The bitter air of London whips around my practically bear legs. My mother had always told me not to stand outside if you aren’t properly clothed. But I have never been one to listen to what my sister says.
I hear the creak of the sliding door open and close behind me. I didn’t bother to turn around, knowing exactly who it was that had come outside.
“Y/N?” I hear a gentle voice behind me say. I turn around and see a sleepy looking Jack Maynard standing in his underwear, similar to myself. I smile softly at him and turn my attention back to the night sky. I watch as the stars and the moon hypnotize me. I feel Jack wrap his warm arms around my waist.
“Bad dream?” He says kissing my neck softly. He breath warming me up. I nod my tear-streaked face against his chest, his smell calming me down. “You’re safe now, they can’t hurt you anymore, I’m right here,” Jack says already knowing what my dream was.
“It’s changing,” I whisper turning around to face him. His dark eyebrows drawing together, He runs one of his hands through his messy hair.
“They don’t hurt me anymore, they hurt you,” I whisper tears falling from my eyes, “I watched as you died.” I break down sobbing.
Jack’s hands tighten around me pulling me closer to him, supporting me. My knees give out and soon Jack and I are sitting on the floor. I feel kisses being prepped across my shoulder. My sobs slow down and we are just sat there holding each other. I feel wetness appear on my shoulder.
“Please don’t cry,” I croak out.
“I’m so sorry that I couldn’t protect you from them,” He whispers.
“You weren’t there you couldn’t have helped me,” I kiss his neck softly.
“But I should have been there, I blame myself for it,” He says voice thick with unshed tears.
I pull my head out of his neck to look into his eyes watching as the silent tears fall from his eyes. I place my lips to his. The kiss tasting of salt from out tears.
“Can we go back to bed now?” I place my head on his. He nods picking me up and walking through the door and back into our shared bedroom. He places me down onto the bed and kisses me softly.
A/n- (feel free to change the friends name I was just too lazy to write y/f/n that
may times) so sorry it took so long. i was at my friends and couldnt get time to post. heres part 7. i hope you enjoy. im also not going to lie ot you guys, i have no idea when part 8 will be up. this is laos the longest imagine ive written so far!
You groaned as you
rolled over in your bed, the loud noise filling your ears. Your alarm was going
off. You slowly reached your hand out from under the blankets and shut it off.
You were so tired but you knew you needed to get up. It was currently midnight.
You needed to pack everything into the car, get to the airport and get everything
checked in by 2:30.
You reluctantly got out
of your oh-so-warm bed and walked to the guest room.
“Ali, get up. We have
to get ready,” you whispered, lighting shaking the brunette.
You walked to the other
side of the bed, “Livy, c’mon. We have to get ready.”
“Why did we stay up
last night? We’re so dumb,” Alice groaned, sitting up.
“I regret it so much,”
Olivia whined, pulling the blanket over her head.
You laughed lightly,
grabbing the blanket and ripping it off the bed.
“You bitch! What did I
ever do to you?!” Olivia shrieked.
“Get up you lazy bums.
I’m making breakfast,” you said walking out to the kitchen.
“By making do you mean
getting the cereal and bowls out?” Alice smiled, following you.
“And the milk!” you
“Hey Liv, can you bring
me some Ibuprofen? My head is killing me,” Alice lightly shouted. A few moments
later the blonde came out with a bottle of pills.
“Why did we do that
last night?” She groaned.
“Because we’re dumb and
immature,” you laughed.
“Not so loud please,”
Alice whispered, swallowing 2 of the pills.
“Sorry,” you gave her a
smile. “Maybe some Cheerios will help.” You passed her a bowl full of her
“Oh my god,” she moaned
as she took a bite. “God is real.”
You and Olivia laughed.
“Did we take any videos
from last night?” you asked, handing Olivia her bowl.
“Let me check,” she
took a spoonful of cereal while opening her camera roll. “Oh. My. God.”
“What?” you and Alice
asked in unison.
“Look,” she had a weird
look on her face when she handed you her phone.
You looked at the
screen, mouth wide open.
were stood on your bed, in an old t shirt and booty shorts. You were clearly
drunk and very happy.
shouted Alice. “Give your bae a quick shootout!”
Olivia giggled, her grip on the phone shaky.
don’t have a bae,” you said sadly. “But I will give a shout out. Shout out to
Conor Maynard for being a grade A asshole.” You hoisted the bottle of beer in
your hand into the air. “You really know how to treat a girl. Hope your mommy’s
proud of you.” You kneeled on the bed and got really close to the camera.
and I think I might love you…” you said quietly. And then the video ended.
You stood there, not realizing
the tears that had shed down your cheeks.
“Oh babe,” Olivia
wrapped you in a hug. “I’m sorry.”
“No. Don’t feel bad. I
was drunk, I said something I didn’t mean.” You lied through your teeth, hoping
they would believe you. “We’re going to LA in a few hours, we should be happy!”
“Speaking of that, we should
really get ready.”
“Oh crap,” Alice said
looking at the clock. “It’s already 12:45.”
You three quickly
washed your dishes and rushed to the bathroom. You guys spent the next 45
minutes getting ready, jamming out to music and packing your essentials into
your carry ons.
By 1:30 you three were stood
at your door, making sure you had everything.
“Carry ons?” you asked.
“Check,” Olivia placed
her hands around the straps of her backpack.
“Phone and charger?”
“Got them both,” Alice
said phone in hand.
“Where’s your charger?”
“In my bag.”
She sighed, “Yes mom.”
She took her backpack off, opening the front pocket to reveal her various
“Check and check, “she
had her charger in one hand, phone in the other.
“We packed all of it
“Oh right. I have the necessities,
Liv has the snacks and you have the activities,” you pointed at Alice who
“You can see them!”
