$2 shows

I know I keep banging on about different polls and petitions you should support In The Flesh in, and I know you’re probably tired of it all, but Fleshdom, we need answers don’t we? We want more, right? So we have to keep trying. We have to keep tweeting, voting, petitioning for In the Flesh because otherwise no one is going to pay for more to be filmed.

49,223 people signed the first petition to BBC Three, now we seem to be struggling to reach 1,000. Have that many people forgotten about this show and if so, how? My life would be a lot easier if I could just stop caring and give up on ITF.


Welcome to my own hell of shit posts. Picture number 1: I remember someone on tumblr saying that the ink shit could be like his hair?? So it made him look emo???? So I was like shit??????
Picture number 2: I showed my friend the first one and she was like ‘this has gone too far’ and so I drew bendy and was ‘it’s never too far’ but yeah.
Shit posts yeeeeeah
(Might want to draw bendy more, cause I’m getting used to his circle head and not drawing him as an egg head. So let’s see what happens) - awkward human bean


i was watching planet earth 2 earlier and they showed a bunch of lions attacking a water buffalo  and i started crying but then the water buffalo got away and i was like oh no now the baby lions are going to starve. nature is cruel and i want to be removed from its firm grasp.


170323  with showing 2 : B.A.P - Feel So Good


i was going thru my phone lookin at old pics and i found these fotos i took when i went 2 a cat show with my grandma of a cat so beautiful i think she is god

Because I’m once again procrastinating on my thesis

Relationship status: in a relationship

Favorite color: black

Lipstick or chapstick: chapstick

Last song I listened to: songs from Moana

Last movie I watched: Zoolander 2

Top 3 TV shows: Modern Family, Black Mirror, American Horror Story

Books I’m currently reading: lol what are books

Top 3 characters:
Harry Potter (who I have always pictured as East Asian), Moana, Lily from Modern Family

Top 3 ships:
James Potter and Sirius Black, Lily Evans and Remus Lupin, Hermione Granger and Cho Chang (sorry, I only have Harry Potter ships - I’m HP trash)

5 things in my bag:
laptop, calculator, ID badge, meds, pens

5 things in my room:
bed, two lamps whose light bulbs I need to replace, an overhead light whose bulb I also need to replace, my stuffed animals, desk

5 things on my to-do list:
WRITE MY FUCKING THESIS T_T, get a job, get my life together, figure out what I want to do with my life, actually do that

5 things I’m currently into: 
food, sleep, netflix, not failing, financial stability

Tagging the other mods if they want to do it! And any of our followers

anonymous asked:

Hi, I'm at uni studying stage management and in a week i'll begin stage managing 2 shows, however I'm really struggling with confidence and feeling sure in my abilities, do you have any tips? :)

I personally struggle with confidence all the time (and most people I work with rarely know, so hopefully this well help). I follow a fake it until you make it protocol. I try to say whatever I need to say with conviction and be aware of my posture (it makes me feel more in control to know I have control over my body, too). I even have a “stage manager” voice. It’s not very different than my normal speaking voice, but in rehearsals, I always speak from my diaphragm. I’ve also noticed so that my voice tends to go up when I’m tired or nervous, so I actively work to bring it down a level to appear calmer. 

Also, stage managers don’t get much praise. If at times you’re feeling a bit like wallpaper, that’s okay! It’s a compliment to your abilities because everything is going well! But if things aren’t going well, try to read the situation. A lot of times designers and directors will lash out at stage managers for their own errors or the errors of others. 

Soooo in conclusion, I suggest:

  • pretend you’re confident in the rehearsal process until you actually are (may take some time and that’s okay)
  • be aware of your body language
  • be aware of your voice
  • don’t beat yourself up if you feel like you’re not doing well!
  • remember that you are a human (which means you will make mistakes and that is okay)

some unlucky kiddos :’)

  • Me, 7 weeks ago: Ah, I really hope the fanservice isn't too invasive and fetish-y. I mean they look good together but it's sort of tiring to see queerbait and absolutely no pay-off...
  • Me, now: Ah, I really hope Victor and Yuuri choose a nice location for their wedding and honeymoon, I mean there are so many beautiful places in the world to choose from...