((ugly laughs this is all i got okay))

can we start practicing self love that doesn’t focus so much on looks? like sure feeling beautiful is nice but you know what? you got a kickass personality too! you know that little quirk that you’re sure is annoying? it’s endearing as hell and when you laugh you literally embody sunshine like you don’t have to constantly tell yourself you’re pretty if you can’t believe it because in the end that’s not the most special thing about you. learning to love your insides is just as hard as the outside. vanity isn’t the be all and end all of self love you can be a lil ugly and still love yourself

it gets easier to talk about but it also gets harder to talk about. i have to unfold things carefully, but the map shows better. here’s the first time i got hit by a parent, here’s the first time i got hit by a partner. they’re around the corner from each other, mirror images or hands holding or two sides of a blade. the look on people’s faces always is the same when they find out. like the words hurt them in the pit of their stomach. i feel bad when it does that; i know what it’s like to be suckerpunched. often i comfort people right after: oh, no, it’s okay, i’m okay now, it’s fine, i’m all in one piece, i got out, i’m a resilience child, i learned kindness, i found inner peace, i meditate twice a day, i do yoga and drink kale shakes and eat as if nobody ever made my teeth bleed. some of these are lies, but that is fine too, because it’s better that people don’t know an ugly truth.

sometimes i forget who in the room knows. i laugh about what happened like a punchline (get it) and people stare at me with mouths open like moons. oh my god, did that really happen to you? i don’t know. sometimes it feels like it happened to someone else, out on a distant planet. sometimes it feels like it never happened at all. sometimes it feels like it’s still happening. how can you laugh at that? and is that true? how do i say “because if i don’t laugh it’s serious” because of course it’s true. for proof: raise your hand a fraction too smooth. watch the shadow pass over my face. watch me curl away. watch me change. like a chameleon girl, i shift my shape. someone who doesn’t know laughs. you’re certainly jumpy. the girl at the table who helped me cover the bruise stares at me, watching my chest, trying to figure out if i’m panicking. he’s confused when quiet are you okay questions touch my skin - only those who know, only those who are watching.

and i smile, because it’s easier to talk about but it’s harder to admit it still effects me. memories should be left in the kingdom of dreams. sometimes i feel like i should be done with it already. i stare at a picture of cartoons that says if you don’t know these, you didn’t have a childhood. i know all but two of them. some of them i watched after it happened. i really liked scooby doo. in the end, the mask comes off and the bad guy is revealed and he goes to jail. in real life, i wait for someone to come take his mask off. it just makes him mean. the blue lights of the law never show up on the green of our lawn. i had a pretty good childhood, i think. it made me interesting, at least. i picked blueberries.

i laugh about it a lot. talk about how it’s funny that if you got abused there’s just, like, a second round of partner abuse, sitting out there, waiting for you. that you’re the most likely to pick an abuser from the crowd - or worse, like beauty and the beast, watch yourself become her. see your rotten hands and think of your father. isn’t that funny! that i can take a hit and i’d rather take a lifetime of them than be the one doing the giving just once. i talk about how you walk in the eclipse of it. that it confuses you when the sun comes out. that when you find someone who won’t hurt you, you still walk on eggshells, waiting for them to hurt you. i say it through a smile, because if you bend yourself the right way, your life looks more like comedy-drama than just plain tragedy. i watch fantastic beasts and where to find them and when the abused child turns out to be beyond saving, i hear myself laugh in a bark. or it was a sob. i can’t tell. it doesn’t matter. in my world, children like me learned about magic early, and how our own actions can turn a man from a gentle person into a savage beast. 

okay, i say, smiling, maybe if you put it that way, yeah, i was abused and it wasn’t funny. but come on. think of the puns! you could say my life was really a hit! now don’t be upset. it’s funny. it’s funny. it’s funny.


Summary: Bucky Barnes is a superstar actor in Hollywood, and the reader works as a photographer for an upscale fashion and pop culture magazine. One day, she is assigned to take photographs of Bucky to promote his upcoming movie, but her schoolgirl crush on Mr. Barnes proves to be a problem.

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Words: 3,547

Warnings: Smut (a little bit of D/S undertones, unprotected sex. Don’t get pregnant or catch STI’s,kids). Also some fluff, it’s not 100% smut.

A/N: This is my submission for Kait’s (@bionic-buckyb) 5k AU challenge! My prompt was “Model/Photographer”. Hope you enjoy! (also if anyone can guess what reference I’m making with the fake movie title I put in this fic, you get brownie points!)

Originally posted by little--batman

Another day, another photoshoot in the studio with some rude celebrity who thinks they’re better than you.

You sigh, shuffling over to the strobe to make sure it’s synced properly to your camera. With a quick press of your shutter button, the light goes off, and you’re satisfied that everything is set up perfectly for today’s shoot. Your contentment doesn’t last long, though; the thought of having to deal with another snobby subject clouds your brain. Sure, the concept of meeting celebrities every day at your job seemed cool, but once you got used to it, you realized that they’re all just regular people. There was hardly anything special about anyone you met, aside from the few who were very nice and complimented how good you made them look with your camera.

“Oh, wonderful, you’re all set up!” Michael, the fashion consultant and your bosses’ assistant, bursts through the studio doors. “James will be here in a second. I want you to make him look SO sexy in these photos, got it, Y/N? Carol needs to be proud of our work when she’s back from vacation.”

You shake your head and give him the slightest pathetic smile you can. “I can’t make someone sexy if they already have an ugly face, Michael. Now which James are we talking about?”

“James Barnes?” Michael looks shocked, his eyes widening as he says the name. “For his new movie, ‘Farewell, Atlantis’?”

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Zach Werenski - Childhood Crush

anon request: Can you make a Zach Werenski one. Maybe about him taking that puck to the face during the playoff game. And can it be really cute and fluffy

@faithmikami requested: Hi there! I was wondering if you could write an image where a girl is dating Zach Werenski and attends the third playoff game against PIT. She’s in the crowd and sees him get injured and is allowed to go to the locker room to see how he is. Thanks! :)

anon request: can i have a zach werenski imagine about his injury and you going to the next game to watch and then coming home and taking care of him/cuddling him

anon request: Can you do a Zach werenski imagine please? Maybe about the injury if you need inspo :)

anon request: Can you do an imagine about Zach Werenski? Maybe like being in the crowd as he got hit kind of thing? Thank you!!!

an imagine about zach werenski’s injury was a very requested imagine and i still have more requests about this. i do love zach werenski though so i have no problem writing these!! XD i decided to put a cute little twist to it so i hope you like it

requests are open:))

Originally posted by werenskiz

“yes y/n zach would love if you came and visited us here in colombus!” mrs.werenski gushed into the phone. for me it was just hitting the end of exam time and for my best friend zach it was the beginning of playoffs. well soon to be the third game.

“i don’t know mrs.werenski, i want to but i have so much to do” i babbled on about why i shouldn’t go. “y/n zach hasn’t seen you in forever, he would love it if you came to watch” that’s where she had me. i haven’t seen zach in so long. i used to always watch him play hockey at the joe, he truly was a talented player.

zach and i were always best friends, the dynamic duo. i was always by his side and he was always by mine. he supported me in my hockey and i always supported him in his hockey, even till this very day. throughout the years i manages to develop feelings for zach that a best friend shouldn’t feel and i’ve tried pushing them away but they always pop back up. he’s never really shown an interest but maybe i just never looked.

“fine” i fake sighed but was quickly followed by a overly girlish squeal. “i’m so excited too see him!” i laughed to his mother. “trust me y/n, he’s gonna be happy to see you too!” she joined in on my laughing. “when should i book my flight?” i asked. “oh don’t worry about that hun, we have it all covered. ill send you an email and print the ticket that’s in it, and there is your flight” she explained.

i could hear the loud sound of zach from the other side of the phone, “zachs coming but ill see you soon!” she said in a hushed tone and hung up. i smiled before putting my phone down and quickly opening up my email. the flight leaves tomorrow at 9:00am. oh boy. it was already 6:30pm and i haven’t even started packing.

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Into It (IV)

Author: kpopfanfictrash

Pairing: You/Suho

Rating: NC-17

Warning: Potential triggers include: Harassment.

Word Count: 4,442

Summary:  Suho is the mysterious new kid on campus. No one knows much about him, except that he seems to have a certain attraction to you.

Originally posted by tinyjunmyeon

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lovinglaurens  asked:

hi I love imagining what Pierre's belly laugh would sound like if Natasha came up and just tickled him senseless! He has a great laugh and Natasha never gets to hear it so do what you gotta do

okay i literally just held my breath and got butterflies thinking about this like Pierre’s laugh would be BOOMING and the first time Natasha hears it she’s so taken aback and he gets all embarrassed and is like “sorry I know my laugh is ugly and too loud” and she’s like “no! no not at all! it’s just that….you have the loveliest laugh I’ve ever heard” and Pierre turns DEEP red 

Story time: okay so this just happened like 5 min ago. So I’m watching Americas got Talent with my mom and bro and this one girl was singing thinking out loud and I sang along with her but I was singing ugly on purpose and my mom is like “you should go in Americas got talent” and my brother started laughing and he’s like “what is she even gonna do?! Fart? She’s good at that” and my mom is like “no she’s gonna sweep all the confetti after one of the judges presses the golden buzzer” 😂😂

This bunny needs to stop calling himself ugly because he’s so adorable it hurts hurhur ;-;

A huge grin appeared on Bobby’s face as the doorbell rang, knowing exactly who it was and he sprang to his feet, giggling to himself as he ran to get the door.

“Hey sweetie,” He greeted you cutely and you smiled at him in return, handing the paper bags in one of your hands over to his that had reached out to help you before giving him a hug with the other.

“Hey there, and welcome back,” You said, tip toeing to plant a kiss on his lips which made him smile even wider at you. “I missed you.”

“Me too,” He said, pulling you closer to him and spending a few seconds to take a good look at the face he hadn’t seen for a while.

“I made kimbap, hehe geddit?” You chuckled. “And I worked really hard getting it right while you were away so it definitely tastes better than the last time. I promise.”

“As much as I really appreciate you putting in effort to make all these food for us, you don’t have to bring this much all the time, okay? Especially when you tend to be so clumsy on the bus it really makes me worry sometimes…”

“But I want to…” You said, sticking out your bottom lip at him which eventually made him give in to you, sneaking another quick kiss on your forehead whispering a fine, whatever you want before bringing you in.

