amazing person to date. he’s this perfect mix of romantic, but still a little novice to everything but he’s so willing to do anything for you
  • and you guys have fun, at the shopping mall together or at the arcade or even just walking side by side sharing a drink and snacks and talking about life
  • and yugyeom is so silly, playing small harmless pranks on you then laughing in the way that makes his nose scrunch up
  • and you’ll sit somewhere, holding hands and getting all cuddly and everyone thinks you’re both so cute,,,,,,,the way he’s got kinda bend down to be at eye sight with you / or if you’re tall how you both look so gracious like models,,,,,,,,
  • and yugyeom always thinks of you,,,,,it’s obvious with how he’ll send you photos of him next to a patch of flowers and be like “i saw these and was like ‘wow so beautiful!!’ i thought they were you, but they’re just flowers hehe’
  • and he’ll be up late doing math homework and send you like a thousand crying emojis even though you also love the way he gets super excited about these abstract,,,,,,,,crazy complicated concepts
  • but also as sweet and innocent as he comes off with all his giggling and playful pranks or puns or jokes
  • you can tell that sneaking around with you,,,,,,,like taking risks and bringing you over to the dorm when he knows any of his friends could walk in,,,,,,,,,or even on campus like the two of you out in the back of the gym with you up against the wall and yugyeom’s lips to your neck,,,,,,,like,,,,,,,,,
  • he really,,,,LIKES IT
  • and you kinda do too because it feels like you two have this secret that is so juicy,,,,,,,like you once had to press into this small corridor because you saw jackson coming around the corner and you were up against yugyeom’s chest
  • and he had his hand on the small of your back
  • and once jackson passed by you both realized how darn close you were and yugyeom got all red,,,,,,,,,but like,,,,,,,,,neither of you moved first because it’s s fun,,,,,,it’s so fun to have secrets!!!!! 
  • you wore his sweater once to class once and forgot that youngjae was in it with you and you were like wait,,,,,,,isn’t that one of yugyeoms fRIENDS O H SHIT so you had to take the sweater off and you forgot you’d thrown it over a pajama top of yours and so your friend was like “why are you wearing a huge teenage mutant ninja turtles shirt ????” and you’re like no reason. i just,,,,,,,this is Fashion
  • but at some point you kind of get a bit sad because,,,,,,,dating secretly is so hard. you wanna go to yugyeom’s volleyball games. his dance competitions. you wanna meet up before class and kiss him before he has to go. you wanna sit in the library while holding hands under the table
  • but yugyeom seems ok with not doing,,,,that so you don’t wanna ruin it
  • until,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,the secret is finally out,,,,,,,all thanks to bambam
  • who people don’t give enough credit to for being really observant because you and yugyeom just get back from a date and you run into bambam who is walking out of lab and you need an excuse since he sees you two together
  • and comes over and is like “you’re still tutoring yugyeom????? he told me he was a genius once i don’t get why he’s getting tutored”
  • and you’re like “OH ,,,,, well geniuses cough need some help sometimes too”
  • and yugyeom nods, giving his best smile and then bambam is like “i have a question, what’s that on your neck yugyeom?”
  • and yugyeom puts his hand on his skin and you look over and see the,,,,,,,,mark you left,,,,,,,,,and you’re like FRICK 
  • and bambam isn’t even looking at yugyeom when he asks, he’s looking at you and the shock on your face ,,,,,,,,,
  • well bambam is just clapping his hands together and he’s like “well i guess you’re right,,,,,,,,,geniuses do need help but,,,,,,,,maybe by that you mean helping yugyeom out with,,,,,,,,hickies???? making out?????? getting fre-”
  • and yugyeom is like “yEAH it’s a mosquito bite-”
  • and bambam is cracking up he’s like “was the mosquito the size of a baseball?????? yugyeom pLEASE”
  • and yugyeom is getting red and his voice is getting slightly higher and he’s like “iT WAS,,,,,,,”
  • but it’s so freaking obvious that he’s lying and you’re like we’re caught oh shit
  • and you totally are because bambam is like “if i know, you know got7 is gonna know so you two should just tell them before i make a big deal of it”
  • and so,,,,,,,,,,,you and yugyeom sit on his bed as the six members all stand and look at you and jinyoung has his arms crossed like a concerned mother and jackson is just like !!!!!!!!!!! this is amazing!!!!!!!!!! and mark doesn’t really care 
  • and jb is just like “this,,,,,,,,,kid got into a relationship before me,,,,,,,” and ultimately it’s youngjae who goes
  • “what the hell has been going on?”
  • and you and yugyeom both explain,,,,,what happened and jinyoung is like whY DIDNT YOU TELL ME THE MINUTE YOU TWO BEGAN DATING!!!!!!!!!!!! and you’re like sORRy,,,,,,,,,,,he’s so scary
  • and yugyeom puts his hand around you and he’s like it’s ok,,, he’s always like this
  • but jinyoung is like excuse me - hello get your hands off each other no pda in this house -
  • and jackson is just like jINYounG can you Calm Down for like a minute anyway
  • and he turns to you two and he’s like “you’re both the cutest people ive ever seen. im so happy for you. please take care of our gyeomie, he’s sensitive.”
  • and yugyeom is like im nOT,,,,,,,but jackson is holding your hands and he’s like “please” and you’re like “of course???? ill cherish him with my life??????”
  • it’s a touching scene 
  • but afterwords,,,,,after got7 is gone and it’s just you and yugyeom he’s like “sorry they’re like that,,,,,,,,” and you’re like “no!! i like all of them, they’re nice.” and yugyeom is like “im gonna just say something if that’s ok?” 
  • and you’re dreading it,,,,,because now that the secrets out,,,,,,,will that make yugyeom want to stop seeing you?????? but instead, to your shock he’s smiling embarrassingly and is like
  • “it’s a relief they found out,,,,,,,ive been wanting to tell them but i wanted your consent first,,,,,,,,,im just thinking about how nice it would be to be able to hold you in front of everyone,,,,,,”
  • yugyeom kind of rolls his shoulders back and looks away adding “,,,,,,,to show you off as mine,,,,,,”
  • and it’s honeSTLY THE mOST adorable thing he’s so pink and he whispers the ‘as mine’ part and you can’t help it you throw your arms around his neck and you both topple over onto his bed and you’re like “im really happy because i wanna do that too!!!!!! kim yugyeom,,,,,,you’re mine!!!!”
  • and he’s laughing and wrapping his arms around you
  • and you nuzzle his neck,,,,he’s so warm and big it’s so safe in his arms
  • and just as you’re going to lean up to place a kiss against his jaw
  • the door flies open and jinyoung is like “WHAT IS GOING ON”
  • and you’re like ihbdljksfd and yugyeom sits up and you slide out of his lap and you’re like ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,and jinyoung is like “you two, we need to have a serious discussion about safety and-”
  • jackson comes in and literally just picks jinyoung up and is like “c’mon, let’s leave the kids alone” and you’re watching in shock and you’re like “yugyeom,,,,,,,,,,,,does this happen often?” and yugyeom shrugs like “yeah sorta,,,,,,,,,anyway you were kissing me and i’d like you to keep doing that ^^”
  • finally revealing your relationship makes you and yugyeom only get closer,,,,,like sure sneaking around was fun n hot but,,,,,being able to be together comfortably all the time is even better
  • eating lunch on the quad, being able to help yugyeom out at the gym before competitions (you’re always giving him shoulder massages and yugyeom’s friend jungkook asks once if you can do one for him and yugyeom is like “jungkook,,,,,,,,if you want me to go bowling with you net friday never ask that again” jokes jokes,,,,,,,,ok maybe not), and just like yugyeom being adorable and bragging to everyone in his classes that his significant other bought him this cute keychain look at it it’s the best thing in the WoRLD
  • yugyeom: “i love you more than i love math.”
  • bambam: “holy shit that’s a big statement coming from him. he must really love you, ive literally heard him sleep talk math equations before.”
  • you got super bored doing your homework for a class once and yugyeom was like ill come over!!!
  • you didn’t think that meant he’d bring his phone and put on some really lively music and make you get up and practice what he’s learning in tango club
  • which quickly turned to doing the tango, kissing, changing the music to something slower and somehow the two of you were dancing slowly to the music with yugyeoms forehead pressed against your own
  • like some kind of sappy romance film scene,,,,,,,,,,even though it was perfect and you literally felt like you were walking on stars in that moment
  • you have cute petnames for yugyeom and he loves them sm
  • except when his friends catch on and start calling him them in class and the professor is like “who are you calling,,,,,,,,,,angel of my life??? there’s no one in this class with that name?????”
  • yugyeom: “my love for you is like π  it’s irrational and can go on forever,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,was that corny?”
  • you now also get to wear yugyeom’s sweater in public without worrying and wow it’s so comfy and smells like him,,,,,,,,you love your boyfriend so much
  • volleyball yugyeom waving at you during practice and the ball heads straight for his head but misses and hits his shoulder instead because he’s so damn tall
  • you still run over and ask if he’s ok and he’s pouting like “it hurts ;w;” and you’re like “let me kiss it better!!!!” and everyone is like BLEGH LOVE IS CHEESY
  • it’s just so warm and loving with him, he can be so silly and childish and get overly excited about things ,,,,,,, jumping up and down and doing little cute dances 
  • but at the same time,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,he’s so gentle and considerate with you and your feelings and he’s always quietly asking for your reassurance and praise
  • like he just wants to hold you and hear you say his name and how much you love him because,,,,,,he wants to be treasured by the person he loves to infinity and beyond
  • and when you say something as simple as “you’re so amazing” yugyeom turns every shade of pink but also kisses you with such a passion you lose your breath,,,,,
  • jinyoung still sometimes is like this pda must stop- but honestly he’s so damn happy someone is treating yugyeom right,,,,,,,,and taking care of that big wobbly child

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Request: ok how about this, u have sex with the members (preferably yoongi) n after that they leave because they are being dicky idiots and u text them but they hurt u by saying some mean shit and after that they regret it. make it as angsty as possible!

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*Here is PART ONE.*

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There were a bunch of situations that could make Yoongi feel uncomfortable in life.

Take interacting with people for example. He wasn’t very fond of meeting new people because that would mean inviting a string of awkward introductions, cringe-worthy handshakes and unnecessary, nonsensical blabber which people normally referred to as ‘small talk’. Then there was ‘Aegyo’. What the fuck was that shit anyway? Acting dumb to appear cute? Not exactly his cup of tea.

However, the situation that topped the list of ‘Things that make Yoongi uncomfortable 101’ was receiving compliments. He was not very good with handling praise and by some weird logic that his brain had chosen, being liked by someone fell in this category.

Which brings us to the situation at hand.

He had some amazing sex with you, his friend, and bolted immediately after that and if that was not enough to make him feel like shit, he had said some really, really bad things to you. He had this terrible defense mechanism- if he felt threatened (because being liked by you was absolutely terrifying, for some odd reason), he would hit the person where it hurt most. That’s what he had done by calling you an attention whore. It hadn’t seemed this inappropriate at that time. It was something he had said out of spite, to hurt you, so you would just back off. He didn’t want to talk about the reasons- why you had sex, what were you guys supposed to be now, why did he leave- it was all too much.

However, now as he sat on the edge of his dining chair with an eternal frown on his face and his phone in his hand, reading the texts he had exchanged with you over an over again, he came to the conclusion that his defense mechanism had fucked with him so bad that now he was left feeling more uncomfortable than ever. The last text he had sent was a week ago. You had not talked to him for a week.

He felt guilty, no doubt. However, apologizing did not come easy to him. He had just figured that after his pathetically childish text saying ‘good fuckn bye to you’, you’d mope around for a while and in some time just come back to annoying him with your torturous puns…but you were nowhere in sight, literally.

“Yoongi-ah, is that you?”

Yoongi turned around in his chair, the frown not leaving his face, and saw Jin coming towards him with an amused expression on his face.  “You look like death.”

“I feel like it too.”

Jin raised an eyebrow at his younger friend. “What happened to you? Having problems with the new album?” He said as he sat down on chair next to Yoongi’s.

Yoongi groaned into his hands as he whined, “That’d be so much easier, hyung.”

“What do you mean?” Jin asked him, confusion painted on his features.

Yoongi hit the power button on his phone to bring it back to life and reluctantly clicked on your icon. With a frown, he handed the phone to Jin.

“____? Okay, let’s see what you did.” Jin said.

After a moment, the silence in the room was broken with a surprised- “Woah, you had sex with her?” by Jin.

