[pds]

support ppl who’s mental illnesses may never go away or get better

support ppl for whom recovery may never be something they get to experience and have to learn to live with their illness/es

support ppl who’s hard times may never come to an end and who may not get thru it eventually

  • me: emotion instability???? don't kno her!!! i'm in total control of my body 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻 moodswings??? never heard of the term 😤😤😤 i'm always happy and i can control my emotions 100% 😜😜😜
  • also me: *has a 30 minutes long crying session because someone used my favorite mug so now i can't use it to drink coffee*
  • me: *stumbles upon something i kno w will trigger a moodswing or will cause me to split*
  • me: *checks it out anyway*
  • me, once ive been triggered: oh no ://// im so sad ://// why do i always feel like this ://// im so miserable :///
  • me, the next day: *stumbles upon something i kno w wi-
  • fp: hi!! im so sorry i didnt text you goodnight last night, i fell asleep while reading!! im sorry if i worried u!
  • me, lying: haha dont worry i figured it was something like that!! im fine dont worry about it :)
  • what actually happened: *had 3 panic attacks, almost relapsed, had reoccurring suicidal thoughts, kept thinking fp would leave me, still has an overwhelming amount of anxiety*