that moment when your future lover idol is coming to your shrine room. And you just realized you have papered the wall with his face

and you took down all of it

and forgetting that you still have a framed picture of him on your desk



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please, if you can buy LOCAL honey, or buy actual honey, DO IT! (The product shown in the left image above is not bad) if you stop buying from companies/farmers that sell honey, that means that there will be less farmers/companies that will stop taking care of bees. meaning more bees will die… if you don’t already know why this is bad, bees help produce the fruits, vegetables and nuts that you eat on a daily basis. Without bees, we will eventually die.

It is not your job to manage how other people can handle you. It is not your job to make sure that people can digest your greatness and that you your light isn’t shining so brightly that it is blinding others. That’s not your job. Your job is to let your light shine brightly. Your job is to be obedient to your calling. Your job is to be so committed to the luminary light in you that when you allow your light to shine bright it illuminates the next person’s darkness.
—  Lisa Nichols

okay but let’s be real here. the thing about relationships is that neither one of you is a mind reader, and neither of you can ever really put yourself in the other’s shoes. everyone has baggage, absolutely everyone and that creates complications. you could have two people with abandonment issues stemming from different experiences and creating different defense mechanisms, one person could run from commitment when they get scared and the other could hold on for dear life. you could have two hopeless romantics who find themselves getting lost in each other because they never felt enough on their own. nobody is perfect and whether you like it or not, people hurt each other - not intentionally of course but everyone through no fault of their own will remind the other person of at least one thing that has hurt them before and that’s just a part of life and more times than not, it encourages us to move past bad experiences. relationships are about compromise. they’re about learning about and paying a lot of attention to the little things that hurt each other and being able to avoid them. they’re about being able to talk about these things without the end goal being for them to understand you 100% and vice versa, they’re about believing the other person when they say they’re feeling a certain way instead of criticizing it. they’re about recognizing when you have hurt the other person and not debating it - you do not get to decide whether or not you have hurt another person, it’s about owning up to that shit and apologizing. It’s about respect, and something my uncle has always told me about respect is, you can love someone more than anything in the world, but unless you respect them, you don’t give a shit about them. 

Exit Humanity.

I no longer know what is happening to me. What began as a spiritual journey in pursuit of knowledge and understanding has become an uncontrollable dissolve of my reality.

The world before me is fading away, I look upon the earth and I see the glorious light, but my eyes are now always obstructed by something invisible. More of a texture than a light, more of a feeling than a sight, it’s almost as if this reality were a dream woven on a tapestry, and as I marvel at the embroidery a hand from behind the veil has grasped the fabric and is beginning to pull it down from the rack.

I focus on this feeling and I am suddenly drawn into a singularity at my core, the familiarity of my body vanishes into the emptiness that I have newly recognized as myself. And it’s in this space I find my new residence. The external reality has become no more important than an amenity, likened to a 3 Dimensional television set in an ethereal household.

I’m finding that 3 Dimensional reality in likeness to the television is having less and less importance in my experience of life. I have no care for money or credit, the prospect of never owning a home doesn’t bother me in the slightest, I couldn’t care less about looking “successful” in the eyes of the others.

I can no longer find satisfaction in the mundane activities of this world. Unable now to be entertained my spirit cries out only to create. My discontent no longer stems from a place of boredom, rather now it is directed toward the limitations of my vessel and my desire to transcend them. I have felt but a glimpse of my true form and now my soul eternally craves to expand into its full glory.

I have no idea where this disillusionment will carry me, and if one day it completely disintegrates my experience of this reality, I am okay with that. I don’t know how this life will continue to unfold, I don’t know what lessons I have yet to learn, but will I continue my pursuit of knowledge, I will continue to create, and I will continue sharing my truth until I exit humanity.

Am I alone in this feeling?

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The fire of desire is burning

Why is it that all religions, all so-called religious people, have suppressed desire? All over the world, the monks, the sannyasis, have denied desire, though they are boiling inside. The fire of desire is burning, but they deny it by suppressing it or identifying that desire with a symbol, with a figure and surrendering that desire to the figure, to that person. But it is still desire. Most of us, when we become aware of our desires, either suppress or indulge it or come into conflict; the battle goes on. We are not advocating either to suppress it or to surrender to it or to control it. That has been done all over the world by every religious person. We are examining it very closely so that out of your own understanding of that desire, how it arises, its nature, out of that understanding, self-awareness of it, one becomes intelligent. Then that intelligence acts, not desire.    

- Jiddu Krishnamurti - Mind Without Measure, p 18