Yoongi nodded an affirmative.  

“’Yahhh~” He patted Yoongi’s back and went back to reading the messages excitedly. “Let’s see…okay, she asked you where you were and…” Jin’s eyebrows knit themselves together in a frown as he continued reading. “Yoongi…what have you done?”

Yoongi avoided Jin’s eyes and looked down at the table with his hands in his lap. “I know…I messed up.”

Jin hurriedly moved his chair forward and he leaned towards Yoongi, with a frantic expression on his handsome face. “Messed up? No dude, you didn’t mess up. You fucked up! And royally fucked up. What the fuck, Yoongi? Why would you call her that?” Jin asked.

Hearing Jin say it seemed to waken Yoongi up, not in a favorable way, albeit. The situation seemed much more real now. In that moment Yoongi had a couple of realizations. He did have sex with you. He did bolt(from his own house). He did say shit. He did hurt you. However, the worst of the lot? He really, really liked you.

Needless to say, Yoongi couldn’t believe his timing. If he had only come to terms with this fact before he started behaving like rotten bastard, things would have been much different.

“Hyung.” Yoongi looked towards Jin. Jin nodded for him to continue.

“I like her.”

“O-kayy~” Jin dramatically banged his hands on the table. An action, which was a huge contrast to the smile he had on his face. “You’ve finally gone mad! Great. I’m outta here.”


“What?! You want me to believe that?” Jin whisper shouted for no particular reason before he sighed and sat back in his chair. “You like her and you called her an attention whore? You’re impossible, Yoongi-ah. She won’t believe you. Heck, even I can’t believe you.”

Yoongi slumped in his chair, unintentionally pouting, as Jin continued to scold him. His mind, however, had already jumped to you. What were you doing? You would take an apology, wouldn’t you? Yes, you would. You had to.


You looked away from the television to see Jin taking of his shoes and giving you a bright smile as he entered your apartment, which was open because you knew he would be coming. You gave him a small smile and motioned with your hands for him to sit beside you. “How’ve you been?” He said as he took his seat on the couch, to your right.

“I’ve seen better days,” You sighed. “But yeah, I’m not too bad. How about you? We haven’t met in ages, it was great to receive your call today.” You said with narrowed eyes.

Now, it’s not like you were intentionally trying to make him nervous but you knew he had come because he wanted something and you wanted to know what it was. Of course, Jin was a great guy and both of you were good friends but that was it. You never hanged out together or chilled with each other. Your meetings just happened because you were at the same parties due to being in the same social circle.

Needless to say, you had been more than surprised when you received a call from him last night asking you to meet up.

Jin nervously laughed as he looked around your living room uncomfortably, avoiding your eyes. Finally, after a minute of looking here and there, he straightened up and met your eyes. “___, I’m here to request something.” He said and you nodded for him to continue.

“Yoongi feels bad. Won’t you give him a chance?”

Ah, so that’s what this was about.

You levelled your eyes with Jin and frowned. “Are you serious? How old is he? He can’t even come and speak for himself?”

“No-no,” Jin hurriedly interrupted you, “ He’s here. Downstairs. He just didn’t know how to break the ice, so I’m doing that for him.” You raised an eyebrow at that but Jin continued. “Look, he really likes you. Honestly, I have never seen him this stressed. All I’m asking for is one chance. Talk to him just once, hm? If he fucks up this time, I’ll make sure to drag him out and keep him away from you.” He looked at you desperately. You shrugged. Talking was fine with you, although you would definitely not make it easy.

Jin’s face immediately lit up and he took out his phone, giving Yoongi a missed call, which was his cue to come up. Then he got up, as did you, and gave you a light hug. “ Thanks and I’m sorry. He can really be dick sometimes. I hope it works out for you guys.” With that, he put on his shoes and left your apartment. A few minutes later, you heard a knock on your front door and saw Yoongi awkwardly standing at the entrance.

“Come in.” He came in and sat down beside you. 

“I’m sorry, ___.”

You looked at him. His usually laid back demeanour had all but vanished. In it’s place, you could see shame and guilt. His eyes were on the floor while his hands, those beautiful hands, were fidgeting with each other and it seemed like his feet could not stay in one position for too long.

Yeah, nervous was an understatement.

It wasn’t enough to soothe your anger, though. You could still vividly recall how terrible and miserable you had felt after he left you, in his house, and then told you to get out. Then, there were some things he’d called you- an attention whore, annoying etc.- and while that did sting, what really hurt you was something different.

“Yeah? You’re sorry?” You scoffed. “Wow, the world must be really coming to an end.”

Yoongi looked up upon hearing this and frowned as if debating what to say. Finally, he came up with, “N-no. I really am sorry.”

“And pray tell Mr. Min, why would that be?” You said, your words oozing sarcasm.

Yoongi sighed, as if he was expecting this. “Because I was a dick to you after er…you know, we uh h-“

“After we had sex?” You completed his sentence. “Yeah, dick is an understatement.”

“Look, I’m trying to apologize here.” Yoongi snapped. “And you’re not making it easy. I’m truly sorry that I called you all those horrible things okay? I didn’t mean to. It just…happened.”

As soon as he said that, it was like some switch flipped inside you. You metamorphosed from a sarcastic listener to a beyond angry and hurt woman.

“You didn’t mean to, you say?” You spoke in a glacial, steely tone, surprising even yourself with the iciness of your voice; however, you were too angry, too hurt to pay heed to that realization. “It just happened? You arrogant bastard!” Your voice was now rising with each word.

Yoongi looked at you, taken aback by the sudden change in your behavior but you were not about to console him. How surprised or shocked could he possibly be? Surely not more shocked than you, when you were told that you’re an attention whore?

“Min Yoongi. You’re one shameless twat.” You scoffed out, while Yoongi kept looking at you, his eyes full of guilt and pain. “But you know what? I could have handled that because I could believe that you called me names in your immaturity. You know what really hurt me Yoongi?” Your voice slightly faltered. Immediately, Yoongi stood up, coming closer to you.

“You knew it. You knew I liked you.”

Your lip was quivering now, your eyes full of unshed tears. Yoongi kept coming closer to you until he was no more than half a feet away. By now, your tears were falling freely. No, you weren’t bawling but you weren’t wiping them away either. You were hurt and you had lost the energy to hide its rawness. Meanwhile, Yoongi stood his ground, half a feet away from you. Slowly, he starting bending down on one knee and then he brought down his other knee to the ground. He rested both his hands on his knees and hung his head low. He was giving you the most sincere form of an apology.

“___, I…I didn’t want to do that,” He began. “I just bolted and I didn’t know how to deal with it.” He looked up at you, his face colored with a tint of desperation. “I like you too, ____. I really do. I am so sorry about that night; I acted like an absolute dick. Please forgive me this one time ___. I swear to fucking god I will never give you a chance to be angry with me again. Please.”

“Okay.” You said, without a second thought.

Yoongi looked surprised, and you could see why. You were behaving like Hulk one second and forgiving like Jesus the other. It was an odd combination.

“R-really?” He asked you.

“Yes. I’m not completely okay, I’ll let you know that but your apology and will to change that rotten behavior of yours make a big difference. This was your first mistake, Min Yoongi. I’m willing to forgive you for it once. Just…don’t do it again. Live up to your words.” You said.

Yoongi got up and in one long stride; he took you in his arms. It wasn’t a tight embrace full of passion. It was thankful embrace. He was thanking you.
You removed your hands from the sides and hugged him back, sighing softly.

Yoongi broke the hug first but he didn’t remove his hands from your waist. You put your hands on his chest. “Thank you, _____.”

You closed the distance between both of you and gave him a light peck on his lips. Before you could pull back completely, he moved forward to capture your lips in his again. He kissed you and the world fell away. It was slow and soft, comforting in ways words could never be. Warmth spread throughout your body. This was it. You’d kissed him before; heck- you’d had sex with him, but this felt so intimate. This wasn’t just a bunch of horny adults eating each other’s faces out. These were a bunch of horny adults who were in love.

As your lips crushed together, you felt like you were walking on air. You savored his lips and the quickening of his breath matched your own. A kiss like this was a beginning, a promise of much more to come. You finally pulled away and smiled. Truly, genuinely smiled. Yoongi reciprocated your expression and minutes went by before he spoke again.

“So,” He looked at you fondly, his arms still on your waist and yours, still on his chest. “We’ve chilled together a bunch of times, yeah?”

You looked at him confused, “Yeah, what about it?”

“Well, I was thinking about taking you out for a real date.” He smirked.

He completely shocked you with that. You knew he didn’t do dates. “Really?”

“Yeah,” He pulled away from you and took you by the hand, pulling you towards the couch. “I’ll decide the place and everything. You up for it?” He asked you as you sat down on the sofa cross-legged, facing him.  You deeply studied his face for any hint of sarcasm but couldn’t find any.

“You serious, sleepyhead?”

“Hey!” Yoongi protested. “I’m serious, really. Will you go?” He asked you once again, biting his lower lip, waiting for you to answer him.

You, on the other hand, were screaming inside. What would you not giveaway to see Yoongi going through the torture of planning out his date with you but here he was, asking you himself and that too voluntarily. You were beyond excited.

“Well?” Yoongi tugged you back to reality.

You looked at him and produced something between a happy smile and an evil smirk. Boy, was this going to be a ride.

“A thousand times, yes.”

dan and phil play keep talking and nobody explodes: a summary

hoodie!phil i am immediately enthralled and this video isn’t even a second in yet

“you da bomb of our lives”

they keep clothes fans give them which is nice shoutout to that lucky son of a gun


phil is insistent on everyone seeing speed

supportive boyf dan has his back

dan nudged phil’s arm in a bro-esque manner

they mentioned escape rooms finally i can relate as i have now been to one too

“i think we’re a lot nerdier than we think” why do they think we refer to them as nerds all the time

“rest in peace environment” / “fuck you trees”

“i’ll punch you if you look at this” going to provide no context there have fun

“DAD…. playing halo with me” nice save dan

the wholesome howell blanket is always on hand

“they’ll see if we do a single glance…”

how is dan going to go a whole extra seventeen minutes without glancing at phil i think he’s going to implode

they already did the tutorial but didn’t show us yet phil can’t remember the title of the game wow rip nerd!phil fic trope

“this is going to be a mistake”

“i can’t speak if i’m under some kind of situation” mister english degree back again

phil spinning dan around with those sweet sweet seconds of skin to skin contact (hand to arm)

also lowkey hand porn

look at his hands

the curly hair and shaved sides from the side profile makes my heart warm

sassy hand clicks from danny


five seconds in i am already stressed for them why is this already the most intense video of this game i’ve ever seen i’ve watched like six different channels play it

“there’s, there’s-” “no phil, i’m guiding you.” someone likes to take control don’t they

during the wire puzzle you can slowly watch dan get more stressy look at his pursed lips and expressive strict hand gestures

“there’s an alien man with a triangle head and he’s got a T coming out of his neck” their best friend mind meld really needs to come in handy here

i’m still really enjoying dan’s side profile i can’t get over it

“that’s you selecting the module you dork”

“guys we’re nailing this” i was going to make the obvious joke but i won’t we’re classy here

“shut up shut up SHUT UP” stressy dan is here to stay

they did one wow who says youtube gamers can’t game screw you comments

“what everyone out there is thinking now is we need you to get the manual, phil” i think dan honey you just want to be in control again i know that was hard for you

getting their last glances at each other in before they can’t for at least five minutes

opposite sides again why has this happened two videos after one another this is weird what is the post-baking video universe coming to

“this is weird. now you’re the person with the really bright face… wow it makes my hair look so much less white now that i’m here”

“it makes my hair look grey… i promise i don’t have grey hair” honey you’re thirty years old it’s going to happen inevitably sometime soon best to break us in gently

i’m hyped for side profile phil

dan quoting the marriage mantra of something old something new etc…. foreshadowing perhaps who knows with the way 2017 phan is going

phil looks so confused he’s like me facing every exam i’ve ever taken

i’ve been cheated out of side profile phil ffs dan get your hands on him and spin him around i feel attacked

“oh shit new stuff” literally everyone every few days when they upload a new gaming vid with no warning????? they know our struggle????

phil looks so focused i’m entranced


“oh god it’s hurting my brain so much”

stressy phil is a new experience but i’m digging it

dan being the little shit he is just laughs all the time

“stop freaking out!” stressy dan is still here despite having the opposite role

they did two attempts and won them both wow

they high fived yes for more skin to skin contact

phil is reeeealllly making up for lost time by shamelessly staring at dan

like seriously that was at least a solid six seconds of him staring

oh and more glances

i get it you’re in love

“kept calm under presh”

more staring seriously phil are you aware the camera is still rolling

“i hate to alarm you phil but what is your catchphrase on this gaming channel?”

