'm fine i just have feelings in my eye

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In another part of the city

“That’s what you’re wearing?” 

I look down at my outfit, the small smile I was wearing falling from my face,”Yeah, why what’s wrong with it?” 

“Nothing” Cam’s being gruff and short with me, he has his arms crossed over his chest, all clear signs he’s ready for a fight. 

But I’m not, I’m tired of arguing. I just want to go out, have some drinks and dance. A sigh slips out before I can stop it, “You’re always telling me how much you love my legs.” 

“I do, but do you really need everyone else to be all over them too?” 

I can feel my eyes prickling with tears, “Fine I’ll change,” I move past him to leave the room because he already won, I refuse to cry in front of him too. 

It’s Dangerous Business Reinventing Your Exit

Just you and me on a Sunday,
With my back against the wall.
And I’m still misinforming you,
We are well short of invincible.

Your pause redefines “alone”,
Reaching for a hand of mine.
My support shatters to a halt,
Breaking your heart this time.

High at midnight on Monday,
Suggesting everything is fine.
You’re numb and fading now,
After crossing the clear lines.

It starts again; can you feel it,
Lies taking your breath away?
Pain’s never been so brilliant,
Shut your eyes and don’t stay.

I have been up all night long,
This will is running on empty.
It’s pushing full speed ahead,
Best that you don’t tempt me.

Knuckles having turned white,
I’ll find comfort in my dreams.
Hoping the worst has passed,
But I’m drowning in my sleep.

FOR THE FUTURE- SIDEMEN FANFICTION PART 1

New Fanfic of Sidemen. Y/N is sister to Josh and she’s got a rocky relationship and a lot to deal with. Maybe things can get better with the help of her brother and his friends.

—–/—–

“Kyle stop!” I shout and he gets closer to me. “I’m pissed and I don’t feel like doing this again.” I add as he advance towards me with a dark look in his eyes.

“You seriously think you can just flirt with that guy and it be fine?” He shouts and I roll my eyes before walking towards the bedroom. “Get back here.” He grabs my wrist and slams me against the wall.

“Seriously would you listen?!”

“Kyle I have to meet up with my brother. I’m gonna be late and no I won’t listen because I wasn’t flirting.” I explain and he keeps his grip on me.

“Go out and do whatever you want.” He shoves me back against the wall even further before walking out of the apartment on his own and I slowly just take a seat.

“Can we reschedule Josh?” I ask once he picks up his phone.

“Y/N really? What’s wrong this time?” He asks and I try to come up with a lie.

“I just can’t make it. Something came up and I can’t be there. I’m sorry.”

“Is not about Kyle right?” He wonders and I question wether it’s worth it to tell him.

“You know he’s bad and you know it’s not safe. He’s bipolar and he’s not on medication. You can’t fix him if he doesn’t want help.”

“Josh he loves me. He doesn’t mean it.”

“Just snap out of it. What is it gonna take to realize he’s bad for you?” He asks.

“He just needs help and I’m helping him. He’s gonna be fine and I’m fine. I’ll see you soon. Love you.” I hang up so that he doesn’t ask anymore questions and I walk to the bathroom so I can check for the hand print that is most likely on my cheek from when Kyle swung at me.

“She won’t admit that Kyle is wrong for her. Three years ago she met him and three years ago he was bad but he was on medication. Then he stopped because he’s not the brightest and now he’s worse. He’s just abusing her and she doesn’t care because he loves her.” I rant to Simon as he prepares to film his video with Vik.

“One day he’s gonna hurt her really bad and she’s gonna realize and I hate that it’s gonna take something so bad to get her to realize, but that’s the only thing that can make her change her mind.” I shrug while placing my head in my hands.

“How do you think I feel?” Simon asks while fidgeting with his camera. “I dated her for a year and she left me to move in with Kyle and help him and then they start dating. I mean he fucking hits her and she stays with him but she left me because we weren’t exciting anymore. I was in love with her.” He scoffs and I nod in agreement.

