[inbox diving]

benjenstcrk  asked:

*DIVES INTO INBOX* BENJEN WANTS ALL THE KISSES LBR

FIRST THREE IN MY INBOX GET KISSES.
@benjenstcrk  —–  closed. ( 3 / 3 )

          Skinship, being touched, to touch — affectionate deeds. These were all things Morrigan was far from being comfortable with, ever since she was little, she did not like to be touched, could not take affection serious. Love was a weakness wasn’t that it what her mother taught her oh so well? Your beauty and your body are a WEAPON, use it in order to get what you want, that was it what she knew oh so well, did oh so well. When the wolf stumbled into her life, she however had no need to use her beauty, had not need to use her body, was there nothing she wanted off of him, she was forced to be herself around someone and that was truly challenging — yet she enjoyed being around him so much and these glances he gave her, these compliments and others, they felt so more easy and real than from anybody else. 

Whenever someone did touch her in the past, she had the urge to break away, did it feel like chains around her SKIN but his touches felt like burning fire, like a tickling sensation - they felt pure and real. Yet, she was not sure if she was able to take this any longer but at the same time she did not know if she would be able to resist him. His fingers tingled against her cheek bone, his touch so feathery light that she almost could not feel it but the fire was burning underneath her skin, her breath was going faster and even as he leaned in closer, dangerously close almost, she did not move. Stood there looking at him with her big golden eyes, almost looking like a wounded deer. What happened with the DANGEROUS predator she is used to be? Wasn’t she the master of the games? Making men dancing after her orders instead of these honeyed acts she put out now?  

It was not like she was easy on him, was not like she did treat him any other, no she was rougher to him instead, was trying to push him as far away from her as possible, was strengthen the wall she built around herself for years with each second they were together. But he just came and tears it apart. But as he KISSED her for the first time, all of this did not matter any longer, there was no fighting for dominance, no slapping away of hands, no distancing herself from the kiss as she would usually do, not she fully committed herself in it. Her lips were tenderly moving against his - tenderly? Since when was she capable of doing so? His warm breath hit her lips, his arms wrapped around her figure and hers… they followed. 

Maybe it was too much at once, but no SECOND longer could she take this intimacy, was it too much for her to take. Her teeth sunk into his lips harder than thought and she used his shock to pull away as quick as she could. Back turning on him, trying to cover up how insecure and exposed she just felt. Only the raspy sound of her clearing her throat echoed from walls of her homes and here she was once more, distancing herself from the rest of the world because the expectation of abandonment will always be there. It’s easier not to be attached to anyone.

          ‘  Love is a weakness I abhor. Love is fleeting and has NO meaning.  `

Whispered words only meant to convince herself rather to be heard by him but it somehow helped and she was able to face him with her usual from APATHY covered face.    Now where we are done with this transgression  of our agreement, I need to look after Kieran.  `

anonymous asked:

YYEAH but just imagine that in the middle of sex or smh aoba just turns into sly every like 30 seconds and then back to aoba then sly over and over and then koujakus like: how do i handle this shit

I can see it now

Koujaku and Aoba are doing the do, the usual gross dorky lovey dovey way. It’s really passionate and close, lots of ‘I love you’s and whispering each other’s names. Suddenly, Aoba stares up at Koujaku like he just saw a ghost, and that’s when he notices the glowing eyes. He hesitates for a moment, wondering if he should stop or not. They’d agreed to let Sly have his fun, but coming out in the middle of sex? Does Aoba want him to stop? After a couple second of silent eye contact, Sly lets out a keening moan and starts shouting lewd things to urge Koujaku on. He decides, what the hell, and continues with Sly acting like his usual self. He’s still being really slow and loving about it, but Sly is just shouting and acting like he’s enjoying it way too much, which more than pleases Koujaku because wow that voice coming out of his Aoba is erotic as hell. Suddenly Aoba goes quiet again and hides his face in the pillow, being a big blushing mess and holding down his voice. It starts switching back and forth, Aoba suddenly clawing on Koujaku’s back and then releasing a second after, and so on and so forth.

