I put on my make up, fix my hair and find a cute outfit to wear. While doing this I can’t help but remember all the times I did this before our dates. Now, I’m about to go on a date, with someone new, someone who isn’t you. My heart feels like someone’s squeezing it and my minds wondering if this is a good idea. Should I cancel? Should I run away? Should I go to your house and tell you how much I wish I was still with you?
Instead, I just sit here. I sit here and think about all of our dates. The dates where we snuck around in the backseat of your car, went and “watched” movies, cuddled in your bed and played games. But I just have to tell myself that moving on is best, and it’s what you told me to do.
-I’ll always love you, even if you don’t love me