“I would much rather you be with her. I surprisingly would rather my best mate tell me every detail about doing my sister than know she’s being hurt. I just want her to snap out of it. Like she’s gonna get hurt and it’s gonna be really bad. I mean every time she calls I panic a little because I don’t know if it’ll be the call telling me she’s really hurt. I also hate any unknown number because I’m terrified it’s gonna be the hospital telling me my sister is really injured because of some guy that she thinks loves her.”

kpop-boy-ships-fic-rec  asked:

Do you have any fics with Jeongguk manhandling Tae doesn't have to be in a sexual way it could just be pure fluff either or is fine.

I can’t really find anything that’s just fluffy, but here you go lol you might find more you like in our size kink tag

i feel safe in the 5 a.m. light (love in my arms and the sun in my eyes) by JemKay - And Taehyung thinks he’s never loved anyone more in his life than the boy above him who’s a little bit rough and sometimes a bit insensitive and maybe a little bit mean, but he’s also so soft and so gentle, and he treats Taehyung like he’s something so precious to him. And maybe he’s like that because of Taehyung, or maybe it’s because underneath everything, underneath the tough exterior and the sky-high walls, his heart’s more delicate than Taehyung’s, but all Taehyung knows is that Jeongguk fills up all of Taehyung’s vulnerable pieces with parts of himself.

Hercules by GinForInk - Taehyung forgets his strength kink until Jungkook picks him up during a group project meeting.

only you can set my heart on fire by taetastic - He wants to give all of himself to Jeongguk and have Jeongguk take him apart piece by piece. He wants Jeongguk to ruin him. 

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It’s not fair that you’re still the only person that can make me smile even when I’m so incredibly down. It’s not fair that your voice is the only thing that seems to calm me down when I’m thinking about getting out of town and never seeing this place again. It’s not fair that your eyes locked on mine makes me feel more cared for than my own family does. It’s not fair that you left and found new places to leave pieces of your heart after I let you into my head. It’s not fair that I’m still upset and you seem just fine. It may not be fair but I wouldn’t have it any other way because when I think about you with your eyes still so bright… It makes me happy again. It’s not fair but I hope you’re so unbelievably happy. That’s the only thing that makes this unfairness bearable.
—  It’s not fair that you don’t think about me anymore, but it’s still okay.

anonymous asked:

Not gonna lie I'm super looking forward to Aaron trying to convince Robert to spend the morning in bed "catching up" and I can't wait for Robert's response cause that boy has heart eyes every time he looks at his hubby to be,I wonder what he's gonna say to Aaron.

S A M E anon same oh my god WHAT A BLESSING????

Aaron just wants to spend his entire last free morning before court day in bed with Robert. That’s all he wants to do. Because he’s soft and soppy and sad and Robert makes him feel better and they don’t have much time left and they’re in love.

everything is fine

(also, you just know Robert’s response is gonna be a shifty little ‘i have work to do’ - by which he obviously means ‘get away from this pub right this second aaron dingle, i’m trying to set up our wedding’)

(i’ve never resented the existence of a weekend as much as i resent this one)

Words Hurt || Min Yoongi

Genre: Angst
Summary: Love works in mysterious ways, no one can predict…

Reader’s POV

You sighed in frustration he just didn’t get it. You were alone in a house waiting for him everyday. You understood he had work, but when he had days off he went out with the boys. It just wasn’t fair to you. You missed him beyond compare. You longed just to feel his touch, for a tiny ounce of love. You wanted to cry but I had to remain strong, You couldn’t let him get to you, especially right now.

“(Y/n), they’re my second family. I want to spend time with them!” He rolled his eyes.

“But you never have time for me anymore! All I’m asking is for you to be my boyfriend!” You annoyingly announced.

“You know what? Fine you fucking attention whore, you have my attention!” He yelled at the top of his lungs.

“I understand you’re busy but all I want is a simple hello!” You simply argued back.

“I gave you my attention (y/n)! If you don’t want it then I’m leaving!” He shouted in fury.

He walked through the the door, slamming it shut. He was finally gone, You could finally let out all the tears that you had held in for so long. You walked towards your shared room and started to pack 2 weeks worth of clothes with a few essentials. You grabbed your jacket and key and also headed out the door. You reached your white Lexus, popping the trunk and shoving your stuff in it. You closed it with a bit of force and walked over to the driver’s seat. You started the engine, waiting patiently to warm up the car. After a few minutes of waiting, You left my parking space and headed to your best friend’s house.