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Not Dead Yet (Part 20)

*What am I even doing that I have this much free time? Even then I’m not sure it’s enough.*

Pairing: Reader x Peter Pan

Warning: mild language

A few more days went by of Peter and I trapped in the Enchanted Forest. We made the best of it. Had some laughs, only tried to kill each other a handful of times, terrorized a town or two, basic things you do when you’re trying to find a magic bean or realm jumper. You would think for a land filled with magic there would be some more of these things!

“Y/N!” Peter burst into the inn room we had rented.

“What do you look so giddy about?” I set the book I was reading down. “Did you find a way back home?”

“No, but I do have a pretty nice surprise waiting outside.”

I followed him out of the room with a shrug. He pulled me along to the side of the inn to the stables. “Say hello to our recently commandeered horses.”


“Something wrong? I would have thought you’d be happy. When we leave this village we can ride them instead of walking. We’ll get around faster and our feet won’t hurt so much.”

“I know, it’s smart and all it’s just, I’ve never ridden a horse before.” I pet the muzzle of the black and white horse next to me.

“It’s not hard.” he opened the stall and saddled the horse up with ease before leading it out. “Put your one foot in the stirrup there, pull yourself up, swing your leg across and adjust yourself accordingly from there.”

“You seem to know a lot. Drawing, horse riding, just full of surprises recently aren’t ya?”

“Something you seem to forget is that I am indeed a lot older than I look. Is it such a surprise I do know such skills?”

“How old are you exactly?”

He shrugged. “Lost count a couple decades ago.”

“Give me a reasonable guess.”

“I don’t know, maybe three hundred.”

“Three hundred!”

“Look good don’t I?”

“Three hundred years old and you still act like a teenage prat.” I put my foot in the stirrup and tried in vain to pull myself up. This was trickier than I thought.

“Here,” Peter knelt down indicating for me to use his knee as a step, “It’s not like age really affects me. I’ve just always been young, I’ve never had any conventional responsibilities or jobs. The years just go by in a blur and I’m stuck just the same as I was a decade ago. You should know, how old are you now?”

“I’m uh…” I did some quick calculations in my head, “Oh wow, I should be nearing my thirties shouldn’t I?”

“And do you feel any more mature or sagely from when you first came to Neverland?”

“I suppose not.”

“Exactly. That’s my entire life. Just years of the same youthful bliss.” he sighed content.

I was now upright in the saddle a little apprehensive about what to do now. “Don’t look so lost.” Peter had saddled up the other horse, “Let’s get you used to it.” He took the reins from me and led the horses, with me on one, out of the stables.

We walked back out to this dale a little ways from the village. After I had gotten used to being in the saddle Peter got on his and we trotted along the open valley. On a horse Peter was even more in his element. Just that smiling expression as he raced through across the landscape made wanting to return to Neverland harder.

“Y’know,” I pulled up alongside him, “I’m gonna miss doing stuff like this when we get back home.”

“Me too. I haven’t felt this free in a long time.”

“How’s that?”

“Wind in my hair, ground rushing under me, speeding toward that horizon wondering if I’ll ever reach the crest…it’s a feeling you can’t recreate. You’re just racing along and you feel like…like…”

“Like you’re flying.” I finished. “Something tells me you used to fly a lot when you were younger.”

“Oh you couldn’t keep me on the ground.” he laughed. “But that was a long time ago…” his face darkened, “There’s barely any pixie dust left, I have to use it sparingly nowadays.”

Our good time was quickly turning south. “Hey, race you to the village?”

He gave me a half-hearted smirk, “You know you stand no chance.”

“Which is why you can’t resist.” I reaffirmed my grip in the reins, “So?”

He let out a small snort. “I’ll even give you a five second head-start.”

“H’yah!” I kicked the horse’s flank and we took off across the dale. Even with my head start Peter overtook me with ease. When we got back to the village we settled back in the inn for some dinner and plans to leave for the next town in the morning.

This time the room we shared had two beds so we didn’t need to cram into one like before which was a relief. Whilst trying to fall asleep I kept thinking back to earlier when Peter and I were riding horses. I meant it when I said I was going to miss doing stuff like that. There was much to be had on Neverland with the all the boys but there were little adventures like this you couldn’t recreate in a jungle, even if it was the land of make believe.

Perhaps when we got back home and things returned to normal I could convince Peter to take some time away from Neverland. We could go riding again. Do the things we couldn’t do on Neverland. In the morning Peter and I left the village on our borrowed horses. According to the villagers the next town was almost half a day’s ride from here, two days on foot. Joy.

We were passing the time in any way we can. At first we had tried playing ‘I spy’ but that died as soon as it started. Now we were asking ‘would you rather’ questions. Started out simple enough then things got weird.

“Okay, I got one.” I thought of a new one, “Would you rather be constantly itchy or constantly sticky?”


“Yeah, I get that. Your turn.”

“Would you rather have sex with someone sickeningly ugly or a beautiful, fresh corpse?”


“Answer the question!”

“Hm? So basically would I rather have sex with a corpse or you?” I joked and he let out a short laugh. “In all honesty I would rather have sex with a living person. Necrophilia is a taboo that shall remain just that.”

“I’m flattered.”

“Why are you flattered?”

“You said me or a corpse–”

“Shut up.” I smirked back at him. As I was thinking of what to ask for my turn a question came to my mind that made me laugh.

“What? The thought of sleeping with me really that amusing?”

“No, well yes, but that’s not what I was laughing at. I was going to ask would you rather know when you’re going to die or meet it blissfully unaware.”

“Ass.” he muttered. “What about you? Would you want to know when you’re going to die?”

I shook my head. “I’ve had too many near death experiences. When I die I would rather go into it without knowing it was the end.”

“If you die.” Peter said.

“I’m not immortal. I am gonna die one day.”

“Not yet though.” we continued riding down the trail when someone ran out in front of us.

“Whoa!” I pulled back on the reins so I didn’t trample the idiot. “Watch it! Trying to get yourself killed?”

“Shut your trap you–” the boy stopped and my jaw dropped. “Y/N?”

“Devin!” I dismounted my horse and ran up to hug him. “Oh my god, how are you here? Why are you here? I’m so happy to see you!”

“Well when you and Pan disappeared everyone started getting antsy. Couple days passed by and we decided to go looking for you.” Devin answered. By this time Peter had dismounted too and was standing next to me listening to Devin. “Sorry to say but we had to have Felix loot the magic beans so we could head out. We’ve been to as many realms as we could think of for three days looking for you guys.”

“Does that mean you have a bean to get us home?” Peter asked.

“Of course.” Devin handed him the sack at his belt. Inside was a pile of sparkling beans.

“You did well.” Peter patted his shoulder. “Now how about we go home?”

“What about the horses?” I looked back at them.

“This is a well traveled trail, someone will find them. Do you really want to waste another moment here?”

“No. Let’s go home.” When Peter dropped the bean on the ground I felt bittersweet about our return. I was overjoyed to see Devin and glad to have a way back home but just one more day riding horses and stealing food from the town vendors would have been nice.

The portal opened up and the three of us stepped through finally on our way back home. The swirling tunnel we fell through ended and we were back in the familiar humidity of the jungle. I hadn’t realized how bundled up I was and shrugged off the cloak I was wearing. Peter immediately called his shadow and sent it off to find the Lost Boys in the other realms and order them back. In the meantime Devin and I rushed back to camp. The boys left behind were glad to see we were safe and sound.

I saw Felix on the sidelines and the look he sent me was chilling. Last time I saw him he had left me at the top of a cliff to await my inevitable death. Now I was waltzing back into camp alive as ever with his leader and best friend at my hip. I think it hit me then exactly how much had changed in the short time Peter and I were gone.

To the boys it was just a week without either of us. Nothing had changed for them. They had no idea about anything. No one knew that Peter was dying. That our entire life on this island was as limited as his. No one knew Peter’s past, how he ended up here. I don’t even think Felix knows the whole truth or if he knows that Peter is dying. Knowing Peter he probably wouldn’t have mentioned this to anyone, not even Felix. I am now the one who knows Peter Pan the most. That was a scary, yet elating, thought.

One by one the missing Lost Boys returned and a celebration began in honor of our safe return. I cut at the dress I was wearing so my legs were free to move without being cumbersome. Many of the boys came up asking for what happened and where we had gone. I gave a slightly altered version of Peter and I’s misadventures back in the Enchanted Forest. Mainly that we had accidentally dropped a bean and fallen through the portal to the Enchanted Forest. With no way back we wandered around the land looking for someone home when Devin stumbled across us. Peter made no move to correct me during the telling. It was better the boys think us getting stuck in the other realm was an accident and not me trying to run away and Peter following after me.

Speaking of which. I looked across the camp where Peter stood with Felix. What looked like a spirited conversation was quickly turning into a heated argument. Felix pointed an accusing finger in my direction and made eye contact with me. Peter smacked his arm down and was stressing through clenched teeth in an effort to stay calm.

Felix stormed off into the jungle. Peter looked back at me before leaving in the other direction.

“Y/N? Y/N!” Ben was trying to get my attention. “Everything okay?”

“Yeah, everything’s fine.” I assured him, “I need to take care of something, be right back.”

I rushed out into the jungle. When I didn’t catch up with Peter immediately I knew there was one place he had to have gone. Following the faint melody dancing through the trees I found Peter’s Thinking Tree. I climbed up until I could see Peter sitting in the boughs.

“Haven’t we spent enough time together?” he snarled down at me.

“I saw things with Felix. What’d you tell him?”

“The truth, what else? Can’t exactly lie to him like the others.” I pulled myself up so I was sitting on the same branch as him. He didn’t look my way but I could see the distaste.

“He’s pissed I’m back, isn’t he?”

“Felix is my most trusted friend, loyal to a tee. Then you come along and break the one rule we have and upset the balance of the island. Of course he’s pissed.” he twisted his dagger round in his hand. “Trying to explain why I brought you back without actually divulging anything that happened is frustrating to say the least.”

I swung my feet aimlessly back and forth the question I was scared to ask resting on my tongue. “Are you wishing you left me back in the other realm yet?”

“Not yet.”

I sighed and started to climb back down. I made it more than half way before Peter called after me. “Wait.” he jumped down to my level, apprehension in his eyes. “Remember what we agreed?”

“What happens in the forest stays in the forest. I know.” I nodded.

“That means everything.”

