When you woke up he was still sleeping on your chest. You could feel his hot
body and his slow morning breath. He was indeed really heavy but for some
reason you really liked the feeling of him being on top of you. You tried
pushing him away so you could get up; forgetting however about the handcuffs
who kept you together, you pulled his hand by mistake and you felt him tense up…
GREAT! You woke Jeon Jung kook up!
“What the fuck?!” he shouted at you still sleepy and of course pissed off. Suck
a great morning …
“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to wake you up! But you were all over me!” you said
not wanting to have a headache in the morning. He looked you with his smug face
and just sighted he wasn’t in the mood to fight with you either.
“Morning! Take a shower and get dressed!” your friend shouted at you and
quickly run out of there. Aah yes you were supposed to get dressed and go in
town with the whole group!
“Shit…” you heard Jung kook mumbling.
“What?” you said confused at his reaction, once again forgetting that you were
bonded together by the handcuffs. He just lifted his tied hand and stared at you
“Shit! How are we supposed to shower now?”
“I don’t care just hurry up, I’m not gonna lose this challenge even if I have to
tolerate you for 6 more days.” He said and he meant it. But you weren’t gonna
lose either; you would have to pay for the entire group for god’s sake.
“Ok, fine just enter the fucking bathroom and don’t look you pervert.”
You entered the shower and Jung kook turned his back while you were taking of
your bra and panties. You started showering, which was very fucking hard,
considering that you could use only one hand.
“Are you done, yet?” Jung kook said getting tired of waiting for you.
“I just got in the shower and I’m using one fucking hand! You try washing all
this hair with one hand you brat!”
“You’re taking too long.” He said and with that in a matter of seconds a naked
Jung kook was standing in front of you. “Cute” he said while taking his time to admire your body.
“Ya! Jung kook-ah! You pervert!” you tried to push him but you couldn’t even
shake him off.
“Shut up. You’re way to noisy.” He started washing your head while blankly
looking at your face, analyzing every detail.
You felt your chicks turning tomato red! He was in the shower naked with you
washing your fucking head! You lowered your head, which wasn’t a great idea
because you saw something that you weren’t supposed to see. Yes, you saw Jung
kooks little friend. Well not little, because it wasn’t small at all…and he
also had an erection… What the fuck?!
“Yes?” he said while lifting your chin up so you could look him straight in the
eyes. His voice shivered into your core.
“Jung kook… please…” you said your lips trembling while you tried looking him
in the eyes.
“Please what?” he said while getting closer. You took a step back and you hit
the cold shower glass, he placed his hands on your hips while smirking. “You’re
too cute, aren’t you?” he lifted you up and placed a small kiss on your
collarbone, his lips barely touched your soft skin, but this was more than
enough for you. “Jung kook…” you moaned softly into his ear. “Please stop…” you
begged him but your body was saying otherwise and he knew it. “Why would I?” he
said while leaving a small mark into your skin, it was indeed small but it hurt
like hell and it could be easily spotted.
“Guys?!” J hope shouted outside the bedroom door. “We should get going! Are you
“Shit…” He mumbled. “Yes we’ll be there in a moment.” He said then sighted
and let you down on your feet again. “Saved by hope” he chuckled clearly not
liking the fact that he was interrupted. “Let’s go get dressed he said while
looking at you blankly once again. You just nodded you couldn’t look him in the
eyes and speak after what happened. He just dragged you after him to your
closed he chose a strapless dark blue dress for you …and panties… he sat you on
the bed and dressed you. He took a moment to admire your body in the dress then
he dressed up himself… But of course he couldn’t get the t-shirt on. He
sighted and dragged you, again, after him. “How I’m I supposed to get dressed?”
he said to your best friend who was laughing her ass off.
“So… did you two had fun together?”
“Just answer my question Y/F/N”
“Fine, fine Hobi unlock them so that Jung kook can put his shirt on.”
As soon as Jung kook got dressed you were back in the handcuffs. All of you had
a really fun day, excepting the parts where you and Jung kook tried to kill
each other. You arrived at your favorite restaurant and it was almost midnight,
all of you sat at one big table and ordered your favorite food, so did
everyone, you were tired as hell and the only thing you wanted to do was to
enjoy your meal, something that you couldn’t do because your hand which you
used to eat was bonded with Jung kooks and he wouldn’t lift it! As much as you
tried you couldn’t use your chopsticks property with the free hand and it drove
“Jung kook-ah please let me eat.” You tried
pleading him but he only smirked.
“Use your other hand.”
“I can’t use chopsticks with my other hand…” you whined. And then it hit you,
you got closer to him and whispered into his ear. “Oppa…please… Help me eat…”
You said and you could feel him tense up, your soft voice and the fact that you
were helpless at even the simplest tasks drove him crazy.
“Fine” he said and placed you on his lap and with his free hand he started
feeding you not giving a fuck about his hyungs who were staring at all of this.
And you, you enjoyed the fact that he would do whatever you asked him as long
as you used your cute voice and whispered into his ear.
After the entire group ate and had fun
you headed back home were Hobi took of your handcuffs just for enough time so
that you could both change into your pajamas, then you were both bonded
together again and he left the room, leaving you alone, again. Jung kook pushed
you in the bed as soon as he heard the door close. He kissed you, it was rough
and his lips were so cold and wet but you couldn’t deny it you kissed him back
and you could tell that he was grinning enjoying the fact that you permitted
him to have you. His hands were all over you touching every inch of your body.
He stopped after a while at your breast teasing it until he could feel your
erection poking through your pajama shirt. You were already wet and your body
was craving more of Jung kook. You wanted him so badly, not only to fuck you
but also to be yours. He smirked and stopped staring at you. “Good night Y/N”
He fell next to you sitting in a comfortable position and closing his eyes as
if nothing had happened. What the fuck!? This little brat! You would take your
revenge now… but you could tell that that’s what he wanted. He wanted you to
continue. You calmed yourself, at least you tried XD, and you just placed his
handcuffed hand between your legs and smirked back at him. “Good night Kookie”
you said and you actually fell asleep after a while. But he, he needed more
than a while to fall asleep.
soft as summer rain,
and equally as warm.
your hands seek the places
where i yearn for touch;
not between legs,
but the small of my back,
the nape of my neck,
that dark and quiet place between ribs
where my heart is relearning
how to beat again.
you are sweet and slow as honey
in my morning tea.
my spaces feel so empty
without your hands.
You just lie on your bed, feeling your own slow breath and the sun on your silk skin. “Good morning, beautiful.” You hear Donovan’s quiet voice. “Hey.” You smile at him, opening your eyes to see the most beautiful man in your life. “How was your sleep, baby?” He asks you, giving a strand of hair behind your ear. “I’m… Tired.” You laugh and kiss him. “Why are you tired?” “After eating and spending night with you.” You laugh again, throwing a pillow at him. “Hey! I will eat you!” He says with a smile on his face, lying on you and kissing you passionately.
I may be drunk but that doesn’t stop me from loving you when I’m sober. God damn I miss you. I love you and I hope you know it. I hope you miss me too. I hope you think of me and my lips. Because I think of you and the way you made me feel. I think of the nights and the slow mornings. I think of the glances, and quick smiles Small touches and lengthy words I think of you and how easy it was to love you. I think about how easy it was and how hard it is now.
a slow day
i wasn’t feeling too good in the morning so mom brought me back home. tomorrow i’m going to the doctor to see what’s going on.
lunch with waffles and integral calculus study session for tomorrow’s partial exam.
take care everyone 🌸