*awkward silence whilst phil realises he’s being spoken to thus has to tear his gaze away*


*resumes staring*

seriously what is with him today subtlety ain’t in his vocabulary

p h i l i get it you’re in love

oh now dan’s at it

dan just got super close to the camera and did that creepy smile he has i was unnerved

“i’m frickin terrified as diddly heck”

they’re back on their own sides balance in the universe has been destroyed do you reckon they’re as insistent about which side of the bed they sleep on

side profile dan is back welcome back old friend i missed you

i thought he dabbed for a second but it’s okay he didn’t

they’re determined as fuck but i can already see dan’s stressing

yep there’s the hurry up hand gestures

“i’m going to explode…. literally” because of the intensity or because he can’t stare at phil i don’t even know anymore u decide

dan’s eyes just got really really wide they were like bulging

“is the button yellow?” “no it’s blue i told you it’s blue!” welcome back stressy phil i hope you had a nice break

phil’s little “ooh” is so cute i want it as my ringtone

“we did it? oh christ”

stressy dan is really coming out to play in this symbols puzzle isn’t he

phil’s expressive hand gestures aka he’s beginning to panic too

dan’s doing some kind of gang sign okay boy you do you

aaaaand there’s the deafening dan scream for this video i can’t believe we lasted a whole 17 minutes and 40 seconds without one

rip headphone users it was nice knowing you

stressy dan has never been more present

phil is surprisingly calm(er)

“dan come on” all of us all the time

oooooh they couldn’t last five minutes without a quick glance at one another could they jfc get a room

they managed with three seconds to spare

phil is giggly and dan is….. well, dan

dramatic as ever my little actor that never was

phil initiates skin to skin contact again why am i not surprised anymore

“i was winding you up” dan says as he adds flames on top of himself in editing i am nodding furiously

the camera pans back out and phil’s hood is up who even is he

“we could have died!” “but we didn’t” *dan adds a halo above his head aka can’t relate*

“see if i worked in bomb disposal, i’d be cheeky like that” your colleagues would throw a bomb in bed with you

“i’d be like ooh what’s the timer steve???” the danxsteve fic coming atcha real soon

dan’s in an obnoxiously good mood now he has won a game and can freely stare at phil again

“we could be bomb disposal experts” again expect the fic coming atcha real soon

“what you just saw was two nerds that grew up playing puzzle games that have a psychic connection because they have no other friends defusing bombs” they literally said they go to escape rooms for their friends birthdays but alright i’ll take the exclusivity

they’re considering coming back in hard mode YES I NEED THIS

again i could have made the obvious joke there but i didn’t

let them know how you felt throughout that video type out long essays i dare you

“subscribe if you’re happy you didn’t explode”

“if you want to see us do that more challenging version where we might blow up… or not 'cause we’re the best… disposers ever”

“subscribe to us, have a good day, don’t explode” the best advice comes in threes



Took you long enough

Request from Anonymous: May I request a smut where Christian yu Is your best friend you take him to a party and some guys decide to flirt with you & touch you and then Christian gets jealous and then confesses

I’m sorry this took so long D: And it’s a very long read so I hope it makes sense. 

“Christian, wanna be my plus one to a party?”

“Whose party?”

“One of my friends from my old work place is having a birthday party. You should come. I don’t know many people there so I want my best friend there with me”.

“Ahh so you want me to keep you company? Alright, I’ll go with you.”


The party was being held at your friend’s house so Christian suggested driving there instead of taking a taxi.

Christian was already at your house waiting for you. You were taking longer than expected.

“Why are you taking so long? I thought you picked an outfit already,” Christian called out from the living room. He flicking through the tv channels aimlessly but didn’t mind it too much because he was in your company. Christian and you have been best friends for quite some time. The both of you had gone through multiple breakups in the past but always got by it through your friendship.

You finally decided on an outfit. You have been working out so you were proud of your body and decided to wear something to show it off. After checking yourself out for the millionth time, you stepped out of the room. Christian saw you and he was speechless. You were wearing a tight black skirt which was just above your knees and a strappy floral crop top. The skirt was hugging your curves and the crop top showed off your toned stomach. To top the outfit off, you wore your strappy heels and a choker you just bought.

“How do I look?”

“Umm wow. I mean, you look very good. And what about me?”

Christian stood up to show you his full outfit. He was wearing a white tee and a pair of mustard chinos. For his kicks, he just wore his converse shoes.

“Nice and simple. I like it”.


“Happy birthday, Karen!!! Here’s your gift. I hope you like it.”

“Thanks [Y/N]! And you look so good. Wow girl, I’m jealous of your body. And who’s this?”

Christian was standing slightly behind you. He hands were in his pockets and knowing him, you knew he was nervous. 

“Oh sorry. This is Christian, my plus one.”

Christian gave your friend a hug and before she pulled back from the hug, she winked at you. You stuck your tongue at her and shook your head.

Karen introduced you to all her friends and in between mingling with her friends, you lost Christian. You looked around the place but still couldn’t find him. Giving up you joined the birthday girl with her friends. They were just sitting around the table playing some card game. There weren’t much room left to sit so you just stood awkwardly around them. You didn’t know what they were playing and you soon lost interest. You were about to leave and get something to snack on when a guy stood up.

“Hey, do you wanna take my seat?” 

“Um nah, it’s okay. You can sit, I’m going to get something to eat anyway”.

You then left him and walked over to the kitchen bench to look at the limited selection of snacks. 

“You know the good snacks are hidden in this cupboard”.

You turned around and saw the same guy who offered you the seat walking to the cupboards and opening it to reveal more snacks. He grabbed a packet of Oreos, chips and some lollies and put them on the bench.

“Dig in”.

“This is great, thanks. I’m [Y/N], by the way”.

“I’m Matt. I’ve heard you used to work with Karen?”

“Yeah we used too. So what were you guys playing? It looked confusing.”

“Ahh the game is like if Uno and Snap had a baby. Sounds fun but it’s actually boring and confusing. Do you wanna play games on the PS4? 

You nodded and followed Matt to the living room. He turned the PS4 on allowed you to choose the game. 

“Oooo let’s play Just Dance 2017!”

Matt laughed and didn’t disagree. He put the disk in and handed you the controller.  

The two of you were dancing and later on, other people decided to join. You let them play while you took a break. Matt saw you sitting on the sofa and he decided to join you.


“I haven’t danced that much in a long time. Look at you, you’re sweating so much”.

Matt laughed and you went to get a tissuebox. 

“Here let me wipe that for you”.

You proceeded to wipe his sweat. You started from his forehead, cheeks and then his neck. All the while, he moved closer to you and had put his arms around your shoulders. Once you were done, you didn’t even realised his hands were on your thighs. You could have sworn he may had given you slight sqeeze on the thigh. You didn’t stop him but just stared into his eyes. Matt took your silence as an ok so he moved his hand to your inner thighs. The other hand was holding onto your shoulders tightly. His face was moving closer to yours. 


You looked over and it was Christian who had called your name. You were startled so you brushed Matt’s hands away from you and stood up. Christian was looking at you confused at the same time he looked upset. Matt also stood up beside you.

“Who’s this?”

“This is Christian. Christian, this is Matt.”

Matt reached out his hand to greet Christian, but Christian just ignored it. Matt retreated his hand. 

“I’m not feeling too well, [Y/N] so I’m heading back home. Are you coming as well?”

“Umm. Yeah I’ll go with you. Let me say bye to Karen first”.

“Are you sure you wanna go, [Y/N]? I can drive you home later. Your friend can leave first if he wants”.

Christian scoffed and gave Matt his death stare.

“Um I actually need to be erm up early tomorrow anyway. Thanks for the offer, though. Um good night and Christian, wait for me in the car. I’m going to find Karen.”


You tried making small talk with Christian whilst in the car ride home but he wasn’t giving you much attention so you gave up and stared out the window. Once you arrived at the front of your place, Christian parked the car on the driveway still looking upset.

“So er thanks for the ride, Christian and I’ll see you tomorrow?”

Christian was sitting in silence.

“Ok, what’s on your mind? Why are you so quiet? And where did you go throughout the night?”

“Were you gonna kiss him?”


“if I didn’t called out your name, would you have kissed him?”

“You’re asking me if I would have kiss a guy who I just met tonight? Do you really think I’m that kind of girl. You should know better”.

“I’m sorry. I just….the way he had his arms around you and his hand.. you let him do that?”

“I don’t know what I was thinking. I just missed being touched, you know. It’s been far too long and I have needs, Christian. I’m sure you do too”. 

Christian laughed and nodded in agreement.

“I totally know what you mean. It has been too long for the both of us, huh?”

“Mhmm. Wanna go inside? Or do you need to go home to rest?”

“Inside. I need water. I’m so thirsty.”

You unlocked the door and headed to the kitchen to grab two glasses from the cupboard. Christian was eyeing you top to bottom as you were trying to reach the top of the cupboard to get the glasses. You turned around and saw Christian’s gaze fixated on you. 

“Like what you’re seeing, Christian?”

Christian broke his gaze and pretended to play with his hair. You poured water into both glasses. 

“You didn’t answer my question earlier”.

“Well..I would be lying if I said no”.

You moved closer to Christian and stood between his legs. You then placed both your hands on his shoulders. 

“What are you doing, [Y/N]? I think the alcohol is getting to you”.

“I didn’t drink a lot. You have really nice hair, why do you always playing with it?”

You brushed one hand through his hair.

“Seriously. What are you doing?”

“Nothing, just admiring your hair that’s all. Anyway I’m going to get change. Lock the door when you leave please”.

When you started to walk away, Christian grabbed your wrists. He pulled you in and wrapped his hands around your waist.

“Now what are YOU doing, Christian?”

He didn’t hesitate anymore and he kissed on your lips. You were surprised at first but then you slowly melted into his arms. He pulled back for the both of you to catch your breathe.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to kiss you so suddenly. You look very beautiful tonight and I couldn’t help it. And I mean, you look beautiful everyday not just tonight.”

“You think I’m beautiful?” 

“So beautiful”.

You smiled at his response and you put your lips on his. This time you took control but it wasn’t for long. Christian took charge and guided you towards your room. Once you reached the edge of the bed, Christian pushed you down gently and you watch him take off his shirt. You traced his upper body with your eyes. 

“Hey Christian, I thought you have been working out”.

“You really shouldn’t be making jokes, [Y/N]”.

You giggled at his harmless threat as he crept over your body. He positioned himself between your legs. You ran your hands along his arms while he kissed your lips and you pulled him in closer with your legs. He then moved his lips to your collarbone and you let out soft moans every time he bit over that area. You knew come the morning, you would have marks on your neck area but you didn’t care.

“Let’s switch places”.

You hummed out a yes and with one swift move he pulled you up and you sat on top on him. He continued to kiss your chest and then he tried to take off your top, but he was having trouble since it was a tight fit. 

“Seriously [Y/N], why do you wear this contraption? How do you take it off?”

“There’s a zipper at the back, genuis. Here let me do it”.

Once you took off your top and tossed it aside, you realised you weren’t as comfortable because your skirt was making it hard to sit. 

“Hang on, let me take this off as well. It’s so uncomfortable”.

“Leave the choker on, [Y/N]. I like it”. 

You got off the bed and unzipped the skirt but you also took the liberty to take your bra off as well. Christian sat up from the bed and his eyes were filled with lust as he watched you. Once the skirt and bra hit the floor, Christian grabbed you again and you positioned yourself on top of him. The both of you continued to exchange kisses back and forth and before you know it, you were lying on your back. You didn’t even remember how Christian moved you. His lips slowly moved away from your lips to kiss your neck, shoulders, breasts and stomach. Once he reached between your legs, he placed small pecks on the inside of your thighs. 

“[Y/N], your underwear is soaking wet”.

“Well take them off them”.

Christian didn’t hesitate and you lifted your legs up to help him out. He threw them aside and he continued kissing your inner thighs. You were kinda feeling frustrated so you moved closer to his face and he caught you in the act.

“Patience, [Y/N]. I’ll get to it”.

You groaned and stuck your tongue at him but he just laughed at you. Once he was done teasing, he began placing kisses on wet core. Christian looked up at you and your eyes met. He spread your core with one finger and licked it with one tongue movement all without breaking eye contact. Your head fell back onto the pillow and you let out a moan. Christian began kissing and sucking on your wet core. His hair was tangled around your fingers and you arched your back every time he hit the spot. 