“I understand.” He continued to stare at me until it got uncomfortable. “Was there something else you wanted to tell me or do you just delight in my unease?”

“Why yes I do. Your anguish sustains me.” he gave me crooked grin, “Which is why back in the forest I lied to you. I just wanted to see you get angry. Helps pass the boredom.”

“What’d you lie to me about?” I swear if turned out everything he had told me that first night was a lie I was going to slit his neck here and now and not give one damn if I died with him and the island.

“Fish head.” The silence pervading between us grew stagnant. Just when I thought he wouldn’t say anything he had to speak the two words that would have meant nothing to anyone else.

“I guess that makes us both liars.” I mumbled back.

His eyes widened and I swallowed my tongue. Without another word I maneuvered back down the tree stumbling a bit in my haste. When I reached the ground I took off back for camp the wind the only thing keeping my burning face cool. I didn’t think I’d miss the Enchanted Forest already.

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Seth Rollins x Reader - I’m gonna break yo ankle

“Babe can you hand me the pot from under the sink??” You call over your shoulder to your husband Seth Rollins. “Yeah sure thing babe.” He replies as he begins to rummage through the chaos that inhabits your cabinents. “Why do we have so much crap??” Seth huffs as he sits on his butt so he can pull out more stuff piled up. “Because when we moved into together we had hit the road for promos before we could sort out what we had duplicates of.” You shrug as you add some salt the chicken you were preparing on the stove. “We look like hoarders.” Seth laughed a bit as he found the pot you had asked for. “Thank you.” You give him a kiss on the cheek as he hands you the pot. “You’re very welcome.” He returns thanks by kissing you on the lips. “Can you check my phone to see if the guys are on the way??” “Sure.” Seth took off upstairs to get your phone as you began to boil some water. “Yeah they left like 10 minutes ago.” Seth bounded back down the stairs and let out a deep breath as he entered the kitchen. “I think I’m gonna be sick.” He admitted rubbing his stomach. “Hey thats my job… I’m the one who is pregnant.” You giggle as you take his face in your hands. “True… But I might end up in the hospital before you do.” “Roman can’t get mad at you… We are married… Its not like you knocked me up or anything… We planned this.” You laugh as Seth nods. “Yeah I guess you’re right.” 

“The food is great Little Sis.” Jimmy Uso announced wiping his mouth with his napkin. “Yeah kinda salty though.” Jey interjected with a grin as you kick him under the table. “Next time you can cook.” You sneer. “Alright alright settle down before I have to separate you two.” Roman smiled as he took a sip of his water. Your older brothers Jimmy and Jey always loved to give you a hard time. When you were just kids they would team up on you and Roman (being the oldest cousin) always thought it was his job to keep the peace. It was because of them that you met your amazing husband Seth. “Okay okay big fella no need to get all puffed up… Just trying to show my sis I love her.” Jey smirks. “Ain’t seen her in forever.” Jimmy adds in. “Yeah how you been feeling?? Knew you’ve been under the weather lately… It all clear up??” Jey turns serious for a second. “Yeah.” You look to Seth who just nods. “I’ve been feeling a lot better… Ain’t been in the best of spirits though… Could use a good laugh.” You wink over to Seth. “Whatcha got in mind??” Jey rubs his hands together menacingly with mischief in his eyes. “I got a game in mind.” You grin as Roman just rolls his eyes. 

“Okay can you hear me??” You look to Jimmy for an answer but all he does is dance along to the music that blared through his headphones. “Perfect… What about you butt ugly.” You turn to Jey who just dabs along to the music. “Great.” You look to Seth and Roman who were kicked back smiling. “What kinda game is she trying to play??” Roman asked with his eyebrow cocked. “Its called the whisper challenge… She loves watching it on youtube.” Seth explained. “Oh that game where you gotta read someones lips??” Roman asked as Seth nodded. “Okay first one.” You smack the twins on the head to try and get their attention. “I am the better looking twin.” You speak slowly as they watch you intently. “I cant stop trying to win.” Jey guessed as you shake your head no. You repeat the sentence. Jimmy smacks his hand on the table. “Im the better looking twin. Right here thats me.” He grins pointing to himself as Jey rips off his head phone. “The hell you are…” Jey punches him in the arm and starts a scuffle. “HEY!! Settle down.” Roman barks as the twins glare at each other. “Okay headphones back on.” You snap at you brothers who just roll their eyes at you. “I’m gonna be an uncle.” You speak slowly as they shake their heads. “DONT GET IT.” Jey yells over the music. “Wait what did she just say??” Roman turned to Seth who just grins. “No way…” Roman’s face falls a bit as he thinks. Seth looks at you nervously but you just brush it off repeating your sentence to the twins. “I’m gonna be an uncle.” The twins study you a bit before Jey softly mutters out. “I’m gonna be an uncle??” Your face lights up but before you can nod Jimmy yells out. “IM GONNA BREAK YO ANKLE!! Got it…I’m the best at this game.” Jimmy proudly dabs again. “Wait no… Girl you ain’t playing me are you?? You and Seth??” Jey smiled brightly as you nod. “GIRL ITS ABOUT TIME I CAN’T WAIT!!” Jey scooped you up in his arms. “What I miss??” Jimmy looked to Roman who was now all smiles shaking Seth’s hand. “Me and (Y/N) are gonna have a baby.” Seth couldn’t stop smiling. “No way… HALLELUJAH THANK YOU JESUS!!” Jimmy jumped to his feet to hug you and Seth both. 

“Okay so how about this… Name the kid after me and make me the god-father of this one and then the next one can be Jey’s.” Jimmy smiled proudly as his brother popped him on the arm. “No way man I call dibs on this one.” “Ain’t nobody calling dibs on my kid… Who said I wanted to name it after either of you two.” You shake your head in annoyance. “Hush all of you… How about we settle it this way… Name the kid after me and make me the godparent… No hurt feelings that way.” Roman smirked as the twins gave him a dirty look. You couldn’t help but laugh with your husband as you were both over joyed with the fact that you were bring a child into such a fun and loving family.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING… and a big thank you to @cutester for the request… please let me know what you think… any and all feedback is welcome… THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN FOR READING

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Request: jimin 14

14) Someone tells you that you need to lose weight. Your bias responds.

Prompt list can be found here!

Member: Jimin x Y/N

Type: angst/fluff/not really smut, but cute smut? idk

I couldn’t breathe as I entered the door of the BTS dorm.

“Y/N noona,” Jungkook whispered, fear covering his face. “Are you okay? Should I get Jiminie?”

I nodded, barely capable of seeing through the wall of tears that had formed in my eyes.

“Jiminie hyung!” Jungkook nearly screeched.

Jimin came flying around the corner and crashing into me. He took me into his arms and I grabbed desperately at his chest. I put my face into his neck as he guided me into his bedroom.

“Shhh,” he whispered. “Shhh. Jagi, I need you to calm down and tell me what happened.”

I was in full panic attack mode at this point. I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to completely come down any time soon. Jimin cradled me, rocking me back and forth, whispering and singing into my ear. He had only seen me like this a handful of times, but overall knew how to handle my anxiety appropriately. He ran his fingers through my hair, cooing every so often.

My breathing finally began to slow and Jimin halted his rocking. “Are you ready to talk?”

I nodded slowly, leaning back to look at him. He began wiping at the tears that coated my cheeks, waiting.

“I- I went shopping for a bathing suit,” I stuttered. “And…I was coming out of the dressing room…to look at myself in the mirror…and there were two girls standing there.”

Jimin nodded, completely focused on my story. I sighed, before continuing. I didn’t want to get to this part, this was the part where I broke down.

“They um…they started laughing?” I choked, looking away.

“What could they possibly be laughing at?” JImin asked, shaking his head in confusion.

“Um…my stretchmarks…on my stomach and my legs,” I whispered. “You know…you know I have a hard time with Korean sometimes…and they were speaking it so quickly, I had a hard time keeping up with what they were saying…but I caught one word, ‘fat.’”

“Are…are you serious?” Jimin asked, anger coating his face.

I nodded, still not daring to look up.

“What assholes!” He yelled, fuming. “How could anyone say that about you?”

He punched at the bed and grumbled curses under his breath. I could see tears start to pool around his eyes.

“Jimin,” I sighed. “Don’t get upset.”

“You aren’t fat,” he said, his voice cracking. “You are one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen.”

I gave a short laugh of disbelief and felt a few more tears slide down my cheek. He took me in his arms again, peppering kisses on the top of my head and forehead.

“JImin,” I whispered. “Thank you for loving me…the way I am…”

“You know,” he sighed, his voice cracking again. I leaned back, seeing a few tears slide down his face.

“What’s wrong?” I asked, taking his face in my hands.

“I…uh…I know what it’s like to be laughed at…and how that feels,” he spoke quietly, avoiding eye contact. “I’ve been called the runt of BTS…the ugly one…I’ve starved myself for days to get abs because I thought that was the only way girls would find me attractive. I thought it was expected of me…”

“Jimin,” I whispered again, stroking his cheek. He put his hand up in between us to silence me.

“And to know…that someone made you feel that way, feel that overwhelming inadequacy when you in no way deserved it…that is what gets me fuming.” he continued.

“You are the most handsome man I have ever seen,” I laughed in disbelief. “You are an idol JImin, girls pray to be with you.”

“You realize I try to tell you this stuff all of the time,” He chuckled as well. “But you never believe me. This isn’t about how I feel right now, Y/N, this is about you, and what happened today was not okay.”

“But…they weren’t wrong,” I tried cautiously. “I have stretch marks…I can’t control that…there are ugly parts of my body JImin…you don’t have to feel obligated to lie to me.”

“How is it ugly?” he asked, his neck snapping around to look at me. He got up, closing his bedroom door and walked back over to stand in front of me. He pushed me back onto the bed slowly and began lifting my dress.

“What are you-” I gasped, watching as JImin pulled at it, eyes full of emotion.

“How is it ugly?” he repeated, now pointing to my visible stretch marks.

“The…they,” I stuttered.

“Are a sign of your journey.” he whispered. His face became soft as he crouched down in front of me. He traced the outline of the pink lines decorating my thighs and hip bones. “They’ve shown how you’ve grown, changed, matured…they are just another part of you that is just as beautiful as the rest.”

He leaned down and kissed my thighs gently. I could feel a fire light in my stomach. “They are one of my favorite parts of your skin,” he continued. “Just after your freckles, and just before your beauty mark.”

“Jimin,” I gasped, as he continued kissing.

