!my8s

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kiss your knuckles {L I S T E N  H E R E}; bad love, sad love, should have left it in the gutter. stolen, broken, what have you been smoking?

trouble + halsey // cherry wine + hozier // idfc + blackbear // voodoo doll + 5sos // love the way you lie + skylar grey ft. eminem // i hate you, don’t leave me + demi lovato // waiting game + banks // starring role + melanie martinez // love ballad + tove lo // why’d you only call me when you’re high + arctic monkeys // lies + marina and the diamonds // give me love + ed sheeran

I wish I could...

I wish I could tell my

8 year old self that big changes are coming and it won’t be easy but it will all be worth it in the end. I wish I could tell myself to stop thinking about that boy.

10 year old self that I should enjoy those days because they will always be on your mind. I wish I could tell myself to fortget this new boy.

12 year old self that those “friends” I have are not real friends, that they won’t look after you as soon as you get into the new school. I wish I could tell myself to finally forget about that boy after 4 years.

13 year old me that the bullies will stop and that they will be jealous of you soon enough. I wish I could tell myself to not fall for another boy again. I wish I could tell myself that I’m not that horrible that I deserve to have somebody. I wish I could tell myself that that guy is an ass. I wish I could tell myself to think about my future soon enough. I wish I could tell myself that there is a name for your feeling towards that girl.

14 year old me that that guy is NOT worth my pain. That he talks about you behind his back and that you don’t even really want to be together with him anyways. I wish I could tell myself to stop worrying about my first kiss and when it will finally happen. I wish I could tell myself to stop hiding my feelings for girls. I wish I could tell myself that I am in a relationship and that I’m really happy.

15 year old me that it’s over soon. I wish I could tell myself that liking girls is okay. I wish I could tell myself that the days of panic attacks and crying myself to sleep will stop. I wish I could tell myself that I DO deserve love and that I WILL find it. I wish I could tell myself that I’m going to be happy as soon as I move away. I want to tell myself that my parents will finally understand even if they scream at me now. I wish that I could tell myself that my first kiss will happen and that there are people that are able to treat me good.

I wish I could tell my old self that I’ll be happy and loved.