Your tears finally dried as you were on the freeway. You got stuck in traffic and hit your horn with anger. You and Yoongi have been fighting for the past few months. You was so done with it. It was over little things that Yoongi or you would bring up.

Yoongi’s POV

After our little argument I went to the dorm to check up on the boys. I needed to cool down. I gave a heads up to Jin about my arrival. I gave a short knock and the door flew open. I was greeted by Jimin and Taehyung with bright smiles. I walked in, wondering what everyone was doing. Jin was cooking, Hoseok and Jungkook were on their phones, and the 95 line went to the couch to finish a movie. I let out a sigh taking a seat and catching my breath. Jin looked my way, giving me a small sympathetic smile. Everyone was here but Namjoon. I was about to start a conversation when Namjoon came into the room looking pissed as hell. He grabbed me by the collar and gave me a death stare. He took a deep breath before punching me in the stomach. He let go of me and I noticed all the boys looking in our direction. Namjoon took a deep breath and looked down on me.

“What did you do to (y/n)?” He quizzed.

“Why do you care?” I snarled back

“I’m the reason you even met her. I deserve to know.” He announced.

“Why are you taking her side? I thought we were family!” My anger started to boil again.

“It’s not my fault she’s alone and pregnant!” He yelled back.

The room went silent, as I looked up with confusion to meet Namjoon’s killer gaze. His eyes softened when he saw the look on my face.

“You didn’t know she was pregnant, did you?” He questioned.

I shook my head and looked up for more of an explanation.

“She felt sick and her being my closet Noona, I was worried and took her to the doctors. Its been a week since we found out.” He explained.

I looked up, now with tears in my eyes. How could she not have told me. She was all alone in this place. All her family were back in America, she only had me and the boys. How could I have been so stupid? Hoseok stretched out a hand to help me up, while Jin tried to calm down Namjoon. A few minutes back Jin tried to send the maknae line out of the room before anything else could have happen, but failed. That’s when I felt I buzz in my pocket. I took out my phone and saw in was a text from (y/n). I read the text and threw my phone in anger as I fell to the floor in tears. Jungkook picked up my newly cracked phone and read the text out loud.

“I can’t do this anymore, I think we need a break. I’m sorry.” From (y/n)

Reader’s POV

You were at (b/f/n)’s house and told her everything that happened from the arguments to the pregnancy. She was your shoulder to cry on and once you felt better she got up to make me some refreshing tea. That’s when the door bell rang and you offered you would get it. You scurried to the door to reveal Yoongi pulling you into a hug and crying his eyes out.

“I know I’m an asshole and I know you hate me but please come back to me. I’m so used to making you happy everyday. I know about the pregnancy. I’m so stupid, yet you’ve put up with me for so long. No one can replace you. There’s nothing like us, (y/n)…” He stated with a shaky voice.

Sad Ending

“I’m sorry Yoongi but I can’t do this anymore. I’ll let you see our child but I’ve been verbally abused by you too much. I love you but I think this is best for both of us.” I replied.

He looked up and gave you a small smile and hugged me tight. When he finally let go of me he looked you straight in the eyes and put a locket in my hand. I opened it to see a picture of me and Yoongi together on our 1st anniversary.

“Please keep it. I want our child to know that we were in love when we made them.” He responded.

You started to tear up again and Yoongi grabbed your chin and brought your lips to his in a short kiss.

“The guy that will have you is pretty lucky, too bad he isn’t me.” He looked down with a slight frown.

He left and headed to the car where Jimin was driving and hopped in. You watch as they left and placed your hand on your stomach, a small smile appeared on your face knowing that your baby had such a loving father even though you weren’t together.

Happy Ending

“I’ve missed you, you shit head” You brought him into a tight embrace as he grabbed your face bringing you into a kiss. You both parted for air and looked into each other’s eyes. You could finally see the love that he had for me, just like old times.