“Oh god..Christian..yes..”

The room was filled noises of only your moans and his kisses. 

“Watch this, [Y/N]”.

You lifted you head up and saw Christian slide two fingers inside of you. You closed your eyes as his fingers entered you. He pulled them out and you noticed it was covered with your juices. He let out a smile and put his fingers in his mouth.

“You taste good, you know that”.

You blushed and before you could say anything, he began moving his fingers in and out of you as well as kissing your bud. Your moans were now louder and faster.


You legs were now out of control but Christian held you down with his strength. He continued doing his thing and the next thing you know, you reached climax and came. You let out a huge sigh and Christian sat up wiping his mouth.

Christian then took no time to take off his pants and boxers then reached for your bedside table cabinet to grab a condom.

“How did you know I keep them in there?”

“I was looking for a phone charger the other day and noticed it. And look, just my size, it’s meant to be”. 

Once he was done putting the condom on he straddle over your body and he began placing pecks on your cheeks and lips. You moved your body so that the both of you were aligned perfectly. Christian then moved your hair out of your face. 

“Are you sure you’re okay with this, [Y/N]?”

“Never been so sure in my life and it’s not the alcohol talking by the way. You?”

“I think we have passed on what I’m okay with by now”. 

You giggled as Christian then ran one hand up and down the side of your body. You legs began to spread further apart to let him in and you could feel his heat between your legs.


You nodded and Christian moved his arm so that your right leg was rested over his shoulders. He smiled and slide inside you. You let a small whimper. 

“Oh sorry [Y/N], are you okay?” 

“I’m fine, just continue”.

Christian obeyed you and he moved slowly in and out of you. You began lifting your left leg up and Christian re-positioned himself so that now both of your legs were rested over his shoulders. With each thrust, you could feel him going deeper and deeper and hitting your spot.


“Oh my god, this feels so good..shit [Y/N]….fuck”

You began to moan into his mouth and your fingers were dug into his skin. It was probably too hard but Christian didn’t complain. He began to move faster and deeper. You head was now beginning to bang on the headboard but you the pain didn’t bother you. All that mattered was you and Christian. 

“Ohhh shit..Christian..oh my god..”

Your eyes were now closed and Christian was kissing your neck. 

“Oh my god…yes…”

“Yes…come for me, [Y/N].”

Christian’s movements were now even faster and you could yourself reaching climax. You held onto his arms as you came. Not long after you came, Christian pulled out and he also came. He took off his condom and went to the bathroom to throw it away in the bin. He came back with a warm towel in his hands and he saw you were still in the same position he left you.

“Are you falling asleep right after sex, [Y/N]? I never knew you were like that”.

“Ha ha very funny. Why are you holding a towel?”

“I’m going to clean you up”.

“With my face towel?”

“Oh I didn’t know. I’ll buy you a new one tomorrow. Now sit up so we can get this over and get to the cuddling bit”.

You smiled at him and sat up as he wiped you down. You shivered every time he wiped over and around your core. It was still sensitive. After he was done, he threw his shirt at you to wear and he put on his boxers. You put in on and moved over so that Christian could have room. You turned around so now he was spooning you. 

“So..is this going to be a typical thing for us, Christian?”

“I wouldn’t mind it but let me take out to lunch tomorrow so we can seal the deal?”

“So all it took was for some guy touching me before you got the guts to ask me out? Took you long enough, Christian”.

Doctors | Part Two

Dr. Reid is one of the top neurosurgeons in the country at an amazing hospital and is very focused on bettering his career, but what will he do when the new nurse in pediatrics unknowingly steals his attention from it?

a/n: here’s part two! please excuse any inaccuracy as i’m trying my best. also i changed the reader from a post op nurse to a pediatric nurse & i took the scrub colors for the surgeons and the name of the hospital y/n came from grey’s. happy birthday to the anon who sent me an ask💓 gif credit: @toyboxboy

warnings: hospital, medical talk, medication, mentions of surgery, pediatric surgical cases

character list. | tag list. | doctors masterlist

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Face mask - William Nylander (ft. Alex Nylander)

Requested by anon: Do you think you could write one about Willy nylander? Maybe one where he bring alex home without telling you and someone embarrassing happens? Haha you’re an amazing writer and I love the PT diaries

A/N: it turned out a little different, but I like it. Let me know what you think!

Word count: 1422

Warnings: A couple bad words.

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You spread the green paste all over your face, neck and chest area, trying to get a thin, even layer of the mask on. Your skin has been playing tricks on you for the last two weeks, so you have hit up every single beauty store in town until you have found a mask that promises to pretty much give you new skin. You feel kind of ridiculous wearing a pair of cotton shorts and a bralette with your hair up into a messy bun, but you are alone at home and the worst case scenario would be William seeing you like this. The package says that you should keep it on from fifteen to twenty minutes while it dries up, so you decide to just sit on the couch and watch some TV while waiting.

There is nothing interesting to watch, as usual, so you just end up watching one of those stupid TV shows where they just play funny videos of people falling down or similar; the mask is drying up and it makes it harder to laugh without cracking it. The mask is almost ready to be rinsed off when you hear the front door opening and closing.

“Hello.” You yell from your spot on the couch.

“Hey babe, Alex is he –” William says entering the room, followed by his little brother Alex. “What is that?”

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Stan Twins Headcanon

Okay, so I’ve been talking about this with @artsymeeshee and sharing our love of platonic bonding between Stan and Ford, and I loved this headcanon so much that I just had to share it one here for everyone to see!

Headcanon that Ford has nightmares not just about the portal or Bill, but also about Stan.

Headcanon that Ford would wake up after each one, sometimes in his bed and sometimes on his desk with a piece of paper stuck to his cheek, and he wouldn’t be able to go back to sleep until he sees Stan safe and sound in bed.

Headcanon that Ford doesn’t tell Stan what these nightmares are about, thinking that he was just being paranoid and overprotective. But no matter how many times he tries to convince himself it’s nothing, years of paranoia don’t go away that instantly.

Headcanon that Stan would notice how distracted Ford is the morning after one of these nightmares, and he seems to brush off Stan’s concerns quite quickly. Too quickly…But, he doesn’t press Ford for answers, and it doesn’t really affect their life or their relationship. After all, it’s not the first time they had nightmares they didn’t want to share just yet.

Headcanon that one day while they’re in port, Stan offers to pick up some supplies on his own. Ford, busy examining some ink from the Kraken they caught the other day, says “Yeah, okay.”, not entirely paying attention and seeing Stan out on his own as no big deal. They could both sometimes use some time by themselves, and they respect that.

Headcanon that after an hour has passed, Ford thinks Stan is taking a while to come back, but thinks nothing off it, and continues writing down the discoveries of the Kraken ink in his journal.

Headcanon that after two hours, Ford had long finished his research, and Stan still wasn’t back yet. It doesn’t take this long to get supplies, does it?

Headcanon that Ford gets more and more nervous with every passing minute. He paces the cabin, trying to not think about all the scenarios his brain is coming up with. What if someone from Stan’s time on the streets recognised him? What if someone picked a fight with Stan? What if he’s in danger right now? What if he had a memory lapse and he wasn’t there to ground him? All the memories of his nightmares come back to him all at once, and his paranoia is own worst enemy once again. He’s half tempted to “drop” something overboard just so he can have an excuse to leave the boat and look for him.

Headcanon that Ford tells himself to stop worrying. Of course Stan is fine. He’s a grown man, and he can take care of himself; you’re just being too protective and paranoid.

Headcanon that right when Ford is about to cave into his instincts and look for Stan, he hears footsteps on the deck and a voice. Stan’s voice. He finally enters the cabin with supplies in hand, saying “Ford, I’m back! Sorry I took so long. Fishing season is kicking in and everywhere is packed! And er…I may have taken some bait from another sucker’s basket. Which reminds me, I’m out of smoke bombs.”

Headcanon that Ford is barely even paying attention to the things that Stan is saying. He’s too busy thinking It’s Stan he’s here he’s himself he’s safe he’s safe thank goodness he’s safe he didn’t get hurt. He lets the relief overtake him, and without a second thought, he darts over to Stan and bundles him up in a huge hug.

Headcanon that Stan is startled at Ford’s behaviour. Was he really gone that long? But, he returns Ford’s hug and says “Good to see you too, Sixer.”

Headcanon that while embracing Stan, all those nightmares and fears and paranoid thoughts come crashing down onto him because this moment has proven to him that yes, Stan is here, Stan is safe and they are still together on the Stan O’War II. And upon hearing that childhood nickname, Ford is completely overcome and ends up breaking down in Stan’s arms. He finally confesses to Stan about the nightmares he’s had about Stan, about how he could be taken away and he could get hurt without Ford being there to protect him and he couldn’t lose him, not again, and every time Stan is out of his sight, he’s so scared that it’ll be the last time he sees him.

Headcanon that Stan, alarmed, immediately tries to comfort him, because it absolutely kills him to see his brave and strong big brother so terrified. Stan confides that he feels that way about Ford, too. That sometimes, he thinks he’ll wake up and realise that all this has been a dream, and Ford is still trapped in another dimension or they’re still fighting or still saving the world from Weirdmageddon. But, just seeing Ford every day helps remind him that this is real, and this is them living out their dream. He pulls Ford away, grabs him by the shoulders, looks him right in his eyes, and says “You’re not going to lose me, Ford. Not if I can help it. And if something does happen, well… You know I’ve got your back, and I know you’ve got mine. There’s nothing that can stop the Pines Twins. Wherever we go…”

“We go together.” Ford finishes, finally reassured.

Headcanon that Ford still has his protective moments, and so does Stan, but they both know that this is real.

But that doesn’t stop Ford from getting them both cell phones the next time they’re in port.

Aaaaaaand…that’s the end of that! Wow, that was a long one! But I just love moments like these between Stan and Ford so much! Who’s with me?!

Forgive Me [Draco x Reader, Five]

A/N: THERE WILL BE TWO SEPARATE ENDINGS!!! Yes, this is the last fic before the end! One ending will be where the reader gets back together with Draco, the other will be where they split ways. Also, heads up, this one sucks lol

also can we just appreciate this gif of Tom Felton he’s so hot i can’t

Word Count: 2,036

Warnings: Cursing I think?? awkwardness!!! really poorly written draco not gonna lie on this one

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Part One/Two/Three/Four/Five(you’re here!)


Originally posted by nellaey

Draco pulled away from (Name) gently, eyes half lidded and hands shaking. (Name) looked at him with dazed eyes and rosy cheeks. 

The silence was almost comfortable. It wasn’t tense, nor awkward, but simply just silence. 

Draco could feel his stomach doing flips. He didn’t know what to say or think, he just knew that whatever he felt couldn’t be ignored. 

“I… Don’t really know what to say,” (Name) mumbled. Her eyes were cast downwards and her hair fell in her face. Draco lifted her chin up and gazed into her eyes that held the constellations he loved. 

“You don’t have to say anything.” He pulled her into another kiss, in which she complied to. 

The two parted ways, promising to meet up the next day at the same place. There was definitely something that needed to be resolved. 

(Name) went to sleep that night not feeling regret, but anxiousness. Was this what she had wanted all along? Could she just forgive him like that? Was it even okay to forgive him for what he did? 

Draco went to sleep that night knowing that she was what he wanted. Nothing more, nothing less. He had learned from his mistakes, and his decision was final. 

Draco Malfoy was in love with (Name) (Last Name), and he wasn’t ashamed for what he felt.

However, Draco also understood that (Name) was not naive, so he was nervous as to how should react when she came back to her senses. Would she yell at him? Be frustrated with what happened? Or would she cherish him? Tell herself that the kiss they shared was a new start?

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“Umm... how about that number?” G.D

Hey guys! So I was very excited about writing this request by @danglydolan and well, here it is! I kinda changed the plot a little bit but I just hope I still did it justice haha. Let me know what you think!

Summary: “Grayson meets you for the first time at the pool or beach. He’s all blushy and shy but still tries to ask for your number” 

Warnings: None

Words: 2,000 words

It was a beautiful Saturday morning, and usually I would still be curled up in my bed, dreaming my third or fourth dream right about now. So why was I up this early you might ask? Well… because it is simply impossible to sleep while living in a war zone between both your parents. As soon as the screaming picked up right where it left off the night before, I ran out of there as fast as I could and went to the one place where I always ended up in times like these; the beach. 