“I want you to love yourself as much as I love you,” he said, his soft face full of concern. “I want you to give yourself a chance.”

I nodded, placing my hand in his hair.

“Let me teach you to love yourself,” he whispered into my thigh.

I nodded, feeling myself becoming short of breath again, but in a completely different way from earlier. At the very least, I could try.

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anonymous asked:

Why are y'all so mean to whoever shows interest in Dylann Roof? The whole joke with Dylann's baby got so ugly whereas it should have been only laughed at, and now just seeing you say "have fun wasting your time and money on someone who will definitely not be interested in corresponding with you" sounds so mean and bitter on your part. Not to say you should be encouraging your followers to write to him, but getting aggressive/ shaming those who actually want to write him is not right. :/

Okay, where should I start? First of all, I didn’t partake in the whole Dylann baby drama. I made one post and then I was done with it because it was just ridiculous.
Now to the whole prison address issue. I said many times that I will not share Dylann Roof’s prison address on here. One reason is that he received a ton of really crazy letters and marriage proposals from girls. A lot of them were underage and I just think it’s highly inappropriate and dumb. I’m not saying that everyone who wants to write him is going to send him a marriage proposal,but it happened. I’ve seen some of the letters. Another reason is that he hasn’t answered people in a long time and he’s most likely not interested in having pen pals.
But if anyone still wants to write to him, they can totally do it. I’m not gonna stop them. It’s actually pretty easy to find out the address.
People just won’t get it from me.

I’m not mean, aggressive or bitter and I’m not shaming anyone. But I’ve actually been attacked and called a bitch because I didn’t give out his address. And after those people found his address, they sent me asks again, telling me how they found the address and calling me names. I didn’t even post all of the asks I received because some of them were just disgusting.
I need you to understand that I’m not trying to be mean but I’m just really tired of the whole thing and I won’t let people bully me because of something so stupid.

Love Like Religion - 3

Author’s Note: It’s about damn time.

chapter one → chapter two

“You know, I don’t think I’ve ever actually had the chance to see the stars like this,” lying on the hood of your car, your body remained warm from the leftover heat emitting from the engine beneath you. Your arms were crossed underneath your head, acting as a pillow as you gazed up at the cloudless sky. The sun had since disappeared into the curves of the mountaintops, saturated shades of ruby and gold melting into the stark black of the sky above. Constellations glimmered across the emptiness, consuming the darkness and providing the only source of light for miles; being out in the middle of the desert allowed you to immerse yourself entirely in the beauty that presented itself to you.

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anonymous asked:

Ummm hello I would love to hear a charlotte's web story

ahem ahem *taps microphone* yes yes greetings fellow meme minions, farmers, and harvesters, and welcome to this brand new segment of @hamiltonmemes’s theatre story time tuesday™.  

In this thrilling episode, I’m gonna yak about my latest show, Charlotte’s Web, where I played Templeton the rat as well as a Barker at the fair. Get ready, this is gonna be a spicy one


     1. During the carnival scene, when I played the barker, I had to announce  contests and give out prizes. When I started the contests, I’d say “Ladies and gentlemen, you could have been anywhere in the world today but you’re here with us at the county fair, are you ready for some prizes, huh?”

     2. When we were in the barn and Charlotte’s spoder babbys made their entrance, all the barn animals had to react in shock and I’d pull a Tjeffs and say “Whaaaaaaat” in my Daveed voice

     3. During the Sunday matinee immediately after templeton’s rotten egg got broken, I ran onstage and screamed “WHERE IS MY EGG” and and when I saw it was “broken” I said “WHO DID THIS CHARLOTTE DID YOU KNOW” and when I went backstage afterwards all my castmates rioted 

• our director for this was the same one who directed beauty and the beast; she’s really not the best director tbh (not to talk trash or anything but she weighs approximately the same as a small rhinoceros and is at least 70 years old and can’t walk like at all, she v thicc)

• this show was a T-shirt show, which meant we wore out show t-shirts as our main costume piece and accessorized according to our characters; we all thought it was gonna suck but it actually wasn’t terrible

• I actually made the hat I wore for templeton since I hated the one the directors gave me; I took a grey beanie and attached felt rat ears and it was 1000x better; not only that I wore crusty ass cargo shorts that belonged to my dad in this show- the things i do to get in character smh

• when I was the barker, I had to taste these two different cakes, one super pretty and one ugly. Then, I gave the award to lady with the ugly one and everyone was like “wtf man the lady with the pretty pink cake should have gotten the prize” and then I point to the lady with the ugly cake and say “that’s my mom” and EVERY FRICKIN ONE IN THAT WHOLE AUDIENCE LOST IT ALL THREE NIGHTS IT WAS PROBABLY THE FUNNIEST LINE IN THE WHOLE SHOW

• On the Saturday show I had to go hang up Wilbur’s medal where the spiderweb used to be and I ENDED UP DROPPING THE MEDAL AND I WAS LIKE “OH NO” “WILBUR COULD YOU DO ME A FAVOR AND GRAB THAT FOR ME” and I had to try and stay 100% in character but apparently everyone thought it was funny and it got a lot of laughs

• okay so there were a bunch of smol children in this show and they all loved me okay there were like 7 older kids my age in this show and I was the favorite of all the smols; this might sound cool but it’s not bc it’s a lot of pressure to be a good example and they all want to play games on ya phone  

• I was senpai to so many lil kids like to the extent where like two pretended to be familiar with Hamilton and memes but really weren’t

• okay smack talkin is done lets do some happy talk instead two of the actually good sweet smols with manners thoughtfully got me a stuffed rat on opening night; bless them ️♥

give me the zuccerman 

• i did periscope broadcasts all through tech week on Twitter #CWTechWeek

• this was actually my last year for the theatre’s summer Junior Musical; like you gotta be between ages 8-16 to participate in the program; so like after closing night a bunch of little kids were like super sad and I think like two were crying and everyone was like “noooo don’t leave you can’t leave you’re too awesome you always do so good” and I’m like “holy frick I wonder if this is how they felt on july 9th”

• one time during tech they were having trouble with the lights and they were down for like 4 or 5 minutes and then the guy who played Farmer Zuckerman started his lines too soon and he ended up having to ad-lib “Well Lurvy, I guess the sun isn’t gonna rise today” and it was hilarious

• I got to keep my styrofoam rotten egg prop and I had my castmates sign it 

• bonus: one of my lines as templeton said “well I hope you’re satisfied” that’s literally what it says right out of the script 

I feel like these are getting longer and longer but yeah up next we can either do The Hobbit or A Christmas Carol; you decide my fellow meme farmers and minions; if you read this whole this ily and here’s a good noodle star ★

“We need to talk.” Jack holds the phone tightly in his hand, fingers white-knuckled.

“You get to say that now–” he can hear the frustration in Kent’s voice. Then, a sigh. “You’re right, though.” 

Ken stretched his legs out, puts them on top of the ottoman. “Let’s make a list. Shall we talk about how you left me? How didn’t talk to me for four years? How you chose a team across the country from me? How you only call me when you want something?”

“Kenny…” Jack stops. “We both owe each other a lot of apologies. I didn’t call to do that now.” Jack waits. He lifts his free hand and puts two fingers between his collarbones where he can feel his pulse hammering.

“What do you want?” Kent doesn’t sound angry anymore. He just sounds tired.

Jack sighs. “I want…I want to magically be able to be queer in the NHL.”

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Another boy flirts with you - Magcon Preference - (not all boys)

Jack G: "You look really good in that shirt!“ Shawn smiled at you and you blushed. "Thank you.” Shawn had been a little bit flirty with you for a few weeks now and you actually felt really flattered. But there was someone who didn’t like how Shawn acted. Your boyfriend Jack. At the moment you were sitting in the living room with all the boys and Shawn kept making compliments. Jack huffed annoyed and went into the kitchen. You followed him. "What’s wrong, babe?“, you asked him and positioned yourself in front of him. "Shawn. He’s always flirting with you and don’t do anything about it.” You chuckled. "Are you jealous?“ Suddenly he grabbed your waist and placed you onto the kitchen counter. "I’m gonna show you who you belong to.”, he whispered into your ear.

Nash: "(Y/N)!“, Jack G shouted, running towards you and wrapping his arms around you. He hugged you tight. "I missed you so much.” You smiled. "Ah, I missed you, too!“ Your boyfriend Nash and you had just arrived at the hotel in Orlando and Jack G was the first one to hug you. "You look so beautiful.”, he said as you pulled apart. You chuckled. "Thank you.“ "No seriously. You are so beautiful.” You blushed. Nash cleared his throat. "Okay guys, we’re gonna go to our room.“ He took your hand and dragged you into the elevator. "Hey! I didn’t greet the other boys!”, you pouted. He ignored you. "So, are you jealous or what?“ You asked trying not to grin. He looked away. "Oh, come on.”, you said and poked him. "Little Nashy is jealous!“, you sang and laughed. All of a sudden Nash pressed you against the wall in the elevator and brought his face close to yours. "Wanna say that again, babe?”

Cameron: You were sitting on the couch in the lounge of the hotel you were all staying in. Your boyfriend Cameron was sitting in a chair opposite the couch, Nash, Matt and Carter were lying on the floor and Taylor was sitting next to you. Taylor had his arm around your shoulder and you rested your head on his chest while you were playing games on your phone. "You look really pretty today.“, Taylor said. "Does that mean I was ugly yesterday?”, you asked laughing. "No, no. You’re always pretty, but today you look extra hot.“, he explained himself. You knew you were blushing. Suddenly Cameron got up from the chair. "Babe, let’s go for walk, okay?” You looked up at him confused, but got up anyway. "Sure. The weather is really nice.“ Cameron took your hand and led you out of the room. "If you wanna go for a walk we have to go outside.”, you laughed, because Cameron was dragging you upstairs. "Maybe I don’t want to go for a walk.“, he answered. "But you…” You were cut off by Cameron lifting you up and pressing you against the wall. "Maybe I wanna do something else.“

Taylor: The boys had been staying the night at your and your boyfriend Taylor’s house. They were already awake and were sitting outside by the pool. You just woke up and went downstairs, wearing leggings and one of Taylor’s shirts. "Good morning, babe.”, Taylor greeted you and kissed you. The boys were all staring at their phones except for Nash. "Good morning, (Y/N).“ He smiled at you. "You look gorgeous.” You had to laugh. "I look like a mess, Nash. I just woke up.“ He shook his head. "No, you’re always beautiful.” You chuckled and blushed. "I’m gonna get something to drink.“, Taylor mumbled and went inside. You furrowed your brow and followed him. Suddenly he grabbed your wrist and turned you around. "Why are you flirting with Nash?”, he asked you sternly. You took a step back, but your back hit the wall. "I…I…“, you stumbled, not knowing what to say. "Don’t wanna tell me, huh?” You felt his abs pressing against your body. "You better don’t flirt with my friends.“, he whispered as he lifted you up.

