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anonymous asked:

joon was jackson's first love?!?! holy shit how did that happen *

A LOT of one-sided pining on Jackson’s part. Since he and Joon are both the same year and have been undeclared during fresh and sophomore year, they shared a lot of classes together. Well, more like Jackson tried to match his sched to Nams. Ever since that party (I can’t link to the comic rn but it’s under my tag masterlist) he threw, he’s been smitten, mostly in a physical sense at first. That got him to start noticing Nams in a romantic way though.

They became really good friends during freshman year and hung out a lot throughout said year. Jackson would drop hints he’s into Joon (“Namjoon, I like you,” “Nice dude, I like you too”) but joon’s an idiot and was completely oblivious to his intentions. Jackson’s also a complete hopeless romantic so any cute or nice thing joon did (and he did a lot ‘cause he’s sweet like that) made him go super heart eyes emoji. It didn’t help that Jackson’s past relationships paled in the nice department either.

Jackson knew he was head over heels for him when he and his best friend Amber had a HUGE fight and Joon ended up taking care of him, housing him for a few days. Jackson got shit faced drunk and cried and wailed for several nights and mornings, and Joon was there for him, genuinely engaged in talking and hearing him pour his feelings out.

After much sagely advice and encouragement from Joon, Jackson was able to make up with Amber. That got the best friend seal of approval from her so in return, she encouraged Jackson to confess and ask Joon out on a date.

Jackson decided to do it at the end of freshman year, since they’re both going to stay on campus for summer, which to him is time they could use to fulfill his romcom fantasy montage of jumping in lakes and kissing under the summer rain. When the time came, Jackson literally had to spell out his feelings for Joon to ask him out on a r-o-m-a-n-t-i-c date, not a study one (“finals ended stupid I don’t need help studying,” “Yeah but learning never ends.”) Joon agreed on one date and Jackson was ecstatic.

Much in Jackson fashion, the date was completely spontaneous, fun, and adventurous. It wasn’t what Joon was used to since he’s more of a lowkey, embrace the nature and wax poetics about flowers blooming type, but he had a lot of fun anyway since he got to try out so many new things. At the end of the night, they finally had a moment of peace. They talked about the day and their feelings and how much they enjoyed each other’s companies. Jackson kissed Namjoon and he let him. To Jackson it was electrifying and sweet and right, but for Namjoon, while it was nice at first, it slowly became terrifying. A knot grew in his chest and he knew he regretted it the moment they parted.

Namjoon couldn’t break his feelings to Jackson that night since he looked so happy, so he waited the day after. Safe to say, Jackson was extremely brokenhearted. His summer montage was boyfriendless and Namjoonless.

They didn’t talk for several months and it was a bit awkward still even after they did but after much thought, Jackson valued their friendship more than possibly having a romantic relationship with him.

Now on their third year, they’re still really good friends and Jackson is still into the idea of dating Nams, but he’s at a place where it’s more like wow other boys are cute besides this lanky fool. Jackson still showers him with affection but he also came to terms with the extent of their relationship.

anonymous asked:

whats your favourite hair that the boys have had? is it the ones that you draw them with or do you just draw them with the style they have currently?

I just draw them with their current hair so that they could be recognizable! But as far as fave hair goes, my fave is pinkmon but i love drawing joon in his mint eggmon head. I also really love grapemon though :’) For Jin, when he turned blonde, that got me fucd up my jaw was hanging for like an hr just looking at his head. For yoongi, i really loved mint yoongi and gray hair grandpa yoongi (do u see the pattern here what im saying is i love fire era sm shdbsbdds), I love jimin in black hair! But also gray. Then for Hoseok i love his orange/pink hair!!! And i think he’s the absolute cutest everytime they curl his hair :’-((((( For Kook, it was a while back but it was lightbrown/blonde-ish??? That was a GOOD LOOK ™. AND FOR TAE HIS RED HAIR SAVED ME bring it back :’( But also his haircut when he went blonde fucd me up cause eyebrows