*One Year Later*

You and Yoongi were pretty happy and were able to work everything out. But as of yesterday you both became parents of a handsome baby boy, and the baby and you were going home today. Yoongi was already there getting ready and you was so excited. you stepped out of the car and thanked Namjoon for driving you and thr baby. He gave a small wave and headed back to the dorm. You walked in and Yoongi attacked you and your child with kisses. He put his son in his crib and he gave you a little box. You giggled and opened it to reveal a locket. You opened it to see your first anniversary together, but a note slipped out. You read it (Note; Will you marry me?) and spun around to see Yoongi kneeling with a ring. He gave me a sly smirk, “(Y/f/n) will you marry me because, one I love you, and two, so we can be a real family?”

“Yes Min Yoongi a thousand times yes!”

He pulled you into a a sweet passionate kiss and stared at you with his gentle dark eyes.

“How did I get so lucky?” He grinned.

Masterlist

a/n: Each section goes oldest to newest in their respective category. Hopefully this makes it easier to navigate through my writing! Also, I’m well aware that some of these might not be the best. Maybe one day I’ll go back and edit them. Nonetheless, enjoy! xx

Nathan Adrian

One Shots

Backyard Races

Missing Spices

Late Night Training Sessions

Blurbs

endless scroll

Your Nathan Blurbs/Writing

Calum

Series

New Beginnings  /  2

One Shots

One Day

Blueberry Pancakes

Blurbs

You’re my Rain

Scrappy Hood

Back in my World, Where you Belong

Inhale You

You are the One

I’m in Love this Christmas

I’m Cold. Come Closer

Midnight Drive

Micky Ears

Burnt Macaroni

Lasagna Massacre

For your eyes only.

Man of few words

Muse

RT

Little Spoon Denial

Requests

086: “I knew it was a mistake to get the twins matching clothes.”

075: “Can you help me up, your child is pretty heavy?”

100: “Okay fine, one more story, but then you really have to go to bed.”

047: “My ex just invited me to their wedding and i need you to be my date so it doesn’t look like I’ve spent the last few years failing to get over them.”

039: “I just came home to you crying while watching a movie, please tell me what’s going on.”

Y/N gets sick and Calum takes care of her.

047: Part two.

01: “You’re really soft.” 030: “Can i kiss you?”

006: “I will always be there to protect you.” 036: “A thunderstorm is rolling through town and you’re scared of lightening/thunder so i’ll protect you.”

072: “Do you think it’s possible that I…might be…pregnant?”

Calum gets jealous.

006: “I will always be there to protect you.”

007: “I’m cold. Come closer.” 027: “I’ll share the blankets with you.”

Calum helps y/n fall asleep.

016: “I could never leave you, i love you too much!”

002: “You smell nice.”

077: “Your dad is really excited to meet you soon, it’s driving me crazy.”

Best friend Calum becomes boyfriend.

Roommate Calum.

005: “I don’t wanna get up- you’re comfy.”

Calum and y/n are strangers.

026: “People are jerks, but not you.”

First Valentine’s day with Calum.

High school student Calum.

18: “You’re my favorite muse.”

48:” My parents are coming over in 10 minutes so please put some clothes on.”

11: “I know I’m not enough.”

Luke

Series

Tour Life with Luke

Magnolia Avenue  /  2

Blurbs

Pre-show nap

Damn Lasagna

You’re my person

Requests

046: “I caught the bouquet.”

Michael

Requests

036: “A thunderstorm is rolling through town and you’re scared of lightening/thunder so I’ll protect you.”

9: “It doesn’t matter, I’m not leaving you.”

Ashton

Requests

079: “The baby’s kicks are keeping me up at night.”

i

okay

i know it’s gonna be fine, storywise, and it’s gonna be great having a different character and new dynamics to play with, and i’m excited to see it develop

but for me, having literally started crying (and i don’t cry at things but there were legitimate tears leaking from my eyes multiple times every time i remembered the things scanlan said about his family and how he felt and what he did, it hit far too close to home and i’m shaking just thinking about it) i feel heartbroken and yanked around and and and

i

i agree with keyleth, it feels way too soon

i think they should have introduced him next episode so everyone, including the players, had time to recover from that fucking awful heartbreaking split

and i think i need to take a little break from the show

just for a while

(just like scanlan)

Imagine: Ron Always Being Protective and Worried About You

Hey! I was wondering if I could get a Ron Weasley imagine where I’m two years younger than him (16/18) and so he feels like he has to protect me and is always scared he’ll go farther than I’m comfortable with so he’s always asking permission to touch me or kiss me?
THANKS!!!