Attention: None of the pics are mine. Credits to owner.

So, someone requested an imagine where Shawn flirts with you and Jack G gets protective and I thought I’ll write a preference :) Hope you like it <3 

anonymous asked:

since that anon started can u tell us ur headcanons on rich kid jiguk au:")

oh yeah they sent me another ask so i was working on it but then i kinda drifted off but like um well idk if i want to make richkidsau romantic yet but for sure jikook are best friends.

the best kind of friends. the friend that will kink shame and judge the fuck out of you “i cannot believe you like him. talk about ugly jimin pls grow eyes and see the light.” but when someone else does it, they’ll rip them a new asshole for it “oh my god jimin hold my fucking earrings – the fuck did you just say about jimin? i’m about to ram my boot so far up your asshole you’re gonna wish you were into pain kink”

“jungkook what the fuck. ice cream at two in the morning? that’s all going to your thighs.” “…”  “…move the fuck over no it’s okay i already got a spoon”

the friend you can whine to about all your relationship troubles and they’ll totally laugh in your face about it and then behind your back go find that motherfucker and tell him “if you don’t ask jimin out to prom i will rip your motherfucking balls off”. 

the friend that you can call up at 4 am in the morning because you had nothing better to do and couldn’t sleep and “are you fuckign kidding me jeon jungkook i have a final tomorrow you inconsiderate bitch” but by the end of it you guys are deep in conversation anyways and you both fall asleep with the phone still on. 

the friend that takes the ugliest pictures of you and sends it to you on snapchat but only posts the good looking ones on social media like “hanging out with the side hoe xoxo” but you for sure the main hoe bc their social media feed is entirely the both of you and none of whatever hoe he dating at the moment.

the friend that will pull fucking strings for you to get into that concert for zion t and “holy shit jimin i could make out with you right now” “ok first of all ew second of all ew third of all you’re fucking welcome.” /side eyes “i wouldn’t say no to a cheek kiss tho” 

the friend that you love half to death and hate half to death, the friend that takes all of your fuck ups and insults and gives them back to you just as hard, the friend that at the end of the day will always have your back. 

you know

that kind of best friend

anonymous asked:

hii! can you do the same for jaebum and youngjae for the previous anon request? the one where you dressed differently than usual and the members are your friend + have a crush on you?

Jaebum: “Yahhhhhh, we’re gonna be late” he bellowed from the living room. “Just hold on a frickin second” you yelled back. “I just said it was my cousin’s graduation lunch” he grumbled as he sat on the couch, waiting for you. “Okay, okay, jeez” you muttered as you opened the door of your room and walked out into the living room, “Alright, let’s go, I’m ready” you rushed him as you put on your earrings. He stood up, taking a deep breath. His breathing suddenly hitched as he looked you up and down. “What?” you asked as he just looked you over. “I’ve never seen you a dress before…” he mumbled. “Well, now you have” you said as you walked to the front door. “I’m surprised” he said, mesmerized, as he followed you out. “Pleasantly?” you teased. “I mean… yeah… I guess” he mumbled.

Youngjae: “Comingggggg!” you yelled as you went to the front door. You pulled the door open as Youngjae was speaking, “Yah, if you don’t speed it up a bit, we’re going to be late for the opening ceremony—” he was cut off as he caught sight of you in a light pink skater dress. “Wah…” he said in amusement. “Does it look okay?” you asked, “My mom got it for me” you said looking down at it. “Yeah! I mean… it looks good… nice” he muttered awkwardly. “Weird, isn’t it?” you looked up at him, “I swear all I wear is our ugly school uniform shirt and the slacks” you laughed. “Ha ha… yeah… that’s true” he continued in his awkwardness, “ha… ha…” he continued to stare at you.

Chapter 30: Family Vacation


“Could you go get the door?” I asked my brother Myles. He was dating Christina so even though I don’t really  fuck with Chris heavy, I still do with Christina. Speaking of him, he wants to be friends but I don’t know if that’s a good idea. One, because he has a girlfriend and two, I might catch feelings again.

“Wassup?” I heard Chris voice, which snapped me out of my thoughts. Speaking of the devil.. This is the first time he came out the car to get Christina.

“You not gone speak?” Chris asked as he jumped in my lap, causing me to wince in pain. He’s not the same size as he was in high school. He’s gotten taller and heavier.

“Hi Chris..” I greeted him with a cheesy smile on my face. Myles gave me a look and started shaking his head because he knew how I felt about Chris. He gets on my nerves. He needs to stay in his lane with Christina. 

“Hey, you wanna go to this cabin with the crew?” He asked as I thought about it. It sounded fun but I’m not really close to them anymore and where would I fit in?

“Nah, I don’t fit in. Plus, it’s kind of weird being around your girlfriend and Raye all at once. I don’t think first loves should hang out.” I nicely declined as he sucked his teeth. I need to stay my ass at home anyways.

“Why?” He asked, looking really interested in my answer. 

“Cause we both got that special place in our heart for each other and I respect your relationship.” I said as he looked at me with a shocked and surprised expression on his face. 

“How come you ain’t respect it when I was with Raye?” He asked with a raised eyebrow, tilting his head to the side. I was honestly just being petty at first.

“I was young and dumb… I’m grown up now.” I smiled at him as I went in the kitchen and he soon followed right behind me.

“I’m hungry but I don’t wanna make a big ass meal when I’m just gonna be the only one eating.” I poured as my stomach started growling. 

“Myles?” Chris suggested as I waved him off. Myles gets on my nerves I swear. I just found out that he was my brother on my dad’s side a year ago.

“Fuck him, he never listens to me. He reminds me of you.” I said as I turned around to get something in the fridge. When I closed it back up, Chris was looking at my body like he was shocked and trying to figure something out. 

Man, I thought this big shirt would help. 

“Alisha, you pregnant. Why you trying to hide?” Chris chuckled as he raised up my shirt and started touching my stomach. He started to feel the baby kick and he got real excited. 

“I’m not its just that.. my boyfriend. He ain’t shit and I regret getting pregnant by him." 

"Why?” He asked, still admiring my belly. I knew he liked kids, but not this much. He should have one of his own with his girlfriend. 

“I mean.. we have our good times but he’s a fucking asshole most of the time. He had the nerve to ask me to get a paternity test.” I sighed, not really wanting to get into detail about him. I guess this was karma for messing up what Raye and Chris had. Other than my aint shit ass boyfriend, everything else is good. 

“That’s crazy. Y'all on good terms?” He asked, leaning on the counter since we were standing up in here so long. I haven’t got any chairs in here yet because we just moved here.

“Yea for now..” I mumbled, wanting to keep this conversation about him short. I hope he doesn’t come home, because he should be here any minute.

“Ight, if you need anything don’t hesitate to hit me up.” Chris told me as a smile started to spread across my face. I was surprised that he was being nice to me. I remember the last time we talked when he was at my house. 

I was about to speak but the sound of his phone ringing cut me off. Once he answered, I noticed that it was a FaceTime call and a little girl was on the screen. 

“Daddy.” The little girl said to Chris as he replied with a ‘huh’. Daddy? Since when did Chris have child? That’s so weird, I wonder who’s the mom. The little girl looked familiar but I couldn’t put my finger on it. 

“Yea, Ri?” Chris answered as he checked his freshly washed looking hair in the camera and started playing around in it. 

“Mommy said hurry up.” I heard her laugh as I heard Raye’s voice cursing hard as hell in the background. Who pissed her off? 

“Give mommy the phone.” Chris said as he sucked his teeth afterwards. 

“What Chris?” I heard Raye’s voice which had a hint of attitude in it. I could tell she had a mug on her face.

“Don’t be rushing me lil ugly.” Chris playfully said to her but she still wasn’t having it. Damn she must really not be in the mood.

“Chris hurry the fuck up I’m tired of waiting on your punk ass. My fucking stomach hurts.” She rolled her eyes as she gave the phone back to Amarie. 

“Daddy, I’ telling Cocoa.” His daughter said as she came back to the camera.

“What I do?” He asked, chuckling as she pointed to me since I was standing next to Chris. Both Chris and I started laughing. 

“No baby, that’s my fri–” he managed to get out but she had already hung up before he could finish his sentence. 

“You and Raye have a daughter? How old is she?" 

"Yes, and 3 why?” He asked as he checked the time on his watch. I guess he was about to leave before Raye beats his ass.

“Cause you said you and your girl been together for 4 years..” I said, cause that wasn’t really adding up unless he cheated which I doubt because he said he hates cheaters.

“I’ll explain everything to you later, text me!” He said before rushing out of the house with Christina. He didn’t even give me his number, so I guess he meant get it from Myles. 

We had just arrived at the Cabin in Aspen and Bliss and I were the first ones. We would’ve went to another state, but the cabins down here were nicer and most were bigger.  Hopefully, everybody doesn’t show up until the next hour cause I’m trying to get some before everybody comes. After that, I’m taking my ass to sleep.

“Baby, which one’s our room?” Bliss yelled from upstairs. This cabin was pretty nice. It was a 2 story cabin and I want the biggest room up in this bitch.

“Get the biggest one!” I yelled as I looked around to kind of get a tour before I went upstairs. It actually looked like a real house. This should be… fun.

“Ok, hurry up!” Bliss yelled causing me to smirk. Reversing back towards the steps, I jogged up them and looked around for the room that Bliss should be in. I saw a light on in one of the rooms so I’m guessing she was in that one. When I waked in, she was in the bathroom doing lord knows what so I just plopped down on the bed until she came out all mischievous and freaky.

We ain’t really got it in for a long time. We both been busy lately so I’m definitely down for this shit right now but they could be here any minute.

“What you bout to do?” I asked smiling as she tugged at the strings on my shorts before completely taking them off, leaving me in my boxers.

“Later Bliss, they probably gone be here while we doin it.” I said, because I didn’t want nobody to hear us. Especially since it was gonna be kids here, hell nah.