“I’m just going through
the list we made!”
“Yes! We both have
them! Can we please go now?”
“Yes! Let’s go!!” you
squealed, shooing them out the door. You placed the key in the lock and turned
it. “Hold on, I need to do one more thing.”
You ignored their
questioning looks as you walked across the hallway, knocking on the door. The
door opened faster than any of you expected.
“Mornin’,” said the
very attractive young male who just happened to be shirtless.
“Hey Alex, here’s the
key. Feel free to eat any food you find and use my Netflix.” You smiled, handing
him the key.
“No problem,” he
smiled, leaning against the door for support. “What exactly am I doing again?”
You chuckled, “Just
making sure no one breaks in.”
“Right,” he straightening
himself. “I can do that.”
“Thanks again,” you reach
up and kissed him on the cheek. “I owe you.”
He smirked and closed
the door. You turned around to two girls gawking at you.
“What the hell was
that?” Olivia asked.
“That’s my neighbor
Alex,” you said, grabbing your suitcase and beginning the long walk to the
“Why have you never
mentioned him?” Alice asked, following you.
“Never came up, I
guess,” you shrugged, approaching the elevator.
“Can we also talk about
how its Alex. As in Jack Maynard’s friend Alex.” Olivia trailed off.
You laughed, pressing
the elevator button, “It’s not a big deal guys. He doesn’t really socialize
with anyone but the boys.”
“Have you guys hung
out?” Alice pestered, following you into the elevator.
“Once, but it was when
I first moved it last year. He was nice, but then had to leave cuz Abe needed
help with someone. We just never clicked,” you shrugged once more.
“Why are you not
freaking out?” Olivia questioned.
“Because I wasn’t going
to use him to get to Conor, so why try? Yeah he’s nice and stuff, but I’m not
that kind of person. Also he’d find out sooner or later that I’m a fan of him
and his best friends.”
“You have a point, but
I would have been all over that,” Alice laughed.
“Do you want his
number?” you joked.
“You have it?” she gawked.
“No,” you laughed. “I just
wanted to see your reaction.”
It took you girls a
solid 10 minutes to figure out how to get everything in the car, it was like a
giant version of Tetris.
The car ride was full
of out-of-tuned singing and dirty looks from people who were stuck at the
stoplight next to you.
When you finally got to
the airport you parked in the long term parking and walked inside. It took
about 20 minutes to get through security. You had to stop and beg the security
to let you take the snacks on the 11 hour flight, which they eventually
You stopped by a Starbucks
because you were all running on about 2 hours of sleep.
“Guys look!” Olivia
smiled, pointing out the large windows that displayed all the airplanes.
“Let’s get a picture!”
“Hi, could you please
take a few photos of us?” Alice asked a teenage girl.
“Sure!” she smiled a
big toothy smile and took the phone.
You guys took some
facing away from the camera, some facing the camera and some sitting on the
ground. After thanking the girl, you exchanged pictures.
While you were sat at
Gate 4 waiting for your flight to LA, Conor was an absolute mess.
“I fucked up mate,”
Conor sighed, spreading across the couch.
“And I don’t feel bad,”
Jack said annoyed. Conor did this to himself.
“What do I do?” he
asked his younger brother.
“Let her go. Bro you
lost her, just accept that.” His brother sighed, pausing the game to give Conor
his full attention
“I can’t,” Conor sat
up, squeezing a pillow tight to his chest. “I like her a lot.”
“Then why did you
‘forget’?” Jack asked, using the finger quotes when necessary.
“Because I was jealous,
I wanted to make her jealous. But I regret it,” he groaned, slamming his head
into the pillow.
“If you regret it, why
did you unadd her on everything?”
“I don’t know, I was
upset that I just let her leave.”
“Bro, you’re so fucking
stupid.” And with that Jack got up and went to his room.
Leaving Conor by
himself while he was sad was a bad idea. He always did things he would later regret.
And this time was no different, he opened his phone and went to Instagram. One
lil peek wouldn’t hurt.
Yes it would.
He typed in your
username and noticed you had a new picture. The picture was of you and two
girls, the same two girls from your previous post, in front of a giant window
of what looked like an airport. All three of you were in a squatting position.
Alice and Olivia had their fingers pointing at the camera and you were in the
middle, hands in prayer formation.
His eyebrows knit
together in confusion as he read the caption.
vacay with my besties? i think yes!
Where were you going?
Why? Who were you going to see there? What were you going to do? He clicked the
picture and went to the brunette’s, Alice, page. He was even more upset after
seeing her post.
spoon full of travel makes the sadness go away
Her picture was off you
three, once again in front of the giant window. But this time you were in the
middle, one arm wrapped around each girl. Alice was throwing up a peace sign and
the blonde, Olivia, had her hand on your face, squishing your cheeks together.
He once again clicked on the picture, this time going to Olivia’s page.
Her post was of you
three facing away from the camera. Conor couldn’t see your face but he knew you
we’re coming for ya ;)
California? Why were
you going to California? What was in California that wasn’t in London?
of things you idiot.
Conor was half tempted
to message you about it. But then he got a call.
Anth? Why was Anth
“Hey bro, what’s up?”
Conor asked, curiosity filling him as he laid back on the couch.
“Before I tell you
anything, you have to promise not to get mad or do anything stupid,” Anth said
“What are you on
about?” Conor chuckled.
“Promise me,” there was
no laughter in Anth’s voice.
“Okay… I promise. Now
tell me what’s going on,” he sat up again.
“Y/n is coming to LA to
do a cover with me,” Anth said quickly, fear consuming him.
It took Conor a few
seconds to respond but Anth never expected him to say what he did.
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