The beach has always been my sanctuary, my getaway whenever things got bad; and I guess I’ve already established that things at home were pretty bad. I was tired of hearing about how unhappy they were with one another, how they wished they had never gotten married, how they even wished they didn’t have something tying them to one another; and that something was me. Till this day, I don’t think they know I heard that argument, or maybe they do and they just didn’t care…

But, the beautiful sound of the waves crashing, the smell of salt from the water, the sun shining brightly on my face, these were the little things that relaxed me when I needed it most. 

I must have walked and walked for hours, clearly deep in thought, because I hadn’t realized how many more people were at the beach now. I sighed and kept walking, trying to find a more secluded area away from all these people, when all of a sudden; I was knocked to the ground by what felt like a solid wall. 

You’ve got to be kidding me…

“I’m so sorry!”

As I tried pushing myself up, I felt someone grab a hold of my arms to help me get back on my feet. I looked up and saw a guy about my age looking down at me. 

“Are you okay?” he asked. 

“I’m fine” I answered before I wiped the sand off my shorts and kept walking. 

I heard him yell he’d be right back to someone before jogging up to where I was. “Look I really am sorry” 

“Yeah, you said that already” I said as I kept walking. 

“I’m Grayson by the way” He said as he stepped right in front of me with a smile on his face. He began walking backwards once he saw I had no intention of stopping to talk. “Let me buy you something… t-to make it up to you, you know?” he asked as a light shade of pink filled his cheeks.

“I think I’ll pass, thanks for the offer though” I said as I tried to step around him but had no luck since he blocked my path yet again. 

“Come on, please? I feel really bad” 

“Really? For a second I thought you were trying to hit on me and looking for a way to ask me out” I said, crossing my arms over my chest.

I felt bad for being so rude to the guy when he was just trying to be nice, but I wanted peace and quiet and he wasn’t letting me get it; plus, the look on his face once I said that was priceless. He looked like a fish out of water, opening and closing his mouth, not knowing what to say. 

“W-what? No I was just- er… I felt bad for knocking you down and I-I just wanted to make it up to you” he said, his cheeks growing redder as he talked.

“Look, I just want to go somewhere private and peaceful okay? Plus, don’t you have people over there waiting for you? You should just go back” 

“They can wait,” he said smiling, “And okay, you want to go somewhere private and peaceful? I know the perfect place, at least let me take you” 

I narrowed my eyes at him as he looked at me with a hopeful expression on his face. “You’re not going to give up are you?” 

He shook his head, “No, and I don’t know how you said no this many times. I usually don’t have to beg girls for anything” he said with a confused look on his face.

“Wow, so pushy and conceited” I teased. 

“I didn’t- I didn’t mean it like-” he stuttered and I couldn’t help but laugh at his shyness. He ended up laughing too and I swear, it was the most beautiful and contagious laugh I had ever heard. Snap out of it Y/N!

“Okay let’s get going” he said once his laughter died down. I nodded and saw him jog over to a small group of guys to tell them he was leaving before we began heading to his “secret” location. 

The whole way there, we got to know each other a little more but I chose not to tell him why I had been upset earlier, even though he had asked. We even played a small game of I spy, which I said no to at first because I thought it would be too childish, but it was actually really fun and it took my mind off of everything at home. 

Once we got there, I noticed we were on top of a beautiful waterfall. The view from up here was absolutely breathtaking, the trees, the water, everything was absolutely beautiful. And the best part was that it was only the two of us here, nobody else around to bother us. 

All of a sudden, I see Grayson remove his shirt and it took my whole attention away from the breathtaking view we had right in front of us. I had to admit, this guy looked like he was sculpted by the gods. He looked about my age, had the most beautiful hazel-brown eyes I had ever seen, short and yet wavy brown hair that you just wanna run your hands through, the sharpest jawline to ever exist, the cutest freckle on his chin, the most delicious looking plump pink lips, everything about him was perfect.

It wasn’t until I heard him say “hey you okay?” as he waved his hand in front of my face, that I realized I had zoned out this entire time and full on stared at him. I let out a groan and hoped he hadn’t noticed I was checking him out.

“U-uh yeah… yeah! Just admiring the view” I said as I stepped around him to keep looking at the water from up here. 

“Okay, well I had asked you if you were coming down with me but you never answered” he said with an excited look on his face, it was adorable. 

“Yeah! what way do we go?” I said as I walked to the edges, looking for a path down. 

He chuckled and walked over to the edge with me, “that way,” he said as he pointed down to the water. “We’re diving right in” 

“NO” I said as I shook my head profusely, “No way Jose. NOPE! I’m am not jumping in there!” 

I saw him start giggling at my outburst and it almost made me crack a smile, but I needed him to take me serious. I was NOT jumping down there. 

“Come on, you can hold my hand if you want” he offered, the light shade of pink growing on his cheeks once again. 

For a second, I actually considered it, but then my smile grew as I spotted something a little further down. “Go ahead and jump, I’ll meet you down there” I said as I started climbing down a rocky path. 

“Where are y-”

“Just go Grayson!” I interrupted, and a few seconds later, I saw him fly past me and fall into the water. I waited a few seconds until I saw him resurface, and boy was that an even better view. I bit my lip as I watched him push his dripping hair back, water running down his chiseled chest. 

“Are you coming or what?” he yelled, snapping me out of my thoughts. I nodded and went over to a rope that was tied to a tree nearby. “Are you jumping in with your clothes on?”

“Yes! I’m not about to strip and be half naked in front of you Grayson!” I yelled back, leaning back a little before jumping into the air and letting go of the rope, falling into the water. 

Once I resurfaced, I saw him with his head held back and his eyes closed, his boisterous laugh being the only sound that surrounded us besides that of the waterfall. “How was it??” he asked excitedly once his laughter died down. 

“It was amazing!” I felt adrenaline still running throughout my body and I honestly had not felt this good in such a long time. I suddenly found myself wrapping my arms around Grayson’s neck as I pulled him close, “Thank you Grayson” 

I could tell I took him by surprise since he tensed up a little at first, but then I felt him loosen up a little and wrap both arms around my waist. “It’s no problem, I’m just glad you’re not all grouchy anymore” 

“I was not grouchy!” I retorted but then gave in once he gave me the “are you kidding me” look. “Okay fine, maybe I was. But it’s because… I was already having a bad day and it was barely the morning. All my parents do lately is fight and I was fed up with it already”

He nodded and gave me a sympathetic smile, “No I get it. But hey, don’t think about it anymore. I like you better when you’re smiling” 

Now it was my turn to have the pink shade growing on my cheeks, “Okay Mr. Cheesy Pants, thank you.”

He rolled his eyes and threw some water at me, “Why do you have to ruin it?” 

“Ruin what?” I asked with a laugh as I threw some water back at him. 

“Never mind,” he said, shaking his head. “You know, I never got your name…” 

“Uh-huh, and what makes you think you’re getting it?” I teased, a smirk plastered on my face. 

“Oh come on, just tell me. What’s your name?” he whined. 

“Fine! It’s Y/N” I confessed and rolled my eyes at the satisfied look on his face. 

“Y/N” he repeated, and I swear it sounded so much better when it came out from his mouth. “I’m actually feeling pretty lucky right now since I got you to give me your name so easily” 

“Oh yeah? Well what else do you want?” I asked, my stomach feeling a little sick because of how nervous I was suddenly getting. 

“Well… umm… how about that number?” he asked and groaned as soon as the words left his mouth. “That sounded so much better in my head…”

I couldn’t help but giggle at how embarrassed he looked. It made my heart melt and all I wanted was to give it to him, but I was going to wait a little longer just to torture him. 

“W-what I meant was, I really wanna take you out. O-only if you wa-”

“Yes” I interrupted, taking him out of his misery. 

“Yes? Yes to what?” he asked looking confused. 

“Yes to both” I said as I swam closer to him. “Yes you can have my number and yes I’ll go out with you” I said as I wrapped my arms around his neck once again. 

I felt him wrap his arms around my waist and pull me against his body once again as a smile filled his face. I rested my head on his chest and smiled to myself as he began telling me about other places like this that he wanted to take me to. I couldn’t help but think about how this day had begun as probably one of the worst but ended up being one of the best days of my life; all thanks to Grayson.  

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Missing You

Harry pulled his daughter closer while they walked towards the car, gravel crunching beneath their shoes as the wind whipped their coats forcefully. The seven year old sneezed due to her little cold causing him to hold onto her little hand tighter as she gripped her coat closer to her chest. Violet hid her nose behind the fabric to shield herself from the nipping cold

The two hurried towards the car and Harry held the door open for Violet while she scooted in before Harry quickly slid into the drivers seat. He let out an exhale as he rubbed his hands tighter, rings clinking against one another in the process.

“Wan’ some lunch bug” Harry mumbled as he turned on the heat.

Violet hummed happily feeling the hot air hit against her red little face. “Yes daddy” she smiled not looking up from the coloring book she always left in the car. “M’ starving!” She gushed.

Harry began driving while cranking up the radio to fill up the silence between the two. On this day every year Harry and Violet would go to mummy’s favorite restaurant after visiting her. Both would be usually quiet on this day, not having to say anything- not knowing what to say or what to do for that matter. They didn’t mind, they got to look back on fond memories they shared with y/n. Of course Harry remembered y/n more then Violet but she never asked him questions about her mummy and he dared not to start a conversation. It broke his heart knowing that he would have to tell her stories that mummy was supposed to tell her, he couldn’t bare to see sadness in her eyes as she tried to remember her mummy’s voice. — Scowling at the paparazzi that were outside the restaurant trying to get the perfect shot of the two, Harry had Violet’s back face the glass windows that separated them from the men with camera’s. Y/n always pressed about how she wanted Violet to be shielded away from the media and Harry took that very seriously but he couldn’t shield her away forever, there were always people trying to catch a glimpse of his little sunshine.

“Anything to drink” the waiter smiled making Harry’s eyes snap up at the boy.

“Two hot chocolates please” he smiled as he winked at Violet.

“With extra chocolate!” Violet giggled.

“Right away” the waiter smiled before walking away.

Harry smiled looking at his daughter, thinking how much she resembled her mother. The two girls loved chocolate- he remembered y/n would always say “Theres never too much chocolate!” Which always caused Violet to giggle in agreement. Resting his chin on the palm of his hands he couldn’t help but reminisce over the fact that Violet looked so much like her mummy. She got her thick wavy hair from her mum and the chestnut brown hair from her dad. The skin around her eyes would crease when she’d laugh just like her mothers, her cheeks would flush when she was angry, or embarrassed just like her mum’s. Violet’s big green eyes sparkled as her long eyelashes fluttered while she looked at Harry.


“Yeah petal?” He hummed.

“Can I have the grilled cheese?”

“O’ course” he chuckled as he looked down at the menu trying to figure out what he would get.

The waiter came back with the hot chocolates with an extra pump of chocolate, causing Violet to hum happily as she took a sip of the warm drink. The two ordered their food- Violet getting her grilled cheese and Harry getting his favorite lemon flavored chicken and mashed potatoes.

Violet sunk her teeth into the cheesy goodness making her eyes light up while Harry took a bite of his chicken, humming happily in satisfaction. Harry could sense something was on his baby’s mind as she gulped down her food and looked down at her plate as if she was hesitant to look up at him.

“What’s wrong love?” He asked worriedly.

“I- I er- have a question” she mumbled.

“About wha’ Violet?” Be raised his eyebrows up at her.

“Mummy” she nearly whispered.

Harry’s face instantly went soft as he sat back in his chair letting out a small huff realizing that this day would come sooner or later. Of course she would start to ask questions.. her mother passed when she was only four and she barely remembers her.

“Ask me anythin’ yeh want kitten” he smiled.

Violet took a deep breath and looked up at Harry with hopeful eyes. “How did yeh and mummy meet?”

Harry’s throat went dry- not excepting such a question. But who was he kidding? He was going to have to tell her sooner or later.

“All my friends know how their parents meet” she trailed off.

Harry sat up and nodded as he took ahold of his daughters hand “S’ a funny story actually” he chuckled making Violet smile proudly.


“Mhm” he laughed.

“I was walkin’ down the street- no- oh yea yea I was walkin’ down the street… in London” Harry nodded at her. “Mum was with you’re aunt Leah (y/n’s sister) and she saw me walkin’ towards them” he chuckled “an’ she was so scared to come say hello to me.. so you’re auntie pushed her into me and I nearly fell over” he laughed making Violet lean in towards Harry, hanging onto each and every word.