“You better give me some fucking dick, I don’t care.” She said with attitude. I knew that she was sexually frustrated, shit I was too.

“Nah B–” She cut me off by slipping her hands in my boxers to stroke me slowly up and down. “Mm, you like that baby?” She whispered/moaned in my ear, leaving me with no choice but to fuck her.

“My pussy will feel way better when you’re inside.” She whispered again, before I flipped us over so now that I was on top.
“Fuck, I’m tired.” Bliss breathlessly said to herself as she put her hand on her chest only for me to smirk. She caught me off guard the first time.

“They should be here any minute now.” I mumbled as I looked at the clock while I unwrapped my towel from around my waist. Since today was a chill day, I didn’t put on anything but sweats and socks.

Once I was done, I went back downstairs to see Raye coming in with lots of bags. She sat them down and just leaned against the table to take a break I guess. I would help, but the way my personality is set up; I’ll pass.

Walking straight past her into the kitchen, I smiled because there was already food in here. Just when I was about to reach for something, Raye called my name. “What man?” I asked nice as possible. She didn’t do anything I just wasn’t trying to talk to her right now. I just wanna see Amarie.

Before Raye could respond, I beat her to it. “Where my baby at?” I asked as Raye sighed and pointed to the door. On queue, August and Amarie came in looking like twins with Popeyes. August is like Amarie’s best friend now. At first, she was always telling me how cute he was, now it’s about how fun he is. I respect him for even being this nice after all the shit I did to him. I thought we’d never be cool.

“Dea’ go yo ugly ass daddy right dea’.” I heard August say as Amarie chuckled while she looked at me. That’s cold. Amarie had a chicken leg in her hand from Popeyes causing me to laugh. August got her addicted to it.

“Daddy is ugly.” Amarie nodded as she agreed with August and he gave her a high five. I sucked my teeth and pretended like I was gonna cry so that Amarie could feel bad.

“Daddy! I sorry!” Amarie gasped as she ran over to me and wrapped her arms around my leg to get my attention.

“It’s okay baby girl, but you got chicken grease all on me. Uncle Aug gone make you fat.” She giggled as she took a napkin and wiped the grease off of my face.
“We gone be fat together then, ain’t we?” August asked as he wiped some grease from his face also. Amarie nodded and I shook my head at them.

“Where’s Bliss?” Ty asked as he cut our little daughter, uncle and daddy time off. “She upstairs, man.” I said before I realized I shouldn’t have told him that because she was probably still changing her clothes but oh well.

I was about to talk to Amarie but she was already walking over to Raye to play with her I guess. “Why y'all get hea’ so early?” August asked, raising his eyebrow. He damn the reason we got here so early.

“Cause we ain’t fucked in a minute, and Bliss wanted the dick; badly.” I explained, thinking back on how freaky she kept being on the way here. She kept trying to get me to finger her and shit on the plane.

“What was she doing?”

“First, she didn’t give a fuck that there was a few people by us, she still was trying to pull a nigga dick out. Since I ain’t wanna let that happen she was begging me to finger her.” I chuckled as I explained to August what happened. Bliss was an undercover freak. If you looked at her you wouldn’t even know.

“Damn, I didn’t know she the type to do all that. You turned her into a freak.”

“No the fuck I didn’t, she was like that before we got together man. She freakier than me, I swear. Every time we fuck she does something new.” I smiled, fantasizing about her.

“Hey Chris, I’m gonna go upstairs with Amarie until she falls asleep, ok?” Raye assured me as she started twirling her straight jet black hair around in her hand. Weird. She was cute though.

“Aight, goodnight Aria. I love you, come kiss daddy.” I said calling her by her middle name as she sleepily walked over to me rubbing her eyes.

“Luv’ you too, daddy.” She said as I puckered my lips up for her to kiss. She kissed them and was about to walk off until August stopped her. “Wea’ my kiss?” August asked, acting like he was hurt. Amarie laughed and sat on his lap to give him a kiss on the cheek.

“Stay tru, love you.” August said as the did a little handshake that I’m pretty sure August came up with. This nigga always making up different handshakes.
“Stay tru, luv you too.” Amarie said, surprising me as both Raye and I laughed. She ran over to Raye before following her upstairs.

“Tell everybody to come down here a nigga bored.” I told August as he nodded before standing up to stretch.

“Ion fuck with you Raye, move!” I heard August say from upstairs while laughing playfully. I wonder if he was serious. I ain’t never really seen them have a full blown convo ever since he been back in the crew.

I feel bad for breaking up their relationship but he ain’t give a fuck while we was together either. Maybe it was for the best though. If they was still together, we would’ve been like how me and Don are. Speaking of the devil, I was gonna go upstairs at the same time he and everybody else was coming down but I accidentally bumped into him.

“My nigga, don’t start wit’ me today I ain’t in the mood.” Don said as I scrunched up my face. I was gonna apologize but fuck that, that shit is dead. He just has to say something.

“Chris, what did you do?” Raye huffed as she rolled her eyes at me. See, this is why Raye irks me. She acts like everything gotta be perfect with this nigga. Ain’t nobody did shit to his bum ass.

“Fuck outta’ here Raye, you always trying to act funny when he around. Do he know about those texts you sent me about how you wanna be a family and how much you miss me? Oh and I couldn’t leave out the most important part. You said you wanted to fuck me. Does he know that?” I spat as Don looked at Raye like he wanted to slap her.

“Damn, Raye you a straight playa’.” August said causing everybody to laugh but us 3; Raye, Don, and me. I’d hate to be Raye right now.

“You just saying that cause she did you like that.” Bliss shot at him, starting a war. They always starting something with each other. Just when August was about to hit her with some fire, Raye beat him to it.

“Bitch, don’t ever speak about me.” Raye said as she stood up in front of Bliss. Bliss chuckled bitterly before pushing Raye back a little bit to give herself some room to stand up. Aw shit, I should’ve known that this was coming. Bliss tolerated Raye’s shit for a long time for the sake of me and Amarie.

“I’m about 2.5 seconds away from fucking you u–” I quickly cut Bliss of by moving her away from Raye. Bliss got them hands. Not saying that Raye doesn’t cause she beats my ass sometimes but Bliss on a whole nother’ level (I’m talkin’ Mayweather) and I’d honestly hate to see either one of them get hurt.

“Control your wack ass bitch ass baby momma, Chris!” Bliss yelled as she sat all the way across the room quickly moving her leg up and down to calm herself. I was about to tell her to chill with the bitch word but Raye started yelling again. I hope they don’t wake the kids up.

“No bitch, he needs to control you! You act like I want him or something. If I did, I took him from you once and I can do it again, it’s nothing. You act like the nigga really loves your ass, if he did he wouldn’t have cheated on you!” Raye yelled as everybody got quiet with wide eyes. Nah, she ain’t have to say that shit. Even though Bliss didn’t show it, I know it hurted her feelings. The cheating was a touchy topic for her.

“Raye chill o–” Ty and I both said at the same time. I’m surprised Ty even spoke. He mainly been quiet for some reason.

“Ohhhh, so you think he loves you? Bihhhh, You’re the mother of his child yet he still treats you like a dumb ass bitch and you let him. Bitch, he’s has 0 respect for your lame ass. He even treated his past hoes better than you. He bullied you, put his hands on you multiple times, and he stays calling you all types of shit. Oh but that’s love right? Alright, girl, I’ll just sip my tea.” Bliss said before she ended up laughing like a hyena. August was about to start laughing with her but I gave him a look so he just put his head down.

I knew that it hurt Raye’s feelings bad because she looked like she wanted to cry. Even though Don was mad, he was still trying to help her but she just pushed him off and ran outside.

“Bliss, that shit was too harsh.” I said as I blew air out of my cheeks. She sucked her teeth and shrugged with out a care in the world. I know what Raye said was harsh too but these are two different people with two different personalities.

“Why the fuck would you say that to her?” Bri asked angrily as she stood up. Bliss looked at her like she was crazy.

“Don’t even go there with me, Bri. She fucking started it and it ain’t my fault that her sensitive ass can’t finish it. Don’t shake unless you ready to get shook; point blank period.” She spat as she waved Bri off. Lord..

“That’s my best-friend!” August cheesed as they did a little handshake. Bri hit him on the arm so he quickly sat back down, mugging her.

“Man Bliss, take yo ass upstairs I’ll handle you later.” I sighed as I started to head towards the front door to check on Raye.

“Whatever, Chris.” Bliss said, recovering from her laughter. I was mad at Bliss but at the same time I wasn’t cause Raye started it. I told her not to fuck with her but she didn’t listen. I’m still gone check Bliss later on though. I can’t just let Raye get her feelings hurt like that

Sighing as I twisted the doorknob, I made my way on the porch to see Raye on the bench smoking a blunt with watery eyes. Once she noticed me, she continued to smoke as she just stared ahead of her. “She’s right..” She mumbled, looking down at the grown shaking her head.

“No she not, Raye. Don’t listen to her, she was just talking shit. I already explained this to you a few weeks ago so why would you let her get to you? Have I been disrespecting you lately? Nah, I’m changing. I know it’s fucked up that I did it in the past, but I’m changing now because I do love you and she knows that. Just stop comparing yourself to her cause y'all in two different positions when it comes to me.” I explained, trying to make sure she understood what I was trying to say.

“She hurt my feelings..” She frowned, causing me to suck my teeth. I gotta stop babying her, that’s why she a crybaby now.

“So why would you talk shit knowing that you sensitive as hell? I warned you not to fuck with her.” I told her as she just shrugged and chuckled.
“I wasn’t expecting that from her, she’s usually quiet around me I guess.” She explained as I shook my head no. She was just putting up with her bullshit that’s why she was quiet.

“You got it all wrong. She loud as hell. She not mean at all but she will put you in your place if you fuck with her. She just quiet around you cause she don’t fuck with you.” I said being 100 percent honest.

“Whatever..” She mumbled, not having anything else to say.

“Yall both need to apologize.” I stated truthfully. That shit was uncalled for.
“I’m good, I should get going though. You want this?” Raye asked as she stood up, with the half smoken blunt in her hands. I nodded and she gave it to me before leaving. Hopefully this shit gets me high as fuck.

Pulling out my phone, I told Bliss to come on the porch before putting it away again. Within a minute, she was out here sitting on my lap.
“Bliss, don’t ever say no shit like that again.” I said as she smacked her lips and looked at me like I was crazy.

