Whoever @willow20 is I hope she’s having a really nice evening and that her weekend has gone well. I don’t know what I did to deserve the time she took to scroll months back on my blog and leave me comments but I just wanted to say thank you, your dedication means a lot :)
Like I get it when people try to say “hey be healthy not fat” but when they say “literally nobody will marry you because you’re fat” it makes me feel like shit TBH.
I’m trying to lose weight but I struggle cause of anxiety and cause of my health and joint issues. Literally the only reasons I’ve lost weight recently is cause I’ve been pretty much not eating (cause of my meds killing my appetite, not intentionally) or because my stomach flips out about something i ate.
Like last year I lost 30 pounds in one month because I was in the hospital and it made me so sick.
Idk I just worry so much about my body and whether or not my weight affects my appeal. And when people say things like that it just feels really shitty. I’m well aware of my health, and I don’t mind that. But don’t tell me that someone can’t love me.