Koujaku is confused as fuck but Sly being so lewd mixed with Aoba being so cute makes him feel like he’s making love to TWO WHOLE AOBAS at once and that’s just fan-fucking-tastic

anonymous asked:

Psssst, psssssssssssst. Tell us everything you like about Bluejaku

[quietly enjoying a nice book in a fancy parlor with a fireplace roaring in the background]

[takes pipe out of mouth, nods quietly and puts the book down]

well, you see anon…

I like BlueJaky because they’re FUCKING PISSBABY ASSHOLES. LIKE HOLY FUCK YOU THOUGHT KOUAO WAS BAD??? YOU THOUGHT AOBA AND KOUJAKU WERE EMBARRASSING?????? FUCKING MAKE WAY FOR SLY COCKSUCKING BLUE. THERE YOU HAVE KOUJAKU BEING A COMPLETE FUCKING EMOTIONALLY SUPPORTIVE PIECE OF GARBAGE AND ADD THIS BLUE SATAN INTO THE MIX AND SHIT’S TURNED ON ITS FUCKING HEAD. SLY HAS ALL THE SAME MEMORIES OF GROWING UP WITH KOUJAKU AND LOVES HIS TATTOOED ASSHOLE JUST AS MUCH AS THE OTHER AOBA BUT KOUJAKU’S TOO FUCKING DUMB TO PIECE THAT TOGETHER AND JUST RUINS SHIT HE JUST RUINS EVERYTHING HE GOES FROM EMOTIONALLY SUPPORTIVE PERFECT BOYFRIEND TO ACCIDENTAL DOUCHE OF THE YEAR AWARD IN 10 SECOND FLAT. AND SLY IS TOO PROUD TO ADMIT ANYTHING AND HE REALLY WANTS TO DESTROY THINGS DEEP DOWN THAT’S ALL HE WANTS BUT THIS STUPID PART OF HIM CAN’T LET GO OF THIS BiG SOFT IDIOT AND HE REALLY WISHES HE COULD JUST SCRAP HIM AND MOVE ON WITH HIS LIFE BUT HE CAN’T HE CAN’T DO THAT AND THE OTHER AOBA WOULD BE SO UPSET AND AS MUCH AS HE HATES TO ADMIT IT HE WOULD BE UPSET TOO BUT GOD DAMN IT HE JUST WANTS TO DESTROY WHY CAN’T HE DESTROY. THEN THERE’S KOUJAKU JUST THINKIN OH BOY OH HOWDY DO I LOVE AOBER AND I GOTTA DEAL WITH THIS PART OF THE AOBINATOR IF I REALLY LOVE ALL OF HIM AND HE HAS NO FUCKING IDEA HE HAS NO iDEA HOW INSANE OF A POWER HE HAS CONTROL OVER SLY COULD DESTROY EVERYTHING HE IS LITERALLY HOLDING DEATH IN HIS ARMS AND HE DOESN’T EVEN CARE HE HAS MANAGED TO SEMI TAME THIS BEAST THAT SHOULD IN ALL HONESTY HAVE TURNED HIS BRAIN TO MUSH BY NOW BUT HE HASN’T. KOUJAKU WILL WHOLEHEARTEDLY ADMIT THAT HE LoVES SLY IN ALL OF HIS TERRIBLE BEHAVIOR BUT SLY WON’T ADMIT IT HE HATES IT HE ABSOLUTELY FUCKING HATES THIS POWER KOUJAKU HAS OVER HIM HOW HE MAKES HIM NOT WANT TO GO DESTROY THINGS THAT’S ALL HE IS ALL HE WAS MADE FOR WAS TO DESTROY AND HE SUDDENLY CARES ABOUT MORE THAN DEATH AND DESTRUCTION THE ENTIRE WORLD COULD BURN TO THE GROUND AND HE WOULD BE SO HAPPY HE COULD WATCH THE ENTIRE ISLAND SINK INTO THE SEA AND HE WOULD BE ELATED BUT HE REALIZES THAT THERE IS ONE PERSON HE DOESN’T WANT TO DESTROY KOUJAKU HAS BEEN THERE FOR SO LONG HE HELPED CALM HIS DESIRE HE TREATED AOBA WITH KINDNESS AND COMPASSION IN A TIME WHEN HE NEEDED IT MOST AND HE WAS THERE HE WAS THERE FOR THOSE FEELINGS THAT DEVELOPED HE WAS THERE WHEN KOUJAKU LEFT HE WAS THERE WHEN KOUJAKU CAME BACK HE WAS THERE WHEN HE FIRST SAW HIS BEST FRIEND AGAIN AFTER YEARS APART HE WAS THERE. KOUJAKU IS SO IMPORTANT AND HE TREATS HIM LIKE DIRT HE CAN’T HELP IT THAT’S JUST HOW HE IS AND HE PUSHES PEOPLE AWAY THEY ARE EXPENDABLE IF THEY’RE NOT IMMEDIATELY HELPFUL TO HIS SITUATION THERE’S NO POINT AND HE KNOWS THAT HE KNOWS THAT’S HOW HE IS AND HE’S OKAY WITH IT HE’S ALWAYS BEEN OKAY WITH TOYING WITH PEOPLE THEY ARE WORTHLESS BUT WHEN HE TREATS KOUJAKU THE SAME SOMETHING TELLS HIM ITS WRONG IS IT AOBA?? IS AOBA TELLING HIM TO STOP????? WHY DOES HE CARE WHEN HAS HE EVER CARED ABOUT PEOPLE’S FEELINGS WHY SHOULD HE CARE ABOUT KOUJAKU WHY SHOULD HE THAT BASTARD ABANDONED HIM ANYWAY IT DOESN’T MATTER IF HE CAME BACK HE LEFT WHEN AOBA REALLY NEEDED HIM. WHEN SLY REALLY NEEDED HIM. HE’S SO FUCKING PRECIOUS GOD DAMN IT LIKE HE’S SO MAD ABOUT HOW SPECIAL THAT JERk IS TO HIM. BUT KOUJAKU LOVES THE OTHER AOBA MOST HE LOVES EVERY PART OF AOBA BUT ONLY BECAUSE THE OTHER ONE IS SO IMPORTANT IF IT WEREN”T FOR THE OTHER AOBA KOUJAKU WOULDN’T GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT hiM HOW DARE HE SAY HE LOVES ALL OF AOBA HOW FUCKING DARE HE SAY SUCH A LIE HE’S TERRIBLE HE’S SO TERRIBLE BUT HE LOVES THAT MOTHERFUCKER HE’S SO MAD ABOUT LOVING AND HURTING AND ALL THE THINGS KOUJAKU IS ABLE TO MAKE HIM FEEL