“So did y'all not hear her disrespect me first?” She asked in disbelief. I did, but it’s kind of like that situation where you and your younger sibling gets into a fight and your mom lets the younger one slide.

“Yea but Bliss, Raye is a crybaby and you know this. You should’ve just walked away and been the bigger person. Not saying what she did was right cause I already checked her about that too but just don’t do it again, ight?” I said as I took another pull of the blunt. Bliss still wasn’t having it.

“Man, fuck that. You got me all types of fucked up, Chris. I ain’t no punk ass bitch, I’m not bout to let her talk to me like I’m a dog. You know if some shit like that happened to you, you’d be ready to drag somebody in a heart beat so miss me with that 'she’s a crybaby bullshit’. Maybe she needs to man the fuck up. Fuck you and her. Why don’t you go be with her since you care about her feelings so much. You don’t think mines were hurt when she brought up the cheating?” Bliss explained, rolling her eyes as she stormed back into the cabin, slamming the door behind her. 

See I told y'all she had a short temper. I’m not even bout to kiss her ass I’m bout to get her ass for going off on me.
Putting the blunt out, I walked back into the cabin and went upstairs to my room to find Bliss. “Still got an attitude?” I asked as I locked the door behind me.
She ignored me so I nodded and got all in her face to see if she’d get mad. Knowing her, she probably would.

 "Chris get the fuck away from me. Go check on that bitch since you care about her feelings so damn much.“ She spat, roughly pushing me away from her.

"See, that smart ass mouth of yours, it’s gonna land you in a place you don’t wanna be baby girl,” I grunted roughly.  "and guess what, you’re some place you shouldn’t wanna be.“ I chuckled evilly.

As the evil smirk stood plastered on my face, Bliss eyes widen in a bit of horror. Tilting my head to the side, "Scared?” I questioned , earning a small nod from her & she got up off the bed. “I-im gonna go get a bite to eat ,yea babe I’m hungry.” she chuckled nervously.

“You better stand tf up and strip.” I demanded. With an instant, her clothes were to her ankles. Smiling at her , “Bend over. Hands behind your back baby.” I said softly into her ear. “Chris please don’t hurt me.” she begged desperately. The fact she thought I was gonna hurt her , made me frown hard. I had no plans to hurt her, please her in a different way? Yes but hurt her? No.

Sending a hard slap to her ass , as dark as my baby was , I could still see my imprint. Smacking it over and over and over again, small cries and whimpers seeped from her lips & they low key satisfied me. “You said you wouldn’t hurt me.” she mumbled.

“Hurt you? But you’re wet as fuck for me baby.” I chuckled, sliding my index finger inside her slowly, she let out a very satisfying moan that made a nigga dick harder than what it already was. My boy was ready for some good ass sex and tonight I was going in her raw! I wanna feel her, all of her.

Trying to ride my finger , I used my free hand to grab her breast and squeeze on it to sort of pleasure myself. Sick of this small foreplay , I pulled my fingers out of her.

“Lay on your back B.” I instructed her slowly stroking myself. Letting out a low moan, she sat up and pulled my bottoms down & proceeded to take off my shirt . She then , fixed her hair to where it wouldn’t fall in her face . “What you about to do baby ?” I asked , oblivious to what she was doing or trying to act oblivious.

“You pleased me with the spanking daddy, now it’s my turn.” she smiled at me. Taking all of me into her mouth slowly , her hands rested behind her back as her mouth did all of the work. The way her jaws flexed against my flesh & her tongue swiveled around my tip that was begging to release its precum - I was bound to moan any minute but I tried my hardest to hold that in.

Placing my hands on the back of her head, I pushed her head down farther so my dick could hit the back of her throat & that’s what it did. Looking down at her, she didn’t gag and that impressed me . Pulling me out out of her mouth, she spit on my dick to make it extra wet and sloppy. Yea , my baby knew just how I liked it, wet and sloppy.

Gripping my guy with her small soft hand, she placed me back inside her mouth and used her hand to jack me off while she used her mouth to suck on my tip. “I want you to nut all in my mouth daddy & then fill up my pussy.” she moaned/ hummed on my tip sending a wave of vibrations through it.

Moaning, as good as that sounded , I wanted my kids to be else where & that was deep inside her, all the times I bust.“I got a better idea baby. Lay back on the bed.” I took myself out of her mouth . Holding up her hand , she quickly ran to the bathroom to wash out her mouth cause she knew at some point I would wanna kiss her deeply.

Quickly coming back, she laid on the bed with her legs spread wide awaiting for me to enter her. Pulling her to the edge , I teased her entrance with my tip before fully pushing myself deep inside of her , trying to let out my first release. “Christopherrrr.” she moaned quietly. “What baby, what you want?” I asked , rubbing her beautiful pearl.

“You feel so good daddy, so good.” she clenched her walls. Leaning down, she wrapped her legs around my waist to pull me in deeper & her arms around my neck. Grunting, I kissed her lips & she kissed me back with just as much passion.

“Fuck bliss you’re wetter than an ocean baby.” I let her know which im sure she already knew because you could hear her wetness. As my balls slapped against her ass, her eyes was squeezed shut, taking all of me.

“Ima cum in a second baby.” I warned her about my first release. “Fuck,” I moaned lowly, causing her to get wetter. Moaning once again like a little bitch, I came all inside her.

With more energy inside of me, while her walls were tightly clenched around me, I was still able to lay against the headboard so she could ride me. Positioning herself on me, she slid down on my dick slowly letting out a small whimper.

“It’s like you get bigger each time baby.” she moaned loudly. Chuckling, I gripped her hips and made her ride me slow. Yea she knew how I liked it, slow in the beginning and then speed that shit up in a few minutes.

A few moans and grunts slipped out of my mouth as she removed my hands and wanted to do everything on her own. Placing my arms behind my head, a small camera caught my eye & I grabbed it. Turning it on , I started to record her. The first thing I caught was her beautiful sex faces.

“Rub that clit, stank.” I demanded. Doing as I say, I placed my lips on her left nipple, sucking it like my life depended on it. I knew it drove her crazy when I would suck & lick on her & I’ve been dying to titty fuck her but I’ll save that for later.

“Baby, im finna cum!” she screamed. Sitting the camera down on the nightstand to where it was still facing us, I bounced her up and down like crazy making her body tremble like crazy. “Let it out baby.” I encouraged, rubbing her clit for her.

Feeling her cum all on my dick, she began to slow down and try to lay her head on my shoulder knowing damn well we was not done. “Don’t get it twisted baby girl, we ain’t no where near done. Ass up face down.” I smiled causing her to pout slightly but obey anyways.

Entering her from behind, I grabbed onto her hips as she grabbed onto the sheets tightly. Slamming myself inside her, she threw her ass back. Nothing more attractive than when a woman can fuck you too.
“Damn this feel so fucking good.” I grunted grabbing a handful of her hair as I wrapped it around my hand to make her face me.

“Oh yea? What about this, baby? You like that?” She moaned as she started wining her hips like she was from the islands. Damn, I’m in heaven right now.
“Fuck, just like that.” I moaned on accident as she started chuckling.
Smacking her ass, “You in for a long night baby girl.” I grunted as a moan slipped out of her mouth.

“Oh don’t worry baby, I’m ready ”.she looked back at me and licked her lips. Biting my bottom lip, a nigga was going to sleep pleased & was gonna wake up hungry as fuck . I already knew that much so she better be prepared to cook for daddy in the morning.


“Daddy get up, I smell bweakfast.” Amarie said in my ear in a raspy voice, waking me up. I looked down and she was comfortably laying on my chest like she’d been here all night.

“When did you get in here?” I asked as I rubbed my eyes and sat up a little bit. Good thing Bliss and I cleaned up everything when we were done.
“Last night. I had a bad dream daddy.” She said as she started frowning. Damn, a nigga must’ve been knocked out cause I did not hear or feel her get in bed.

“About?” I asked out of curiously. I don’t think it’ll be anything serious, maybe just about monsters or some shit.

“Cocoa was dead.” She said, causing me to frown. Why would she randomly be having dreams about that? Damn, I gotta tell Bliss. That’s crazy. As soon as I heard 'dead’, my heart dropped. Ion’ wanna ever think about Bliss dying.

“Baby, she’s not gonna die. I promise.” I assured her as her frown turned into a smile and she nodded. Damn, that’s crazy. I wonder why she would have a dream about that. It gotta mean something. A nigga bout to start being protective as fuck now.

“Ok daddy, let’s brush!” She said as she led us into the bathroom with my bag in her hand. It had our tooth brushes in it.
“Yea you need to cause yo breath stank.” I said, playfully as Amarie rolled her eyes and mugged me. She handed me my tooth brush out of the bag before getting hers. I put toothpaste on both of our toothbrushes before we started to brush.

“My nigga, I heard you and Bliss all last night.” August said as he came in the bathroom and dapped me up, smirking. This nigga texted me about how he snuck some random hoe in last night at the same time Bliss and I got it in.

“Close yo ears, baby girl.” I told Amarie as she did exactly what I said. I was talking while I was brushing my teeth so I’m surprised she understood me.

“Maaaaaan, she put it on a nigga. Where Ty, Ray, and Cam? We all gotta talk.” I said as August furrowed his eyebrows before answering my question.

“They in the kitchen. Yo future wife cooking, but what about Don?” He asked, already knowing my answer. He just wanted to be childish.

“Ion’ fuck with him. He shady as fuck. I be trying to tell Raye.” When he heard Raye’s name, I guess he ain’t wanna talk no more.

“I guess, I just came up here to say that and check on my baby.” He smirked as he picked up Amarie. He made her get water everywhere because she was rinsing our her mouth.

“You in trouble..” Amarie said as she looked at the water on the floor and then Aug. Her frown was now upside down once she realized that Aug was in here.

“Unclwe’ Aug!” She squealed which gave me time to rinse out my mouth. Since I took a shower before I went to sleep I decided to just take one later since I was about to get in the pool anyways.

Once I was done, I noticed that Ri and August had left me in here by myself. Going back in our room, I searched for my swimming trunks. Once I found them, I stripped out of my sweats and put them on.

My phone starting vibrating while I looked around for it. Once I seen the light flashing, I noticed that it was on the bed so I grabbed it and seen a new text from Bliss.

CocoaPuff😍😘😜😋🙊💘💍: are you up yet?

Chris: yea baby here I come, U got on yo bathing suit ? 😜

CocoaPuff😍😘😜😋🙊💘💍: lol yes underneath my robe.

