I Want Her P7
Word Count: 508
Parings: Jensen x Reader
Warnings: character death, memories of kidnapping and assault, angst, comforting!Jensen
A/N: Feedback is greatly appreciated.
Jensen was shook from his thoughts when you started to whimper and clutch his shirt tighter.
“Shh (Y/N)” he rocks you.
You barely registered Jensen holding you. The memories in your dreams held you too tight.
â€œNo! Please donâ€™t hurt them please.â€ You cry
â€œ(Y/N)! Wake up!â€ Jensen was worried now that you started shouting and begging.Â Â
You wake with a start and it takes a moment before you realize where you are. It takes another before you start sobbing and less than that for Jensen to crush you to his chest and let you sob against him.
Jensen looks over to Ryan feeling helpless. Ryan just looks back sadly.
â€œThereâ€™s a bedroom down the hall you can take her to. Weâ€™ll be here.â€
â€œThanksâ€ he picks you up and carries you to the bedroom, lying with you on the bed.
â€œPlease let me help you.â€ He whispers holding you close.
It takes several minutes before you stop crying, and a while longer after that before you talk to him.
Jensen lightly rubs your back waiting for you. He wasnâ€™t going to push youâ€™d tell him on your own.
â€œI was just about four weeks after my medical discharge from the marines. I was still recovering from the bullet wound I received my last tour. He was in my home when I got back from physical therapy. My son was..â€ you start to cry again.
â€œHe was so little Jensen. So little barely two years old.â€ You cling to his warm embrace and itâ€™s another few minutes before you can speak again.
â€œMy baby was on the floor with my husband. Theyâ€™d both been shot, execution style once to the back of the head.â€
Jensen pulls you closer and you hear him sniff. Itâ€™s obvious heâ€™s crying too.Â
â€œI called 911. There was a fight with this man and we were gone before the cops arrived. He held me for a year before Ryan and the rest of my old team were able to find me. He did awful things to me.â€
â€œWhy didnâ€™t they just kill him?â€
You were surprised by his statement, â€œI donâ€™t know but I wished they did. He swore heâ€™d escape and come for me.â€
â€œ(Y/N) I wonâ€™t let him hurt you anymore.â€
â€œJensen no please you canâ€™t help! I canâ€™t lose you too.â€
â€œ(Y/N) I love you. Itâ€™s my choice to help.â€
You look up at him, â€œYou love me?â€
He nods brushing your stray tears away, â€œI donâ€™t expect you to feel the same, but it doesnâ€™t change my decision.â€
â€œJensen I care for you deeply. I wouldnâ€™t call it love Iâ€™m not quite ready for that yet. But I donâ€™t think I could handle you getting hurt or dead because of me.â€
â€œJensen please heâ€™s very dangerous. I have the scars to prove it.â€
â€œTen whipping scars and a few of my stab scars are from him.â€ you whisper.
Jensen growls lowly and you bury your face in his chest. Heâ€™d protect you no matter what.