“Scared?” Violet asked in amusement.

“Yea! She was s’ nervous!” He laughed.

“wow” Violet giggled covering her mouth with her hands.

“So you’re mum asked for a picture and I… said yes” he smiled. “But I was runnin’ late for an interview so I was in a hurry” he sighed as Violet rested her chin on her hands. “You’re mum was somethin’ she was askin’ me all these questions that I had no time to answer so… so I have her my number” Harry said as his eyes started to water.

“Uh huh!”

“I gave her my number an’ I told her to call me whenever she’d like… an’ I’d answer any question she’d have” he sniffled. “Tha’ is how we met” he sighed as tears ran down his cheeks. “So a few days later… mum called an’ we met at a lil’ coffee shop” he sniffled.

Violet smiled and closed her eyes as she imagined what the sight would’ve been like causing tears to form in her eyes as well.

“Was she pretty?”

“Oh- she was gorgeous” Harry hummed “she was a sight to see” he smiled. “Almost as pretty as you”

Violet blushed as she slid off her chair and jumped onto her fathers lap. He sighed as she hid her face in his chest while he stroked her hair, kissing her forehead.

“I miss mummy” she whispered.

“M’ too love” he hummed. “But yeh know what?”


“She’s always with us” Harry smiled “in here”

He pointed to Violet’s heart making her press her lips together to hold back her tears.

“You think?” She trembled.

“I know so” he hummed.

“You too? She’s with you too.. I think” she gushed.

“Yes. Mummy is always with me too”

“Good” she whispered. “Even though mummy isn’t here with us… she’s always in our hearts” she smiled.

“Always” Harry smiled as he held her tighter and kissed her forehead.

Game Changers

Harry’s not really sure what he’s expecting when Malfoy shows up to Hogwarts after The War. Definitely not that. 



“Malfoy what the hell?”
If Harry had trusted in Divination he would have said this was a terrible omen for his final year at Hogwarts.
Harry wasn’t the only one surprised to see him. There was an outbreak of murmuring as Draco Malfoy had strolled nonchalantly into the entrance hall the morning after the sorting ceremony. He looked in the directions of Harry’s exclamation and merely smirked and headed off to his first class of their so-called 8th year.
As it happened that also turned out to be Harry’s first class. When he walked into advanced potions he was surprised to see Malfoy already sitting in front of his cauldron with his book out. Though he supposed he shouldn’t be surprised that Malfoy had enrolled in the class he had always performed best in. Harry was burning with curiosity and before he could rethink his decision he plopped himself down next to Malfoy.
The other boy barely even reacted. “Potter,” he greeted with a kurt nod. He was engrossed in his potions text.
“Uh, hi,”
Malfoy snorted and finally looked up from his book “Eloquent as always Potter. I really missed that Grade A wit,” Though it lacked the usual venom from years previously and it was accompanied by a smile.
Harry stared at him with his mouth open. He hadn’t seen, heard from, or heard about Malfoy since he had testified at Malfoy and his mother’s trials during the rebuilding period after The War. He only did so because he knew it was the right thing to do and definitely not because he still thought about Malfoy more often than would be considered strictly necessary. Both their actions had allowed him to survive and kill Voldemort. It was only right that they didn’t rot in Azkaban. Though he was glad Lucius would. After the trial ended he and Malfoy had exchanged a few polite words and Harry had returned his wand. After that Harry had never expected to hear from him again. Now here he was teasing Harry like an old friend.
“Earth to Potter, are you ok?”
Harry was snapped back to his senses and realized he had been staring straight ahead for a full minute. “Oh sorry you just took me by surprise I guess”
“You came over to me?”
“Oh. Uh. Yeah you’re right”
Malfoy smiled and rolled his eyes “What did you want Potter?”
Oh right. He’d come over here for a reason. “Want to be partners?”
Malfoy’s cheerful and friendly exterior seemed to fade away for a moment to reveal something Harry couldn’t quite place. “Why?” he asked suspiciously.
Oh. That look had been insecurity. That was not a look he was used to seeing on Malfoy. It was oddly endearing. “Because” Harry replied quickly “You’re way better at potions than me and I need all the help I can get,”
This wasn’t entirely true. His original intention had been to ask Malfoy why the hell he came back to Hogwarts but this new Malfoy was almost…pleasant. And it was true that Malfoy could help him do well this year.
Malfoy beamed “You know Potter, I’d have killed to hear an admission of my superiority years ago. Who would have thought it would happen as soon as I stopped caring,”
Harry tried to suppress a grin, along with an odd stirring that seemed to be related to how nice Drac- er, Malfoy’s smile was. Wow, where did that come from?
Harry went to gather the ingredients and the rest of class went off without a hitch. That is if sometimes getting distracted by Malfoy’s piercing grey eyes and blushing furiously when he smiled at him weren’t considered a hitch.
After class they were still chatting and suddenly Malfoy got very quiet.
“What’s up?” Harry was slightly concerned about the sudden tone shift. Had Malfoy just been messing with him and was really still his old snobbish self? And if so why was Harry so upset about it?
“I’ve been putting off  an apology” he replied with his hands fumbling in front of him as he stared determinedly at his shoes. “But you really deserve one from me. For how I acted during The War and before and-”
“Stop.” Harry held up his hand. Before today he would have loved to make Malfoy grovel for forgiveness. However their conversations that day as well as the one after the trial and the fact that he had attempted an apology was enough to convince Harry Malfoy had grown up. He had realized that he just didn’t want to put him through that. Hm. Maybe he had matured too.
“We both did things we’re not proud of” Harry paused for a moment and shuddered slightly thinking of sectumsempra “But I forgive you if that’s what you want,”
Malfoy looked beyond relieved and Harry idly wondered what he could do to make Malfoy look that happy again. He quickly shook that thought out of his head and then looked back at Malfoy
“Alright Draco, lets head to lunch”
Draco looked shocked but pleased at the switch to his given name but seemed to think of something that quickly deterred him “What about the Weasel and Granger?”
Harry had already thought of that. He offered a small smile and replied “They might be a bit stunned but I’ll vouch for you. After all you’re new and improved,”    
That seemed like enough for Draco as he chuckled and traipsed along after Harry to the Great Hall.
A little while later, after Draco had apologized to all of Harry’s friends, (Ron had taken a little longer to accept than Hermione Ginny and Luna, old habits die hard) conversation was roaring at the Gryffindor table and everyone discovered to their astonishment that the now humbled Draco Malfoy fit in with their group very well. He was very funny when his jokes weren’t at someone else’s expense and he seemed to have a flair for storytelling. By the time desserts appeared on the table everyone was laughing with Draco as if he’d been in the group for years.
Harry wasn’t quite listening however. He was enticed by Draco and he couldn’t seem to tear his eyes away even for a second. Ginny had broken up with him after they made an attempt at a relationship after The War. She had taken pity on him; she could tell his heart just wasn’t in it but knew that he was too noble to ever leave her. I occurred to him that the way he felt about Draco after today could have something to do with that but that was a conversation to have with himself in the future. The far future. Feelings were never his strong suit.
Draco caught him staring and gave him an adorable smirk. Harry figured he better join the conversation so as to not seem any more abnormal than he actually did. He could feel his friend’s eyes on him as they followed Draco’s gaze and he blushed.
“This is just bizarre” he blurted out “us talking like we’re friends ya know? Who would have thought?” he finished with a weak chuckle.
Draco seemed to realize he was just talking for the sake of talking but slowly an evil grin spread over his face. It made Harry very nervous for some reason.
“Oh really Potter? We’ve never talked as friends before?” His grin was positively wicked now and Harry felt himself break into a sweat. He reached for his pumpkin juice in order to diffuse the tension. He had no idea where Draco was going with this. Everyone was staring at them in anticipation. It seemed whatever was about to be said would be groundbreaking. Suddenly Hermione’s eyes got huge as if she knew what Draco was going to say a second before he said it. “Not even on Christmas during second year?”
The response was astounding. While Ginny and Luna merely sat there looking puzzled, Hermione burst out laughing, Harry spit his mouthful of juice all over the table and Ron gasped, inhaling the pudding he was eating and choking.
Draco was warmly guffawing as Hermione thumped Ron on the back repeatedly. Harry finally gets over his shock and slowly starts to allow himself to appreciate how funny it really was. “You knew it was us and you never said anything?” Harry struggled to get it out through laughter.
“I knew one day it would come in handy”
With that statement Harry finally lost it. He folded in half with laughter and when he could finally speak again he was wiping tears from his eyes. “You were a conniving bastard even at the age of twelve” which earned him another dazzling smile along with an eyebrow wiggle (Merlin, have mercy)
“If we were all noble Gryffindors life wouldn’t be any fun” Draco retorted.
The rest of dinner was spent explaining to Ginny and Luna exactly what had happened on Christmas six years ago, from both points of view.    
After dinner Draco fancied a walk around the grounds, claiming he wanted to look at the Quidditch pitch to make sure it was acceptable, even though the returning 8th years couldn’t play for their house teams. When Harry offered to accompany him. He had a mischievous look in his eye when he agreed.
They walked in a comfortable silence for a while before Harry’s burning question left from him “How did you know it was us?”
Draco looked exasperated but chuckled as he said “For Merlin’s sake Harry, you literally started to turn back into yourselves while I was talking to you. How many red haired sidekicks do you think I’m acquainted with? Then I found Greg and Vince asleep in a closet later. Not to mention Granger was half cat the next day and that’s transfiguration way beyond anyone we knew at the time so it had to be a potions accident,”
Harry was gaping up at him, mouth hanging open. He couldn’t believe he and Ron had thought they were so slick. And here Draco figured it out that quickly.
“Wow,” he finally said “I knew you were brilliant but I didn’t know you were that brilliant,” He shook his head in utter disbelief.
“I’m glad to hear you say that” Draco shot back at him quickly. He looked like he was stealing himself to do something. “Because I’m about to do something pretty damn stupid,”
Before Harry had time to process this statement the taller boy had grabbed his chin and bet down to press his lips firmly against Harry’s. Harry’s breath caught for just a moment before he melted into the kiss, deepening it and wrapping his arms around Draco’s shoulders, tangling his hands in the fine white-blonde hair that was glowing in the setting sun. He had know idea how long this went on for but when he pulled away he was breathing like he’d just run a marathon. As he started into those grey eyes he allowed his happiness to show across his face, and saw it mirrored in Draco’s. “You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to do that” the blonde boy said breathlessly, and then a pink tinge crept up his face as he realized he’d said it out loud.
“Well then you’re very lucky” Harry said cheekily while he linked their fingers together and started to drag Draco forward to continue their walk. “Because only earlier today did I realize that kissing you was what my life was missing,” and he winked at Draco.
They returned to the comfortable silence, strolling around the grounds in the fading light, hand in hand, sneaking kisses every few paces.
As they returned to the castle Harry looked down at the pale, delicate fingers in between his own tanned calloused ones.  
     If Harry had trusted in Divination he would have said this was an amazing omen for his final year at Hogwarts.


 Guys this is my first ever fic so if you liked it please let me know and if you didn’t let me know what I can do better xoxo -Sarah

Anabasis, or: The Persian Expedition, or: the time a bunch of idiot Greek mercs got way too involved in Persian royal family drama

Xenophon was an aristocratic Greek from the city of Athens in the fifth century BC, a student of the philosopher Socrates, a contemporary of Plato, a historian, philosopher and major political thinker in his own right, and one time when he was an idiot twenty-something he managed to get himself involved in the dumbest piece of military adventurism in the Middle East of all time.

Later he wrote a book about it. 

It’s called Anabasis, which is Greek for ‘Upgoing’, and it is my current favourite adventure story. It is full of big personalities, political drama, people getting stressed out about crossing rivers, and stupid battles. I really wanted to share it with you all, but I can’t make everyone read the whole thing, so instead I present Book 1 of the Anabasis, chapters 1-8, abridged:

Chapter One: Prince Cyrus has a bright idea

So in the fifth century BC the Persian Empire - with its heartland in modern Iran/Iraq, and its territory stretching as far as Egypt, Turkey, India, and the Black Sea - is the biggest deal around. It’s the heart of civilisation. The Persians have the best cavalry in the world, and also invented gardening. Meanwhile Ancient Greece is basically forty cats in a sack, where the cats are city-states and the sack is ‘which city-state has the biggest dick?’

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anonymous asked:

What would the the chocobros romantic ideal date be with their s/o. (I would love to read some sweet fluffy stuff :'))

Originally posted by gigglincactus

Headcanon/scenario’s revolving each of the guy’s individual preferences for a rare day/night off to spend with their partners.