Wanting to make her smile, I found a pic of her in my phone and uploaded it to Instagram. That should do it.

fuckyopictures: this girl got me feeling like a corny ass nigga rn 😩 I love you 😘😋😍💘💍 #mygfbetterthanurs #notaggingher

Chris: babe go check my ig 😜

Since she didn’t text me back, I’m guessing that she was checking it. Tossing my phone back on the bed, I jogged downstairs to the kitchen to see everybody but Raye and Don in there. I’ll check on her later.

“Chris, I love you too.” Bliss said she noticed that I was finally in here. She held her arms out for me while I chuckled and leaned in for a kiss. Rubbing my hands from her waist, all the way to her ass I heard Amarie mumble an 'Ew daddy’ causing me to stop.

“Nah Amarie, that’s not nasty.” I told her as she looked at Bliss and I before nodding. Since my plate was already at the table, I ate it as Bliss sat next to me with her arms wrapped around my torso. It didn’t take me long to eat because a nigga was starving.

“Thanks babe, here.” I thanked her as I handed her my plate. She washed it off and gave me her robe before running to the back to get in the pool. Grown ass kid.

“I wanna go swimming, daddy.” Amarie said as she started finishing up her food. I was gonna ask her if she wanted to come.

“Ok, go ask your momma for yo swimsuit.” I said as I helped her off the stool before she took off running to find Raye.

Making my way out to the back, I saw Bliss in the pool fixing the back of her bra. I should be childish and untie the strings.

“We should’ve got in this bitch, naked.” I mumbled to myself but I think Bliss heard me cause she started shaking her head.

“Don’t come by me with your freaky self, I’m chilling.” Bliss said as she put her hands up for me to stay away. She knew that I was the type of nigga to untie the strings to her bottoms.

Obeying her command, I carefully grabbed my phone at the edge of the pool and went to Ig to take a pic of her. “Look over here baby.” I told her as she did just that and I snapped the pic before uploading it. “You couldn’t even see your face cause your hair but that body on fleek.” I said, chuckling as I thought of a caption.

fuckyopictures: I found Cheif keef sister 😂

Putting my phone away, I was about to dunk Bliss but Amarie came by her and put her feet in. “Hey baby girl, you wanna get in?” Bliss greeted her with a big smile on her face.

“I can’t swim.” She pouted as Bliss frowned and started to think of an idea. I could tell because she always made the same cute thinking face.

“It’s not that deep, I’ll hold you the whole time. Come on.” Bliss assured her as she held her arms out for Ri to jump in. Ri hesitated at first but then she jumped and landed right into Bliss’ arms.

“Wasn’t so bad, wasn’t it?” Bliss asked as Amarie shook her head no, smiling. I would’ve been playing with them, but I was just admiring this whole scene. I respect Bliss so much for treating Amarie like she’s her own. She’s real good with kids and I can tell she’s gonna be a great mother. That’s exactly why I want her to have my baby. I wonder if she know we ain’t use a condom last night..

“Mommy said I cwant’ get my hair wet.” Ri frowned as I examined her hair. It did look like Raye just did it and that she took her sweet ass time on it but oh well. What’s the point of going swimming if you can barely get wet?

“Mommy can suck my–” I was about to say until Bliss cut me off.

“Chris!” She screeched, hitting me in my chest. Oh yea, good thing I have her around. I’d be cussing like a motherfucker.

“Oh yea, uh that’s okay Ri. I’ll tell her that I said you could.” I assured her as she nodded and started splashing water every where. Kids..

“Why does it look hot but it’s cold as hell?” Bliss shivered as I shrugged.
I was ready to go where all the mountains and stuff were cause that’s were most of the snow was. It was just a little where we were at. Snow boarding gone be too turnt.


“The kids sleep?” Bri asked as she sat next to me on one of the stools in the kitchen. We were supposed to be making snacks for a movie that we were gonna be watching. Didn’t wanna go all out cause the kids are here. We’re supposed to be going snow boarding tomorrow.

“Yes, thank God.” I sighed as I pretended to wipe fake sweat off of my forehead. It takes forever to get King and Amarie to sleep, they’re  filled with lots of energy. They think everything is funny just like both of their goofy ass fathers.

“So, wassup with you and Don?” Bri asked, causing me to sigh. Don and I no longer talk unless it’s about Amarie. He already has trust issues from his past relationships and he said he was really starting to catch feelings for me and was gonna make it official until he found out about those texts. I don’t know what I was thinking sending those texts. I was drunk but at the same time I knew what I was doing.

“Nothing, he cut off all ties with me and he only wants to speak to Amarie.” I sighed as I played with the rings on my fingers. Bri gasped brought my head up for me to look at her. She had a look of sympathy in her eyes.

“Did he let you explain?” She asked, frowning a little bit. He actually did let me explain, because he’s an understanding person.

“Yes actually, but I told him the truth. He doesn’t deserve for me to keep leading him on.” I didn’t wanna lie to him, he didn’t deserve it. He’s never lied to me. I told him how long I’ve been feeling like this and everything and I feel completely bad because this is the same thing that happened to August except we were actually together. Maybe this is telling me something.

“That’s true.. you guys were so cute.” She gushed, shaking her head. Too bad we’re not gonna hang around each other anymore.

“Why does this keep happening?” I sighed, putting my head in my hands. Bri told me face her and I did just that. She sighed and grabbed my hands before speaking. “Raye, honestly… deep down you still have feelings for Chris and you haven’t completely moved on. You can’t get into another relationship if you’re not even over your past one. Be honest, you wanna be a big happy family with him.” Bri told me as I thought about what she said. I wasn’t about to admit that. I don’t need Chris.

“What’s the point of admitting it if its not gonna happen? He’s in love with Bliss. He’s about to marry her..” I asked as Bri looked deep into thought. Probably thinking about what I had said.

“Tell him how you feel?” She suggested as I scrunched up my face and shook her head no. If I told Chris he’d probably be like 'damn’, and that’s it. He probably wouldn’t even say anything.

“For what? It’s not going to change anything. He doesn’t even act the same towards me. I don’t even think he really loves me. He only does because of Amarie.” I explained as Bri frustratedly shrugged.

“I honestly don’t know Raye.. but I gotta get going. I’m sleepy, we’ll finish this tomorrow.” Bri said as she got up before kissing me on the cheek. When she left, I heard somebody coming down the stairs but I didn’t pay no mind to them until I seen who they were. Chris and Amarie.

“Hey! Amarie, didn’t I just put you to sleep?”  I asked as both Chris and Amarie jumped. They had the same 'dear caught in headlights’ look on their faces that was too cute.

Amarie shook her head no which caused me to sigh. They both had on coats so it looked like they were about to go outside. I looked in Chris’ hand and saw Graham crackers, Hershey’s, and marshmallows with sticks.

“Wanna join?” Chris asked me with a smile on his face. I didn’t have anything else to do and some s'mores sounds good right now. But me hanging around him more is going to make my feelings get stronger.

“Yea, hold on.” I said as I walked towards the front door to get my coat off of the rack. Once my Burberry coat was on, I slipped into some black sparkly UGGs. Surprisingly, Amarie were wearing the same thing.

“Why y'all niggas up?” August whispered as he came downstairs with some random girl. I guess she was leaving because she had her purse and stuff in her hand.

“We making s'mores.” Chris chuckled as he shook his head at August. August pointed to her ass while she wasn’t looking and Chris demonstrated a moon with this hands while laughing. Amarie put her hand on her hip and waited for August to acknowledge her. He didn’t until the girl finally left.

“Why you looking at me like that?” August asked, chuckling as Amarie ignored him and grabbed Chris and I’s hand leading us in thebackyard where the logs were for us to sit on. Aw, she doesn’t want august’ attention on anybody else’s but hers.

“You good?” Chris asked as we all sat down. He looked really sincere and concerned which shocked me.

“Uh, y-yea.” I half lied as Chris looked at me with a 'you lying’ face. He saw right through me. I didn’t wanna bring it up because I didn’t wanna cry in front of Amarie. I don’t think she was paying attention anyway, she was too busy stealing chocolate.

“I can’t ever keep a relationship.. all because I still..” I managed to get out but the water works started approaching. I was lowkey glad they did because I didn’t want to admit that I still wanted to be with Chris. It’s sad that it took this long for me to realize it. He’s already moved on.

“Because you what, Raye?” Chris asked, wiping some of my tears as I shook my head no. I was not about to tell him, because he’d start feeling cocky and there isn’t anything he can do about it.

“Mommy don’t cry.” Amarie said as wiped some off the chocolate from her mouth, causing me to chuckle a little bit. She could always make me smile when I’m having a bad day.

“Hey! You over here sneaking chocolate and shit. You ain’t slick.” Chris said to Amarie as she started giggling while she gave Chris the hag of Hershey’s back. There were still plenty in there so I guess she only got a few.

“Aw, look at the beautiful family.” I heard August voice. We all turned around as Chris picked up a rock and threw it at him. He cursed to himself and quickly ran back in the cabin making all of us laugh. This should be fun.

“Wanna join?” Chris asked as I sniffled and sucked my teeth. August been acting real shady towards me ever since him and Chris been cool again. It’s getting annoying.

He nodded and pulled his beanie down before making his way over to us. The was only a space by me so he picked Amarie up and sole her spot before sitting her on his lap. See? Shady. “You mad at me?” He asked Amarie as she stubbornly folded her arms over her chest and nodded.

“Girl, you know I luh’ yo jealous ass.” He laughed as he started placing kisses all over her face. She put her stubbornness aside and giggles started leaving her mouth.

“I love you too Uncle Aug.” Chris said in a little girly voice causing both Amarie and August to mug him. Nobody laughed but Chris and I.

“Nigga, you gay.” August shook his head before laughing. As expected, Amarie laughed along with him.

“Hey Uncwle Ty and Titi Nae.” Amarie greeted Ty and Nae as they both looked confused before shrugging and waving back at her.

“Damn we was about to get freaky in the pool. What are y'all doing?” Ty huffed as he noticed all of us out here.

“Bout to make s'mores.” Chris answered while showing them all the products we were using like they didn’t know what s'mores were.

“Ok, we coming let us go change.” Nae said as she grabbed Ty’s hand to lead them back in the cabin. “We need music.” I heard August mumble. This is gonna be a long night with all of us out here. They better keep the conversations kid friendly too because Amarie’s out here.