—–

You were currently having to deal with a group of gits calling you a mudblood. You rolled your eyes at them. It didn’t really hurt your feelings, it’s just annoying. Quickly though, your boyfriend, Ron Weasley, approached the situation.

“If you ever talk to my girl again, let alone insult her, I will hex you into oblivion!” He screamed.

The group of boys left and Ron turned to you.

“Are you okay baby?” He asked with concern in his eyes.

You giggled. “I’m fine, Ron, but thank you.”

Ron nodded and gave you a small smile. “Can I hold your hand, Y/N?”

You sighed. “Ron how many times do I have to tell you that you don’t have to ask to do these things. You’re my boyfriend.”

Ron grabbed your hand and laced his fingers through yours. “I know, Y/N…I just don’t want to make you uncomfortable or anything. You’re a lot younger than me, you know.”

You rolled your eyes. “I’m only 2 years younger than you, Ron. Stop treating me like I’m a baby!”

Ron chuckled. “But you are my baby.”

You blushed and he leaned in to kiss you, but stopped right before your lips touched.

“Ronald, I swear to god if you ask…”

He laughed and then leaned the rest of the way in to place a sweet kiss on your lips.

BTS REACTION - Reject your confession

RapMonster
“I’m sorry… You are amazing, but just not my type”


Jin
“I don’t blame you. Everybody loves me, but Kim SeokJin is to everyone.”


Suga
“Oh girl, I’m sorry I have to say no. I’m not prepared to date.”


J-Hope
He still looking at you with shining eyes, he can’t say “yes” and you understand what it means.


Jimin
He tries to look fine and handsome, but he is really sad rejecting you.


Taehyung
“I’m sorry” he says, hugging you.


Jungkook
He gives you a smile and thanks you for your feelings and rejects you with apologies.

x~x~x

Last today’s post ^^ see ya~

GIF Credits To Their Original Owners!

~ADM Kim

How Did We End Up Here Moments That Screw With My Heart

When the guys were performing and all of a sudden my computer starts to lag than THIS HAPPENED

Luke wyd??????????

Luke trying to pull down Ash’s pants whilst on a toy ment for little children (again Luke WYD????????)

Michael singing Broken Home and sounding like an angel

Luke playing piano like the god boy he is (lol jkjkjk lies)

Ashton being HOT AF

lol I’m Malum trash ( #1 Brotp)

A moment for the male portion of the 5sosfam cuz I feel like ya’ll aren’t recognized enough

LUkE WyD

IM NOT CRYING YOU’RE CRYING

I’m okay I just got some fetus in my eye, don’t worry guys

JUST KIDDING IM NOT OKAYYYYY

IM NOT FINE AT ALL

FUCK THIS SHIT IM OUT

Did I mention that I’m also Cake trash

I’VE BEEN TO THE YEAR 3000!!!!!!!!!!

lol Luke hates this band

That’s not a flood it’s just my tears

Can we just have a moment of silence………….

I think I forgot to say that I’m Muke Trash AF

DERP BALL!!!!!!!!!! Wanna start a petition to bring it back?

Straight Outta Compton

LUKE WYD *insert crying emoji here*

I woke up like dis

Michael thanks crew

Crew bitches about 5sos (see what I did there)

Luke thanking the fans at the end and I kinda just die a little 

Me during the whole video practically. Now if you excuse me I’m gonna go cry some more in a corner. Love ya Fam. 

anonymous asked:

tbh I wish Matt and Trey would stop pandering to the cre///eek fangirls. you just know every now and then they'll feel like they have to mention the dating to keep them happy, and it looks like it's going to be a thing in fbw, if you go by the trailer. whatever happened to style?

Yeah I’m not happy about the FbW inclusion. Like the show is fine or whatever but like, hopefully they retcon it there in this next season. I don’t want it forever lingering in a game I’ll play over and over until I get all the damn achievements and just have to groan and roll my eyes every time and lose enjoyment just because you know, us people in the fandom know all about this shit. People are excited because “lol dudebros have to deal with gay characters and yaoi pictures” but fuckin’ seriously who gives a goddamn shit Matt n Trey have thoroughly expressed their opinions on gay rights ‘n whatnot dudebros already goddamn know what’s up why punish the portion of the fandom not in the cult. Maybe the further delay is to take that shit out wouldn’t that be lovely?