Noctis is a lethargic type of person. He has his reasons – the guy is draining a lot of energy to fulfil his Royal duties so he wants a whole day to relax. He will invite you to stay over at his private chambers in the Citadel, Crown City.

Following a much needed sleep-in, he will make the effort to get out of bed and make you a hot drink before proceeding to shower – he wants a fresh scent and is paranoid about his appearance around you. Whilst you’re sipping your beverage in bed he will quickly grab some of his hair products from his draws and rush in the bathroom, frantically looking in one mirror to the next to ensure his hair is styled adequately. Post hair woes, Noctis informs you the bathroom is free provided you want to use it so you quickly wash and put casual clothes on – you know you’re not going to be taken anywhere fancy but that’s what he adores about you. You love him for who he is and not because of his Royalty.

Noctis decides to surprise you to visit an old play area him and the bros would hang out in during their school years. The place holds a lot of sentimental value to him and you’re touched he opened up to you. Noctis takes your hand and leads you to sit on top of a long slide – it’s a little claustrophobic because of the lack of room, yet you both feel so cosy and snuggle up to each other. He places his arm around the back of your neck, ensuring his hand is respectfully away from your chest area and place on your forearm.

Noctis strokes your forearm now and then between sentences to ensure you feel loved and acknowledged. His other arm is awkwardly wrapped around the ladder connected to the slide.

Noctis: ‘Look, I know I’m not the sort of guy to say everything and anything about how I’m feeling but….I…’

He sighs and continues.

‘Those guys are my life and my family and….and I want you to be part of it. You’re my world Y/N – my one constant and damn it, I know, look, I know I don’t show my gratitude enough….’

Y/N: ‘It’s okay Noct, please continue.’ – You want to cherish this moment he pours his heart out to you.

Noctis: ‘Just promise me one thing. I swear, I hope it’s not too much. Stay with me, always Y/N.’

You simply nodded your head before proceeding to rest it on his shoulder. He smiles and you both enjoy absorbing your surroundings.

The old run down play area held a greater significance than ever……

One of the reasons Gladio fell for you is because you’re not afraid to get your hands dirty for a prize! You worked a busy shift at the power plant and were surprised to see Gladio sitting outside your car.

Y/N: ‘Er Gladi, aren’t you supposed to be escorting Noctis to Altissia’s Fishing Tournament tonight? The paparazzi are going to be in full force, he needs you right?’

Gladio: ‘Not tonight Princess but don’t worry, I got it covered. Tonight, it’s about me and you.’

You kinda despised being called Princess for a nickname but hey, the guy took a night off for you. Since you were off this weekend, you didn’t have to worry about an early start to sleep for so you were motivated to make the most of your night! Gladio suggested you went on a little hunt, to which you responded.

Y/N: ‘Behemoth time, right Gladio? What say we get some proper meat, OUR way?’

Gladio: ‘Oh, I’m on it!’

Gladio high fives you and insists on driving your car due to your tiring day at work. You both arrive in run down deserted plains situated between Goldin Quay and Hammerhead. You both swing out your weapons and temporarily separate to increase the chances of what becomes a successful pre-emptive strike on a huge 20 foot Behemoth with claws so sharp and strong they could break a human’s bones in seconds.

You both perform one last strike together, Gladio grabs your hand and swings you to the opposite side of the creature, delivering a devastating blow to its back leg whilst Gladio pierces its chest. You both gather your prize and go back to your apartment, in which he carefully stirs your hard earned meat into yours and his favourite limited edition sweet and sour chilli Cup Of Noodles you managed to acquire for free as a thank you for your efforts at work.

You both sat on your sofa, watching horror movies accompanied with your delicious noodles before he grabs your hips gently, placing you on his lap, massaging your back whilst enjoying your favourite horror movies.

Prompto’s purchased you both some tickets to the Moogle Chocobo carnival – an annual event you’ve sadly never attended due to your work commitments as a full time environmentalist, educating citizens across the globe. He’s already liaised with your management, practically begging them to let you have a weekend off to unwind and what better way to let loose than find yourself surrounding by mascots, fun and games whilst being surprised to a free fireworks display as a thank you for your services to the people of Eos.

Prompto has you blindfolded whilst he drives you to your special getaway. He asked you to pack beforehand so everything was organised and going smoothly! Whilst you wondered what was occurring, you heard unfamiliar noises and the sounds of huge gatherings and popping balloons.

Prompto escorted you out of his auto mobile with your luggage, leading you to what sounded and felt like a hotel suite. He then led you back outdoors again before ripping off your blindfold.

Prompto: ‘Ta da sweet cheeks! This is for you. Take a break, relax and enjoy!’


You immediately ran over to the coins counter, learning what prizes are to be won before Prompto grabs your arm, leading you to the chocobo races to which you gladly volunteered to participate.

Talk about an amazing day. You were both on a sugar high from the Moogle Edition candy floss and choco-banana ice cream consumed. You’d participated in various activities, including the findings of moogle models, shooting cactuars, photograph competitions. Prompto had never seen you so happy, even though you beat him at chocobo racing which would normally frustrate him. You even won a plush chocobo for him at the stall as a way to say thank you which gets him emotional. As the evening would draw closer, he decided to take you out for a meal at Altissia’s finest establishment before inviting you to the special fireworks event. You both refreshed yourselves at your hotel room before Prompto escorted you to a small boat, controlled by a member of staff for tour guides and just generally enjoy the scenery and see all the sights whilst admiring the beautiful fireworks!

As the sparks would fly, you closed your eyes, taking in the sounds before grabbing Prompto’s camera and getting plenty of landscape shots of multi-coloured fireworks – the colours perfectly contrasted the dark night sky.

Prompto: ‘That’s my girl.’

He watched you with utmost pride and smirked. How did he ever get this lucky? Seeing you smile made him feel warm and fuzzy inside and you’d never forget this thoughtful gesture.

Ignis is the only bro who evidences balance and structure in the event of planning a date. For Ignis, he would need to outline the pros and cons of a particular location and recipe before inviting his loved one into what could be a night of turmoil and trouble. He hides it well normally but the guy was rather anxious when it came to pleasing his partner. They’re the sort of couple of love each other dearly but enjoy pursuing their own interests and investing in their own individual time – the pair’s schedules are packed to the brim with Royal duties; Ignis serving Prince Noctis and Y/N attending to the cleanliness of the Citadel quarters. So a date night was a pretty big deal as far as Iggy was concerned.

He gave notice to Noctis concerning his ‘night off’ and ensured Y/N followed suit. So it’s now a Saturday night and Y/N has spent the day sleeping and catching up on her historical readings leant to her by Ignis himself. Ignis has been preparing the setting for Y/N, hoping the date would prove she is his number one priority, despite his commitments to the Prince. He requested she dresses in ‘comfortable’ and ‘warm’ attire and meet him outside the Citadel. She proceeds and he takes her arm, escorting her to his car, driving with the roof lowered. He then leads her to a quiet area full of grasslands situated on the outskirts of Insomnia. You’d read about this little known location in one of your books Iggy leant you. You were most impressed.

Ignis: ‘Follow me and please, remain seated. You need not lift a finger for tonight’s activities.’

You followed him to a beautiful campsite, clearly set up during the day (good job it didn’t rain), the tent was pretty huge and you took a sneak peak – he’d filled the tent with your favourite blanket you keep in his accommodation to preserve his scent, all accompanied with a thick duvet and cushions. You smelt the scent of your favourite dish, Spaghetti Bolognese complete with Sea salt bread with a large bottle of balsamic vinegar – your favoured flavour of dip.

Y/N: ‘How long have you been out here today, cooking this?’

Ignis: ‘Ah, the best part of the whole day, crack of dawn to set up camp, followed by food preparation back home, not to forget the……’

Ignis was interrupted by you dramatically running over to him standing at the stove. He paused whilst you hugged him tightly, almost trapping his oxygen supply, thanking him repeatedly.

As you eventually dined outside the huge camp/kitchen set up he suggested a spot of stargazing before wrapping up the date. You assisted him in tidying the crockery and sat a few meters away from the tent on the grassy floor. You felt Ignis wrap his hands around your waist as he placed himself on the floor, carefully seating you on his thighs whilst he stretched out his legs.

No words were needed, the ambience of the night and the most wondrous view did all the talking for the pair of you. Eventually you fell asleep, so peaceful and content whilst stargazing. He lifted you in his arms and placed you in the tent, wrapping the blankets around you both.

Ignis: ‘Sleep well my beloved Y/N. Sleep well.’

Thank you for your request! I hope this was okay! :D


Mingyu crushing on you !! // scenario

Originally posted by visual-17

A bullet-point scenario starring everyone’s favorite housewife and puppy Mingyu!

Request scenarios and reactions on my page if you’d like :)

- I love Kim Mingyu

- you know why?

- it’s because he’s just so

- confident

- and talented in so many ways (BOY DO I LOVE TALL BOYS WHO CAN DANCE)

- and shameless

- and legit the type of guy you’d wanna bring home to your parents

- he’s a m a z i n g

- and if you’re the person he develops a suuuper huge crush on

- well god damn you are one lucky girl


- you’re a few weeks into your internship at pledis, and you’ve already met a handful of svt members

- but not all of them

- so one day, you’re busy putting away some finished paperwork for your job at the company building

- you hit an intersection between two hallways when all of a sudden

- a huGE ASS TREE COMES RUNNING INTO YOU FROM THE OTHER HALLWAY (yall should know what I mean by tree lolol)

- you get knocked onto the floor, and it looks like whatever hit you took a fall as well

- the paperwork in your hands go flying all over the place, and the back of your head hits the wall pretty loudly

- as you rub the part of your head that hurt, the “tree” (a really handsome one, I must say) looks to you as he rests on his side, eyes widened and mouth slightly agape at the sight of you

- you recognize him

- it’s one of the members you haven’t talked to before

- he’s not just any tree

- he’s the visual tree, Mingyu

- “OH MY GOD I’M-I’M SO SORRY- ARE YOU OKAY???” he panics as he gets off the floor and kneels next to you to check if you’re fine

- your eyes squint at the slight pain, but you nod yes anyways. “Yes, I’m fine.”

- it really hurts actually lol

- he helps you sit up against the wall and checks your head, figuring that the pain could only be coming from there since you’re clutching it like that

- he notes the pain in your face and shakes his head

- “don’t lie, I know it hurts.”

- you try to convince him that you’re fine as you begin to collect your scattered files, but he grabs your hand before you could grab another sheet of paper

- “come here,” he says and assists you in getting up. he gets you to sit on a chair in one of the vacant offices

- once you get settled he continues, “I’m gonna go grab an ice pack from the freezer downstairs. Don’t pick up another piece of paper from the floor while I’m out.”

- one side of you is thinking

- “aw this guy is so sweet and considerate, I’m mELtiNG”

- while the other side is just

- “bitch don’t tell me what to d0 lmao″

- so you get up to collect the rest of your sheets in the hallway before quickly scampering into the room again to pretend you were there the entire time

- you hope the guy is dumb enough to not notice that there’s suddenly no mess in the hallway when he gets back

- and luckily he’s too busy thinking about the pain in your head to care about the papers at the moment

- so he comes rushing back into the office with a small cloth and an ice pack

- he takes your hand off of the part of your head that you were holding and places the ice pack there

- “I’m so sorry, really. You don’t know how bad I feel right now,” he says while holding the ice against your head

- “No, it’s okay,” you reassure him. “I should have been looking before crossing.”

- “I was the one who slammed into you though,” he replies. “I shouldn’t be running around here in the first place.”

- you hate to waste his time so you take a hold of the ice pack and get up from your seat

- “I can put the ice pack back in the freezer later. Thank you for your help, Mingyu.”

- “oh,” he says. “Are you sure?”

- you nod

- “okay, I’m sorry again. Really.” You can tell he’s being sincere

 - the both of you exchange bows and you proceed to leave the office with your files

- “hey, you’re y/n, right?” he asks

- “yeah, that’s me. I’m surprised you know my name,” you say shyly

- he laughs, “yeah the other members talk about you sometimes. I’m actually surprised you know my name too, since there’s so many of us.”

- “well, they told me to watch out for a tall and clumsy guy around here named Mingyu, so I figured that guy is you.”

