'Why are we still talking 'bout this

anonymous asked:

you fucked up so badly. i fucked up too. i overreacted and i dont know how to approach you. but you just hurt me so badly. you love a guy who's so shitty towards you and as your ex best friend who loves you and cares for you deeply, i just want to say i'm still here, even though we're not friends anymore. god why did i have to have feelings for you. if i wasnt like this we'd still be hanging out and talking bout nerdy things. i'm sorry. but you fucked up. you fucked up the most.

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Skin    (to be continued.....)

All this talk about skin, acting like we ain’t one kin
yeah melanin is colored in, but yall do no justice within
it isn’t bout the palette, or paint.. just the vision 
if martin was king, why do we still think it was a dream then..
and what about now ?
fear never had essence in us, yall still claim slavery like you were the one
dripping in blood, in a broken ship.. with hundreds of humans holding on to their memories of love
unbearable, to even think we relate…
men will always discriminate, whether complexion or wealth
health and even themselves…
shit… wasn’t it our own who sold us to the coast..?




Both Of Us - B.o.B Ft. Taylor Swift

I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us

Uh, ever thought about losing it
When your money’s all gone and you lose your whip
You might lose your grip when the landlord tell ya that you’re due for rent
And the grass so green on the other side
Make a nigga wanna run straight through the fence
Open up the fridge ‘bout twenty times
But still can’t find no food in it
That’s foolishness
And sometimes I wonder, why we care so much about the way we look.
And the way we talk and the way we act and the clothes we bought, how much that cost.
Does it even really matter?
Cause if life is an up hill battle
We all tryna climb with the same ol’ ladder
In the same boat, with the same ol’ paddle
Why so shallow? I’m just asking
What’s the pattern to the madness
Everybody ain’t a number one draft pick
Most of us ain’t Hollywood actors

But if it’s all for one, and one for all
Then maybe one day, we all can ball
Do it one time for the underdogs
Sincerely yours, from one of y'all

I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us

I can feel your pain, I can feel your struggle
You just wanna live, but everything so low
That you could drown in a puddle
That’s why I gotta hold us up, yeah hold us up
For all the times no one’s ever spoke for us
To every single time that they play this song
You can say that that’s what Bobby Ray wrote for us
When the tides get too high
And the sea up underneath get so deep
And you feel like you’re just another person
Getting lost in the crowd, way up high in the nosebleeds
Uh, because we’ve both been there, yeah, both of us
But we still stand tall with our shoulders up
And even though we always against the odds
These are the things that’ve molded us
And if life hadn’t chosen us
Sometimes I wonder where I would’ve wound up
Cause if it was up to me, I’d make a new blueprint
Than build it from the ground up, hey

But if it’s all for one, and one for all
Then maybe one day, we all can ball
Do it one time for the underdogs
From Bobby Ray, to all of y'all

I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

#B.o.B. #TaylorSwift

anonymous asked:

so this girl and I (we both live in connecticut and go to the same school) was telling us in class bout what she did this summer and she told us she went to this small town in pennsylvania to visit family. and i used to live in that area and still have family that live in that town. i just think it's too crazy of a coincidence to not MEAN SOMETHING. I mean out of every state and every town! should i talk to her? i feel like it's almost a push to do so.

TALK TO HER. I mean why not? Start the convo on how you have fam in that same town as her and how you visit and stuff

Why?????

Why is she with me???
I still ask this question to my self.
I mean after reading the messages between them i cannot think why she with me.
We have never talked bout how and why things didnt work out between them.
I dont think i wana kno either.
But every now and again i wonder why.
Yes she has changed towards me but i still dont get the kinda messages she used to send him.and that does hurt a bit.
Am i second choice.
Is she with me cos he wouldn leave.
No i dont think she would do that to me.
Ohhh i dont kno. For once i cant even write it down cos i dont kno how to word this. I kno wat i wana say but it not coming out right. That one of the things i hate bout me….. i cant put down wat im actually trying to say….. it sounds good in my head but trying to put it down on paper it sounds stupid and does not make sense.
I mean with me she very rearly wants to go out but she was always asking him if he wanted to go places.
When he pissed her off or upset her or she said nasty things she was always saying sorry and doing wverything in her to make things right. With me it not like that. It always me that does the saying sorry and running after. Ohhh god i dont kno.
All i kno is that she is still here with me.
She says she is in love with me.
I hope she never goes the way she did before and do wat she did.
Yes i still feel pain and hurt from wat she done but like everything else they are slowly going too.

I believe again.
I have faith again.
I trust again.
I love again.
Im me again.

ever thought about losing it
When your money’s all gone and you lose your whip
You might lose your grip when the landlord tell ya that you’re due for rent
And the grass so green on the other side
Make a nigga wanna run straight through the fence
Open up the fridge ‘bout twenty times
But still can’t find no food in it
That’s foolishness
And sometimes I wonder, why we care so much about the way we look.
And the way we talk and the way we act and the clothes we bought, how much that cost.
Does it even really matter?
Cause if life is an up hill battle
We all tryna climb with the same ol’ ladder
In the same boat, with the same ol’ paddle
Why so shallow? I’m just asking
What’s the pattern to the madness
Everybody ain’t a number one draft pick
Most of us ain’t Hollywood actors

But if it’s all for one, and one for all
Then maybe one day, we all can ball
Do it one time for the underdogs
Sincerely yours, from one of y'all

oh n while im still pissed, to the fuckin exfollower who rudely asked me why i tag all nsfw with cockblock, it’s for a follower. they dont like nude shit so we talked bout it and settled on that tag. ‘cause you know; i care for my followers, and i should never make them feel uncomfortable or unsafe. fuck off.

anonymous asked:

teacup holding someone else's wiener

…….why are we still talking bout hot dogs though? Thats not smut, that’s boring