#i just want to know if the way she pushes his hair out of the way is something talia probably did for them as children #some sort of comforting small touch to make them feel better when they felt sick #or was it just instinct for cora to touch her brother in a very simple but comforting way because he needed it or maybe she needed it #to make sure her brother was okay #im just very emotional and i wish they would have explored their relationship more
Tumblr is very frustrating as a fandom space space to me right now, partly because it’s so often reactionary and hostile to dissenting opinions. It makes me feel as though I need to stay silent and be a stepford smiler rather than openly participating in fandom discussions, which kinda sucks for a hobby that’s supposed to be oriented around engagement and enthusiasm.
Dean finally telling Cas about the Mark via prayer. Middle of the night, hovering the line between drunk and hungover, most decidedly not on the verge of tears. Admitting, in the dark, that he might have fucked up on this one (hah, that almost made it sound like it’s the first time, now there’s a good joke), that he’s scared what it might do to him. Telling Cas he’s done keeping secrets… and yet, still avoiding direct confrontation. Taking this cowardly one-way street, knowing Cas can’t just zap over to him, anymore; deliberately not just calling him, either, terrified what he’s gonna think of him.
Forgetting that while Cas might not have his wings, he still doesn’t sleep.
Being genuinely surprised when Cas is there, in the morning, having driven straight through the night to get to him.
I was thinking earlier today that I spend a lot of time making sure that I’m being a good friend, and trying to keep my friends happy, and not to upset them. But I realized that while that’s all well and good, I rarely if ever see if they’re doing the same thing for me. Are they being a good friend to me?? Do they make me happy?? Do they care if they upset me??? I think it’s healthy to think of the other side of things too.
Wow…it feels like it has been forever since I have actually sat down and written a post for you guys. I am truly sorry, I’ve missed being here and writing and discussing things with you guys! Here is a little insight to how I my life has been the past month or so:
I started school about a month ago and am now working full time and taking a full class load (12 credits) and I have…