If people want to let you go, just let them do it. They may not understand who you are. So don’t play around with fire; don’t give them their cake and let them eat it too. Here is your rule of thumb: they either commit to you or get none of you.
—  Joey Furjanic

“But really,” she tells him, “I don’t need you to understand the chaos that surrounds me.”

“I just need you to love me while I drown in it. ”

—  Lukas W. // Forgotten Words #165 // Love me in chaos
my brain is never at peace
i never seem to find quietness
i’m always wondering
will i ever be good enough
i’m waiting
waiting for silence to come
—  t.m.
Would it make you feel complete to let me go? Would things be better for you without me to stay? Would you laugh a little more in my absence? Would you be happy?
—  Lukas W. // Coffee thoughts #98 // Drop me, if that will make your life better

Many years now

i’ve been pretending

to feel alive,

i’m exhausted.

Mar // depression is all i got.