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Get to Know Me Tag

Tagged by @chewykookie-scribbles and @aboutmikasa

Ahhhh thank you friends! :D :D 

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

1. Drink: Coffee & Green tea
2. Phone call: My brother
3. Text message: My best friend  
4. Song you listened to:  Futile Devices – Sufjan Stevens
5. Time you cried: I laughed so hard I cried the other day. Honestly I cry a lot, for pretty much any strong emotion. I feel things very deeply and idgaf.

HAVE YOU:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope
7. Kissed someone and regretted it:Yes
8. Been cheated on: Nope
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Dear God yes. 

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12-14: dusty rose, grey, gold/metallics in general

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Nope
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes
18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
19. Met someone who changed you: My daughter :) 
20. Found out who your friends are: I’ve honestly kinda had the same ones for a while
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Lol yes

GENERAL:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Most of them but plenty that I don’t
23. Do you have any pets: Noooooooo. We talked about getting a dog then we found out I was knocked up. LOL.
24. Do you want to change your name: Yeah it doesn’t really suit me. I like the reasons I was named my name, but I feel like it’s kinda generic.
25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Took care of my baby, but my husband surprised me with a our first time out to dinner without her by asking my dad and stepmom to come down and watch Willa for the evening. :D It was a really special evening.
26. What time did you wake up: around 530-6 ish
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Drinking gin with my BFF and updating fanfic while watching a re-run of Mr. Robot
28. Name something you can’t wait for: my daughter to take a nap so I can take a nap, I’m dead rn.
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: We don’t communicate. I saw her last 8 months ago though.
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I had majored in something different in my undergrad, something that gave me a greater capacity to help other/make a difference, like nursing. 
31. What are you listening right now: The Predatory Wasp of The Palisades is Out to Get Us – Sufjan Stevens, and my daughter playing 
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Unfortunately many awful Toms 
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: All these questions that remind me of my shitty mom
34. Most visited website: google docs lol

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME
35. Mole/s: Yes
36. Mark/s: Scar on my chin, a brown birth mark that looks like Lake Winnebago on my wrist
37. Childhood dream: I had a lot of dreams, and a lot of those dreams were crushed. LOL.
38. Hair color: Auburn
39. Long or short hair: Medium. I wish it was short again but I need to be able to put it up so my kid doesn’t yank it out of my head.
40. Do you have a crush on someone: I have lots of friend crushes, I want to be friends with pretty much everyone.
41. What do you like about yourself: I feel things really deeply. I relate to others easily, I love a lot. I used to hate this because it opens you up to a lot of hurt but I think it’s worth it.
42. Piercings: My ear lobes. I used to have my cartilage but it closed up because I can’t wear it in the military and stuff.
43. Blood type: O POS BABE


44. Nickname: Trout (hence my URL)
45. Relationship status: Married = Very Yes
46. Zodiac: Ted Cruz is the Zodiac Killer
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. Favorite TV Show: I can’t get over how good Mr. Robot is

49. Tattoos: Sakura blossoms on my foot
50. Right or left hand: Right-handed
51. Surgery: Just tonsils and wisdom teeth
52. Hair dyed in different color: I’m a basic bitch I have balayage highlights. 
53. Sport: Distance Running, breastfeeding in any and all situations
55. Vacation: I wish.
56. Pair of trainers: Too british for me to understand

MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: I ate a way too big lunch so just mellon for dinner tonight
58. Drinking: BLUE FUCKING GATORADE. I DID NOT HAVE TO GIVE ANY BLOW JOBS FOR IT.
59. I’m about to: try to get my daughter to nap
61. Waiting for: my house to clean itself
62. Want: sleep
63. Get married: I’ve been married almost 3 years
64. Career: I’m a stay home mom and an NCO in the Air Force (the Guard/Reserve, so once a month). I’m hoping to focus more on my AF career when my daughter is a little older because I wanna kick ass. 

WHICH IS BETTER
65. Hugs or kisses: Both
66. Lips or eyes: Nose
67. Shorter or taller: Idgaf
68. Older or younger: My husband is a whole 5 months younger than me, YEAH I HAVE AN AGE FETISH OBVI
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: honestly we all get old and gross eventually
71. Sensitive or loud: are these really an and/or thing?
72. Hook up or relationship: Dude the hook-up fantasy is FIRE. But I am very relationship. Lol.
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: IDK man.

HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a Stranger: Lol what what are you talking about I definitely haven’t done the thing every bi girl does and made out with a girl to get someone to buy me alcohol  OF COURSE NOT
75. Drank hard liquor: Yes!
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Yes :’(
77. Turned someone down: Yes
78. Sex on the first date: No
79. Broken someone’s heart: Maybe
80. Had your heart broken: Yes
81. Been arrested: No
82. Cried when someone died: Yes
83. Fallen for a friend: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: I am a like, very all or nothing gal. One day you’ll catch me believing I can take on the GD world and change everything, the next day I think I’m a failure and life is pointless. LOL.
85. Miracles: Nah
86. Love at first sight: Kinda yeah
87. Santa Claus: I’m Jewish
88. Kiss on the first date: Yes

OTHER:
90. Current best friend name: Sarah :) 
91. Eye color: Green
92. Favorite movie: I cry whenever I watch American Beauty. Idk if it’s my favorite but I love it.

NOW, TAG 20 PEOPLE:

I do not know 20 people. Here @ask-secretrivamika (you can do on your personal blog if you want I forgot its name), UM then @lexiiiiiiibaby, @dangerandbeauty @rivamikaismyjam @jacpin2002 @rightoveryonder you all give me love. Do it if you feel like it! :D @dark-als YOU TOO YOU ANGEL and @sluttttysurveycorps I bet you’ve already done this but I love you, so I tag you.