'i know but... wait... the what

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My heart is pierced by Cupid;

I disdain all glittering gold.

There is nothing can console me

But my jolly sailor bold.
___

I’m trying to fight my art block and I received some lovely suggestions I’m going to draw.

Mer!Hanzo and Pirate!McCree was one of these.
@rebeza and @finchworks are my inspirations and I look up to their designs and AUs ‘cause wow.

Have you ever seen a prettier Hanzo?

Okay just wait one minute….Have I read correctly that there are actually some people out there in this world who are *chokes* upset….that Katie got promoted as Series regular?? Do such people exist?? What the flying fuck…

Explain this to me, what is it that people are so upset over? 

Do you detest a strong, independent, intelligent and powerful woman such as Lena Luthor? You know…Lena…who’s in her 20s and is the CEO of a Fortune 500 Company with a view towards righting the wrongs her family did despite the fact that she’s a Luthor and in the face of countless naysayers waiting for her to fail…

Originally posted by meafterdeath

Originally posted by cwsupergirlgifs

Maybe it’s her undeniable and unquestionable loyalty towards and support of Kara/Supergirl? 

Originally posted by lenasavedmebitch

Originally posted by scrumptiouslyswaggladiator

Or maybe you didn’t appreciate it when Lena basically destroyed any chance at having any sort of relationship with her snake of her mother (which she desperately desired) by literally turning her no good ass over to the police for the benefit of Kara and the alien population?

Originally posted by msluthor

Was it when Lena literally stared death in the face a million times like a bad ass all while remaining true to her cause and her friends and not once did she figure oh well let me join Cadmus and you know…save my life…

Originally posted by katiemcgraths

Perhaps you have an aversion to this literal Goddess and her perfect face because honestly, who wouldn’t want to see this gorgeousness on their screen all the damn time? Who?

Originally posted by katiemcgraths

So go on….someone please enlighten me as to the reasonableness in expressing any emotion other than pure ecstasy over Katie McGrath being promoted…go on…I’m waiting and I’m eager to learn 

Originally posted by captain-tv-addict

tessa-herondale-carstairs1  asked:

Hello! Can I please ask what retailers in the UK will have the special edition hardback that matches the LM one? You posted saying one is available but not where. So far I've had no luck finding it to pre-order. I can't wait for LoS to come out. The wait is killing me! Thank you for writing such amazing books!

Hi! I don’t know yet but I’ll post as soon as I do.

Can I just say I’m so proud and happy for ten ????? I don’t wanna sound like a typical ten stan saying “oh my god about time ” or “finally ” but like I’m actually so proud I know everyone in the NCT fandom has waited a year for Tens return I don’t really know why ? But I’m assuming they wanted ten to get better on his Korean , I understand that Not gonna lie I was mad for waiting a year just to ten get back like he’s getting a solo.. in SM station .. like um wow ? This boy probably worked his ass off day and night studying not only that making lyrics and creating choreography for this song ? Like that’s impressive the video too from what I saw was so pleasing ! It suited ten’s personality so well ! And especially his voice !! Like it’s so soft he’s worked hard on his singing too it’s so fucking great to see him happy and I hope he feels proud for his work because I know we’re all proud of ten …

I’m still waiting..

You know what? I’m still waiting for you to remember. I’m still waiting for a call and text from you. I’m still waiting for you to tell me to fix everything between the two of us, that you want me back in your life. I’m still waiting for you to realize that i am important in your life.


I’m still waiting for you to tell me that it’s still me, that you still love me, that i am still the one in your heart. I’m still waiting for you to tell me that i am still the one for you, that i am still that person you can imagine your future with, that i am the one you want to spend the rest of your life. I am still waiting for you to fulfill all your promise… your promise that you will never hurt me and will never leave me..


I’m still waiting even though i know, i’m waiting for nothing because you are already happy now. I know that i’m just waiting for something that will never happen.

anonymous asked:

I can't wait for that one hour special tho.... mmm. you better get your gif software ready.

i’m glad they are gonna finish horse prince all in one video because i hate it but i wanna know what happens

I was saying this on twitter but I also need people to appreciate what a GENIUS CON ARTIST Emori is, because if there’s anything I’ve learned from Leverage the best trick to persuading someone to do what you want is to convince them it was *their idea*.

Clarke didn’t know Emori heard about the radiation chamber at all, and she didn’t want to reveal how much she knew. If she suggested “let’s microwave this rando intruder” herself, Clarke (and Abby) probably would’ve pushed back against it, at least at first. She had to set it up where it was a reasonable alternative to “I am determined to revenge-kill this guy and you can’t stop me” and wait for the creepy “what if INSTEAD we kill two birds with one stone?” lightbulb to go off in her head. (Which is pretty fucked-up, Clarke, by the way.) She played her so well and I’m just really proud and horrified.

