少女と楽屋

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Japan2015_200 by Wallace
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Zenpukuji (善福寺),. Arima Onsen (有馬温泉),. Japan

               hey guys! i know i’ve already done this a couple times, but i just wanted to make a huge apology for how unresponsive i’ve been on here, to both drafts and messages in general. at first i thought it was bc grad school apps were just Looming over me but now that i’m done with those, i’m still kind of stuck in this rut. and i’ve realized it’s actually because i’ve been working more…on account of my parents pulling the whole ‘you’re not in school why aren’t you working all the time’ so. and my job involves 8 straight hours of talking and socializing with people, which doesn’t sound like much, but after days of doing that, my mental health cocktail of bullshit just. can’t deal lol. so whenever i get like a second alone, my head just … needs to decompress and be alone so like every message is stressful as fuck and i’m so sorry :(( i know i’ve been an asshole just ignoring people and i promise i’m not angry with anyone i’m just. trying to deal. not to mention my home life is not so bueno my dudes.

               but i’m really going to try to make a concerted effort, which idk will be successful, but…yeah…please bear with me, and thank you all of you lovelies for still puttin’ up w/ my bullshit. i’m gonna also try to work through the very, very slow process of revamping my theme and my tags, so hopefully that will kick me in the ass, too.

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Morning sun dyes Fuji by Shinichiro Saka
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山中湖 平野

“Từ khi nào em đẩy tôi ra xa, và chúng ta không còn là chúng ta nữa. Từ khi nào câu hỏi mọc lên không còn chỗ chứa, và tôi mệt mỏi giữ chúng lặng im. Tôi nhìn những vết đinh ghim, còn sót lại sau dãy ảnh hạnh phúc. Tôi đã gặp và yêu em đúng lúc, còn em kết thúc chỉ có một mình. Nếu tình yêu là cuộc viễn chinh, em đã chiến thắng còn tôi có tất cả mà tay trắng cô đơn.”

(“Và để cơn mưa nằm yên” - Zelda)

#CHIÊU Thành phố này ồn ã quá, anh à.

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2016 Fuji and autumn leaves by Shinichiro Saka
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河口湖畔 大石

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