- Mingyu’s jaw drops, but his shocked expression turns into a smile

- “wow, from what I heard about you from the other guys, I really wasn’t expecting you to be this sassy,” he scoffs

- “well, it looks like they haven’t told you enough,” you laugh and leave the room *high-fives self*

- as you’re putting all the files away in their respective places, you can’t help but think of how sweet and cute Mingyu is

- like, sure he just bodyslammed into you a few minutes ago

- but his accommodating nature was so niceee

- and he’s got looks on top of that :33

- you can’t possibly think he could get any better oh boy just wait

- little do you know that Mingyu is still cursing at himself for messing up in front of an innocent intern

- a pretty cute one too lol

- he wishes you guys could’ve met in a better way

- but it’s okay, he thinks to himself

- to make up for it, he’s gonna make an actual effort to get to know you and fix his reputation

- he was drawn to the unexpected level of sass you gave him a piece of

- well, if you’re gonna give him a slice of your attitude

- he’s gonna give you a slice too

- a slice of homemade cake, that is

- bc the poor puppy would still feel bad about what happened the other day

- he’ll find you a day after the incident to hand you a slice of cake that he made himself

- you’d insist that you don’t deserve the slice, since you think half of the incident was your fault

- but he’d literally open up the container of cake and shove a piece of it into your mouth


- “I also spent 3 hours trying to make this last night, pls take it :(”

“you’re cute too,” he’d say in his head

- so you taste it and

- omg 

- it’s not cake

- it’s heaven

- you immediately compliment him on the cake, and he blushes

- “if he can make this cake by himself, then I guess he isn’t as clumsy as the others say???” you think to yourself

- he has redeemed himself

- AND THUS your friendship with Mingyu begins !!

- it wouldn’t take long for him to fall for you though

- believe me when I say he is a softie

- this makes Mingyu the fluffiest crush-er

- he’s so into making his thing for you obvious

- but 99% of the time you’ll take the hints he gives you as jokes

- he’d also be super willing to do couple-ish things with you even if you guys are just friends bc this boy just cAN’T WAIT

- he wants you to know that he can be a really good potential boyfriend

- so whenever you guys hang out, he’d try extra hard to be funny, impress you with his skills, and ofc flirt

- “someone’s looking really pretty today~” he’d say. he’ll probably flash a smile and wink as well what a grease ball

- “shut up, Mingyu. we all know I look like shit today,” you’d reply

- “but you look beautiful all the time,” he’d say in his head

- his flirting would be so frequent

- the members would see it too and probably want to puke

- but it would be so frequent to the point that the members would think he’s just messing with you

- they wouldn’t actually think it’s a crush

- if anything, Mingyu would have to talk to Wonwoo about liking you if he can’t keep it to himself any longer:

- “hey Wonwoo,”

- “yeah?”

- “what if I told you that… I actually like y/n?”

- “wait, rEALLY?”

- “yeah, man.”

- “LOL I thought all of the flirting was just for fun.”

- “nah, dude. I actually meant it.”

- Wonwoo would ask Mingyu if he is actually gonna confess or something, and Mingyu would definitely say yes

- but he doesn’t know how to do it???

- like, he’s got the guts to confess and everything

- but planning out a cute way to tell you how he feels would be difficult

- he doesn’t want you to laugh at him when he actually confesses bc the last thing he wants you to think is that his confession is just another one of his flirty “jokes”

- Mingyu wants you to catch onto what he’s trying to say right away so that the whole moment stays special :’)

- Meanie YES would have to brainstorm through a whole lot of confession ideas

- and then the perfect plan will hit them

- so on one fine day

- Mingyu would text you during one of your intern shifts

- “Y/N Y/N Y/N”

- “what do you want now,” you’d text back

- “are you in the company building rn?”

- “yeah, why?”

- “meet me in the practice room asap k byeee”

- “uh okay?”

- so you finish up whatever you were doing before heading down a floor to the practice room

- but when you arrive at the practice room, you check the tiny door window

- there’s no lights on???

- all you see through the window is pitch black

- “is Mingyu even there?” you think to yourself

- you hesitate for a moment, but a part of you just doesn’t ask and opens the door anyways

- you look straight ahead and find a orange glow coming from the floor

- it’s a cake with candles

- and being illuminated by the cake is none other than your favorite germ ball

- Mingyu

- “dude, wth you look really creepy right now,” you’d laugh

- Mingyu would try hard to hold in his laughter and say

- “shut up, just come here.”

- “can I turn on the lights at least?” you ask

- “NONONO just sit here please~”

- so you walk over to the cake and sit in front of it. Mingyu is sitting across from you. the cake is all that’s in between you and him

- you spot an envelope to the right of the cake with your name on it

- he spots your glance at the envelope and says “go ahead, take it.”

- “Mingyu, if you think it’s my birthday today, you’re about 6 months off.”

- he’s nervous


- so you do

- and inside the envelope is a card with a little heart on it

- you open up the card and read its contents:

“y/n I know this will sound stupid but please just answer this question:”

- “do you like me?”

- “if so, blow the cake candles.”

- “if not, just use your hands to blow out the candles.”

- tbh the idea did sound kind of stupid but

- you blush

- he’s caught you off guard

- and for real this time

- truth is that you’ve liked him since you guys first met

- you always thought his flirty jokes were all to poke fun at you

- they were cute

- but you didn’t really think he meant it

- everything was slowly coming together now

- does he… really like you??

- welp it’s time for you to throw another snarky comment to make suRe

- “you’re trying to get me to burn off my fingers, aren’t you” you say

- and you expect him to snap back at you

- but he doesn’t:

- “y/n listen, I really like you. I just wanna know if you feel the same.”

- “just please answer the question.”

- so

- you take a deep breath to work up the strength needed to blow out the candles

- but just before you can blow the candles out

- Mingyu quickly shoots out a breath of air and beats you to it

- and he swiftly takes your cheek in his hand to plant a kiss on your lips


- you smiled into the kiss and he followed

- he lets go of your lips after taking in the moment

- “that kiss might be sweeter than the cake I made for you.”

- you punch him in the shoulder

- “you’re gross,” you laugh

- he moves to your side of the cake to give you a warm hug in the dark

- “but I wouldn’t have you any other way,” you say with a smile

“Snake and Lion” - Sirius Black x Slytherin!Reader Imagine

request: Sirius or Remus with slytherin!reader where they act like they hate you but really like you and they pull a really mean prank and you just snap and ask why they hate you so much. Angsty with them being together in the end :)

— Hey. I hope you don’t mind that I chose Sirius. I just can’t picture Remus being mean and all. Hope you like it! ♡ 

Being a Slytherin was never easy. Especially at Hogwarts where everybody saw you as the devil in person. But you were so different from their clichés. You were smart, calm, funny, kind and did not have a passion for the dark side. You kept telling every one of your co-mates to actually try to socialize with the other ones but they didn’t care. And that made it worse for you, because everybody was picking on you all the time. Including Sirius Black, the famous Black. You hated him with all your guts and god, he hated you as well. You were this perfect attractive girl, so smart and funny that he was so attracted to but all he saw when he looked at you was sin. And he hated you for being sin.
In your case, it was the same. But you both were always making mean pranks at each other, give long hard stare and spit-talk to one another. It was obvious to the world that you hated each other with a burning passion what they didn’t know is that you loved each other too, with a burning passion. But tonight, he had gone too far:

You were happily walking to your dorm for a well deserved night rest when a huge bucket of flour and iced water was thrown over your head. You were soaking wet and the flour stung at your skin, which was apparently the point of its presence. Next to your feet was a soaked peace of parchment with just a snake drawn on it. You knew it was Sirius. He always signed his pranks to you. Just as you did to him. He drew a snake, you drew a lion. It was always this. But tonight, he ruined your mood. You finally were feeling happy, you ignored him all day, and there he was back into your life ruining it in the best way he could ever think of.
Storming off the Slytherin Common Room, you ran to his dormitory with fury, trying to avoid the mocking and shocked looked of the people you walked past. You mumbled the password to the Fat Lady, as well as the charm to avoid the sliding stairs of the boys dormitories. You knew all of this. You had to. Sirius could also enter your common room or dormitory whenever, so you had to have your ways too. You stormed into his dormitory without knocking and there he was. In a full laugh with his fellow partner James Potter. You glared at him once his grey eyes met yours.

“Hello, snake. What can I do for you?” he asked in a highly pompous voice, hiding the laugh that was tempting him from seeing you soaked wet and covered in flour.

“You are a stupid, stupid man. I don’t know what I did to deserve this, what I ever did to you, but you are a git. I hate you. Why do you do this to me? Why are you so harsh?” you spat at him.

“Woah. Calm down! I thought it was our thing to do mean pranks!” Sirius replied with an annoying smirk and a charming look.

You lost it at his stupid looks. You pointed your wand at him and walked furiously to him. James immediately got up and took his wand, warning you to not do anything.

“This isn’t fun anymore. At first it was low mean, now you crossed a line. Why do you hate me so much?!”

“Lower your wand, please.” he said in a much calmer tone, getting up to face you once you lowered your wand. “Listen, I just did that to get your attention, I didn’t know it would actually upset you..”

“Are you kidding, Black?! You think this is funny, don’t you?! I just had an amazing day, since the start of the year I’ve been waiting for a good day and there you go and ruin it. This is not funny!” you screamed.

“Okay. Okay. Well, I’m so sorry. I didn’t want to upset you. Maybe if you didn’t look like a devil so much we would know you had feelings.” he said smirking.

James in the back rolled his eyes. He knew Sirius insulted you just because he didn’t like to be soft with you. He was always scared to show his feelings for you, which only James knew about. But Potter wasn’t a fool, he knew this would only make things worse. And he was right.

“You must be joking. You are a complete asshole!“ you screamed at him once again, fury boiling inside of you.

“Let me tell you something, you aren’t a good one either okay? You’re a Slytherin for Merlin’s sake!”

“So that’s all it is about, huh? Slytherin hate? Listen to me Black. It’s not my fault if your parents hate you for not being a Slytherin.”

There, you crossed a line too. Sirius shared his parents hate with you once, in a drunk state. And he thought you would never bring it up, and you didn’t…until tonight. He looked at you with so much disappointment and hate that you thought he would use the Killing Curse any time now.

“What? Does it hurt? Well now you know how it is.” you said.

“Get out. You don’t get anything.” he coldly replied, hiding the tears forming in his eyes as he sat back down.

“What don’t I get, Black? Tell me!!” you yelled as James tried to make you leave the dormitory, which you refused.

It followed with incomprehensible yelling and insulting between you and Sirius while James had enough and tried to make a sentence. That was obviously not possible.

“Oh my, would you just shut up?” he mumbled to himself. “Well shit, for a Slytherin she’s freakishly strong!” he screamed as he tried to push you outside.

You sighed and pushed back slightly James, stopping the yelling.

“This is going nowhere. I’m just going to leave.” you finally said after a few minutes of silence.

“You’re so wrong.” Sirius whispered, his cheeks as tears stained and red as yours by now.

“Why?? Why do you keep saying this?!”


Your head started spinning and you couldn’t make any other word of what he was rambling about. After all this time, he liked you? Wait, no, LOVED you? You couldn’t believe it. You knew you always found him attractive, you’ve developed feelings for him too. But never in your wildest dreams, you thought this was mutual. You only accepted the mean things to keep at least one contact with him, and maybe it was because of your feelings that you were so hurt tonight. Maybe it was because he ignored you all day, and when he came back to your life it was once again with a mean prank. You had just enough of him not showing any love to you. But little did you know he did all that to hide his love for you.
You took a deep breath in as Sirius continued to ramble on and James was watching speechless, and you came to Sirius and crashed your lips on his. That immediately shut him up and he had a hard time to understand what was happening. James was so shocked that he looked like his eyeballs would fall out of his face, and his jaw would crash on the floor. Sirius finally got out of his trance as you pulled away and grabbed your face between his hands to kiss you with all the passion he was hiding.
You both pulled away after a few minutes, breathless.

“Wow.. I didn’t know you felt the same…” he said.

“I do. And I am so, so sorry for what I said to you. You didn’t deserve it..” you replied with sorrow and  regret overwhelming you.

“Hey, hey, it’s okay.” he reassured as he dried the tears from your cheeks. “I know you didn’t mean it. And I’m sorry too for what I did to you.”

“No more anger?”

“Er-….” he hesitated playfully.

“Sirius Orion Black.”

“I’m kidding, I’m kidding. No more anger, of course. No more mean pranks and no more harsh words.” he swore.

“No more of that.” you swore, too.

“I love you, snake.” he said kissing you one more time.

“I love you too, lion.”

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