Fingers goddamn crossed.

It’s so funny because  we’re the same person in so many ways that it freaks us out. Her brother will even say ‘You guys have the same laugh!’. But then there’s other ways where we’re so different, where we sort of compliment each other so I feel like we kind of have the same mentality about this industry and we just support each other, and throughout everything we go through, we know that we both understand. We’re both going through a lot of the same things, so we're always there for each other.
— 

Selena on Taylor.

I’m fine. Completely fine. No that’s not a tear in my eye, what are you talking about.

punsbulletsandpointythings  asked:

Ugh, yeah, this week was spent playing catch-up from having been sick. But I'm glad it hasn't been too long since we've talked! (Time is weird :/) (Oh dear, I'm sorry about the writing. Anything I can do? Would having another set of eyes look at it help?)

Feel better, dude.

And nah, it’s fine. I’m just in one of my moods where everything looks crappy. There’s really not much you could do! I’ll get over it *stares at problem section* Just give me a few days.

I think this problem is the kind that’ll be fixed as soon as I stop fretting and just post something. Ah, but it just all looks so. Blegh.

And I am irrationally annoyed with people right now to begin with. Letting them near something that isn’t finished would probably push me over the edge and I’d either explode or cry in the shower for an hour. No way, José.

2

“Oh my gosh! I was so worried! You’re the only one that’s not getting checked out by doctors! What the hell happened?” You ran into Sam’s room in the hospital franticly.

“Hi, (Y/N).” Sam said, rolling her eyes with a smile at your concern.

 "I’m fine. It’s just…“ Sam paused, knowing that the news about Josh would ruin you. You guys were attached at the hip.

"It’s what? How are the others? Where’s Josh? Is he okay?” You asked, feeling like you were having a panic attack thinking about your best friend in harms way. Sam shut her eyes, thinking it was better to tell you the truth.

 "(Y/N). Josh… He didn’t make it…“ She said. You looked at her like she had three heads.

"This is another sick joke, isn’t it! How dare you say something like that!” You said sternly, angry that she would make a joke like that.

 "(Y/N), I’m not joking. I’m sorry, but Josh was taken by this thing. He didn’t make it, (Y/N). I swear I’m not lying.“ She said, feeling her heart clench as tears quickly welled in your eyes.

"This is bullshit…” You grumbled angrily, storming out of the room as Sam called out to you from her bed. You saw Mike through the window to the room across the hall and jogged over, knocking franticly on the door. You opened it and Mike looked at you, shocked.

 "Woah, (Y/N), when did you get here, girly?“ Mike said, happy to be seeing you after having to go through such a difficult experience.

"I’m glad to see you too, Mike…” You said as you walked over and hugged him gently. During the hug you mumbled into your friend’s shoulder.

 "Mike, where is Josh?“ Mike’s eyes widened. He didn’t know how to tell you that Josh was probably dead.

 "Sam said that he was taken by some monster. That was a joke, right?” Mike closed his eyes, holding you tighter to prepare you for the truth.

“(Y/N). I’m sorry, but it’s true.” He said gently. You pulled back starting to get angry.

 "So, if it is true. You left Josh to some ‘monster’! How could you do that? He was your friend and you left him!“ You raged at him.

”(Y/N), I did all I could.“ Mike said, pitifully.

"That’s bullshit! Just leave me alone! All of you! You ALL killed Josh just like you killed Beth and Hannah!” You yelled at him, It may have been a little harsh, but you didn’t care. They took your best friend from you…forever…

theneckstroke replied to your post: theneckstroke replied to your post: …

i always internalize brown eyes as a concept and it’s never about anyone but myself a;sldkjfsad if i think someone’s attractive i’m not gonna give a flying fuck about their eye color i’m just always like “but my eyes are boring????”

that’s how I feel about my skin lmao. it’s shocking to me that anyone finds freckles extra exciting somehow