[puts pipe back in mouth, picks up book and continues to quietly read]

Cuddles

TITLE: Cuddles

CHAPTER NUMBER/ONE SHOT: one shot

AUTHOR : tomcuddlesfic

WHICH TOM/CHARACTER: Actor Tom

GENRE:  romance / fluff

FIC SUMMARY: OC asks Tom for cuddles.

RATING: T

AUTHORS NOTES/WARNINGS: A really short one. I think it goes nicely with my url don’t you think? Have a lovely night guys.

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anonymous asked:

Sly making up some sorta pet names trying to be "nice" and he´s like "Hey Koujackass"

headcanon that every time Sly tries to be nice he breaks a sweat and has this really creepy half smile because it goes against everything he believes in and it almost HURTS TO BE NICE TO THIS FUCKING LOSER so he’ll try really hard and end up being like “hey…….. babe… ug. wait- I just threw up in my mouth a little bit”

nchaitea-deactivated20161202  asked:

Ahhhhhh slyjaku headcanon that koujaku still holds hands when he frick fracks but the first time he did that to sly he doesn't know how to react to the weird heart ache he has all of a sudden because is koujaku thinking of him as aoba? This is /their/ habit after all. And he just slips his hand away and slings his arms around his neck bc he wants to avoid it.

BLUEJAKU SEX HEADCANONS ARE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE THEY MAKE ME [RIDES BLUEJAKU TRAIN OUT THE DOOR FLIES OFF INTO THE SUNSET ORBITS THE EARTH SHINES MY RAYS OF BEAUTIFUL BLUEJAKU SEX DOWN UNTO THE EARTH]

anonymous asked:

Ok so i finally worked up the nerve to tell you this, but i love your blog so much. I sneak on tumblr all the time during my classes just to see if you rebloged or posted anything. When im feeling kinda crappy the stuff you post like your comics makes me laugh. Thank you for being awsome! ....just felt like telling you this.

[clicks tongue and fires finger guns]

anonymous asked:

OMG sorry if I bother your inbox I just wanna say I really love your latest BlueJaku comic, it squeezed my heart so bad bless you very much. Oh and btw I love your KouAo fic too I check for the update like everyday. Thanks for reading this X"D

precious anon that’s so sweet I’m so glad you enjoy my stuff

anonymous asked:

I know you're all about bluejaku but do you ever listen to slyblue fan mixes? Wait do you even listen to fan fixes in the first place?

“all about bluejaku” hahahaha more like “all about everything koujaku and aoba related in the slightest”

I haven’t listened to any Sly Blue fanmixes but I’ve seen them around I really should. I’ve listen to a couple Kouao mixes and a Koujaku one and I have a BlueJaku mix so I’m more or less around in the fanmix world I guess