Blackpink Reaction To Making You Jealous But Regretting It



Jennie: She would only realize that making you jealous was stupid when she saw you with an really bad expression on your face. She would quickly explain it all and apologize for acting so ridiculously.

Originally posted by jeongyeon


Jisoo: She would wait some time to see what you were going to do. Seeing that you’ve got really jealous she would apologize and explain that it was just a joke and there’s nothing to worry about.

Originally posted by blackpink


Rosé: Honestly I don’t think she would make you jealous. Since she knows how bad and ridiculous jealousy feels, She wouldn’t do that to you, at least not on purpose.

Originally posted by popgirls


Lisa: Would feel really embarrassed for trying making you jealous. She would probably feel really bad for doing that to you.

Originally posted by clairertemple

Jar of Hearts Pt. ll

Title: Jar of Hearts Pt. ll
Pairing:
Josh Dun/Reader
Type:
Angst/Fluff
Word Count: 995
Warnings:
Not really, just some cursing but what else is new
A/N: I couldn’t wait! I know y’all want a part two and it’s just sitting here finished and I wanna share it already. I had a whole different story planned for part two but this came to me late at night and I figured it could maybe lead to a part three? Let me know if you guys want that and also hit me up with some new ideas for fics and drabbles. Enjoy!!

Originally posted by rrryanne

Josh’s POV

I laid on the couch, staring at the ceiling as I replayed last week over and over in my head. Was there anything I could have done to keep her from leaving? Of course there was. I could’ve just not been into that girl. I’m a fucking idiot, there’s no doubt about that. I had the greatest thing in my grasp and I ruined it by thinking with my dick. 

I checked my phone and saw the time. 3:24am. I sighed as I lifted my self up and off of the couch. I went into the kitchen and searched for some food. I finally found the Reese’s Puffs and got a bowl out of the cabinets. I poured a large amount of cereal before opening the fridge to get out the milk. 

“What the fuck are you doing?” A groggy Tyler asked. 

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you. I couldn’t sleep and I got hungry.” I answered as I poured the milk and took a seat at the table. 

“Look, dude, I know you feel like shit for what you did, which you totally should, but if you want to fix things you need to go to Y/N and talk to her.”

“But she doesn-” 

“Shut the fuck up, Joshua, and listen.” He snapped at me. I sat there quietly eating as I waiting for him to continue his lecture.

“Y/N loves the shit out of you. Yes, she may hate your guts right now but her feelings for you aren’t gonna disappear within a week. You need to grow some fucking balls and text her or call her. Actually, no, you have to go find her! Find her and explain that you will do anything to fix the fuck up because you can’t lose her. You’re a fucking mess without her, honestly. You haven’t left here other than to go record in the studio. You lounge on the couch all day in your boxers eating junk. And your starting to look like a lumberjack with your beard, dude.” 

I chuckled lightly as I finished my cereal. I knew what he was saying was true. I had to find a way to make this up to Y/N but I didn’t know how or where she even was. I’ve been staying at Tyler’s since the party. 

“You’re right.” I mumbled.

“Of fucking course I’m right, bro.” He laughed. 

“I’m gonna try to call her in the morning.”

“Okay. Good luck and try to get some sleep. You look like hell.”

“I will. Night, Tyler.”

“Goodnight, bro.” He said as he walked back down the hall to his bedroom. 


I got up around noon and decided to shower and shave so I wouldn’t look and smell like a complete bum. After I put on some black jeans and a tight red shirt, I picked up my phone and opened my contacts. I stared at Y/N’s photo for a good minute before I quickly hit the dial button. It rang for a few seconds before it went to voicemail. I sighed, knowing she declined the call. I heard the beep and decided to leave a message. 

“Hey. It’s me, Josh. Obviously. Uh, I just wanted to see if you wanted to meet up and discuss what’s gonna happen now. Yeah, um, call me back? Bye.” 

I put my phone into my pocket before sitting on he couch and putting my shoes on. I grabbed my camouflage jacket and my keys as I headed out the door. The drive to the studio was full of worry. Would she call me back? Maybe she blocked my number now. I wouldn’t blame her. 

I got to the studio around the same time as Tyler. We walked in together but I didn’t say anything to him. I just went straight to my drums, wanting to bang on shit. My phone sat in my pocket as I waited he vibrations of an incoming call. 


A few hours passed and my phone didn’t go off once. I continued banging out random beats and solos which only make Tyler worry about me. He sat down in a nearby seat and just let me get my rage out. I heard the door to the room open but I just focused on my drumming, not caring who walked in. Until I hear a familiar voice.

“J-Josh?”

“Y/N? What are you doing here?” I was slightly happy to see her but worried about what she was gonna say. 

