On a night we won’t remember - Montgomery de la Cruz ( part 7 )
A/N: my heart exploded through my chest while writing this lord i’m an emotional wreck. also a big big big thank you for @personljournal for helping me with continuing this story! go check out her writing at @hapinessandlove123 it’s amazing!
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you wouldn’t tell anyone ever what happened to you but when Monty asked you, with
those tears on his face, you couldn’t help but break down and tell him
everything. When he had asked, you just sort of collapsed on the ground and you
started to cry again. After a solid 20 minutes you started to talk to him. In
that time Monty already rushed to his room and got you one of his oversized
shirts, he sat down next to you and held you in his arms. He also didn’t talk. Other
times when something was wrong with you he kept pushing until you told him what
was up but this time was different. Monty was scared of what was coming, did he
really want to hear something that might had changed his y/n forever? When you
started to talk tears slowly started to escape Monty’s eyes again. He listened
and listened, you felt his grip getting tighter on you like he would never let
you out of his arms again so he knew you
were safe. You felt like Monty sincerely cared about you and in some kind of
way it made you a little bit happy inside. The two of you had been sitting on
the bathroom floor for a very long time now. You with your head on his shoulder
and your legs over his in his arms, his head leaning on yours caressing the back of your head to calm you down since
you were still crying. Monty heard you slowly calm down and drift to sleep. He picked
you up bridal style and laid you in his bed covering you carefully with the
blanket. He laid himself next to his bed on the ground so when you woke up you
wouldn’t feel uncomfortable but you also
You started to slowly wake up but weren’t in the mood to open your eyes yet. You were feeling like a complete train wreck. You clearly had a serious hangover and your eyes felt like bricks on your face feeling all red and puffy. The realisation of why your eyes are like that hit you pretty quick making you feel even worse then you already were. You roll over and open your eyes to see Montgomery laying on the ground with a blanket that’s obviously way too small for him. You couldn’t help but wonder how could someone care so much about you and still hurt you so deeply. You were watching him closely when you saw his eyelids move a little before he opened his eyes.
“Hey y/n, you’re awake? How are you feeling?” He said while sitting up and stretching his back obviously being in pain from the hard ground.
“Not that great.” You say shortly not feeling like talking about it all over and over again.
“Mont how did you know where I was?” you asked confused getting flashbacks from the night before.
“Justin texted me.” he said while unlocking his phone and showing it to you.
“Y/N is at Bryce’s and she’s drunk. I left her there because Jess is sick but I have a really bad feeling about this all. I wanted to ask Zach cause well you’re a dick but he’s sleeping. So please do me one favour and go pick her up but don’t even think about kissing or even touching her. – Foley.”
Oh how you loved your best friend you thought by yourself.
“Y/N do you still want to talk about it or?”
“No please no, it happened and I hate it but I think I’ll go crazy if the subject keeps coming up.” You say while sitting up, Montgomery pushed himself up from the ground and sat next to you laying his hand on your naked leg that showed from under the blanket.
“That’s fine but just know that if you need someone I’m here for you.” he said with a reassuring smile. As heroic as his actions were last night you couldn’t forget about all that had happened between the two of you and how he broke your trust and maybe also broke a little bit of you.
“Mont don’t do this to me, thank you for yesterday really but everything is already difficult enough. This heartbreak is already killing me don’t make it worse.” You said while picking up his hand from your leg and moving it away. But you felt something had changed that night. Monty and you never had been so honest against each other. He cried for the first time in front of you, he listened instead of pushing and trying to change your thoughts. You just told him everything without he needed to ask. Every single feeling he knew right now.
“But I don’t want to make it worse, I swear. I screwed up big time and I know but I have never in my life felt so committed to something or someone like I feel with you. I truly understand you don’t want to be with me anymore but can we just try to be civil again, maybe become friends? I understand you don’t trust me anymore but you can’t disappear out of my life you just can’t.”
“Mont what’s happening with you, you’ve never been like this when we were together?”
“Because back than I didn’t realise what a great person you are who deserves nothing less than the world. This all has changed me for the better and I want to prove to you that maybe if you gave me a second chance you can let me try to give you that world.”
“Monty I’m not going to lie. I don’t want nothing else than you in my life. I miss you and even tho I got drunk and tried to forget all that was on my mind was you.” while you were saying this you saw a small smile appear on his face.
“But you hurted me so bad and I didn’t deserve that.” And with that it all changed back to disappointment and regret. You didn’t want to hurt him but being honest was the best you could do.
“I- I understand I’ll get your stuff so you don’t have to stay here any longer.” He said while getting up and walking towards his bedroom door.
“But I don’t want to be out of your life either so trying to be friends does sounds like a plan.” Monty turned around quickly smiling again.
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