I've decided it's high time I put all my years of fan art and fanfiction writing to use! I put together a Fiverr business to write fanfiction to help support my roommates and me during college. If any of you know me, you know I'm no stranger to writing fanfiction for HOURS at a time and some of you might have even read some of my work. I'm willing to write for any and all fandoms, and any and all ships. I will write for sci-fi, fantasy, celebrity stories, imagines, OTP prompts and so much more. Every little bit counts for us at Wesleyan, so even a short 100-word fic for 10$ is 10$ that will help me and my roommates buy groceries, medications, gas, textbooks, and school supplies. Even if you think your guilty pleasure is "too weird" or your ship is "too controversial" don't worry! My business is a judgment-free zone and no one should feel ashamed for reading what they love!

Hello All

First, I want to issue a massive trigger warning for this entire post for domestic violence, stalking. 

This post is a life update for all my mutuals on tumblr and followers on ao3. 

So very few of you probably know me irl and I’ve been debating talking about this online since the official sentencing is not for another week or so but I've had a few people reach out to check on me since I haven’t been posting updates to fanfics and I have been mostly MIA from tumblr. This is the only social media site I’ll be discussing this issue since it’s also the most private form of media I have. 

For the last year and a half, I’ve been in a domestic violence situation and have had a stalker who has followed me across the country. This has forced be to be both hospitalized and placed in a domestic violence shelter for my safety. I’ve had a restraining order now since last February and it didn’t make it six months before it was broken. I also live four hours away from home on campus at my college and have been more or less on my own for this save for my roommates who have been no less than amazing in helping me deal with this. Currently I am staying at home with my parents for Christmas and I go back to school for my last semester in a few days. I’m safe and my stalker is currently in jail. 

Emotionally however, I have felt like shit, rightly so. This situation has wreaked havoc on my education and displaced me no less than 3 times in the last year. I was hospitalized for a nervous breakdown in May of last year the week of final exams and later diagnosed with MDD and PTSD. Thankfully my school and professors have been great with providing accommodations, and campus security is very involved with providing resources and keeping extra security around my building at night. It’s still difficult for me to get a full nights sleep and I’ve been sleeping mostly in the daytime when I feel safest and forcing myself into my school work. Luckily I am still graduating in the spring of this year and my plans after college are to take a break before moving out of state for a federal park ranger job. Despite this past year and a half being absolute hell for me, I’ve been in intensive therapy and on medication that has done wonders for me. I have all the proper resources if I need help and I haven’t had to pay for any legal assistance or my hospitalization.  

Now on to the tumblr side of things. I used to be very active on here but as my interest have changed and I’ve gotten older, I don’t post or interact as much. I do still lurk around when I have the chance but I mostly post now when I write fanfiction or have long posts like this. Oddly enough it was being in the hospital that finally got me into Harry Potter, since it was the only thing we had to read. I would like to be more active in the future but its still difficult to find the time with school and having the emotional availability I used to have. 

As for my fanfiction, I do hope to continue updating Safest Place in the Wizarding World because as you’ve probably noticed now, its my outlet for my trauma. A lot of the themes in the story are about things I’ve personally experienced and its not always easy to add to it because of that. I understand a lot of you love the story and that makes me so happy but I do feel my readers have the right to know what they’re reading and were it comes from. 

Finally I wanna say thank you to all the people who have reached out to me to check on me. I will hopefully be able to post a full story about my situation once the sentencing is reached and I no longer have to live my life in constant fear. This year I’ll finally get to begin my full healing process and I hope it involves a lot more posts and fanfictions. I love you guys and I hope you have a great 2023! <3 

Look ya’ll, I made another chapter!!! I’m not sure If I’m gonna be able to update as regular for a while with all the papers I have coming up. If any of you are David Thewlis fans, I’m doing a research paper on Naked (1993) and I might even post it if you like. Thanks so much for all the support so far I’m really happy with how this is coming along!

Sorry about the long ass wait I've had midterms the last two weeks and I've been out of town. Don't worry I don't plan on abandoning this any time soon