“I tried calling you back but it went straight to voicemail. I’m guessing your phone died or something.” 

I pulled my phone out of my pocket and pushed the power button. She was right, it was dead. The screen was pure black. 

“I know you wanted to talk and Tyler texted me where you guys were so I figured I’d come to you.” She walked towards me but I didn’t get up from my seat.

“Y/N, I’m so sorry. I love you! I do and I have and I thought with my fucking cock like another basic guy would and I just hop-” 

“Joshua! Can I talk?” She cut off my rambling.

“Yeah. S-sorry.”

“I think we need to take a break. We’re not completely over but we both need time to figured out what we want, especially you. I do love you, Josh, and I want to forgive you but I need you to prove that you really wanna fight for this. Yes, I’m aware you didn’t kiss her or fuck her but if I hadn’t walked into that kitchen when I did, anything could’ve happened.” Y/N explained with slight cracks in her voice every now and then.

I stared at my drums as I listened to her. I nodded as my eyes began to swell with tears.

“I understand. I’ll give you time and I’ll work on fighting for you.” 

As soon as I lifted my head, she was already walking out the door. Leaving…again.

chane-kun  asked:

Hiii Sensei! How did you know what you where ment to do? Or did it just kinda happen? Im getting older and i know time doesnt wait for anyone and at times its hard not being grounded to reality. My mind is a mess.. and i feel like a burden to my family because its impossible for me to do the most simplist things sometimes. I wanna get better but theres always those days where my mind seems to tell me no you cant. I just wanna believe in myself and i try, but i always end up back at square 1.🤕

I know just too well what you mean. I took quite the while to know what to do with myself and also took long time for recovery from mental illness, which still hits me sometimes. It’s understandable you don’t want to be a burden to your family, but what’s important is you. You need to see what you can and can’t do. It’s true that time doesn’t wait for anyone, but it’s also true, that you have all the time in the world to figure out what you’re meant to do. we have so many possibilities today and yet so little, that it’s often hard to find the right thing. I started five different things before I ended up with something I really enjoyed and today I know that’s cool. Back then I was really stressed out about having to get a job soon and be a productive member of society, but you do you and there’s no need to rush into something you can’t or don’t want to do. Take time to recover, for therapy or for coping and start with little steps, maybe a honorary office for a few hours a week to get into something and to get yourself more resilient. I know there’s lots of pressure, but the only thing that matters is you! Allow yourself to try lots of stuff with internships or little jobs for a few hours a month, nothing too big. I love you and I’m proud of you!

i bit down on my tongue to see if i could feel
to see if I’ve been missing anything
and i, i crystallized my lungs to show you they were real
and waited for a sign that never came

If i’m not breathing, resuscitate my soul
bring on the shame, bring on the pain
yeah, i know that i’m sick, give me some more
i say yeah, we are the ill and the deranged
yeah, i know that im sick, give me some more

All we know about the little girl in the finale is that she had a bad home life, right? I don’t know who she is, I don’t even have a theory, but I want Captain Swan to adopt her. Like, maybe it’s just temporary at first. They take her home for a few nights until they figure out what to do with her. And everyone is so kind to her. Emma, Killian, Henry, Snow, Charming… They all treat her as if she’s always been a part of their family. But she’s still waiting for the day they get rid of her, because that’s all she’s ever known. And Emma, who remembers being in that exact same situation 1000 times before, is determined to keep her. And really, after getting to know her, none of them can imagine their life without her in it. And gradually she begins to believe that they all really do love her. And in CS’s house, you look at the walls, and you see her in all their family pictures. And pictures with Henry on the first day of school. And pictures of just her. And the first time Killian and/or Emma introduces her as their daughter she nearly cries. And when Emma gets pregnant she gets scared again that they won’t want her anymore, but they’re just like, “You’re gonna be a big sister!” And they all live happily ever after!

anonymous asked:

Lol tumblr has tricked me into believing there are actually people around me who know what asexuality is and accept it. The other day i overheard someone say "asexual" so i knida started eavesdropping and one dude was like "He said he was asexual" and #2 was like "Wait what does asexual mean? Isnt that like starfish or something?" and the rest of the group just kinda confirmed and agreed w/him and the whole thing was so ridiculous i just had to laugh. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I’m sorry you had to hear that! What does that starfish nonsense even mean? Why would they say starfish? But nevertheless you’re loved and valid!

There are people out there that understand us and know about us. We have to simply educate the rest on the matter

- Paula

anonymous asked:

THOMAS SAID THAT ANX BEING SO SAD AT THE END OF THE VID WAS INTENTIONAL AND WILL BECOME PART OF THE NEXT VID IM SO NERVOUS

I know I can’t wait to see what’s in store!!